Although Yu Yue's small city is located on the border, the local financial income is quite good, and the private capital is very strong, thanks to the establishment of a mining company more than ten years ago, with the discovery of precious metals, the mining company began a crazy decade of expansion. www.biquge.info In the past ten years, Yuyue's small town has leapt from a typical poor county to a wealthy county, and the citizens who bought the original shares have become rich overnight, accompanied by the rise of economic indexes, followed by the aggravation of environmental protection problems and the crisis of residents' health. Dr. Yuan, my father's friend who was in Zhongzhong, said, "The environment in my hometown is really terrible, on average, at least one old family member comes to me every week, all kinds of cancer, not counting other hospitals and other doctors in other cities." Dad sighed, "What's the solution, the mine is only fifteen kilometers away from the county seat, all the water has to pass through the mine, and whatever chemicals they discharge are absorbed by the people of the county." Two years ago, the mining company made headlines, wasn't it because of the pollution scandal?" Dr. Yuan replied, "I heard that the ****** is highly toxic, and they just lined it up?" Dad became excited, "It's been in a straight row for a long time, and the gate is opened every time it rains****** Just fell into the hole, as a result, the car and the person were not found, the venom seeped out, and the white flowers in a river were all dead fish, who didn't know about this, they all rushed to the river to see, that scene was really once in a thousand years, but so what, didn't it be suppressed? Then there are a few big accidents, the river is full of white flowers, even the river water is glowing with green light, none of the pebbles under the bottom is not black, pick up one by one, this thing has seen too much but the old folks are numb, everyone buys water to drink, 2 yuan a bucket of drinking water, every family has someone working in the mine, no one wants to smash their own jobs. The CCTV news two years ago was because people from the next county stabbed it, if it weren't for the venom flowing downstream, and many people downstream kept all the fish in the box, this matter would still be suppressed, what kind of stability is it? Later, something happened, and a lot of reporters came, so what, except for the reporters of Phoenix Satellite TV who are not greedy for money and decent enough, and dare to broadcast and report, what about other reporters, hum, in the end, no matter how hard the neck is, they are all cleaned up, I still remember how the reporter who exposed the gutter oil died, and now who will take his life to be more serious, they are all pretentious. The county government does not do practical things to actively deal with pollution, and its mind is focused on crisis public relations, and it is an open secret to think about how to pull all the reporters into the water all day long. Only the reporters of Phoenix Satellite TV came single-handedly, looking for materials all over the streets and townships, but in the end they were disappointed and left, why did the whole people boycott, because everyone's interests and the interests of the county government are unprecedentedly consistent, and they don't want the mine to close down. Dr. Yuan replied sadly, "This is simply money to make money from children and grandchildren! Those copper ions cannot be separated for a hundred years, this is a thing that has harmed for thousands of years, and it is a good mother river." Dad answered, "The money is full of private pockets, more than 10 years ago the issuance of original shares, only one more than one share, no one bought at that time, in order to complete the indicators many departments are using public funds, that is, the private accounts in the bureau, a few years later, Hong Kong listed stocks began to rise wildly, the share has become the private belonging of several upper-level leaders, middle and lower-level cadres and employees dare not speak, can not find evidence, invoices are all manipulated. Dr. Yuan was curious, "I heard that it rose to more than 1,000 shares later, and it rose a thousandfold?" Dad replied, "Yes, after the A-share listing, the ban was lifted, and the people suddenly became rich, and the scandal was exposed soon after." This company has no conscience, and when it makes local money, it wants to run away, and wants to move its headquarters away, so it first creates public opinion, saying that the local government is dictating to the company's affairs, and there is no separation between government and enterprise, and the government sends a large number of officials to the mountains to work part-time. As a result, the people who don't know the inside story reacted excessively, and immediately reflexively thought that the government was too lenient, and the corruption of officials and other issues suddenly attracted the attention of the audience. Dr. Yuan shook his head, "Hey, the policy is not transparent, and the people have unwittingly become accomplices just by saying a few words, and they will stand on the moral high ground at every turn. Dad then explained, "That's not, the people's wisdom is not opened, people say whatever they want, where is the matter so simple, my government friends said, if you don't send some people to supervise, the boss doesn't know when he sold the mine, if they don't let them pay some money to build their hometown in the past few years, these people don't know how much money they will dirt, and they will flee with the money early." The two old friends sighed, "The environment is made like this, it's really worth the loss." The people in my hometown are all chronically poisoned, and the rich have all run away, leaving us who have no way out and no ability to slowly survive until death. "Dad is infinitely sad. Dr. Yuan patted his old friend on the shoulder, "It's not that bad, cancer is not an incurable disease, medicine is advancing, believe us." ”

Chinese medicine believes that breast cancer originates from people's own emotional regulation disorders, while ancient Western medicine emphasizes the inevitable relationship between dietary habits and the initiation of cancer, so Yu Yue and her doctors must add that industrial pollution and the deteriorating living environment have unpredictable consequences for the normal operation of the human body.

Seeing that the time for the fourth chemotherapy was approaching, Yu Yue resisted in every way. After three rounds of chemotherapy, the whole person seemed to have shed a layer of skin, his body was emaciated, his fingers were black, and even his face was sallow. The direct train on the 10th, the first time I took the subway after arriving, since I have dealt with this hospital in the future, then I should also get familiar with the whole city as soon as possible.

I changed the dressing, and after three times, I used the T plan. The chemotherapy plan given by the doctor after Yu Yue's surgery is: FEC+T, to be honest, Yu Yue has been tossed three times before death, and she was worried until the end of the fight, and there was no drug reaction, and the two of them let go of their hanging hearts a lot. It was early in the morning when they got home, and the two went back by motorcycle, and when they arrived at home, their parents were cooking breakfast. Everything was as usual and had a good appetite. Yu Yue gave her mother the traditional Chinese medicine prescription she saw in the hospital's knowledge column, and boiled water with white snake tongue grass and half a lotus to drink. This is a common detoxification herb, clearing heat and detoxifying, anti-inflammatory and pain-relieving, as long as the physique can stand it, you may wish to drink more. Yu Yue is not accustomed to drinking pure herbal soup, so her mother created her own steamed duck with white flower snake tongue grass, which is also cool and detoxifying, and it is delicious together, and it is curative if you can drink it.

In those days, the white blood cells did not fall, it was very good, I could eat, my mental state was excellent, I could exercise, and I didn't need to fight a single whitening. But what is worrying is that Rong Rong vomited and diarrhea and was hospitalized, and it was noisy for several days, and the child cried desperately when he saw the one in white clothes, and it was pitiful. When he was discharged from the hospital, the child's two legs were weak when he walked, and his two little hands were swollen like steamed buns. In the past few days with her son, the mother and son have cherished each other again, some people say don't be superstitious about blood, but the feelings brought by blood are so peculiar, they are two lives on an umbilical cord, and they are inherently intimate.

Shi Yuan's tangled nerves are tentacles again, but whenever there is a conflict of ideas between Yu Yue and his parents in terms of raising children, he must be unable to help but put on a big hat of "looking down on rural people", regardless of whether it is right or wrong, otherwise he will leave the next sentence, "You go and call your mother to take it." Yu Yue hated himself for not being angry, so he was ridiculed and treated coldly. Thinking of her best friend Xiaoyu's accident two years ago, Yu Yue couldn't help but lament her fate. Xiao Yu also had a hard time, taking a bath during the confinement, because her mother-in-law always didn't knock on the door to come in and get things, she was embarrassed to lock the door. This time something happened, the bathroom used a liquefied gas water heater, who expected the air to leak. As soon as the child cried, her mother-in-law urged for a long time and did not respond to this urgency, a rural woman has no education and does not know how to dial 120, just know that crying at the door, the people around find that something is wrong and quickly dial 120 first aid, during this period, it happened that Yu Yue's sister-in-law was at home, not far from them, as soon as she heard the situation, she immediately rushed in and picked up Xiaoyu for artificial respiration, she is a nurse in the emergency department, and she is very calm in this regard. By the time Xiao Yu's husband arrived, 120 had already sent the person away, and he picked up a life like this, but the person was already uncoordinated with his hands and feet, and his brain was very slow to react, but this was already a blessing in misfortune. Her husband Xiao Liu had economic dealings with Shiyuan, and after the accident, Xiao Liu called to tell Shiyuan that the interest might be slowed down. Yu Yue was feeling sorry for his best friend, but he didn't expect Shi Yuan to say a word, "Now that his wife is in such a good body, he has no status in Xiao Liu's heart, and he may not be so active in repaying the money in the future." "The status is low", this sentence is still lingering in Yu Yue's heart, and now that it is her turn to have an accident, how can her status in her husband's heart be the same as before?

Xiaoyu's father is the principal of the local experimental primary school, she is the eldest herself, three sisters and one brother in the family, she has been spoiled since she was a child, and she can't study, after graduating from high school, her father helped her get into the mining company, the treatment is not bad, and the security is also very complete, which is considered to have found a stable job for her daughter. The next thing is to find my mother-in-law's house, the number of people introduced is countless, Xiao Yu doesn't know what's going on, low self-esteem or tsundere, anyway, people who are still in early love during their studies are timid when they talk about marriage. Once fled to Yu Yue's house, she refused to go home for dinner, and the person who introduced her brought the man, a middle school teacher, she didn't like that person, and she disliked it. Maybe the girls who have been spoiled and raised have a shortcoming, they love to listen to good words, they like to be surrounded by people, they like to be surrounded by her, they will play with bad, and boys who are full of hooliganism are often favored. Xiao Yu's way of rebelling against family arrangements is very simple, that is, find a boyfriend and go home to get an established fact. Her husband Xiao Liu's family conditions are very poor, his parents are farmers in the suburbs, there is no security, he is over 30 years old, not to mention that he has no formal unit, he doesn't even have a stable job, he does chores everywhere, and he is good at gambling. But she was just obsessed, and the whole family except her mother was against it. The three brothers-in-law are all local leaders and faces, either rich or status, but she found an unreliable one. This man also wanted to work hard at the beginning, but the untouchable atmosphere in his bones made him finally return to his original state of life. This is fate, Xiao Yu almost died at the hands of their family.

Fate is like a calculated formula, the so-called one thing descends to one thing, what kind of personality will fall in love with what kind of person. Parents have been educating Yue since childhood to be obedient, to be well-behaved, to be well-behaved, to listen to parents at home, to listen to teachers at school, to study hard, to be nosy, and not to be ostentatious in the market. In adolescence, sometimes the exam is not good, or the teacher complains, the parents are like the sky falling, and immediately take turns in various ideological and political classes, and the mother is also sneering and sarcastic, and sometimes I don't know whether to deny myself or deny Yu Yue, in short, in the end, Yu Yue is in their mouths, but if they escape from their palms, they will definitely learn badly, as long as they don't study, there is no hope in life, and they will eventually starve to death outside. When she met Qian Shiyuan, his cynical appearance immediately attracted this good girl, she wanted someone to rebel with her and break away from her parents to rebel against authority. I wanted to prove to my parents that I wanted to take a different path in life, but life is full of drama. People are the same, Shi Yuan's strength on the surface is just that he is better at expressing himself and will not suppress himself, he is the same as Yu Yue in his bones, even if he feels that his parents are not good, he will surrender obediently, Shi Yuan is even more serious, he has no concept of right and wrong at all about his parents, only blindly obedient. This is the difference between a **** family and a democratic family. After Yu Yue went to college, her parents were almost obedient to her, they were all people who admired knowledge and advocated the style of study, in their eyes, the improvement of children's quality means that all aspects are ahead of them, they will realize that they are outdated, and they are not consciously humble for Yue, because what they see in their eyes is no longer children, but young people with the most avant-garde concepts of professors and tutors.

The father-in-law is very reluctant to new things, and she is also very repulsive to Rong Rong's maternal grandfather's family. As long as it was sent to Rong Rong by her grandmother, they didn't give it to the child. Unless people are right in front of him, he will not dare not be pretentious. Yu Yue gave food to his son, and he did everything possible not to give it to him, as if it was poisonous. What's even more infuriating is that as long as Shi Zhai gave Rong Rong food, she rushed to stuff it into him, lest Shi Zhai slow down and not see it without flattering him, that stuttering attitude is really disgusting, what bread and cakes, biscuits and milk tea, and even the leftover steamed buns at the wedding banquet outside, she also thinks it is better than what Yu Yue and their family give, which is obviously to give an uncooperative attitude. This blatant attitude of drawing a clear line between Yu Yue's mother and son caused Yu Yue's whole family to be deeply dissatisfied, Yu Yue couldn't help complaining, Shiyuan would not defend the "wife" as an outsider, he would stand in the position of his parents and accuse Yu Yue, it was nothing more than "being too sensitive, deliberately thinking badly of people," and finally ending with the big hat of "you city people just look down on my parents". This kind of conversation could not be continued, and there was already a clear distinction between his words "you" and "we", Yu Yue and his parents were silent, sneering in their hearts, and only now did they know that the concept of class struggle was deeply imprinted in the hearts of the first generation of these "rural areas surrounding cities". Seeing that the three of them were silent, Shi Yuan realized that he was being insulted, and he suddenly said, "You don't know how to be grateful, a woman from the village next door to me was found to have leukemia soon after getting married, and she was immediately returned by her in-laws, who else wants a sick person? You look like this, it's good if I don't go back, you are too dissatisfied!" The three of them choked, the father glared at Shi Yuan angrily, and the mother was so angry that she wanted to scold, Yu Yue stopped her mother, pointed at Shi Yuan and asked, "Do you want to say that you are a favor to me like this now?", Shi Yuan replied: " Everyone has seen that every time I accompany you all the way to Guangzhou for chemotherapy, no one in my family is convinced, why do you have to be more upscale than others? Even go to Guangzhou for chemotherapy? People have advised me not to be stupid to spend money on you, and then I will be dragged down, and the money will be posted to your parents after you die. Mom jumped up in anger, she pointed to Shiyuan's nose and asked, "What kind of birdmen are they? Why don't you dare to say that it's your parents and siblings? Who will come and persuade you like this, and tell you these negative examples? Who is as bad as your family style? Who in this society doesn't know what the meaning of marriage is? If there are benefits, your family should be good, and if there is something, you should go back? Should you pretend to be tofu? When my daughter married you, she was good, beautiful and cheerful, what is it like now?" When my daughter-in-law was sick and became an in-law, not only did she not pay a penny, but she didn't even have a nice word, what did your father say when he came to my house, do you know?' Yu Yue is like this, I have to find a place first, don't be in a hurry. "Hey, I was so angry that I was about to vomit blood, do the people in your family have human nature? Basic human nature? For sick people, I don't want to actively treat people in the first place, but think about not spending money first, and it's best not to drag people down when they die. But is our family Yu Yue dragging you down? She doesn't need to target, she doesn't need imported medicine, she doesn't need radiotherapy, medical insurance reimburses more than 80%, she has her own savings and salary, and even the food money is paid by our old couple, what have you done? In addition to stimulating people. What kind of heart? Do you want to save trouble when you are popular! What kind of gratitude? Your family didn't give birth to her, didn't support her, not only did you not take care of her when she was sick, but also didn't support her, and you had to pull her back, and we were helping you when you were in the most difficult financial situation, and the two old ones in your family were only one year older than me, and they refused to go out to work in their early fifties, and your father-in-law received more than 6,000 yuan in wages every month, and he contributed the most and commuted to and from work on time every day! The soap is gone, the paper towels are gone, the dish soap is gone...... 'she can't buy it herself?' There are all parents in the world who exploit and oppress their children like this! Are they here for you to spend money? Or are they supervising Yu Yue's coming? You tell them to rest assured that Yu Yue is only in the early days, we will try our best to treat them, and their wishes will not come true so quickly!" Shi Yuan's face turned red, he was so angry that he picked up the rice bowl in front of him and threw it, scolding, "******." Dad looked at him angrily, his eyes were full of fire, but he still didn't say a word, he was not good at words, and he couldn't say a word when he was angry. Shi Yuan slammed the door and went out, and his mother scolded loudly, "Who did you fall to?

The mother couldn't help but nag her daughter, but she hoped that Yu Yue wouldn't be angry, don't be angry and make the bad guys happy. The mother comforted her daughter, "Don't fall for it, if you want to come, you can rest assured with us, Rong Rong and we all need you." Yu Yue was noncommittal, at this time, if she didn't choose to look away, she would simply be unable to get along with herself. Fortunately, Rong Rong is very competitive, this person is really fateful. The grandparents separated the mother and son one by one, and took them away at night to prevent the mother from seeing, Rong Rong didn't like the two of them in the end. Some things are very strange, as long as Yu Yue is in Lido, the child doesn't even want to touch his grandparents. It is normal for a child to have his biological father, but it is even stranger, as long as the grandmother arrives, or takes the child to grandma's house, this banyan banyan, even the biological father and mother don't want it, only stick to the grandmother. It's too sticky, sticky Yu Yue is jealous, and several times Yu Yue said to himself incredibly, "Is this baby born by me?" Is it your baby or mine?" All this, who said that children have no spirituality? Taking a child is not just as simple as taking care of safety, treating children with heart is the key. The father-in-law's mother-in-law takes the child to complete the task, takes care of him, controls him, and the father-in-law speaks in a bad tone, does evil deeds, makes the child very uncomfortable, and over time the child is rejected. And my grandmother is very gentle, persuasive, and penetrates the child's heart, and she is communicating with the child with her heart, so "understanding" is the most respectable love. It is natural that Peng Peng will like his grandmother.

There are some things that Yu Yue doesn't dare to think, if he is gone, these people will immediately reveal their true form, and they can do whatever they want to say to their children, and if this trend continues, it is certain to isolate Rong Rong and her grandparents. And Shiyuan will also have a new wife, and after a long time, his father will become a stepfather. OK, there are some things that can no longer be fanciful and fantasical, and this time is not suitable for "fighting for anger" and "justice can be served". What is needed now is positive energy, to relax and face the future. When neither morality nor law can deal with it, we have to trust in providence. Since you can't change others, find a way to change yourself, change your way of doing things and thinking. People who don't like can ignore them, don't do what you don't like, and never listen to what you don't like. Time is the best medicine, it can prove a lot of things, as long as you live well, you can witness the future, every day immersed in endless unwillingness and self-blame is useless, can not change anything, it is better to live a real day with a down-to-earth life, grasp every second of happiness in the moment. Leave the rest to time to change! Yu Yue before, the atmosphere flowed in form, and now she has the atmosphere in calm. The heart is like stagnant water, and the heart is like clarity. Living in the vision of the unknown world is infinitely beautiful.

Shi Yuan lacks guidance and calmness, he came the next day after slamming the door and going out, and his parents no longer care about his faux pas yesterday, which stems from his family education, the two old men think that it is not appropriate to expand the situation, and it is appropriate to understand the pressure faced by others. All four of them stopped talking about old things, and they should eat and drink.

Qiuqiu often comes to Yu Yue, she is in a marriage crisis, and she has no exit, and Yu Yue is a difficult brother. She is the most fast-talking, "Hmph, the quality of this family is so poor, no wonder the feng shui is not good, the big divorce, the small car accident, now it's the turn of the middle." Oh, to use superstitious terms, you are weak. Yu Yue replied, "Although I don't believe this, their family is indeed unkind." The golden urns of the previous generations have not yet been put into the ground, and they have been placed in the land temple in the village for decades, and the brothers have made trouble for this matter I don't know how many times. Rural people don't know whether it's because of poverty or because of selfishness, they all say that the father-in-law is the eldest grandson and the eldest son should take the lead, and the father-in-law has nothing to say about burying his mother first. This time, the affairs of several other ancestors have been put on hold, what great-grandmother, grandparents, including his own father, have not yet entered the ground, you say, how heavy is this resentment?" Qiuqiu opened his mouth in surprise for a long time, "It's terrifying, it's just a fierce spirit, a large group of unscrupulous descendants." It seems that this family is an ancestor who has been in a bad family style since the beginning. Hmph, to put it mildly, your two old immortals will only have more and more bad effects on you. Yu Yue disagreed, "I wasn't born and raised in their family, the three views have long been stereotyped, and if you can't agree with it, you can't help it." Qiuqiu was anxious, "What, of course it's not about you, it's about your husband, with such a burden of family education, no matter how high his education is, he will be pulled back." Isn't it you who will have the greatest impact at that time? If you want to be good, you may not change, you are the way you are, the hidden evil side of his humanity will prevail at any time, don't say that I didn't remind you, your physical injuries may be over, but the mental torture, hum, maybe it will just begin. Yu Yue acquiesced, "I think so myself." ”

At night, Shi Yuan sometimes hugged his wife and cried, saying something inconsequential, but Yu Yue comforted him, "You can't be so fragile, think about it more and be optimistic." As long as I don't get defeated, my body will always get better and better, and if I always think about the past, I even have the heart to die. With such a lovely child, there are no regrets in life. "It is said that men are the pillars and should stand tall in the wind and rain, but in fact, many times men are very fragile and afraid of starting over, and they are even more afraid of falling down. Only those who have no distractions will be brave, but for men who want to succeed too much, a fire in the backyard will cause them to feel frustrated, and thus turn a wave of resentment into a temper against their surroundings! Yu Yue knows that her husband's entanglement lies in the cynicism of his family, and they are instigating him. At this time, a man not only needs to be praised by the whole society, but also needs the recognition and support of his family, and the situation he faces is so extreme, his behavior has been affirmed by the social commentary, and the leaders and colleagues have also given him a very high evaluation, but at home he has been criticized, he is not worth it, and even ridicules his luck, "I thought it was gold and jade, but I didn't expect it to be a rotten scoop, and I endured humiliation and burden just for a good reputation? Look how she consumes you!" When he couldn't stand it, Shi Yuan would also quarrel with his family, but after the quarrel, the final result was that he was beating his chest and screaming that he shouldn't call the earth and the earth ineffective. Yu Yue's condition is improving, but her marriage is deteriorating. People are self-reliant and self-reliant most of the time, and only when they are injured and down, they especially want to rely on, and at this time they understand people's hearts best.

The disaster came too early, and to get such a disease is to think about both life and money. Yu Yue was full of guilt towards her husband, although her mouth was hard, her heart was full of guilt. The trauma is too great, physical, mental. For lonely people, love is just a temporary solution, and loneliness will be added after love. A good woman, if you choose a noble and arrogant character, you are destined to live alone for a lifetime. Learn to love yourself, even when you're alone. The most terrible thing about cancer is not the disease itself, but the most terrible thing is that the patient is extremely awake until he dies, which can be regarded as watching himself die. Thinking about death is for a better life. I don't know if it's because I'm becoming more and more independent, or if I'm becoming more and more empty-hearted After walking for so long, I found that the only one I could rely on was myself. Since Yu Yue has been mentally prepared, she is not afraid of anything, everything is unknown, why should she be more serious about everything? She has become more and more ignorant of her husband's uncertainties and capriciousness, most of the time she looks at her coldly, she knows that Shi Yuan is struggling with her inner demons. People know that everyone has a selfish side, but they still hope that they will not be so selfish. Yu Yue's only wish now is to live longer, so that her son can have a clear mother in his memory, play with him every day, sleep with him, cook food for him, and teach him to be a man... Mother has a long way to go. "To spend limited time on my son's unlimited potential", she said silently in her heart. Yu Yue is going further and further on the road of being a "good wife"... There is no end in sight. The Buddha said that if you have no relationship with someone, no matter how much you talk to him, it will be nonsense. Someone who is destined for you, your presence can awaken all his feelings. For Shiyuan, everything is in accordance with the will of heaven.

"Good morning, Guangzhou. Come gently, I will take away a piece of hope for the future", Yu Yue left a sentence in the space. The young couple who successfully arrived in Guangzhou immediately started the fifth chemotherapy treatment, and the three patients in this room were all teachers, and they really didn't know whether to cry or laugh. The potion went down, and everything was as usual, except for the occasional pain and numbness in the bones, there was not much reaction. The fine hairs on the head have grown, curly, soft, and soft against the scalp, ah, reborn. Yu Yue felt like a newborn child, who had gone through a series of pains and reborn herself. A few days later, the drug reacted, this time the reaction was greater than the fourth, Shengbai took two or three injections, the tonsils were inflamed, the typical false fire, plus the bone pain reaction, although it was not as severe as the first time, but it was also a unique soreness and numbness, everything was at the mercy of the drug, Yu Yue couldn't help but start worrying about the sixth chemotherapy.

Qiuqiu divorced, on the day of Yu Yue's fifth trip to Guangzhou. Her two years of youth were lost to a man with low self-esteem, weakness and irresponsibility. Qiuqiu is the child of a single-parent family, and her parents separated when she was three years old, which was a sensational event thirty years ago. Her father is an educated youth from a big city, and her mother was born in a family of cadres who went south, all of which are trivial matters, and ideological disputes have caused peacocks to fly southeast. Qiuqiu was separated from her father since she was a child, she always liked men who were a few years older, mixed in Shenzhen for a few years, originally had a boyfriend, more than ten years older, and a five-year-old daughter, the family did not agree, the mother was looking for death to urge marriage to urge back, and then her father's sister-in-law introduced colleagues from the mining company, people from other counties, people working locally, and her parents did not follow, Qiuqiu said that less family interference intervention is definitely conducive to future family life, the so-called do not mind rural people, poor family conditions. The man, first, Qiuqiu is beautiful, and second, the woman's family is not burdened, and the two got married quickly. Sooner or later, premarital impulsiveness must be punished by marital strife, and the man's family was very superstitious, and when it was learned that the two were six years apart, the man's family did not agree from the beginning. The two have been married for two years and have not been pregnant, and his mother called every once in a while to cry and complain that Qiuqiu Kefu was not prosperous, and wanted to cut off their incense, and she was looking forward to the divorce of the two of them. The man works in the mine, only comes back once a week, and is always competitive for family trivialities, young people are angry, they don't give in to each other, and they can gamble on not seeing each other for a month and a half, Qiuqiu's willful temper, as long as he doesn't feel happy, he goes out to play, pretending to be nothing, his husband has low self-esteem, and his family always says that Qiuqiu is too beautiful and must be restless, so divorce is inevitable. Qiuqiu silly girl, looking at her sharp teeth, is actually a weak and kind woman, there are no conditions for divorce, and there is no way to embarrass the man, so she let the man make up for the bride money and vegetable money she paid before marriage, not to mention any compensation and the like. As for paying her living expenses on weekdays, don't mention it, if you mention it, you will be laughed at by outsiders, eh, this is the so-called independent woman.

Sometimes the two women would go out for a walk in the forest park outside the city, sometimes stroll along the riverside, sometimes Yu Yue would sit on the bed and listen to Qiuqiu's complaints, and sleep when she was tired, and Qiuqiu didn't mind. She felt a thousand bitterness in her heart, and she always wanted to vomit as soon as possible. Yu Yue also has thousands of knots in her heart, and her complaints are flying all over the sky. Two weak women walked a journey together, the so-called one who knows me is worried about me, and the one who doesn't know me is what I want.

How fragile a woman's independence is, if the ability and financial resources are not enough, independence can only be superficial. After a few years of marriage, women found that the girls who walked around the reality were doing well, and they knew how to look at each other's family background when choosing a husband, and they were indeed far-sighted. Economic prosperity is the key to the soul to let go of the shackles, and it is possible to sublimate the spirit freely when the economic pressure is solved. A woman who is too unaware of material things will harm herself, especially before marriage, because in the end, life will train you to be very materialistic. Yu Yue has a job that she loves and is stable, no matter how hard her emotional life is, she will not give up on herself. But Qiuqiu is different, her mother has lived in complaints all her life, always scolding Qiuqiu when she is unhappy, scolding why she was born, why she is that bastard child, saying that she has been so bitter all her life because of Qiuqiu, and she owed them father and daughter in her previous life. Qiuqiu has always felt that she is a superfluous person, and she has abandoned herself spiritually, and after the divorce, she has a sense of discouragement, she said that she is a superfluous person to live, and she seems to have returned to the reincarnation of her parents, cursed, and will never be happy. Yu Yue is a master of persuasion, she said, "Change your job, leave the original personnel rivers and lakes, and stand up again not only to feed yourself, but also to raise yourself well, women, no matter how hard it is, there is a job to have a fighting spirit, there is nothing that can't be passed, let time to help you arrange a new marriage." Qiuqiu listened to the advice and found a job in a pastry shop with her own ability, she was very happy to do it, and when dealing with desserts, everyone would be comfortable.

Meimei rarely comes, on the day she gave birth, Yu Yue was doing the second chemotherapy in Guangzhou, and then she was hospitalized for a month due to postpartum illness, the child was born prematurely, and the jaundice was severe, and she got a blue light in the city. Yu Yue's wound was inflamed at that time and she changed dressings in surgery on the sixth floor, and went down to the obstetrics and gynecology department on the second floor. After a while, Meimei's mother came out and beckoned to Yu Yue, crying about her illness, and pulling her into the ward, "Don't be so taboo, the baby is in the city hospital, her mother-in-law and husband have gone down to accompany the baby, there are only our own people here." Hey, you two girls are miserable, a pair of difficult friends, I feel uncomfortable when I see it. Meimei's mother has watched the two of them grow up since she was a child, and now the two girls have become this tragic scene, her heart is full of sadness, she can't cry, and she comforts incoherently, "Yu Yue, you must have done sins in your past life and survive in this life, there is no way, this hurdle has to be passed, and if you have cultivated it in the past, it will be a blessing for the rest of your body." Yu Yue smiled, Meimei's mother is a Buddhist, so she naturally has a compassionate heart.

The sixth chemotherapy was played, and the darkest time before dawn passed! Back home, Rong Rong couldn't help but go on a blind date with his mother, but at night, the child was forcibly carried to his grandmother by Shiyuan, he cried all the way, crying extremely sadly, he had expressed his thoughts very strongly, he wanted to be with his mother. Yu Yue only heard his cries drifting away, and he was really unable to do it. If it weren't for his own body, why would his son live such a life of displacement? The child has too many languages that we adults can't read, and for more than four months, Rong Rong has never called my mother to my face, and sometimes Yu Yue will hear him muttering "Mom" while playing with toys, but it doesn't look like calling someone, he is actually practicing it over and over again in private. Yu Yue's sudden departure caused great psychological trauma to the child, and at that time, we were weaned and weaned, and for the child, losing the attachment of the mother was insecure. Yu Yue felt infinitely guilty in her heart.

Of course, it is extremely comfortable in my mother's house, and because of this, I can't live here often, Yu Yue is afraid of comparison. Besides, Yu Yue decided that it was a battle that he should have, and he should not escape and should face it bravely. After the sixth chemotherapy response was over, Yu Yue resolutely asked Rong Rong to return to Lido to live, which was undoubted, and then he also moved back to Lido with lightning speed. Children don't have to go to two places in the wind and rain every day, the golden nest and silver nest are not as good as their own kennels, and Rong Rong sleeps soundly in the morning. Yu Yue, who loves life, changed a wig, and also bought a lot of kitchen appliances online, such as bread makers, yogurt makers, and soymilk machines...... Rong Rong especially likes the food made by her mother, whether it is bread, steamed bread or soy milk yogurt, as long as the food made by her mother is eaten, her son is really powerful! This makes Yu Yue's life full of fun, and also makes Yu Yue full of confidence every day, and has a great sense of achievement. bathed the child, and suddenly once, Rong Rong suddenly muttered: "Mom." Wow, Yu Yue was so excited that she burst into tears, and all the sadness of the past few months welled up.

The chemotherapy period of more than four months is said to be very fast and very fast, and it passed before I knew it, and I never dared to look back, and I kept reminding myself to forget, forget, forget...... Life needs to be constantly zeroed, and the weight will continue to decrease. Everyone is a little tired, especially Shi Yuan, he is too tired, there are parents who are not responsible, there are ignorant children, and there is a sick wife in the middle, and now he is back to work hard. No one can be smooth sailing, people, are looking forward to being able to come to the bitter end, we can only live well to be worthy of ourselves, share and share, the haze will pass, life must look forward, and life will continue as usual after tribulation.