Chapter 15: The Crab and the Rock
Yu Yue usually spent time in the library during the two years of graduate school, because he felt that his body was weak, and he would find some ancient books of Chinese medicine to read if he had nothing to do. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info Although his skills in reading classical Chinese are not bad, but it involves a lot of professional knowledge, Yu Yue is helpless, and can only half-guess. Knowing that she had this disease, Yu Yue did not lose her sense of proportion because of panic, after all, she had been exposed to relevant knowledge, at least she would not be disillusioned by ignorance of this disease.
In fact, in recent years, through imaging technology, scientists have also found the existence of malignant tumors after studying the remains of ancient people or animals found in archaeology, but the cause of death is another statement, that is, many ancient people or animals have actually died from other causes before cancer ends.
The word "cancer" is from the ancient Chinese character "喦" (yan) plus a prefix "疒", which is a typical morphophonetic character and a modern word, which cannot be found in the Kangxi Dictionary. 喦 is a variant of the word "rock" and has the same sound as "rock", and until 1950, cancer was pronounced as cancer (yan) in the Taiwanese population that we hear today. However, since then, in order to distinguish between cancer and inflammation, our mainland has changed the pronunciation of the word cancer to the current pronunciation. Note in the "Shuo Wen Jie Zi": "Mountain cliffs also." From the mountain, from the product. Xu Xuan in the early Song Dynasty once made a note for it: "The shape of the elephant rock cliff is even subordinate". Of course, the precipitous beauty of nature is not so wonderful in the human body, which means infinite extension, breaking step by step.
There is a lot of information on breast cancer in Chinese medicine. Records about cancer are also common in ancient Chinese medical books, but the expressions are slightly different, such as "milk rock", "cradle carbuncle", "stone fist", etc. Cancer is also called a malignant tumor, and in this case, there is a distinction between benign tumors. Cancer, first and foremost, is a tumor. The definition of tumor, according to the medical book "Treatise on the Origin and Syndrome of Diseases" in 610 AD, is believed to be the "retention of qi and blood" in the body, or the retention of some abnormal substances produced by the human body. More than 2,000 years ago, there was a classification record of tumors in the "Neijing". The "intestines" mentioned. "Stone fistula" and "accumulation" both refer to tumors. The causes, symptoms, and treatment of the tumour are described, and surgical resection and drug therapy are described. "The Book of Jin and Emperor Jing" contains the removal of eye tumors, that is, Sima Shi's "eyes have tumors, so that doctors cut them." It shows that in the third century A.D., Chinese medical scientists have been able to cut and treat tumors. This is also the earliest record in the world's literature. Later, there were records of tumors in the "Treatise on the Origin and Syndrome of Diseases" and many medical books: "In the case of tumors, the skin and flesh are swollen suddenly, and the plums are big at the beginning, and they grow up, without pain or itching, and ......", which describes the characteristics of breast cancer. When Yu Yue was four or five months pregnant, the mung bean-shaped hard object that she inadvertently touched during the bathing process did not hurt, itch, or move, and she had no feeling at all, and intuitively knew that it grew from the depths, cancer was a malignant disease, and a serious illness was invisible, it always came gently, unconsciously, and was easily ignored.
"Elbow Reserve Emergency Prescription" pointed out: "If the malignant nucleus is swollen and refuses to disperse", "the carbuncle is swollen and swollen like a stone, or like a large nucleus, the color does not change, or the carbuncle does not disappear", "if the swelling is firm and has roots, the name is a stone carbuncle", etc., which describe the stone hardness of breast cancer, which has become the origin of the naming of milk rock in Chinese medical literature. "Treatise on the Origin and Syndrome of Diseases" records: "swollen and strong skin, like the skin of a cow's collar, it is called gangrene", which is in line with the description of cellulite edema in breast cancer, and has become the basis for the understanding of this disease by later generations of doctors. The description of "The Woman's Prescription" is particularly detailed: "If it is at the beginning, the internal nucleus is small, if it is like a turtle chess piece, it is not red and does not hurt, and the accumulated years are getting bigger, and the rock collapses, like a ripe pomegranate, or the deep hole in the internal collapse, and the blood and water dripping ......" is very consistent with the advanced manifestations of breast cancer. Yu Yue has never seen a terminal breast cancer patient in the hospital for so long, and this hospital has a characteristic that it generally adopts palliative care for advanced cancer patients or older patients (over 70 years old depending on the patient's physical condition), that is, regular re-examination, no need for surgery and chemotherapy, advocating coexistence with cancer, and will especially emphasize the patient's self-regulation mentality and the positive care of the family. Yu Yue's knowledge of advanced breast cancer is also limited to online pictures rather than witnessing it with her own eyes.
In the Song Dynasty, the "Wei Ji Bao Shu" (1170), the whole book has two volumes, the volume is the treatment of carbuncle, the "five hairs" (cancer, miasma, scab, gangrene) diagram, and the volume is the 40 surgical prescriptions such as the correct medicine and the treatment of cradle carbuncle and molluscle, etc., and it is also the earliest use of "cancer" (ancient written works) in the ancient medical books of our country. The condition of his cradle carbuncle is described as follows, "Carbuncle occurs when the milk is not good." If it is less than 40, it will be cured, and if it is above 40, it will be more than 45. Those who are not successful suck their milk, and those who are not breastfeeding. Those who have become it are like carbuncles who rule the law. In the breast and not well cured, the rotten man dies in three years. This passage clearly describes the age of onset of breast cancer, as well as the symptoms and survival time, that is, until the advanced cancer such as "putrefaction", there may still be about three years of survival, and affirms that cancer is a necrotic cell, that is, "putrefaction". Yu Yue became ill at the age of thirty, and if she really agreed with the views of this book, the possibility of a complete cure was very great, and she immediately became full of confidence.
Later, the physician Yang Shiying's "Ren Zhai Zhizhi Attached Prescription" (1264) was the first to make a concise description of the characteristics of "cancer", which said: "Cancer is high and deep, and it is like a cave", and pointed out that it "has deep poisonous roots" and will eventually cause coma. Although there is no anatomical support, paleophysicians have made reasonable conjectures based on examples, and the hypothesis that cancer comes from "deep" within itself is completely correct.
In 16l7 A.D., the description of breast cancer is particularly specific, "and melancholy hurts the liver, thinks about the spleen, accumulates thoughts in the heart, and does not wish to do so, causing the meridians to be astringent, coalescing into a nucleus, at first like a bean, gradually like a chess piece; half a year and a year, two or three years, no pain or itching, gradually and big, the first pain, the pain is not solved, the future is swollen like a pile of chestnuts, or such as a double bowl, purple gas, gradually festering, deep such as a cave, convex if the lotus, pain and heart, bleeding is smelly, at that time the five organs are declining, the four are not saved, the name is milk rock." Whoever commits this will surely die to a hundred. If the symptom is perceived early, it can only be cleared of the liver and relieved depression soup or nourishing qi and nourishing Rong soup, and the patient can only prolong the years by taking medicine and recuperation. …… Hard wood pain, near the **** barrier full of pimples, pain and itching, the pulse of the diagnosis is counted, the swollen skin is miserable and black, this qi and blood are dead, and the words are incurable", this "barrier is full of pimples" is quite in line with the skin satellite nodules that appear in advanced breast cancer, and it is a medical work that not only clarifies the pathology, but also gives examples. What's more, there is also a record of male breast cancer in this book, "A man who is over fifty years old, because his wife and child are not established, depression hurts the liver, the left breast is swollen, the pain is very rotten for half a year, and the liver pulse is numerous." First of all, Xiao Chai Hu Tang was added with green skin, mountain gardenia, Yuanzhi, and fritillary, and the liver veins were slightly flattened after several doses; and more than ten doses of promedicine were added to Bazhen Tang, and its swelling gradually decayed into pus; He was confused by internal medicine, saying that depression and anger hurt the liver, and there was fire in the liver meridian, so there was no need to use supplements, and he took more fire, gas, and medium doses, which caused less food and constipation, fever and thirst, and asked for treatment. The liver and veins are reunited, the mouth is dry and thirsty, the evil fire is lewd, the diet is reduced, the spleen and soil are injured, constipation and fever, and the yin and blood are exhausted and the dryness turns into heat. It has been treated with internal damage. Yu Guo died the following month. This book is particularly detailed, although there is no anatomical support, but the reasonable inference is also in accordance with the scientific procedure, he analyzes that the disease begins with psychological factors, the accumulation of bad emotions over time into poison, poison and death, dispensing medicine is only a symptom, the only way is to purify the heart and have few desires to delay life.
Written in 1764, the "Compendium of Shen's Women's Sciences": "At the beginning of the milky rock, it is hard and does not make pus; Illness and depression are incurable. Fang Shuyun: When the peach blossoms bloom, they die, and those who come out of blood die. Yu saw a woman who had been suffering from this for four years, and when she was diagnosed, she thought she was going to die. The daily service ginseng money is Xu Xu, but he does not die. Next year, the peach blossoms will bloom in the spring, and they will not be harmed until the autumn equinox. This woman is depressed and has liver disease. However, if you don't die in spring but die in autumn, why not? There are two kinds of liver disease: those who are too much will die in the prosperous time, and those who will not be able to do so will die in the time of decline! This is a liver disease, and it is also incomprehensible to be able to heal by replenishing the kidneys with kanqi. "Doctors believe that breast cancer originates from liver depression, and the treatment should be based on soothing the liver and relieving depression, although this disease is an incurable disease, it is by no means a disease that will die quickly.
In another gynecological monograph written in 1817, "The Diagnosis and Treatment of Bamboo Forest Women", there is a special classification of benign and malignant tumors of the breast, and there are corresponding symptomatic prescriptions. "One of them is cradle carbuncle: it belongs to the gallbladder and stomach and the heat poison gas blood stagnation, so the initial swelling and pain occur on the surface of the muscles, and the flesh is red. The person has a hot appearance, or hates cold and heat, headache and polydipsia, and it is advisable to disperse it. If it is clumped at first, it is advisable to make a soup. Externally, a live crucian carp is mashed, and a small ball of layue syrup is finely adjusted, and the swelling is gone. If not, apply again. A method to take the meat from the heart of the Yuanzhi, the rice swill is soaked and fried at the end, three dollars per serving, and the wine is clarified for a minute. Apply slag to the affected area. If the pus is cold and hot, such as malaria, it is advisable to detoxify and disperse. If the pus is weak, it is advisable to participate in honeysuckle soup; the second is that the liver and spleen are depressed and angry, and the qi and blood are lost, so the small nucleus is in the milk at the beginning, and the flesh is the same. His people are hot inside and hot at night, hot in the five hearts, tired and thin limbs, and irregular menstruation. Use Jiawei Xiaoyaosan (see the pre-birth door non-closed strip), Shenxiao Yusan (see the upper cradle carbuncle strip), and add flavor to the spleen soup to self-eliminate. If the accumulation of a long time gradually grows rocky red water, the deep hole is difficult to treat, and it is advisable to make honeysuckle soup. Those who have not succeeded have been eliminated, those who have been achieved have been defeated, and those who have been defeated have reaped their merits. Yu Yue noted that the author of this book noted the relationship between endocrine and the breast gland, which not only affirmed that breast cancer originates from the accumulation of liver stagnation, but also pointed out the relationship between the onset of breast cancer and the uterus and ovaries, which is related to yin deficiency and internal heat and irregular menstruation.
Written in 1826, it is also recorded in the "Fu Qing Main Female Family", "Cradle carbuncle: **** belongs to the foot syncope yin and liver meridians, and the breasts belong to the foot yang and stomach meridians." If the breast is swollen, the tuberculosis is red, the swelling and pain are swollen and ulcerated for a few days, and the pus is exhausted and healed, this is a hot and poisonous gallbladder and stomach, stagnation of qi and blood, and the name of the carbuncle is easy to treat. If the initial internal nucleus is small, it is not red, not swollen and not painful, and after the accumulation of years, it gradually grows like a rock, breaks like a ripe pomegranate, and is difficult to treat. Treatment: Pain, swelling, cold and heat, it is advisable to disperse evil spirits; If the pain is severe, it is advisable to loosen the liver and clear the stomach; pus does not ulcerate, use tori; muscles do not grow, pus is thin, it is advisable to replenish the spleen and stomach; pus and ulcers, cold and fever, it is advisable to replenish blood and gas; if you do not eat and drink, or vomit, it is advisable to replenish stomach qi. At the beginning of the milk rock, use the nourishing qi to nourish the glory soup and add the spleen soup, which can be eliminated internally; if you use the agent of qi and blood, you will die quickly. For example, agarwood, wood, safflower, peach kernel, etc., the doctor considered that breast cancer would spread, considering that this kind of medicine is strong and belongs to "hair matter", so he reminded latecomers to use it with caution. Yu Yue has seen traditional Chinese medicine in Chinese swelling, and the doctor's advice at that time was to eat less rooster, goose meat, chili peppers, and crabs, which are relatively "hairy" foods, while Western medicine suggested that bird's nest, royal jelly and other high-estrogen supplements should be eaten less, and the same advice of Chinese and Western medicine is that it is best not to stain fried barbecue, Yu Yue guessed that this is a consistent opinion from the perspective of food hygiene.
Traditional Chinese medicine believes that the disease starts from psychological factors, and the treatment focuses on psychological adjustment, believing that breast cancer is an emotional disease, and the ancient doctors did not forget to analyze the living environment and life experiences of these patients when recording the symptoms, so as to discuss that breast cancer is the accumulation of toxic gas, and the emotional "depression", "thoughts", "resentments" and so on are the main reasons for its onset. Abnormal emotional activity exceeds the normal physiological activity range of the human body itself, causing the human body's qi to be disordered, the internal organs, yin and yang, qi and blood imbalance, and all kinds of diseases are numerous. It is the so-called seven emotions that can cause illness. Yu Yue recalled her state in the past few years, and it was really in line with the cause of the illness in all aspects. What is sad is that in the ancient books, only the treatment of delay, and the traditional medicine without a radical cure is mainly empirical medicine, and the most pessimistic tone is to talk about this disease, that is, if you get this disease, a hundred people will die. However, ancient doctors did not forget to explain that although breast cancer belongs to the category of incurable diseases, it is not an acute disease, it belongs to the category of chronic diseases, and the length of time for the onset and death of the disease also varies from person to person, and life and death are just determined.
Traditional medicine is based on empirical medicine, both in the East and the West. Cases are the basis of all scientific analysis, every great doctor comes up with a relevant treatment plan after studying many medical cases, and every progress of mankind is based on the lessons accumulated by predecessors for a long time. Modern medicine, on the other hand, believes that all types of cancer have a common basic feature – abnormal cell growth. When the body cells in the human body are under the long-term action of internal or external tumorigenic factors, malignant tumors are produced after crazy proliferation, differentiation and mutation.
The achievements of Khotan, the founder of ancient Egyptian medicine, can be found in the extant Smith Papyrus, which records 48 surgical-related cases, one of which ranks 45th, and the diagnosis and treatment recommendation reads" If you are examining a patient who is looking for a breast lump, you may find that the lump is beyond the breast itself, when your hand is palpating the lesion of the breast, you will feel that the temperature of the lump is lower than the surrounding tissue, when your hand is palpating the breast, the lesion is not a little hot, the surface of the lump is not rough, it does not contain any liquid, and there is no liquid discharge, and you will feel the lump bulge when you palpate, then you can make the following judgment about the patient: The lump in your body is the disease I want to treat, and the bulging lump in the chest means that there is a tumor in the breast, which is manifested as an increase in volume, expansion and spreading, and a hard texture, palpation is like touching corrugated paper, or they can be described as He Manguo, which is hard and cool to the touch. This description of the papyrus is very close to the clinical manifestations of modern breast cancer, and although the book is accompanied by a simple and straightforward treatment plan for each case, he concludes that the treatment of this case can be fatal. This is also the first time that cancer has appeared as an independent disease. From this, we can know that malignant tumor should be an accumulation of necrotic cells, which is not a lethal factor in itself, but a piece of evidence in the process of death, and the real culprit lies in the cause of the mass, which has not been found so far.
Around 400 B.C., Hippocrates, known as the "father of Western medicine", pointed out that human tumors (or growths) can be roughly divided into two categories: "harmless" tumors and "dangerous" tumors. And what he called a dangerous tumor is called "Karkinoma" in Greek, that is, cancer. "Harmless" tumors are called "Karkinos", which also means "crab". The word "Cancer" came later, and the word comes from the Latin cancrum, which also means "crab", which is the same name as Cancer, the zodiac sign. This is a description of the shape and growth of the cancer like a crab with its claws stretched out, spreading around, destroying, and running rampant, harming the human body in a disorderly manner. In Hippocrates' understanding, he believed that cancer was caused by excessive black bile secretion, so his treatment of cancer was to try not to treat it and strive to repair itself. This is the palliative care that still exists in cancer treatment today. Hipporates said, "How can a man who does not know food know about disease?" This sentence is consistent with the philosophy of Chinese medicine that "illness comes from the mouth", in addition, he said, "Let food be your medicine, not let medicine be your food." Yu Yue remembered a popular production and marketing book a few years ago: "Eat Back the Disease You Eat", the two have the same effect.
When the microscope was introduced, cells were discovered, the cell theory was born, and then pathology appeared, and with it, various hypotheses about tumors changed from humoral to cellular theories. In 1858, the German pathologist Virchow first pointed out in his classic work "Cytopathology": "Cancer is a disease of cells" and "the body is an orderly cell society, and cells must obey the laws of nature in the process of development. Yu Yue remembered one thing her parents once said, that is, ten years ago, when the tomb was swept during the Qingming Festival, there was a custom of "picking up gold" in her hometown, that is, the bones of relatives who died a few years later were recollected and placed in the urn for a second burial. Mom and Dad thought that this thing was harmful, and wanted to set it aside and not let it be buried a second time, but they couldn't pull it apart, thinking about it, this thing should be a substance in the human body. Since cancer cells come from the human body, will the way to restrain them come from the human body itself? Yu Yue often has this kind of fleeting thought, although she is not a doctor, it seems that habitual inference has become her habit of thinking.
The use of external intervention in modern medicine has been widely questioned and even severely criticized, but in any case, it is a positive attempt rather than a helpless watchman. Yu Yue is really disgusted with the treatment method of chemotherapy, but she has to admit that the medication for the patient also plays a comforting role to some extent, "Well, at least I am saved", if the doctor does not use the medicine and directly calls the patient home, how lost and lonely the patient should be? Thinking of this, Yu Yue felt that she was secretly changing the concept, in fact, the country's propaganda direction for cancer treatment was wrong, it should be as widely publicized as possible that cancer is a chronic disease, and advocated that patients and their families should face the disease positively, use drugs rationally, and fight against cancer cells with a good attitude.
Doctors in ancient and modern times, both at home and abroad, are trying to prolong the lives of patients, and cancer is still an incurable disease today. The only thing that is certain is that the cancer comes from itself, and perhaps it is not a disease in itself, but a bad lifestyle that promotes the death of a class of people. Yu Yue's lifestyle is not particularly healthy, like most post-80s generations, she loves beauty and enjoys life, usually goes out with makeup, loves to eat snacks, sometimes goes to bed late, occasionally sentimental, and often anxious, but there is no time to lose proportion, almost no alcohol, and roadside barbecue is not eaten. Yu Yue will not sit still, she believes that in addition to the comfort given to her by external forces, it is more important to rely on self-help and self-healing, especially in the early stage, the so-called bell must also be tied to the bell, learn to get out of the maze to see the road.
Interestingly, the TCM word "rock" refers to the deep-rooted and indefinite spread of cancer. In terms of morphology, malignant tumors are also regarded as hideous diseases, which really cannot but admire the commonalities between Eastern and Western cultures, and they both affirm the irreversible course of cancer. Cancer is not a modern disease, but a common threat to all multicellular organisms "since time immemorial". The hundreds of millions of cells in the human body have lived independently for most of the normal period, and most cancers do not appear on the stage until later in life. Yu Yue has read Pan Defu's "The Theory of No Cancer in the World", and it cannot be said that it is unreasonable, Dr. Pan said, "The vast majority of the data obtained from the examination are the results rather than the causes, and the vast majority of treatment goals are the results rather than the causes." In the early days, Western medicine only used surgery to remove the cancer. Any lesion is the end of the disease, not the cause of the disease. "Modern treatment options such as chemotherapy, physiotherapy and biological therapy are too painful for patients, both physically and mentally, especially for breast cancer, which is cruel to women. For women, the breast is not only a lactating organ, but also has the "finishing touch" to the enviable "curvy" figure. However, the breast is an eventful "mound". The removal of the breast not only mutilates the body, but also the soul. It is said that the beauty of a young woman lies in the charm, and at Yu Yue's age, she should have been the most charming, but the flower of life withered before it bloomed. No woman will be willing to live this life, let alone Yu Yue, if she has no worries, how can she not be indomitable?
President Franklin D. Roosevelt famously said, "The only thing we fear is fear itself." "Understand that everyone's ultimate destination is to turn into the earth, and there is no immortal body, only an immortal spirit. In other words, everyone will die, don't they all live well? See, negative energy is like this, and it will lead to unforeseen consequences and disasters one after another. Why don't you put an end to the negative energy when something unhappy happens? Most cancer patients now end up dying not from cancer, but from treatment or psychological fear. In fact, cancer is a chronic disease, what we can do is to live an active life, change our lifestyle and thinking habits, know how to relieve stress, release negative emotions, and let it slow down a little bit until we should be dying. Cancer patients should first solve psychological problems, and then have the right treatment attitude before doing the corresponding surgical intervention. Surgery is necessary, but what is more necessary is rehabilitation, where we want to make the good cells stronger.
I once read a paragraph in the text, describing a man who is gentle with his beloved woman, saying that he would like to be buried in her breasts. There is absolutely no obscenity in the text, and every sentence affectionately praises the light of motherhood. There is no woman who is not narcissistic about her breasts, and there is no man who is not attached to the tenderness on a woman's chest, and does not crave the rabbit-like leap on a woman's chest. Modern society has given women unprecedented freedom, but at the same time, it has also given women unprecedented pressure. In the old days, women only had to raise children to please their husbands, and in a more fashionable phrase, "you are responsible for earning money to support the family, and I am responsible for being beautiful as a flower". And today's women, the obligations of the old times remain the same, but the responsibilities are greater. Not all women like to be strong women, and today's situation is that both men and women like to compare, compare, and everyone loses themselves. There is an article that says that female cancer patients are generally emotionally depressed or full of negative energy before the onset of the disease. Yu Yue looked back at her own living conditions, and none of them matched. If she can't convince herself to accept it, she will feel sorry for herself endlessly, and no man in the world will like to complain about women, because this "grievance" itself is a kind of negation of men. So, if this husband refuses to help you share the burden and tries to comfort you, he will definitely give you the same hatred in his heart. In this way, you will not only have to bear your own "grievances", but also the "anger" from your husband.
Serious illness is like a blow to the head and wakes up Yu Yue. "No one is spoiled, why are you arrogant?" Yu Yue, you should learn to live calmly, not everyone can love you unconditionally like a family. But don't force yourself to accept that you don't approve of your family, in short, don't force it all over. Negative energy is an invisible knife that unknowingly kills the positive cells in your body, leading to unpredictable consequences and disasters one after another. Cancer cells are bad molecules waiting for opportunistic movements, so don't let them take advantage of them.
Many people were incredulous and couldn't believe the news that Yu Yue was seriously ill, and they all said that Yue looked like a patient, even during chemotherapy, her face was better than that of ordinary people. Many people came to ask, "What does it feel like? Is it painful? How did you find out?" and so on, Yu Yue smiled and said nothing, thinking to herself, the state has indeed too little propaganda in medical and health care, especially medical knowledge, not to mention ordinary citizens, even middle-level people such as teachers and civil servants are ignorant of diseases like cancer. The so-called serious illness is invisible, and the more fatal it is, the more silent it is. After this serious illness, Yu Yue gradually understood that there is nothing in the world, and she must see more of the other side of things. Many things, looking at it silently, may have already been turbulent; many people, who are very harmonious, may have already been turbulent; many things, looking at it as plain, may have already been vigorous. Sometimes we are blinded by some superficial phenomena, and we regret not being at the beginning, and sometimes we are ignorant and achieve karma. There are many kinds of fate when people get along with people, being friends is a kind of fate, being a husband and wife is a kind of fate, and being a relative is a kind of fate. There is no need to be deliberate, and the invisible aura of sympathy has achieved a relationship.
There is a kind of love that is unforgettable, but has nothing to do with love. At this age, people will know what is more important. Parents said that the pain of learning about the nightmare was indescribable, and Yu Yue believed it, because she was also a mother. They said that what they cared about most was Yu Yue, and if there was any accident to their daughter, they would be entangled until the day of her death. The husband said that he was the most stressed, and Yu Yue also smiled, because once he had any accidents, the child was still young, and the task of the elderly was not light. Only the son is pitiful, he does not understand anything. What Yu Yue can do is to live well with this task of loving him, motherly love is flawless, unlimited and without asking for returns, there is nothing that can replace it. I was lucky enough to be a mother and become a complete woman, thank God!
Mother sometimes regrets that she didn't try to ask Yu Yue to go out for a check-up as soon as possible, Yu Yue comforted her in turn, everything is doomed, if it is checked out during pregnancy, then there will be no Rong Rong, do you think I will have so much perseverance to face the pain later? Mom looked at her daughter, incredible, but couldn't refute it, in fact, which mother's love is not love? What Yu Yue said, how could it not be the same if it were replaced by herself?