The human eye is made up of black and white, but why can you only see through the black eyeballs? Because you have to see through the darkness to see the light!

During the recuperation period, Yu Yue received a call from a patient in Guangzhou, the couple are both primary school teachers, and his wife has breast cancer and needs four rounds of chemotherapy, which is better than Yu Yue's, "My husband died in a car accident last week. Her voice was low, so low that she could only hear her breath.

"Hmm, what are you talking about?" both Yu Yue and Shi Yuan couldn't believe their ears.

The other party continued, "People are sitting under the roof of the grocery store, and a runaway truck hits me and dies on the spot, hey."

Both of them were shocked, and Se Won took the phone, "Is this going to be like this? This is going to be so unfortunate? So what are you going to do? Are you going back to chemotherapy?"

"No, no, I didn't expect him to go to me first, I can't cross, the child is still so young......" Before he finished speaking, the other party choked up.

The two comforted each other, "No matter how bad the situation is, think about the child, you have to be strong, you have to stand up!" In fact, they also knew that this kind of comfort was very powerless, so they had to let each other cry and vent.

This phone call made Yu Yue and his wife feel unsettled for a long time, and they were stunned. The so-called impermanence of life, no one knows what will happen in the next second, the deceased's "nothing is too late", taking away not only the loss of the surviving person who will always linger in his heart, but also leaving a family of endless sorrow, all the incompleteness is only due to the absence of people around him. Shi Yuan hugged Yu Yue tightly, unable to say anything, and Yu Yue was speechless. Misfortune is not a one-way life, there is no worst, only worse. Live well, live to have a chance to wait for a turnaround.

In your life, there will always be a period of time when you need to walk and carry it by yourself. Don't feel scared, don't feel lonely, it's just the price of growth. Growth is: gradually gentle, restrained, simple, do not complain, do not ask, do not remember, and gradually experience the grandeur of life in silence. In the "Sadness Sutra", it says: "Good man! If there is a bodhisattva who takes the pure Buddha world, departs from the three evil realms and the sound and hearing, and realizes the enlightenment, and absorbs and subdues the good heart and purifies the good roots, such as sentient beings, he is a bodhisattva, such as Yu Huaye, not a great bodhisattva, such as Fen Tuo Lihua, who subdues sentient beings with a good heart, plants all good roots, and causes a Buddha accident." ”

When a person dies, he only takes away the past life, and the past life is to bear the fruit of the next life with the cause of this life, and the happiness of the next life is emphasized. If you imagine it this way, there will be no pain in your life. But when you are alive, this life is not over, you must not treat life well, only cherish it together, until the fate is over, everything is fate.

Yu Yue's last chemotherapy was the school's centennial celebration, and she did not attend that series of activities, patients are like this, low self-esteem and sensitivity, and most importantly, afraid of trouble, do not like to explain and complain, even if they know that others are all well-intentioned inquiries. Because, every mention is a memory, she is afraid of being cared for, and she is afraid that she will be constantly mentioned, at this time, "ignoring is the best love". But Yu Yue's heart is always warm, and during the months of staying at home, the secretary of the school's Youth League Committee and the chairman of the trade union came to the house several times, saying that they were going to launch a school-wide donation crowdfunding. Shiyuan understands Yu Yue, although there is a demonic obstacle in his heart, but his conscience has not been extinguished, and the determination to send the money sent to the door again is reasonable after being educated.

The couple had a tacit understanding, and Shiyuan said to the leader, "Although there are difficulties, there is no big disaster coming, we will find a way to solve it ourselves, thank you for the organization's concern." After sending off the secretary of the Youth League Committee, the two looked at each other, and a meaningful smile appeared on the corner of Yu Yue's mouth. Shi Yuan's face flushed, "What are you doing? What kind of expression, do you think that I, a person who sees money, will actually push it away, it's very surprising, isn't it?"

Yu Yue shook her head, "It's expected." ”

At night, Yu Yue suddenly asked, "Do you know why I don't want to donate?"

Shi Yuan nodded: "I know." ”

"At this point, everyone wants someone to help share the pain, and I even resented the mine pollution that caused the disease."

"Hmph, don't you still hate me? Your family said that it was because I didn't treat you well and made you sick", Shi Yuan couldn't wait to mock, the topic was diverted Yu Yue was a little unhappy, she couldn't help but change the conversation, "Then do you think you are good enough to me? Don't you often snub me? Don't you always say that you have to be a boy, otherwise life will be boring? How much pressure do you put on me! The anxiety you always hang on your lips directly affects me, I have already discovered the tumor, you know, when did you ever say that you would accompany me to have a look?" The tumor has been delayed for so long and has been 4.5 centimeters, can you say that your husband is not responsible at all?"

"Why don't you say that your mother fed you for more than nine months when you were pregnant, who knows what she gave you to eat? We don't blame her for not taking care of people and causing our whole family to suffer!"

Yu Yue angrily pointed at Shi Yuan's nose, and spit out a word from his mouth: "You give me out!" Shi Yuan turned his head and slammed the door and left.

It's useless to say anything now, I wanted to confide in my husband, but this time, I was alone in the empty room. Everyone needs an exit, she can only write on Weibo, "This is a threshold of fate, since God has made me suffer this catastrophe, I should learn to bear it, no matter the pain and insult, maybe it is the virtue that I must cultivate in my next life." I don't want to donate because I still want to see people in the future, I don't want to see anyone who seems to be in arrears and feel anxious to live, you know, the moment many people take out the money is already a gift from above, Yu Yue has done such a fundraiser on the school radio, she understands that most of the Chinese do good deeds with impure hearts, and there are many people who complain while taking out the money. No matter how much you have a relationship, you can afford it. But the anonymous debt can't afford to owe, because you don't know who you owe at all, this money debt is easy to repay, but love debt is difficult to repay. Not owing to others is for peace of mind and relaxation in the future. ”

At the end of chemotherapy, Yu Yue's hair was an inch long, black and shiny, curly and obedient, Yuan Meiren said, "Don't wrap your head, your wig is ugly to death, expose your hair, you have a temperament, it looks better than the previous long hair, but you are in good spirits." ”

Aunt Yuan also agreed, "No, it's like a different person, like a white-collar worker sitting in an office in a big city! Not only that, Qiuqiu and Qiu all said so, Yu Cheng also described: "This feels like a single strong woman in Hong Kong and Taiwan dramas! It's better than the last time you dyed your hair in a fuchsia shawl when you were in college!

Life is really full of comedy, and no matter how difficult it is, there will be beautiful things happening.

Heroda has two tablets in the morning and evening, and he started to take it after the recovery period of six chemotherapy treatments, and there is no reaction for the time being, except for occasional diarrhea. Yu Yue often goes out for a walk, and it is difficult to pass the time when she has nothing to do, a little lost, a little unwilling. When she was alone, Yu Yue deceived herself and implied that everything was a dream. It's been a flash, and now I've woken up from my dream, and the days go on as usual. If it weren't for the flat lump on her chest and the occasional sensation of not feeling it, she might have forgotten all the pain. Along the way, although it didn't take long, because of these things, both of them restrained a lot of arrogance and knew how to cherish it. Se Yuan is a bit dictatorial, but at least for now, he is sincerely taking care of himself.

Yuan Meiren likes to play horoscope fortune telling, she said, "Yu Yue, your husband Leo, the emperor astrology, this is the most domineering character, but his nature is kind, he will not harm others, will not engage in intrigue and trickery, very outgoing and confident character, likes to show everything, speaks very impulsively, is competitive, and is easy to offend people." And you Yu Yue, you are a Cancer, this is the most gentle sign, and it is also the queen's astrology, and Leo is born together, you have to use your motherhood to tolerate him, his character likes women to take care of him the most, and he is very childish in nature. However, speaking of which, all your differences are due to his family, and if there are fewer distractions from the family, the two of you will be able to get through this together, and you will have a bright future. ”

Meimei talked about her "research", her expression was extremely serious and serious, Yu Yue couldn't help but laugh, "It's simple, you have to have a way to tolerate it, you want to listen to his words! If you don't speak, it's enough, when you speak, your mouth is full of stink, and the saddest thing is that it is hereditary, and you don't know what kind of father he has. Okay, all I can say is that all the bad family environment ends with me. As long as I'm still here, Rong Rong can't let him bear too many negative emotions and bad words, you know? Psychologically speaking, what kind of environment a person has lived in since childhood, what kind of three views he has, this is a lifelong psychological disease, unless he takes the initiative to overcome and change in the acquired changes in the world, otherwise he will treat his next generation in the same way, but now I must first overcome the negative emotions brought by my husband and in-laws, I must digest and deal with it, otherwise I am afraid that I will unconsciously bring my children. ”

"Okay, okay, teacher, I don't understand the big truth, anyway, you get better quickly, let's go out for a walk, eat and drink, and look less at those who make you unhappy, so as to save your heart!" Yuan Meiren waved her hand, she listened impatiently, and she had a lot of things in her heart.

Yu Yue thought in her heart, when they don't quarrel, the two husbands and wives are very harmonious, they can talk about everything, they can talk about it, and sometimes they think that if there are fewer disputes and more consensus, then this family is very strong.

People have many faces, husband and wife are love, not blood, although there are many problems of running-in, in the final analysis, it is the run-in of blood and feelings, the most wonderful thing in the world is the fate of husband and wife, there is no blood but can produce blood, and then they have to take care of each other, accompany each other to old age, and see the greatness of this kind of thing.

Yu Yue's change is also a change in the whole family, needless to say, his parents are spiritual, even Shiyuan is decadent, everyone has less of a competitive heart, and more of the sadness of the vicissitudes of life. Yu Yue has been trying to continue to live with a normal heart, but the reality is like this, she can't go back to the past, and the future is embarrassingly looking forward. I don't know if it's lucky or sad, after this accident, people have matured a lot. One sorrow and one joy are suitable, and it doesn't make people feel that everything is terrible, and how can they be relieved of their worries overnight? Thousands of times in the dream, all of which are all kinds of deeds in the past. Yu Yue, who has never only talked about dedication and not return, is now passively enjoying the care of the so-called family. Many times Yu Yue will be optimistic about her destiny and don't want to deliberately change her thoughts and habits, but the reality is like this, what has changed, it is changed, and what has changed is not a patient, but a bystander.

Over time, one's compassion wears out. After calming down, people will learn to measure, measure their own efforts and gains. Both have grievances. Once this kind of "resentment", "suffering" and "unwillingness" is planted in the heart, it will always be a knot in the heart, and it is difficult to get rid of it.

In the past, he would say, "What should we do in the future?" and he would say, "This is the fate of the two of us, and we have to face the difficulties together." And now he only said, "How should you do in the future, and how will I ......" Yu Yue didn't want to chew on the words, but it was really a one-person business. Cowardly people are very afraid of the feeling of "gifts", because they are afraid that they will not be able to repay the "favors".

The real mutual affection between men and women is based on the same heart and one mind, and since the other party has been clearly distinguished, they will never be entangled. Yu Yue didn't want to be seen as a burden and a burden, and that feeling was worse than death. People must have a pure heart. Women, what they want is love under an equal relationship, not condescending like God's grace, no one likes to be sick, Yu Yue's self-esteem is so strong, her acting skills are so perfect, everyone praises her strength, and always says that she has a good attitude and is optimistic. In fact, she just rarely talks about the pain, and the pain is naturally lighter if she doesn't pay attention to it. The more you talk about it, the more it hurts, and it doesn't help at all except to annoy people.

Time is a shadow, and it follows the shadow. Unconsciously, the child opened his mouth to speak and walked, in the days when he was growing up, the mother could only watch from afar, and was intimately absent for a period of time, Yu Yue did not understand what kind of bad impact it would have on the child, so she did not guess, but only asked for it to be made up. The child grows up slowly, from instinct at the beginning, to emotion, to assertiveness. Yu Yue gradually understood that a person's growth itself is a process of constant choice, abandonment and harvesting. We can't have everything, and we can't have nothing, because the two are always equal, but sometimes it's silently expressed in a coded way. It was a time of rapid progress, where everyone was scrambling to be the first, collectively anxious, and what was lacking most was calm and watchfulness.

The child's name is taken after the birth, and during the more than nine months of pregnancy, it is not that I have not thought about it, but it is more inappropriate, and there is a disagreement in opinion. It wasn't until the child was born that he had to be registered because of the problem of medical insurance reimbursement, so he "made a decision" to take the name. Yu Yue is a person who doesn't even dare to appear on the school anniversary, looking back at the years after graduation, he often participated in various competitions and recorded various classes, and now he is a person who has no "dreams" who is tormented by illness. She doesn't want her child to drift like duckweed like herself, he can "not be able to read", he can "have no specialty", but he can't be assertive and thoughtless. He was born a boy, he must know what responsibility is, what responsibility is, he can "not make money", he can be "unproductive", but he can't be idle, drunk and dreaming of death. This is all Yu Yue's expectations for her children.

The torture of body and mind has already put life and death out of the way, if you don't understand life, it is better to live than to die, since you are destined to have this catastrophe, it is better to learn to accept it, and no longer be paranoid about so-and-so's "change of heart", since people have chosen to take the initiative to withdraw in your life, everything is irrelevant, a sickness, true and false are clear at a glance, the so-called adversity sees the truth is probably like this. As the saying goes, young couples come to accompany each other when they are old, and when they reach the age of establishment, they will know that feelings need to be cultivated, and the passion and impulse of youth can only last if they are turned into family affection. Yu Yue and Shi Yuan's marriage lasted less than five years, and it was too much to ask him to hold hands with a middle-aged couple for half a lifetime, not to mention, it should be a good year to enjoy the joy of fish and water, who would want the wife who sleeps on the side of the bed to be a vase that is crippled on the inside and wins only by appearance?

At night, Yu Yue is so cold that she shiveres, especially her head, since the hair loss, the two temples are like windows, the north and south are transparent, and the wind blows in the hall, Yu Yue sleeps every night with a silk scarf to block the wind, if you accidentally rub off the silk scarf, you will have a headache the next morning, and when your physique is weak, you will react to the slightest wind and grass. "Shiyuan, Shiyuan, you really saw my ugliest moment." Yu Yue thought so, and couldn't help curling up tightly, in the cold winter, the silk scarf wrapped around the head had been replaced by a cotton scarf, but it still didn't seem to help, the child and Shiyuan had a quilt, Yu Yue was injured, and he couldn't have a quilt with the child.

Shi Yuan looked at Yu Yue's embarrassed appearance, and couldn't help but sympathize with her, thinking of the miserable and restless woman beside him who was once in her prime, and felt infinite guilt. He walked over and lay down on his wife's bed, and his wife was a little resistant, so he hugged her tightly, "Why are you so strong!"

He complained about her and suddenly began to cry, "Wife, I really love you." ”

Yu Yue snorted but didn't answer.

Shi Yuan's face was pressed against the back of Yue's neck, "It's true, I never wanted to want you." I'm also in pain when you're like this......" Shi Yuan said and twitched again, Yu Yue's neck and shoulders were covered with Shi Yuan's tears.

She sighed softly, "Then why are you treating me like this?"

"How do you explain this? It's like you used to have a crush on a girl, maybe you were very funny and humorous in front of others, and you blushed in front of her, and you couldn't even speak clearly. It's like I love you, but I always offend you. ”

Yu Yue turned his back and did not answer. What to say? What about love or not? The husband's uncontrollable paranoia is so daunting, his uncertainties and capriciousness have long since rejected people, and he just listens to it. Love requires strength and self-control. In married life, suitability is perhaps really the most important thing. More important than communication and understanding and recognition is consensus, if two people do not have the ability to reach a consensus, it is okay to cook wine and talk about history, life?

The door is really the world's greatest wisdom, but unfortunately every generation will not take it seriously, Shiyuan has too many uneducated behaviors in life, shoes are kicked and dirty clothes are thrown around, and socks are also taken off, Yu Yue has cleaned up Shiyuan's bad habits before, but as soon as the mother came, they all went back.

One day, Rong Rong accidentally touched the soup cup and smashed it all. There was rabbit soup that my grandmother had stewed for an hour. Yu Yue saw that it was Shi Yuan who was putting the cup in displace, and scolded Shi Yuan angrily. Shi Yuan not only didn't admit his mistake, but also shouted louder than Yu Yue in front of the child, "What is a cup? It's just a cup!

"Is this a cup problem? It's a matter of your attitude! You just don't care about anything and don't cherish it! You spilled all the soup that your mother stewed, and this is a gift from my first class of students on Teacher's Day. ”

Li Yonglan looked at the situation, didn't say anything, and quickly cleaned up the mess. Shi Yuan couldn't help but raise his voice when he saw his mother's panicked look, "You don't like Shanggang online so much! You are careful all day long, you know scolding and scolding all day long, you can't get used to this and that, you have the ability to do it yourself, it's not good for others to do it?"

"What do you mean? What do you want to say directly, what do you want to do?" Yu Yue actually understood that he wanted to stand up for his mother, and her appearance of always being pitiful was really easy to arouse the sympathy of men, but Yu Yue was a hard bone, even if she cried in private, she looked indestructible on the surface.

Shi Yuan slammed the door and left, and Yu Yue looked at the frightened child and began to feel guilty again, and the impulse and anger he had just had just now.

It is difficult for people who have been accustomed to material poverty since childhood to get rid of the habit of measuring everything in terms of material things when they grow up. After a while, Shiyuan came back, with an expression that the dead pig was not afraid of boiling water, if it was to be replaced by the past, Yu Yue would definitely chase after him, and he had to explain the principle of reason. But now that she is tired, for the sake of her children, she has to learn to digest her bad emotions before returning to the normal track of life, and she doesn't want the tragedy to happen again.

Shi Yuan returned home with a heavy face, Yu Yue didn't want to ask, for fear that he would lead the trouble to himself again, thinking that he was suffering from some idleness outside, or he was arguing with others again. Shi Yuan took the initiative to speak, "Yu Yue, do you remember Doctor Fan who changed your dressing?"

"Of course, I remember, it's only been a long time. Yu Yue was a little strange.

"I just heard that he had esophageal cancer! He said that he went to the provincial capital for examination, but his condition was not very good. Se Yuan touched his neck, "I have a lymph node on my neck that is so big that it grows so fast, ah, do I also have cancer!"

Yu Yue ignored him, "No, it's all people around me, it seems that we have a high incidence of cancer here, didn't you say that a teacher at the vocational college had nasopharyngeal cancer a while ago? Dr. Fan sometimes coughed a few times when I changed the dressing, I thought it was laryngitis." I can't think of it!"

Shi Yuan shook his head, "It is said that Dr. Fan has bad habits and likes to drink. ”

"It's really hard to say, it's a matter of probability, it's much worse than his living habits, anyway, if you're sick, everyone will find the reason, in short, if you're sick, everything is wrong. ”

There was some emotion in Yu Yue's tone, and Shi Yuan heard it, "Look, I think too much, I don't dare to tell you anything, and I will extend it as soon as I say it." ”

"Objective facts, what did you say about your neck, let Dr. Peng take a look at it when you go to Guangzhou for a re-examination after a while, you can't all pile up the troubles together, don't carry it like this." ”

"Well, I can't wait, I'll go to the county hospital tomorrow for an MRI. Se Yuan said to himself.

Yu Yue glanced at him, too lazy to answer him.

After a month, I went to Guangzhou for the first re-examination, mainly because the doctor wanted to understand Yu Yue's acceptance of taking Xiluoda. Because he wanted to save some money, the two of them lived in a windowless room, Yu Yue scolded him for being stupid and not using group buying, "Isn't it just to verify when you place an order? Where will it be troublesome? You can live in a cheap and good hotel by walking a few more steps, you won't be too lazy to go! The price is about the same, but the conditions are so poor."

"The wool is out of the sheep, why are people so cheap for you?"

Yu Yue was too lazy to theorize, so she had to sleep as peacefully as possible, but when she woke up in the early morning, her chest was so tight that she couldn't stand it. It's only five o'clock, in fact, I want to sleep, but the environment is really not good, Yu Yue put on a cotton coat and went downstairs alone to blow the cold wind, a little cool but very comfortable. The fruit and vegetable vendors at the entrance of the alley were busy, Yu Yue liked this kind of life picture, so she stepped forward to pick up some fruits, and Yu Yue went into the restaurant to eat breakfast alone, and it was already seven o'clock when she came back.

Yu Yue brought breakfast to Shi Yuan, and Shi Yuan blamed her a little for not going out alone, "There are a lot of people in big cities, what if you run into bad people?" Yu Yue only said that she was not very comfortable, and only walked around downstairs and did not go far. After the examination on this day, the condition is normal, and Heroda can continue to eat, followed by a re-examination every three months and a year-long medication period. The two took the medicine back with peace of mind, and they were harmonious all the way.

Yu Yue is the kind of woman who forgets the pain as long as the scar is healed, cherishes the person in front of her, and doesn't ask about the afterlife! People always try to find the most suitable thing for themselves, and in the end they find that everything has already been arranged: how much to eat, how much to wear, who to meet, doomed. So, learn to bow to fate.

After the re-examination, Yu Yue devoted herself to the life of raising a baby with enthusiasm, and took care of the child to the fullest, even if she lost herself, it was worth it!

On February 1, the city's organization department and education committee came, and the county education bureau and school talked to Shiyuan and his wife in advance, saying that the organization would have relevant activities to comfort the workers in difficulty when the New Year was approaching, so as to reflect the care and love of the party and the government for the workers, and both of them understood that this was a business matter. Several leaders entered the door, greeted each other and just sat down, Yu Yue's eyes were sharp, and through the balcony, he saw a group of people carrying cameras behind him, they were walking towards the door of their house, and the past "professional reaction" immediately reminded Yu Yue to stop this behavior, otherwise he would become a public figure, and it would be difficult for his future life to return to the normal track. Yu Yue pushed Shiyuan out of the door, "There are reporters!" Shiyuan was about to have a seizure, and as soon as he heard this, he immediately became serious, and went downstairs without hesitation to stop the reporters' footsteps, and the reporters had to wait outside, but fortunately, those leaders didn't say much, and got up and left after leaving the condolence money.

The two couples couldn't help but take a long breath, Yu Yue frowned and said, "It's too dangerous, it's impossible to beg them to delete the video if you really want to shoot it, these people are really, don't say in advance that a reporter is coming, fortunately I reacted quickly!"

"That's it, I knew it was so complicated and I would have gotten it back, a red envelope of 2,000 yuan almost ruined the normal life of the rest of my life! Who wants to be pointed at for the rest of his life, alas. At least ask people if they accept it first, the lens cover is open, and you can be photographed as soon as you enter the door, but fortunately I can block it quickly. ”

Saying that, Yu Yue's heart is still very warm, at least this life is in charge, not a "masterless and lonely soul". The most important thing is that Li Yonglan saw it, she was infinitely envious, rural people have little knowledge, seeing that her daughter-in-law is so valued, and even the leaders in the city are shocked when she is sick, and she can't help but sigh at the difference in fate between people, and she began to be annoyed by her own attitude.

I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing? Since November 10th, it's been almost three months, is it going to become a menstrual period? During the chemotherapy period, the amount is not much, and the doctor once said during the ward round, "Young women, ovarian function is still very strong." "Hey, on the contrary, the period of taking medicine is irregular, and Heroda is really powerful!

For more than a year, Shiyuan didn't take the initiative to accompany Taiyue for a walk, quarreled if he didn't agree, often broke up unhappily, and over time, he didn't want to go along. Parents are downstairs every evening, equal to Yue, to take a walk in the playground of the nearest middle school, during the day is more accompanied by classmates, Shiyuan usually goes to work to play mahjong, the two have less contact, save the mood. Every dispute arises because of the various requirements of various people in their family, borrowing money, guaranteeing, helping to transfer the child to a class and changing the position, entrusting someone to do things, helping to run the social security bureau to do things... Even in extraordinary times, I don't let you go, this Shiyuan, and I can't help but love to behave, the people in the village have caught your good vain character, and you don't dare not do it. Even Yu Yue was instigated to sign for his cousin to guarantee the house. Relatives and friends can't stand it, and it doesn't matter if you want to say that it's usual, at this time, the ants on the pot are hot in the small couple, and it stands to reason that you have to be more restrained, but who does the family care about you? The whole family is studying alone in the system, who are you looking for? No, when the New Year is approaching, his cousin began to ask Shiyuan to sign as a guarantee. Yu Yue disagreed, she had to learn to refuse, otherwise, her small family would give them a funeral.

"Why, once or twice, three times, he has been vouching for him? You say! Did you think about us when you made money? No! When he made money, he had the ability to go in and out of heaven and earth twice in three days, and he also learned from other people's ******, what kind of style did he play? What about when there was a risk? We had to die with him? He had come to see me when I was so sick? I didn't see a shadow, and now I want someone to sign and think of us? Impossible. ”

Shiyuan didn't want to do it in his heart, but he was sad on his face, he was a "big brother", and he didn't seem to be willing to help him, these days Shiyuan sighed, and he didn't bother to accept it, thinking that he could delay it.

At this moment, Qian Shengtian came to his son in a hurry, and pointed at Shi Yuan's nose while stomping his feet and scolded, "What's the matter with you? You don't care about your brother's career? When you get to the city, you become bad, and you basically don't want to be a human being! I hope you can be thoughtful in your studies in the unit, but you are good, pretending to be an uncle? I don't want to find a city man to be my wife, brotherhood is gone, you are led by her nose, and you will see how you are a person and how you walk in society in the future! She's like this, you're still so afraid of her, it's a wreck, how did I give birth to such a useless son!"

Shiyuan didn't dare to respond to a word, but he promised, Qian Shengtian dropped a sentence, "If you don't even sign a word, you won't be a human being in the future!"

Later, Shiyuan didn't discuss with his wife and went to the bank to sign on his own initiative, which means that Yue knew that it was too late, and he was angry and was persuaded by everyone, "Forget it, don't worry about it, it's important to take care of yourself, your husband can't stand the stimulation of others, and he is arbitrary, he signed everything, what about scolding? ”

Yu Yue told herself everything she had to say on Weibo, there were few complaints in the space, they were all colleagues and friends, only Weibo was safe, and only Yuan Mei and Liao Hangyan were friends. But this is still the case, Yu Yue was playing with his mobile phone in the living room when the incident happened, Shi Yuan suddenly rushed out of the room and pointed at Yu Yue, "You know how to scold and scold all day long, why should my parents be good to you? It is none of your business if he wants to throw away the money, what qualifications do you have to interfere? You have to talk about it on the Internet, and you are not afraid that others will laugh at you! Who cares about your business, who do you think you are?"

"What kind of nerves are you sending? What did I write? You have to scold to have a source, right?" Yu Yue knew in her heart that someone must have flipped through her Weibo.

"What does it matter to you that my dad wants to repair the grave? What is there to write about this? Why do you want to write about family affairs for others?"

Yu Yue didn't answer or argue, she immediately went through the whole situation in her heart, she did write these words, it was to vent her dissatisfaction with the behavior of her father-in-law who would not save her father but let Shi Yuan pay for the grave repair, but not in QQ space, but on Weibo, that account only has beauties and swallows, they can't betray themselves, what the hell is going on? Shi Yuan was still full of anger, seeing that Yu Yue didn't say a word, he thought he was admitting a mistake, but he chattered endlessly, nothing more than "My parents brought you a baby and did housework, what else do you want?...... ”

Yu Yue went back to the room, she didn't want to quarrel, she had to figure this matter out first. Yu Yue opened Weibo, looked back at the content he wrote, and clarified his thoughts while reading, if it was seen by outsiders, at most he would feel that it was the blogger who was complaining, and it was impossible to know who it was, only those who were close to him and knew the inside story would guess whose Weibo it was, this content could never be told by outsiders to Shi Zhai, he complained to his eldest brother, "The whole world knows, spread it to me, and say that your wife has a great opinion of our family" Such a thing is impossible, it is Shi Zhai who is exaggerating, the purpose is to make Shi Yuan have pressure, then, there is only one possibility left, it is through a friend's Weibo, well, it can only be Meimei, because Yanzi is in Xiamen. Yu Yue didn't open the positioning, it must not have been found through the "surrounding Weibo", Meimei's Weibo opened the positioning, and her home is upstairs in Fangfang's milk tea shop, it is very likely that Fangfang went in when she searched for the surrounding Weibo, Meimei's Weibo has life photos, Fangfang knows whose best friend it is, she will definitely go to Yue's Weibo one by one, she knows the inside story, and you can know who it is by looking at the content. …… Oh my God, is this a spy war? Fangfang had already mastered all of Yu Yue's dynamics and resentments, and then told Shi Zhai that maybe she wanted to use this to prove that she was not the only one who had an opinion on her in-laws, but it turned out that this time Shi Zhai was angry and immediately complained to Shi Yuan, and by the way, he ridiculed the eldest brother and belittled him for not being able to control his wife. Is Fang Fang complaining less back then? The messages sent to Yu Yue were all piled up, but Yu Yue didn't guard against people, and basically laughed at them, and the messages were deleted, who still kept them for backup? Knowing that he had this plot today, he should have saved Fangfang's those at that time, and now he took them out to Shi Zhai Shiyuan and them.

Angry, nosebleeds, bleeding unstoppable, chest pain, even teeth trembling, Yu Yue was really angry that he hated iron but not steel, "For the shameless behavior of these people......?

Early the next morning, Yu Yue was woken up by a noise outside, and in a daze, she heard that it was Qian Shengtian scolding. I couldn't hear what he was saying, and he was talking so loudly. Shi Yuan got up and walked out, and within a minute, he came in with a black face, and said very calmly, "I'm scolding you!"

Yu Yue was much more energetic, "What are you scolding me?"

"It must have been Shi Zhai who stabbed the fire. Hmph, you see you're doing a good job. ”

"Your family is so funny, they are all afraid that the world will not be chaotic, what do you do not be good to be a spy? But I can also not admit that it was written by me, Weibo, no name or surname, but I am not afraid to admit it, I am not wrong, your parents' behavior is inhumane, what qualification does he have to scold me for having no conscience? He is not qualified to use this word! He did not give birth to me, did not raise me, did not save me, and I did not owe him, what right does he have to ask me to have a 'conscience' towards him?"

Shi Yuan was furious, he really wanted to give Yu Yue a slap to make her shut up, but the raised hand paused, he couldn't get down, she was still injured, and her eyes were full of hatred, looking at herself angrily with tears, Shi Yuan hugged her head and cried, where was she wrong? Wrong shouldn't she be angry? Hey, everyone will be resentful! Father's abuse continued, he didn't know that the little couple in the room were already heartbroken and grief-stricken.

Shiyuan had to admit his failure in handling family affairs, he told his father-in-law and mother-in-law about the matter, Yu Baoping and his wife were stunned, and his father scolded Yu Yue angrily, "No matter how fierce the internal contradictions are, they shouldn't be taken outside." Traditional people want to be face-saving, always ugly and unpublic, no matter what, it's the daughter who is wrong, and the contradictions in private are superficial and public, Yu Yue couldn't argue, she had to explain what kind of thing Weibo is, Shiyuan still didn't give in, not to say that Yu Yue ruined the relationship of the family.

At this time, both parents were dissatisfied, and the mother was quick, "Hmph, what kind of brother are you? If it is really for your good, he should not go to the fire in this matter, but should come to comfort Yu Yue and relieve her heart." This is what the family should do to be satisfied, instead of fanning the flames at both ends and bullying Yu Yue as a weak woman! Your brother and sister sent a message to my daughter to complain and scolded your parents like dogs, Yu Yue didn't take it seriously at all, just look at it, the information has been deleted, who doesn't have any emotions? I also advised her not to tell you about this, and pay less attention to these intrigues, for fear that your brother and sister complaining about grievances are uneasy and want to apply Yu Yue's words. I didn't tell you this because I was afraid that your stinky temper would pierce the sky, Yu Yue didn't tell you this, but what about them? On purpose, I finally found a chance to rectify you, right? It's all your own trouble, who told you to come out for your mother three or four times to scold Shi Zhai and his wife? Now people have seized the opportunity to take revenge!"

Yu Baoping glared, "My daughter is in such a state now, your family has no sympathy, what kind of grave do you want to build? What feng shui should be changed?

When Se Yuan saw that the limelight was wrong, they all came to him, complaining that "his mother's family connived", and turned around and went out while muttering.

After Shiyuan left, Yu Baoping taught his daughter a hard lesson, "Anyway, it used to be a secret fight in private, but now it's good, it's all moved to the table." Some window paper can't be pierced casually, it's hard to even get down a step if it's broken, you should be even more sad in their house in the future, turn off that Weibo account, don't you know how to password? Hey!"

Now that this account has been known, Yu Yue had no choice but to put some sensitive content into a private box, she didn't want these people to copy the content and then take it out of context to publicize how dark Yu Yue's heart was. But she resolutely refused to give up this number, "I'm above board, why should I delete the number? No, don't they 'care' about me very much? Come on, I will definitely get better and better, so that I can show them!"

It turns out that Yu Yue's guess is completely correct, Yuan Meiren paid attention to the footprints left by all the browsers, and sure enough, she found a 'like' from Fangfang, the avatar is Fangfang's daughter, Yu Yue recognized it at a glance, needless to say, careless, who would have thought of it. People, always guard against people who shouldn't be guarded, and let people who shouldn't be released.

Shi Yuan is overdrawing Yu Yue's trust and dependence on himself, and when a man's love for a woman decreases, his heart will reject her and do everything possible to correct her mistakes; if you love her deeply in your heart, you will often ask yourself, "Am I not good enough?" When you encounter such a situation, how helpless and desperate a wife should be! The husband does not even dare to defend basic justice, but does everything possible to suppress his wife's dissatisfaction and resentment, and this practice of covering up his ears and stealing the bell will only make the two go further and further apart in the end. There is only a mother, and her only kindness is to ignore it, and Yu Yue remembers it in her heart. After the Weibo incident, Yu Yue was completely separated from that home psychologically, leaving only formal daily contacts. If it was a door that was closed before, now even the windows are closed, the world is too despicable to be communicated.

Soon the time for the re-inspection came again, and this time the cousin asked Yu Yue and his wife to go to Shenzhen to have fun and relax. Yu Yue was worried that the child would not sleep with his grandmother for a long time, so he wanted to try, but the child cried hoarsely and died, Yu Yue hesitated seven or eight times at the door whether he should go in and take it out, but when he thought that it would be like this for several days after tomorrow, it was better to be ruthless. This Rong Rong is used to sleeping with her grandmother, and there is no refusal to sleep at all, but the mother stays in Lido, and she can't send the child to her mother, which is really embarrassing. Poor child, he cried for half an hour until he was tired of crying and fell asleep, in fact, Yu Yue also hoped that he could like his grandmother, but unfortunately their grandchildren really didn't have a chance. He cried like he was abandoned, Yu Yue had mixed feelings, how many things came to his heart, and he also cried while sitting outside. Tomorrow this time will be in Shenzhen, the future is unknown, everything is in plain sight, and it is hopefully unharmed.

Shenzhen had a lot of fun for a few days, and the two sighed, how many roads have not been traveled, and they should really cherish the present. God is kind, the situation is good, and the inspection in Guangzhou is also going well. After coming back, Yu Yue couldn't help but hug Rong Rong and kissed and kissed, hugged and hugged. Telling her mother about that incident, Liu Jingfang couldn't help but blame, "Why are you so ruthless, you took the child to your mother to sleep before you left?" This is that you have no experience, if you are not there, the child can only admit it, follow the grandmother to sleep obediently, you are obviously there, but take the child away, oops, he has been close to me since he was a child, people are no problem with me, your mother, and will not coax the child to be strong, like that situation she should take the child out, where is she still so ruthless to let the child collide, and the door is not let out? The child knows that the mother is outside, and she will make the child think that she was snatched away by the grandmother. You mother-in-law and daughter-in-law are really evil! Even if you don't understand, she is really hard-hearted. Yu Yue heard the five thunders, and she couldn't speak for a long time, and she was full of regret.

Dad unloaded the lanterns hanging at the gate of the Lantern Festival, Rong Rong couldn't put it down, and had a good time playing with the lanterns, Yu Yuemeng felt that he was so derelict in his duties, hey, why did you go to the Lantern Festival? Hey, are you busy arguing, arguing, and overpowering the west wind? Dereliction of duty, failure! Yu Yue was not only annoyed that she was "not poetic enough".

It is really not a good thing for a woman to stay at home, and besides, she is a woman whose heart is higher than the sky? How can she be willing to let her life's learning go to waste? Society gives men a lot of space and stage, but not much for women, and women need their own circles and careers, so that they will not be so closed that they think they are the worst. Women, you should be kind to your work and your children, one to provide you with material happiness, and the other to provide you with spiritual satisfaction. Yu Yue applied for the title exam, but she was really idle and had nothing to do, so let herself read. She is a full-time master's student, and she may not need to take the exam to be directly hired at the first level, and she is afraid of the special local policies to take the exam, and the second is to exercise brain cells and let some positive factors enter the heart. Yu Yue is very cold to the "three measurements" woman who revolves around her husband, around the child, and around the stove, she works hard to find her own direction, she needs spiritual satisfaction, work is the most important, it is food and clothing, parents, and loyal friends, when life is so miserable that it can no longer be miserable, only work can make you resurrect with full blood. When the child grows up one day and he sees a mother who is always active, you can say to him, "Mom has no ability, but she has been trying to be a capable person." ”

Women should be self-reliant, so it is.