When I found out that I was careful about Su Mo's impurity, my first reaction was that I regretted why I hadn't found out earlier. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

What have I done all these years? I was so close to him, why did I only care about cultivating my own temperament?

I've wasted the water's platform and failed the moon.

Of course, I would like Su Mo not just because Su Mo is good-looking, after all, he has also been good-looking for so many years, after all, Tang Ruo is also good-looking, after all, good-looking can't be eaten.

I'm not such a superficial girl, I like Su Mo because Su Mo is not only good-looking, but he also makes me unable to eat.

I have been a warm and cheerful girl since I was a child, and although my temperament has gradually become quiet and gentle over the years, I still retain my personality of not being very cranky.

I never think about it, and whenever I don't understand something, I choose to figure it out with my own actions.

So this has led to the fact that I have always eaten well and slept well, but I have never been restless all day for one thing.

My thoughts about Su Mo made me unable to eat and couldn't sleep at night.

I don't know why, but there must be signs, before I still don't understand why I like Su Mo, I actually already like him.

I don't even know how early I had my thoughts on him, but I thought about it later, and it was probably when I first met him, that he was a different being to me, and that he had a light on him, as far away as the stars in the sky.

But at that time, it was so early that I gradually forgot about it, and I wasn't quite sure if Su Mo's uniqueness in my eyes was the so-called liking.

Although when I first met Su Mo, the only thought in my mind was to give him a baby, but after all, it was my young and ignorant thoughts, and I didn't even know the difference between boys and girls, how could I know how men and women could have babies?

So this idea, after I was able to distinguish the difference between a boy and a girl, was gone, and I didn't really take it too seriously.

Just like at the beginning, I just had the mentality of being friends with Su Mo and asked him to teach me to read and write, but later, I was abducted by those books, and I went into it wholeheartedly, and I had long forgotten about making friends.

I still don't know if Su Mo is my friend or not, but that doesn't matter, anyway, I don't plan to just be friends with him later.

Su Mo may not be my friend, but he taught me virtue and literature, just as my brother is also my teacher, the lamp that guides me, and the stars that illuminate me.

I would have fallen in love with my brother, infatuated with my teacher, fallen in love with the lights, and delusionally wanted to pluck the stars.

And the reason why I suddenly understood that I had always liked Su Mo was mainly because my heart was better developed than my brain.

I found out that I fell in love with Su Mo, it was at a river temple fair in Wancheng, Su Mo didn't like to be lively, I forced him to go, and after some play, I wanted to put a lotus lantern for my deceased mother.

There were so many people on the shore of the West Lake that I was afraid that my lotus lantern would not float far enough, and my mother would not be able to receive what I wanted to say to her.

So I pulled Su Mo into a flat boat, and I thought that I would put it in a place where there were fewer people, and I had to make sure that the lotus lantern could float far enough so that my mother could receive my thoughts.

At first, Su Mo didn't agree, he thought that boating in the night was a very dangerous thing, but he couldn't stand the grievances on my face, my stubbornness and my longing for my mother, and finally we got on the boat.

People's enthusiasm for the temple fair has made the whole Wancheng and the shore of the West Lake brightly lit with candles, and I don't think such a night is dangerous.

However, I thought that maybe I was really thinking about it a little deeply, so I accidentally fell into the lake because I leaned too far forward because I leaned too forward, and the whole person lost my balance.

Just as I fell into the lake, I heard the sound of the lake 'splashing' twice, and it seemed that Su Mo also fell into the lake with me.

I know how to swim in the water, but Su Mo doesn't, I don't understand how he fell into the water with me, he knows that I can swim in the water, it should be unlikely that he will be so impulsive, even if he is impulsive, he shouldn't be impulsive so fast, I think, the reason why he will fall into the lake with me may be most likely I dragged it.

And I didn't understand why I dragged him, but I found that at that time, I didn't have any extra time to think about the next problem, so I had to hurriedly find Su Mo's body in the lake, and use my best strength to get Su Mo back to the boat.

Originally, since our clothes were wet, it is said that the next development of this matter is nothing more than to go back to our own homes and find our own ...... Dry clothes to change.

However, Su Mo choked on water, and as he said, he really encountered danger.

So, I was very focused on giving Su Mo a fortune, wanting him to get through his danger as soon as possible.

However, when I crossed Su Mo's anger, I crossed it, but I didn't want to cross it, but my heart beat out.

Moreover, this heartbeat is like the water of the Yellow River flooding, and it is out of control at the first moment.

And since then, every time I see Su Mo, I can't help but fix my eyes on Su Mo's lips, and once I look at his lips, my heart will involuntarily beat wildly.

Because I have been playing with boys since I was a child, I don't know much about girls' hearts, and I actually didn't fully understand my thoughts about Su Mo at that time.

I am a person who is used to finding the cause in myself, but I vaguely feel that something is wrong, but I don't know what is wrong, so I thought that I had a fork in the road, and I thought that there was something wrong with my heart, so I went to see a doctor.

The kind old man with the gray beard listened very patiently to my description of the disease of his heart, and then stroked his gray beard with his hand, and looked at me with a kind smile for a while, and then prescribed me a prescription without saying a word.

There are only four big characters written on the few strokes on the square, and lovesickness becomes a disease.

I think this doctor may be because of his age, and he is embarrassed to tell me directly that I belong to the girl Huaichun, so he wrote about lovesickness.

And when I saw those words, I just felt that a few strings were suddenly broken in my head.

It's not that I don't understand what this 'thought' of 'lovesickness' is, I can't react, mainly because I haven't thought about it in this direction from beginning to end.

I have read a lot of books with Su Mo over the years, and it stands to reason that I shouldn't be so unfamiliar with this emotion, but all the books I read were made by Su Mo to read them, and they were all serious books, and none of the serious books described the relationship between men and women.

I'm a girl who grew up reading serious books, and my thinking has been taught and exaggerated by the saints, so it's unlikely that I'll think about things that aren't serious.

So, it's normal for me to be unfamiliar with this kind of unorthodox emotion.

However, I really didn't expect that I actually learned about my feelings towards Su Mo from a prescription prescribed by an old doctor with gray hair and beard, which made my heart beat like a drum from time to time.

Perhaps, God let me know my emotions in this way, in fact, it is also hinting at me at the same time, since the feelings were written on the prescription from the beginning, it is enough to show that this is a disease, and this disease has no symptomatic medicine, so my lovesickness for Su Mo is destined to become a disease, and it is also doomed to be incurable.

However, I was really stupid, and I didn't grasp this secret hint that God had given me.

I made mistakes on the wrong path and went further and further. (To be continued.) )