When I understood that my heart would beat wildly from time to time, but it was not because my heart was sick, but because it was actually because of my feelings for Su Mo, I began to find ways to try to pass on the feelings in my heart, because one was actually not a kiss, with Su Mo's awakening, and also suddenly followed the feelings that woke up to Su Mo. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

The reason why I tried to find a way was not because I was afraid to talk to him directly, but because I carefully recalled the books I had read over the years, and however, there was no book that taught women how to pursue men.

Guan Guan Ju Dove, in the river island. My Fair Lady, Gentleman.

The book says that a good girl should wait for the gentleman to ask for it.

The book also says that women should express their feelings tactfully and implicitly, although I am very confused about this, but the truth recorded in the book should always have a certain truth, I don't understand, but I can learn.

I began to learn how women should express their emotions implicitly, and through my careful observation, I found that when the girls in Wancheng fell in love with their wishful husband, they usually deliberately left their personal belongings for the man to pick up, such as a silk handkerchief, a jade bracelet, and a sachet.

If a man understands the girl's affection for himself, and is also interested in the girl, he usually goes back to tell his father and mother that if the two parties are equal, they can form a marriage and achieve a pair of good things.

Naturally, I can't learn this method, because I have known Su Mo for a long time, if I leave something in the yard of his house, he will not have any other thoughts except for picking it up and returning it to me, thinking that I am still careless and careless, and I really won't think that I want to have anything to do with him.

If it is through the orders of my parents and the words of the matchmaker, I will have no trouble with Su Mo.

Su Mo was born in a scholarly family, even if the Su family is not what it used to be, and the life is frugal and simple, but he is a son of a family, and I was born in the Lu noodle restaurant, I don't even have a family, so naturally there is no way to be comparable to other families.

Although I am not in a good relationship with Su Mo, I don't think there is any direct relationship between family and love, so I choose to ignore this issue.

I thought, I must have been carried away by emotions at that time, otherwise, how could I ignore such an important issue, there are so many things that I don't understand, for example, I should have understood earlier that in the marriage of a man and a woman, the least important thing is my thoughts.

Perhaps in that case, I would not always be grieved about the sorrow that should not belong to me, for I did not even have the right to love him.

However, because my father raised me to be too optimistic, I have always attached great importance to my own ideas, and my thoughts have been dyed with Su Mo for a long time, and I have been dyed too individual, which directly leads to my inability to think like an ordinary girl, and through my ordinary thinking, I can only get extraordinary results.

My idea has always been very simple, from childhood to adulthood, as long as it is something I don't understand, I will definitely figure it out through my own actions, and after understanding what I want to understand, I basically don't think about the next thing, because I think it is natural, the cause leads to the effect, I understand the cause, and naturally I will not doubt the result.

Just like I like river fish, snakes, and sugar gourds, I know very well that I choose to get them because I like them, although my feelings for Su Mo are different from those, but I also like him, and in my concept, if you like it, you should get it.

Therefore, I don't care what Su Mo's mother-in-law thinks of me, I only care about how Su Mo thinks of me, but I don't have any more thoughts to think about Su Mo's mother-in-law's thoughts, because Su Mo's thoughts alone are enough for me to rack my brains to ponder, so I can't think about anything else for the time being.

Fortunately, Su Mo's mother doesn't come to Su Mo much on weekdays, and I never go through the main door, and I don't know how to meet Su Mo and his mother, so I have enough opportunities to ponder Su Mo's thoughts, and I don't have to pay attention to Su Mo's thoughts.

The handkerchief can't be lost, and I'm just a noodle girl, in fact, I can't afford to buy a jade bracelet, the sachet, but I have already sent Su Mo sachet, but unfortunately it was sent too early, and since that time, I have never touched the female red, and if I embroider another one, it is estimated that it is not much better than the original one, and it is better to hide the ugliness.

I can't write poems to Su Mo, I was taught by him, and he must be able to understand what I want to express at a glance, which is really too subtle.

I can't pass on the book, so I have to choose to look at it.

It's a pity that whenever I look at Su Mo with a gaze that condenses the sincere emotions in my heart, he always thinks that there is something wrong with my eyes, and suggests that I go to see the doctor.

I really wanted to tell him that I had just gone to see the doctor.

After the failure of the gaze to convey affection, I began to use tenderness to convey affection, I intimately helped him to study ink when he wrote, but unfortunately I did not have the talent to grind ink, I would always accidentally splash ink on the paper on which he was writing, or on his body and face, over time, he could no longer stand my tenderness, and resolutely stopped letting me touch his Wujue and inkstone.

Later, I wanted to learn how to add incense to red sleeves, but unfortunately I didn't have the talent to light incense, I almost didn't burn all of Su Mo's favorite book, but even if it wasn't completely burned, it was almost burned.

Su Mo blackened his face and said that where I added incense, I was simply playing with fire, and he would never let me step into his study from now on.

During that time, I was afraid that I would upset Su Mo again, and he didn't even want to see me anymore, so I rarely went to Su Mo.

In fact, I also secretly thought that maybe if I stayed away from him, he would understand that something was wrong with me and take the initiative to ask me, so that I might be able to implicitly tell him why I was wrong.

It's a pity that Su Mo didn't have any special reaction to my deliberate alienation, and he never took the initiative to come to me, which made me feel very defeated, I suddenly felt very lost, it seemed that I was not important to Su Mo at all, and I was just a dispensable person.

I'm gone, and he's not going to come to me at all.

Perhaps, he was glad that no one had disturbed his purity anymore.

After being confused for a few days, I regained my optimism, I was reserved for a long time, but Su Mo did not pursue me, which shows that I am not suitable for subtlety at all.

I plan to tell Su Mo directly what I think of him. (To be continued.) )