I'm a girl who does what I say, I decided to go to Su Mo the next day to express my feelings, but I'm still very distressed, I don't know how I should express my feelings to Su Mo is more appropriate?

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However, I don't know what Su Mo thinks about me, should I tolerate it or not? Of course, the most important thing is that I won't tolerate it at all, how should I tolerate it?

I tossed and turned over this matter, and the consequence was that early the next morning, I had black circles under my eyes and yellow appliqués in the mirror.

I faced the bronze mirror, carefully drumming up the rouge powder I bought from the incense powder stall in my hand, in fact, I don't know how to get these, basically I smear it on my face indiscriminately, it's okay to apply grease and powder, but the thrush is particularly troublesome, I have to use a small brush to wet the water and then point it on the dai, and then the brush stained with the moist powder to my eyebrows to depict carefully.

After some messing around, I looked at my slightly blurred face in the bronze mirror, and I didn't know what to do with my trembling hands.

I thought about it for a moment, but luckily I raised my hand to fill in my curved eyebrows again, although a little thicker, but it was more normal than a curved eyebrow.

I thought I had succeeded in accommodating myself, but judging by my father's reaction when he saw me, he dropped the rolling pin in his hand to the ground, and I thought I might have done quite well.

As a result, I was a little more confident, and I happily ran to find Su Mo.

This day is a very ordinary day, there is no river temple fair on this day, there is no festival to celebrate, the reason why I chose to show my heart to Su Mo on this day is completely because my temperament is more anxious, I don't want to wait any longer.

I calculated that Su Mo should be watering his red camellia at this time, and when I stood at the side door of his yard, I did hear the sound of water being poured on the dirt.

In fact, I don't really understand why a person with a cold temperament like Su Mo loves flowers with such a bright color, and most literati don't love peonies and rich flowers in the world.

And these flowers, preferably born in a secluded place, do not compete with the crowd, and do not wither in winter, look tenacious and not worldly, in line with the literati's noble temperament, as a self-metaphor.

Su Mo, I thought he would love the light and fragrant flowers more, but he liked this gorgeous red camellia, it is not very accurate to say that it is gorgeous, it is more elegant and luxurious, and the color is delicate, it is still not as good as the peony.

Although it is not as good, the red camellia is still delicate, its red is the kind of peach pink red, and peach pink, in my impression, is by no means a beautiful color, I was once dyed by the pink dye into a little pink figure, that is not a pleasant memory, I hate anything pink because of it.

Since I was distracted outside the door for a while, when I went in again, there was no longer Su Mo in the courtyard, I looked at the hour, at this hour, Su Mo should have gone to the study to read.

I accidentally burned Su Mo's favorite book when I lit incense, Su Mo forbade me to step into his study again, but Su Mo had to stay for several hours as soon as he stepped into the study, I came to him to express my thoughts, this kind of thing must be done in one go, otherwise, I am afraid that I will hesitate and really lose the courage to express myself.

And when I was righteous and ready to be scolded, I pushed the door in, but Su Mo didn't even look at me, he was sitting cross-legged on the wooden couch and playing chess.

I walked up to him, and was thinking about how to talk about it, but I couldn't just ask him, "I've been thinking about you for a long time, and I've been sick with lovesickness, and do you have affection for me?"

At that moment, I suddenly realized that it was difficult to be subtle, but it was even more difficult to be direct, I might still give him something, and then write a poem or something on it, it would be easier to express my feelings for Su Mo.

But now that I'm standing in front of Su Mo, I have to say something, especially since Su Mo has raised his head and looked at me with a puzzled gaze, I should say something to explain why I'm here, so I said something that made me want to smack myself.

What I'm saying is, I want to marry you.

The words he said were like water spilled out, and I couldn't take it back if I wanted to, so I had to bite the bullet and stare at Su Mo's stunned eyes with wide eyes.

At that moment, if it weren't for the insects and birds outside the window reminding me that time was passing, I might have felt that even the air was frozen, and when the air froze, I didn't forget to think, I wondered if I should explain that I didn't mean it...... However, my other meaning is actually not a few different meanings from this meaning, and I might as well not explain it when I explain it.

After a moment of silence, Su Mo came to his senses before me, he asked me to sit down on the wooden couch opposite him, pointed to the chessboard with a blank face, his voice was cold, and he said, "If you win, I will promise you." ”

Su Mo said, I won him, and he promised me.

I sat stiffly across from Su Mo, and I couldn't react for a while, what did he want to promise me? Promise to marry me? This is obviously impossible...... Promise to marry me? Su Mo, promise to marry me...... I think about it again, this is also impossible, I have never won him in a chess game, how can I win his ......?

So, he is, rejected me?

But why is he smiling again? Still the kind of smile that is somewhat withheld...... Does I look funny? Thinking of my appearance, I suddenly remembered that I had come here after I had been dressed up, and maybe it was because I didn't look as good as I thought I would make him laugh? Perhaps, it was because of my delusions that he couldn't help but laugh? Either way, I was really ridiculous.

I ignorantly picked up the white chess pieces in my hand, and couldn't fall for a long time, my words were taught by Su Mo, and my chess was also taught by Su Mo, so he could understand the hidden thoughts in my upside-down words in an instant, he understood, but he wanted to play chess with me?

He also knew that I couldn't beat him at all, and when I thought of this, I couldn't help but feel a little lost and sad.

However, I am a stubborn girl and am not afraid of difficulties.

I held the white chess piece in my hand and looked at Su Mo seriously, and no longer hesitated to make his bet, but I couldn't let him suffer, so I said, if you win, I should also place one thing for you.

I thought maybe he would tell me never to come to him, just like when I was a kid when I brought him fish in the river, he told me so coldly that I should never go to him again.

I spent half a year embroidering a rather ugly sachet, in exchange for Su Mo to teach me literacy, in fact, I should be content, now that we have grown up, men and women are not kissed, he is not good to teach me anything, think about it, I said this, he just pushed the boat down the river, cut off my thoughts, and also clear up the relationship between us.

Actually, Su Mo may never have regarded me as a friend, he is a person who is very promised, and he will teach me so many things, just because he once fulfilled my promise, he is just fulfilling his promise.

Come to think of it, over the years, in addition to teaching me to read and write, Su Mo has indeed never spoken more to me, he often does not speak, and I am alone in his ears all day long.

After so many years, he was afraid that he was really annoyed. (To be continued.) )