Lu Yao said: "It's a pity that my son-in-law who didn't pass the door, ouch, I feel sorry for me." You dead girl, debt collector, don't bring me back a poor ghost with crooked melons and cracked dates, otherwise I will cut off the mother-daughter relationship with you, and I really can't live this life. Li smiled and said, "It won't be too bad." Lu Yao said: "With Donghao in front of him, Qin Shubao has also become a collapsed melon." No one is rich if there is beauty, no one is rich but no one is talented, no one is virtuous, no one is virtuous, no one has taste, no one has temperament, no one has a temperament, no one has a temperament. Li Xiaoyan said: "It's all people and things in the past, don't mention it again, really, what's the use?" Lu Yao said: "He loves you so much, you have to change your mind." ”

Li Xiaoyan said: "Love this thing, there is yes, no is no, I say I can go back if I change my mind?" He makes you say so well, can he be a fool? Can't see it? Lu Yao said, "Why don't you love him?" Li Xiaoyan said: "No, I just don't feel it." Lu Yao said: "It feels like a fart." Li Xiaoyan said: "There must be a fart." Lu Yao smiled angrily: "I want to see what kind of person you will feel for, and wait to be Dugu to seek defeat." Li Xiaoyan said, "Mom, are you cursing me?" Lu Yao said: "You dead girl, I can't wait to strangle you, alas, I'm dizzy with anger." ”

In the last year, Li Xiaoyan graduated in a busy work and study. Cheng Donghao never called, the only contact between him and her was the money in the card, Cheng Donghao still sent her on time, and it rose to two thousand.

There is only one left outside the brain of the First Affiliated Hospital, and Zhang He is also very good, so he stayed in the Brain Surgery Department of the First Affiliated Hospital, no doubt, Li Xiaoyan returned to Xuchang. Li Xiaoyan most wanted to go to the Department of Brain Surgery of Xuchang Central Hospital, but there was no recruitment. There are only the People's Hospital, the Second People's Hospital, the Hospital of Traditional Chinese Medicine, and the People's Hospital of Changge City, Li Xiaoyan submitted his resume, and after notifying the interview, Li Xiaoyan signed the Second People's Hospital.

Li Xiaoyan still went to the court to play in the morning, and when he saw Qin Guan every day, he didn't have any changes, but there were a few white hairs on his sideburns, Li Xiaoyan pinched his fingers and calculated, he should be forty years old, and the two have known each other for fourteen years. Li Xiaoyan didn't have Cheng Donghao, and put all his thoughts on Qin Guan, every time he saw him, he felt that the bottom was open, but it couldn't be good. Since he is happy, he can only watch him survive like this. Li Xiaoyan wanted to play at night, but she was afraid of frightening him, so she could only look forward to seeing each other every morning. Fourteen years ago, he should have been his current age: twenty-six. Now in his forties, he seems to have stayed at that age and has never changed. And Li Xiaoyan obviously feels that he is older, and he will feel old one day. But what about him? Is it still the same? Although it is impossible, Li Xiaoyan can't imagine how old he looks, although everyone will get old.

Li Xiaoyan gave birth to a child, and after more than a year, her sexual desire has increased unabated, and when she can't help it, she can't help but scold Cheng Donghao, he should be no longer impotent, when the two last intersected, although he was not very hard, he could, and he could also make Li Xiaoyan. This shows that it is impossible for him to be without requirements, but he is so ruthless to cut off relations with himself, he always has to solve this problem, isn't it natural for him to be with Kong Sisi? He didn't seem to hate Kong Sisi that much. Li Xiaoyan was jealous when she thought of Cheng Donghao like other women, and she hated to let Cheng Donghao die in her own hands. She finally understood what kind of feelings Tang Mei and Kong Sisi had for her, and poking a steel drill was not enough to vent her anger. After thinking about Cheng Donghao and thinking about the child, she only had the hurried glance in her mind when he was born, small, fleshy, and she hadn't opened her eyes yet, and she really didn't feel much. More of a feeling came from me, my stomach was light, it was light, and it seemed a little blurry now. Is it really as Cheng Donghao said: feelings come out, and there is no emotion without contact? Li Xiaoyan wondered if his motherhood and human nature were abnormal, just like Cheng Donghao said: rational and selfish.

Since breaking up with Cheng Donghao, Li Xiaoyan has not slept well at night, often waking up in the middle of the night, and seems to hear the cry when the child was born, and it took more than half a year to get better, but it is not as solid as sleeping when he didn't give birth. Li Xiaoyan still wants to go back to the past, but she also knows that it is impossible. If Cheng Donghao really wants to have a good time with Kong Sisi, he will definitely let Kong Sisi take the child with him. But he didn't, which can only show that he is still out of concern for the safety of Li Xiaoyan and the child. When Li Xiaoyan thought like this, she was reluctant towards Cheng Donghao, and she couldn't bear to find other men. I don't know if Cheng Donghao's so-called decision with himself is true or false, his words are always retreating into advance, which makes people scratch their heads. However, he hasn't called or sent anything home for a whole year, so he probably hasn't rang. However, it's hard to say. Some people have already started to introduce objects to Li Xiaoyan, and the conditions are very good, but Li Xiaoyan refused. Mother Lu Yao began to urge her to forget about Cheng Donghao and that man earlier, after all, life has to go on, don't languish.

Li Xiaoyan didn't start to think about Cheng Donghao and the child, because the more he thought about it, the more difficult it was to control, and what he was thinking about was Qin Guan, but this was undoubtedly drinking to quench his thirst, Li Xiaoyan just came out of the fire pit and entered another fire pit. But if you don't think about a man in your heart, you can't live your life. Li Xiaoyan was even glad that she had Qin Guan in her heart, this man who was like a bright lamp in the dark, he could stabilize her, since she was concentrating on him, her sleep had improved significantly, and Li Xiaoyan seemed to have returned to her girlhood.

On Sunday, Li Xiaoyan followed Qin Guan to the end, she followed Qin Guan out of the court and greeted him: "Qin Guan." Qin Guan turned his head and looked at her. Li Xiaoyan said: "I'm outside the second hospital now, but I want to enter the central hospital. Qin Guan said: "The second courtyard is also good. Li Xiaoyan said, "I know." Qin Guan said, "Okay." Li Xiaoyan said: "Can you see that I have given birth?" Qin Guan said: "You can only see it when you say it." Li Xiaoyan said: "What's the difference?" Qin Guan said, "I don't know." ”

Zhang Heye got married on September 9, Li Xiaoyan was invited to attend his wedding, and the bride was Lu Shiyao, a nurse outside the brain of the First Affiliated Hospital. She always has an unspeakable seriousness towards Li Xiaoyan, which makes Li Xiaoyan dare not get close, nor dare she be presumptuous to Zhang He in front of her. Li Xiaoyan has always been dissatisfied with her because of this, and once said bad things about her in front of Zhang Heye for half a year, but they still succeeded. This made Li Xiaoyan very optimistic about their marriage, and hoped that something bad would happen to these two people, and they broke up. But the wedding was full of sweetness, and Li Xiaoyan no longer thought about it when she sat down, comforting herself and saying: Their business has nothing to do with her, she just came to eat.

Li Xiaoyan saw Long Qichen and Xu Wanxian couple, this is another couple that Li Xiaoyan is not optimistic about, but they are holding their arms, which is also very sweet, Li Xiaoyan stepped forward to say hello generously, Xu Wanxian only nodded, and Li Xiaoyan only said a few words to Long Qichen. Chang Tu was married before he graduated, and his wife Jiao Xiangxuan took the initiative to greet Li Xiaoyan. Jiao Xiangxuan said: "Senior sister, you are beautiful again." Li Xiaoyan said: "Alas, what's the use of no one wanting to be pretty? It's you, it's so moisturizing. Chang Tu said, "It's my credit." Li Xiaoyan said: "I'm embarrassed to say." ”

Chang Tu said: "If you don't pretend to be less, you won't be embarrassed, what am I carrying with you?" Li Xiaoyan said: "I thought you were not the same as before." Chang Tu said, "Why should I not be like before? Li Xiaoyan said: "With Xiang Xuan, it's not a little gentle, and it's annoying like a red cherry gun." As soon as Li Xiaoyan spoke, he felt speechless in front of Jiao Xiangxuan, glanced at Jiao Xiangxuan, and often said: "You are not my wife, why should I please you?" Jiao Xiangxuan slapped Chang Tu with her hand and said, "How can you talk to my senior sister." Chang Tu said: "It's okay, if I don't say that, I'm afraid she will forget me." ”

Jing Huaran was eating a piece of cake with a fork on the side, Li Xiaoyan went over and said, "How is it?" What does it feel like to go to Huaxi? Jing Huaran said: "He got married and never told me." Li Xiaoyan said, "How is the woman?" Jing Huaran said: "It looks like you can't talk to me." Li Xiaoyan said: "Isn't it a type of person? Jing Huaran said: "Obviously not, as soon as I saw that woman, I immediately felt that I didn't love him so much." Li Xiaoyan said: "Huaxi are all excellent people, and it shouldn't be difficult to find a boyfriend." Jing Huaran said: "I think so." I chased him for eight years, and he ended up playing tricks on me, which made me sick. ”

Li Xiaoyan said: "If he tells you that he is married, will you still have the strength to go to West China?" I was a female clinical doctor, so good. Jing Huaran said: "Then I still have to be grateful to him?" Li Xiaoyan said: "Although he doesn't love you, he has always loved you and has no ill will towards you." Who can persuade you to move such a tendon? It's better to guide you and let yourself become enlightened. Jing Huaran said: "Alas, I still think I can snatch him back and use my whole life to rob him." But when I looked at the woman, I thought forget it, when the woman looked at people, it was as calm as a hundred meters of water, and he was like a small transparent jellyfish floating on the sea. ”

Li Xiaoyan said: "Let's retreat from the difficulty." Jing Huaran said: "It's defeated." Jing Huaran took out a cigarette, skillfully lit it, took a puff, pinched it, and said: "The man is so strange, he knows at a glance that you are not suitable for him, and he refuses to try if it is not suitable, eight years, I have loved him for eight years, he was unmoved, and finally found his love." I found out that it was not my fault, everything in the world is divided into varieties, and so are people, and I am not the kind he wants. He wants tomatoes, and I'm eggplant. I'm like a chicken, the first thing I saw when I came out of the shell thought it was a chicken mother, and I loyally followed behind his ass, and now that I have grown up, I know that he is not a chicken mother, he is a wild goose. I watched him fly into the sky, and I couldn't fly with him with my degraded wings, and another wild goose flew away with him. Li Xiaoyan said: "You are not a chicken, you are an ugly duckling, now you are a swan, go find a male swan." Jing Huaran said: "I will borrow your auspicious words." ”