Human beings are creatures that change about minute by minute.

But what kind of change can make a girl become that kind of ...... in a short period of time? What about posture?

When I saw her again, her eyes were no longer often frightened, the corners of her mouth often had a gentle smile, she began to have familiar friends at school, and she was rarely bullied again. On the surface, it seems that Yiqiē is obviously developing in a good direction, but ......

He saw the ice hidden in her eyes, he saw the coldness hidden in the corners of her mouth, they were born of the madness of jealousy and wanting to die.

She seems to have a lot of friends, and there are often boys who confess to her, as if she has become very popular, but there are often rights and wrongs around her. Whenever this kind of thing happens, she looks worried, but she always looks cold.

What frightened him the most was the extreme hostility she showed when she faced her wishes. The moment he realized this, he really felt that she had been manipulated by this emotion, and that she would do anything for it.

And it is, and it is.

Her methods are not harmonious, and she even does some things poorly, even if she can hide it for a while, she will never hide it for a lifetime. And among these things, the most conspicuous and difficult for him to accept was her pestering Yan Mingxiu - from the moment this guy surnamed Yan appeared, he felt that he was not a good thing, and every move was full of deliberateness. However, she fell into it headlong, and was unwilling to climb out from then on, no matter how disgusted she was, how she rejected it, and how she despised it, she put on a posture of "nine deaths without regrets", as if she would not look back after death.

He actually knew that she didn't like Yan Mingxiu much, and he knew very well that the other party actually hated him.

He didn't know why she had to be so persistent. No, maybe it's not that I don't understand the reason, it's just ...... It's hard to accept. The flower, which was so weak that it seemed to be blown away in the wind if it was not cared for properly, was soaked in black poisonous juice, giving off a more attractive fragrance and making people ...... Shrink from the sight of (something dangerous or difficult).

He tried to stop her, but he didn't know what to do, so he could only stop her obediently. I have to say that this time she was really a little bolder, and she was still pale, but at least she didn't run away. He looked at her like this, and wanted to say "You don't need to be jealous of others", he wanted to say "Actually, you were very good", he wanted to say "You should change back quickly", he wanted to say "I will protect you in the future", however, in the end, what he said was "You don't want to do this kind of thing in the future". His language skills are probably really bad, so after hearing his words, her first reaction was to sneer, but then, she showed a sobbing expression and said, "I don't know what you're talking about."

He looked at her like this, and anger burned in his heart. It's not that I hate her like this, but I hate that she also puts on such a false appearance when facing herself.

This time, she won.

No one didn't believe that he was bullying her.

He was cleaned up by the old man, and was reminded that "that child is not the same as before". Perhaps he showed a clue in his anger, and the old man vaguely sensed his thoughts.

He obviously wanted to pull her back from that road, but she went farther and farther, and even his "defeat" only made her more convinced that the path was the right one.

He didn't know......

It's time to face her.

The experience of his youth left too deep a mark on him.

The nanny who deliberately abused him, the "aunt" who left Shen You behind him to travel and almost became one of his stepmothers, and the beautiful faces that are never missing by his father's side......

He didn't want to remember these things, but until he became an adult, he would see them again from time to time when he dreamed back in the middle of the night.

In addition to the fear of water, he actually has a knot in his heart for women themselves. In other words, he has a knot in his heart for the existence of "bad women".

And she has become the most unacceptable appearance for him, beautiful on the outside, but what she does is ......

Obviously he should hate her, but he can't retract the eyes he threw at her no matter what, and the efforts she makes are always seen as "provocations" by her, and she fights back again and again.

Later, he often wondered if things would have been completely different if he could change things from his original self.

However, where does the reality of things exist zài "if".

He is always hesitant, but he never understands the truth that "it is useless to just look at it forever".

She also fell into the mud little by little, and fell to the point of betrayal and separation.

When he saw her again, she was alone and hid and cried. Seeing this scene, he inexplicably remembered the past, as if going back in time. Before he knew it, he was in front of her. He looked down at her shoulders that were slightly choked with choking, and he listened to her low sobs, all the previous hesitations seemed to be gone, and at this moment, he just wanted to help her wipe her tears.

However, when she looked up at him, her gaze was sharp.

"Shen Ziyu, are you happy to see me like this?"

Words are like knives.

He was stabbed.

How could he be happy, how could he be happy about such a thing?

And the silence that he derives from being overwhelmed seems to have been further misunderstood by her.

"That's right, I'm doing it myself. She sneered as she continued to shed tears, "But I'm not going to give up." ”

As soon as he heard this, his heart suddenly became anxious, and he blurted out a sentence: "Yan Mingxiu won't like you at all." "What he likes is a qiē that the wish represents, so how could he choose her. Why didn't she understand? There was no benefit in dwelling on it like this!

"So what?" she replied coldly, "don't you people keep saying that I just want to climb into his bed for money? My face and body are capital, and when I do climb up, he may be reluctant to let me go. When she said this, her expression was indifferent, as if she had completely regarded herself as a device, "When I have a child, he will definitely leave Qiao's wish that you keep defending to marry me." ”

He was irritated by her tone and words.

How cruel it is to say such things in front of him, and the most effective way to fight back against words is naturally words, so he said things that he should not have said anyway and regretted the rest of his life.

"Ruan Wan, how can you be so cheap. ”

She froze on the spot, her face pale, almost like a ragged man who had been torn off the last fig leaf.

The moment he spoke, he regretted it, but it was too late.

Words are like water that has been spilled, and it is impossible to take them back under any circumstances.

He wanted to apologize, to redeem something, but she staggered around, straightening her spine and leaving, as if maintaining the last shred of faltering pride. He looked at her back, and uttered the second half of what he had heard alone—

"Why can I be so cheap. ”

I knew that she was a poisonous flower, but I couldn't get rid of the idea of getting closer.

I know that she may never be able to change back, but she still can't give up the idea of liking.

If this is a kind of fate, then it can undoubtedly only be described as a bad fate, right?

She finally caused a catastrophe.

He knew that Old Man Qiao had always looked at her a little differently, but this matter was really a bit big, and he wasn't sure if Old Man Qiao would protect her. But he couldn't watch her go to jail, and he finally made up his mind.

It is undeniable that what he could do at that time was extremely limited, so he chose to ask his grandfather for help.

"Are you sure, you won't regret it later?"

The old man was both surprised and didn't seem surprised that he made such a decision, but just asked.

He is a person who has gone all the way to the dark, and since he has decided to do so, he doesn't want to change it, not to mention, he has been entangled for too long and too long, and he really doesn't want to continue.

"I'm sure. ”

"I thought you would hate the way she looks. ”

Faced with the old man's words, he was speechless.

Because it is impossible to refute.

He did hate the way she was, but the problem was, when he liked her, she wasn't like that. At that time, she was a good girl who was not very bold and tried to release her kindness and wanted to integrate into a new life, she would smile at him timidly, she would show envious and expectant eyes because of longing, she would be lost and lonely because she couldn't get what she liked, she would come over with her teeth and ask in a low voice when he was very scared when he fought and rested on the side of the street, and asked in a low voice, "Do you want me to call someone for you", and would come over cautiously on a rainy day and lend him an umbrella, would ......

He smiled with pure joy because he gave her a box of beautiful candy.

Why is it the way it is?

"I will protect her, guard her until she becomes back to what she used to be. ”

"What if she doesn't come back? Are you going to keep her like this for the rest of your life?"

He bowed his head and was silent, and when he replied again, his heart was full of relief: "There is nothing wrong with it." ”

"Life is so long, are you sure that you will not regret it one day in the future?" Grandpa said to him meaningfully, "Yes, you like her now, and you may be able to endure her temporarily or for a long time, but you may not be able to endure it forever." When the time comes, the results may be even worse than they are now. ”

"If you don't do this kind of thing, how can you know what will happen in the future? ”

Here is his answer.

It is true that life is long, and he does not know what will happen in the future. All he knew was that he couldn't let her go on like this again.

Maybe he felt his insistence, or maybe he had a trace of pity for her from the beginning, and the old man made a move. He didn't know if Old Man Qiao had contributed to it, but in short, she had finally escaped the prison.

He decided to take her away, out of this place that would make her feel miserable. A new environment may give them a fresh start. Of course, it may not be. But no matter how bad it is, it can't be worse than it is now, right?

But in the end, he was the first to go.