"Xiaoyou, love needs to be cherished, and on the way to get true love, there will be many difficulties that you have to overcome. Lan Lan suddenly took my hand and said to me, Lan Lan, who has no emotional experience, has now become an emotional counselor, telling me that I should persevere.

But Sister Haixiu said that between a man and what he wants, the choice should be the latter, probably because my love for Ah Feng is really too deep and deep, so when Lan Lan said this, I was going to pack up my things, but I stopped again.

Yes, everything is just my guess, maybe Ah Feng has some troubles, maybe that person is a distant relative of Ah Feng, maybe Ah Feng is really busy with something...... For a while, a lot of speculation and possibilities popped up, convincing me to stay and wait for Ah Feng to give me an answer.

"What you say makes sense, I want to cherish it. I responded to Lan Lan's words, I know that cherishing is not a blind compromise, I still believe in Sister Haixiu's authority in the treatment of men, so even if I promised Lan Lan, I didn't decide to stay and not leave.

I broke free of Lan Lan's hand and opened the wardrobe directly, most of the clothes in it, it can be said that all the clothes were bought by Ah Feng, so if you want to leave, there is basically nothing to take with you.

Seeing that I was packing up my things, Lan Lan sat on the sofa and asked me again, "Xiaoyou, what are you going to do here?"

"Pack up your things, isn't this obvious?" I replied to Lan Lan, and the movements in my hands didn't stop for a moment, I didn't know when Ah Feng would come back, so I tried to go as fast as I could for a minute.

"What are you packing up for?" As for Lan Lan's question, I was almost to the point where I didn't want to answer, so obviously I couldn't see it?

"Naturally, I should get out of here, or I would pack up my things and do something. I answered Lan Lan as a matter of course, and if Lan Lan asked again, I decided not to answer her again.

"Xiaoyou, didn't you say that you want to cherish the love between you and Brother Feng, how can you cherish it when you leave?"

I didn't answer Lan Lan, why do I feel that Lan Lan is more worried about the broken relationship between me and Ah Feng than I am, even if there is a problem in my love with Ah Feng, it will not affect her at all, Ah Feng can't embarrass Lan Lan after I break up because I have a good relationship with Lan Lan.

I know that Lan Lan may not think like this in her heart, maybe she is simply for my good, but this kind of questioning will still make me feel that there is something wrong.

"Xiaoyou, did you hear what I said?" Lan Lan still asked me, when Lan Lan kept asking me, I had already packed my things, there were not many things that I was going to take away, I didn't like to take the east that didn't belong to me, so I only took away the things I bought myself, just a few clothes that looked cheap.

"I heard it, I heard every word you said, and I knew to cherish it, but it was worth it. I said to Lan Lan, and then I directly carried the suitcase, took my bag, and was about to leave.

At this time, Lan Lan got up and followed me and said to me, "You're gone, you can't even see Brother Feng, how can you cherish it? Where are you going?"

I won't answer these questions at all, since I'm looking for a place to calm down, I definitely don't want too many people to know.

It's not that I can't tell Lan Lan, but looking at Lan Lan like this, I'm afraid that if I tell her where I've gone, when Ah Feng asks, she will say it directly.

Although I can't guarantee that Ah Feng will find me, I still have to be ready for everything, right?

"I don't know, I haven't thought about it yet. I said to Lan Lan a little impatiently, and quickened my pace.

Now Ah Feng hasn't come back yet, and there is only Lan Lan here.

"You don't follow me, I won't choose to disappear, I won't harm myself, you don't follow me. I said to Lan Lan, who was chasing after me.

As soon as I said this, Lan Lan stopped, and fortunately Lan Lan stopped, if Lan Lan hadn't stopped, I guess I would have been angry directly, so, I'm very happy.

I took a taxi, and after getting in the car, I called Sister Haixiu.

"Hey, Sister Haixiu, where are you, how is the house you found for me?" I asked Sister Haixiu directly, it turned out that the person I would not be polite to was Sister Haixiu, which is why no matter what happened, there would be no estrangement between me and Sister Haixiu.

"I didn't find it for you. "I didn't expect that Sister Haixiu would say such a thing to me so directly, I was directly confused, what is the situation.

I thought, no, Sister Haixiu is the same as Lan Lan, you have to let me stay in Ah Feng's house, get rid of it, don't do this to me.

"What do you mean?" I asked Sister Haixiu blankly, I should have been angry when I heard such words, but I didn't, maybe I was angry, and now I don't have the strength to be angry.

"I don't feel at ease if you live alone, so I didn't look for you, you go to my house to live, come and get the key, now Ah Feng is not here." ”

Sister Haixiu can always understand what I'm thinking, I seem to understand Sister Haixiu's good intentions now, she has done more for me than anyone else, it is because of Sister Haixiu that I feel that life is not only sad.

She kept me alone in dealing with things so that one day, when I didn't have anyone around to rely on, I could still live well.

"Good. "I answered Sister Haixiu with one word, I can't say too many words, I can't say those words of thanks, I have all the good in my heart.

I went straight to the door of JK, because I didn't want anyone to see anything, so I said to the taxi driver to wait for me, I'll go in and get a key and come out.

I got out of the car, lowered my head and was talking to the driver, after speaking, when I raised my head to go in, I coincidentally, I saw Ah Feng, and Ah Feng walked beside a girl with long hair fluttering and a white dress and snow, the girl leaned on Ah Feng's shoulder, Ah Feng's arm wrapped around her, and it looked so intimate.

All of a sudden, I lost all my strength, and I would never have imagined that it was in this way that I could see the facts.

Do I have to go in now? I wondered, what was I going to do when I walked in.

I took out my phone, and after watching Ah Feng and another woman enter JK, I made a call to Sister Haixiu.

"Xiaoyou, don't worry, I'll come out. "After getting through the phone, I didn't say anything, Sister Haixiu spoke, I saw Ah Feng and the girl.

How could Ah Feng be like this, blatantly striding into JK with other women in such an ambiguous way?

For a while, all the grievances came to my heart, and I didn't have time to think about anything.

I heard the driver call me and asked me if I wanted to go, but I was so confused that I wanted to answer, but I couldn't say anything.

I don't know when, tears have blurred my eyes, and I watched Sister Haixiu walk out in a hurry, getting closer and closer to me.

"Sister Haixiu. "I cried and shouted, these three words made my grievances deeper, I don't know who else I am besides Sister Haixiu now.

"Don't cry, Xiaoyou, hold back. It was just these six simple words that I understood that everything I had done before was self-deception.

"Sister Haixiu, I don't know what I'm going to say. "I looked at Sister Haixiu, I couldn't see Sister Haixiu's face clearly, my eyes were blurred, and my eyes were blurred after I clearly saw Ah Feng and other women walking into JK.

"I know, don't say anything, let's go home. "Sister Haixiu helped me into the car, and then she also sat in, and the person who can put down everything for me is Sister Haixiu.

I know, Sister Haixiu didn't know what to say about such a thing, so I silently shed tears, even though there were a thousand and ten thousand voices in my heart telling me, don't cry, be strong and hold back, I still kept shedding tears.

The heart is empty, like a bottomless black hole, there is nothing, not even sadness.

"Cry, just cry, everything will be solved. "I leaned on Sister Haixiu's thin shoulders, as if I was leaning on a big mountain, all the tears flowed on Sister Haixiu's shoulders, crying, hurting, reciprocating, I never thought that after I saw the facts, it would be so uncomfortable, it turned out that love had already penetrated into life and body.

"It turns out that I've always been a stand-in for another woman, I hate this, I hate myself. "I finally said all the unhappiness in my heart, that is, I saw with my own eyes that I still can't hate Ah Feng, and when I love someone to a deeper level, there is no way to hate that person.

"I didn't expect that I was such a she, and she existed in such a way, it's really sad, Sister Haixiu. "My tears kept flowing, and I really couldn't stop for a second.

Sister Haixiu's hand gently put on my shoulder and sighed weakly, in this situation, Sister Haixiu doesn't know what to say to comfort me, and I don't need to comfort me at this moment.

Any comfort is useless for me now, because nothing can comfort me, it will take a long time to adapt to such pain, I am afraid that I will not have the courage to face it, and I will not have the strength to deal with it again.

Now even running away seems to be a kind of shame, how can I not be sad, in order to be myself.