Lan Lan didn't say anything more, and I asked the driver to find a hotel casually like last time, and Lan Lan and I got off.

"Okay, you go back, if Sister Haixiu asks, you will say that I have left when you go to the hospital. "I said to Lan Lan, I know Sister Haixiu's temper, if she knew that Lan Lan watched me go and didn't stop her, it is estimated that she will embarrass Lan Lan again.

It's not that Sister Haixiu is too much, it's just that in front of the people she cares about, she will naturally be desperate. I don't know, and I don't want to know.

"Xiaoyou, no matter where you are, remember to tell me. As if parting, Lan Lan said to me. In that case, I don't really know how to proceed.

The most fearful thing in life is parting, but there are always too many partings, and I don't want to say anything, and I don't want to listen to it anymore.

I nodded to Lan Lan, didn't say anything more, and walked straight towards the hotel. Originally, I wanted to live here, but I don't want to face Sister Haixiu and Ah Feng yet.

Just like now when I mention Ah Feng's name, my heart will be uncomfortable, chaotic, as uncomfortable as thousands of ants biting. If I didn't grab my hand, I would have dropped everything.

I waited in the hotel lobby for more than half an hour before I came out, Lan Lan was already gone, I flagged down another taxi and found a new place to stay.

After everything was settled, I took out my mobile phone to call Sister Haixiu, and I still have to talk to Sister Haixiu about the small bar.

"Hey, Sister Haixiu, are you busy now?" I asked Sister Haixiu, I don't know if the matter of the top brand has been resolved, and the matter on the side of Old Ghost Liu, Sister Haixiu is also busy enough.

If I leave, I'm afraid I won't be able to make the misunderstanding clear with Xiaoya for the rest of my life. When I called Sister Haixiu, I also remembered that there is such a person as Xiaoya, between people, who is important to whom, it seems that it is not clear what is said.

"I'm not busy, how is your health, I'll see you later. Sister Haixiu said, the voice from the mobile phone, mixed with the sound of music, is about to overshadow Sister Haixiu's voice.

"Sister Haixiu, you find a quiet place, I have something to say to you. I said into my phone and didn't answer Sister Haixiu's question.

"What's the matter?" said Sister Haixiu as she walked. After a minute of waiting, it was quiet.

"Say it. When Sister Haixiu's voice sounded again, there was no sound of music around, but I didn't know if Sister Haixiu was in Xinyue or JK.

"Sister Haixiu, there is an inconspicuous small bar on the street of the hotel where I stayed before, after I went in, I found that it was not simple, you can go and see it when you have time, anyway, I think it is not simple. "I don't know how to express what I see and what I think in my heart, anyway, that's all I can say, I think that after Sister Haixiu went to see it, it must be much greater than my gain.

"I see, how are you doing. "Sister Haixiu still asks me about my body, I hate this question, because this matter is always associated with Ah Feng.

It's been so long, and Ah Feng hasn't called me, it seems that I am really a veritable substitute. It's really uncomfortable in my heart, why can scum be seen everywhere.

When I was not happy, I forgot all the good things before, I didn't know anything, and the more I thought about it, the more angry I became.

"It's okay, okay, let's not talk about it. "I hung up the phone in a hurry, and then turned off the phone directly, I looked through my bag, fortunately I usually have the habit of carrying my ID card and bank card with me, otherwise, I want to go wherever I want, I guess I can't go.

I'm thinking, where else can I go out of here?

I need to earn a living and support my family, instead of just being happy and happy. Lying in bed, the more I think about it, the more I have a headache, and I still don't know where I am going after thinking about it a lot.

I thought, let's look at the train ticket first, no matter where you go, you have to book the train ticket first.

I turned on my phone again, and the city of the starting point was chosen, but the city of the end point was uncertain. I searched for a long time, I didn't know where I was going, and suddenly I wanted to go home.

Going home and telling all the grievances you have suffered outside is something that every injured person needs to do. I thought stupidly, but I told myself in my heart that I couldn't go home.

No matter what happens, you can't just go home like this, show all your helplessness in front of your family, and make them feel uncomfortable with you.

Just when I didn't know where I was going, my phone rang again. This time, it was finally Ah Feng calling, I looked at the two words Ah Feng jumping on the phone, and I was really in the mood to drop the phone.

I just threw the phone on the ground and let it ring, but I didn't think that after the phone fell, it was actually connected.

"Where are you? ”

Oh, where am I, does it matter? Where am I, and why should I tell a man?

I listened to Ah Feng's voice and pretended to be dead on the bed. Whatever, whatever he says, don't show how much you care about me, I'll feel so fake when I hear it.

"Xiaoyou, you speak, where are you?" Ah Feng's voice kept ringing, but the more I listened, the more irritated I became.

"Smack, smack. "I dropped everything on the bedside table, I dropped the glass, and everything I could pick up anyway is now lying on the floor.

"Xiaoyou, what are you doing, where the hell are you?"

Pulling his throat, he said, "Fuck off, where am I going to do something about you, don't fucking be hypocritical here." ”

I have to say that the best way to vent my feelings is to scold, and after scolding a few words, my heart is still uncomfortable. I don't know when I became such a person, I am really unproductive, and I can't even hide my temper and mood.

"You don't figure out anything, you mess around like this, you don't make sense. "Ah Feng has never had a good temper, I scolded him, he said like this, in his opinion, this is already a lot of endurance.

I'm afraid that no one has ever scolded Ah Feng like me, I said the word "roll", Ah Feng hasn't hung up the phone yet, hehe, it's really ridiculous.

Women can't understand when they are vexatious, and what I'm doing now is that I don't even know what I've done. I looked at my phone, and if I hadn't held it tightly, I guess I would have called the window and thrown it out.

"I'm not reasonable, why should I be reasonable, what can make me reasonable, you need to be reasonable, then you go and talk to the person who wants to be reasonable. "Really, I'm about to smash my phone after saying this, but there is nothing in this room, and the only glass that can smash my phone is also smashed by me.

"You bastard. Ah Feng finally opened his mouth to scold me.

"yes, I'm a bastard!So, why are you talking to a bastard!"

"Bang!" The sound of slamming on the wall is so good, it feels so refreshing and comfortable, to hell with it.

The phone fell, I didn't buy the ticket, and after talking to Ah Feng on the phone, my desire to leave here was even stronger. In this world, no one can't live without anyone, isn't it just a man, what's the big deal.

I got up and picked up my bag and left, I couldn't wait any longer, no matter where he went, I would get out of here first.

I went straight to the train station, I didn't even bother to use my mobile phone, anyway, the phone number I wanted to remember had already been memorized, and it didn't matter if I had a mobile phone or not.

Along the way, I was angry, and my anger became more and more irrepressible. I wanted to buy a ticket to Yunnan, but there was no one for today, only tomorrow, so I bought the bus at eight o'clock the next morning.

Then, I directly found a McDonald's nearby, sat in it to pass the time, bored to death, and sat for hours at a time. Look outside, I don't know where I'm going, if I go to the hotel and stay alone, then I'm sure my temper is coming again, and I may even smash myself. So, I didn't dare to go, I really didn't dare to go.

This hellish place, close to the train station, can't even find a bar, I can't buy a few bottles of wine, drink it on the road myself, seriously, I'm still afraid of meeting bad people, after all, I'm a woman, if I really meet bad people, then I'm afraid I don't even have a chance to resist.

Thinking about it, I don't know where I'm going, I thought, along the way, alone, it's better to bring a mobile phone to be safe, if something happens, don't even have the tools to call the police.

"It's so annoying, I'll find trouble for myself. I said something to blame myself, and stood up extremely reluctantly, and went buy a mobile phone to use it as early as possible, as a self-defense.

At this time, the sun has set in the west, walking and walking, my heart is also a lot calmer, in fact, many things that have happened, I have no way to change, I also know that I can do nothing but accept, there is nothing, but when a person, in the extremely reluctant to face the reality, she can only do to escape.

I don't care about anything, so I don't even want to do such a simple thing as suppressing my temper anymore, there are so many rules and regulations in life, and it's already very tiring to freeze people, since I don't even want to face this reality, then, why should I make myself feel uncomfortable.

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