One, two, five, the departure of the heart?

Gu Haiping saw that Shandan's feelings gradually calmed down, and said, "It seems that I came to make you even more sad, I should go back to work." Don't cry anymore, I know it's wrong! I've deleted QQ, and I won't do anything you don't like. Don't worry, I'll ask for your opinion on what to do in the future, okay?"

"Why did it become unreasonable and unreasonable, and the little family was angry? It's obviously your own bad appearance and deeds, but now it's my fault?" Shandan thought to herself, but she still didn't say it.

She is not good at arguing, and she doesn't want to hurt the person she loves the most because of a war of words. She couldn't say anything to the countless justified words that were churning in her chest, and the only thing she could do was to let the tears roll down like beads of broken thread.

But she is by no means a cowardly person, every time she gets angry and sad, she doesn't say a word when she faces Gu Haiping.

She hated that he couldn't understand her intentions and her feelings, and she was even more reluctant to say what she thought, she felt that he should understand, he should be able to understand.

Gu Haiping patted Shandan on the shoulder and walked out dejectedly.

Shandan looked at the back of this man who had given her countless beauty and love with tears in her eyes, her heart couldn't help twitching again and again, the bones in her whole body were spasming numbly, and her heart hurt so much that she couldn't breathe.

She didn't want to see his frustration and frustration, she liked to see his high-spirited face, listen to his babbling words, his pain would bite her heart, and she couldn't bear to let him be sad.

No matter whose fault it was, she didn't want him to be depressed, she didn't want him to lose his fighting spirit, even if she chose to hurt herself and didn't want him to be hurt, but could he understand her thoughts?

Looking at his departing back, Shandan knew that she had once again compromised and surrendered to all the efforts she could not fight.

After work, for the first time, Shandan had the urge not to go home and to escape.

For so many years, she has been running home after work, non-stop, she likes to stay by her husband and children, guard them, and guard the down-to-earth, warm and comfortable happiness.

For the first time, she had the idea of delaying time and not wanting to go home.

She stood up, slowly sorted out the things on the desk, put the medical utensils in order, and then carefully washed her hands with soapboy, she doesn't have to be as busy and nervous as the hospital now, she commutes to and from work step by step every day, although regular and relaxed, but no one can understand the loss and helplessness in her heart.

After nearly 20 years of schooling, is it just in exchange for the job she has now? Where is her value? Family happiness, Gu Haiping's ability to make a difference is what she values the most, but what about now? She is in a predicament of inaction and cannot get out.

But Xiaoyu must be looking forward to her mother coming home again, she walked downstairs to launch her bicycle, and slowly rode on the clean and tree-lined streets of Yongcheng, the breeze blowing, looking at the vibrant trees, flowers and plants on the street, all of them are still so bright and beautiful. Shandan's spirit and affection suddenly improved in such a good situation.

She should be grateful that he was able to fulfill her wish to come to this beautiful place. Life and life are always stumbling like this, maybe she misunderstood him, and she is willing to work hard again to redeem their former beauty.

She passed by the vegetable market and bought a pound of prawns and a pound of snails and half a catty of mustard greens, Xiaoyu likes to eat prawns and snail mustard soup the most, and then fry a fish-flavored shredded pork, and dinner will be solved.

When she returned downstairs, she heard the laughter of Gu Haiping and Xiaoyu coming from the window on the third floor. These two people usually speak loudly, but today they are very loud, and they both heard Xiaoyu say: "Xiaoyu is a good egg, and Dad is a bad egg." I also heard the sound of the two chasing and fighting in the house.

She's angry, he's so bothered to mess with his daughter?

She slowly went upstairs, and when she pushed the door in, Gu Haiping hurriedly came out to greet her, took the dishes in her hand and put them in the kitchen, and offered her courtesy: "Tired, come on, drink some water first." As he spoke, he handed over a glass of cold boiled water.

Shandan also saw Gu Haiping take back all the clothes that had been dried, carefully inspect, sort them out, and fold them one by one.

Because there is a longan tree outside the window, there are a lot of bugs on it in summer and autumn, and in summer it will lay eggs into the folds of clothes, and there are neat rows of 14 eggs in light green, which looks very beautiful. After a few days, the black and white spider-like larvae are born, and the tiny larvae can already secrete stinky body fluids, and the clothes will be smoked by the pungent smell and can no longer be worn, and the whole wardrobe must be ventilated and cleaned.

When they first arrived in Yongcheng, they didn't understand this, so they washed and hung their clothes on the balcony, just took them back and folded them neatly and put them in the closet.

Once, Xiaoyu brought a change of clothes to the kindergarten, and when the teacher helped change the clothes, she found that there were some small black insects crawling on the clothes, and the clothes were very smelly. The teacher was scared half to death, and Xiaoyu went home and told her mother: "There are insects in the clothes, which frightens Teacher Tang!"

Shandan only knew about the bedbug, and he also realized the power of the bedbug: the frightened adult worm will spray a stream of stinky liquid from the anus, burning people's skin, and if they accidentally hurt their eyes, they can even cause blindness.

Since then, every time Shandan comes back from collecting clothes, he has to carefully inspect them one by one, tearing down the rows of beautiful eggs he has found, squeezing out the yolk among them, and strangling the bugs in the follicles.

This is the first time that Shandan came home from work and saw that Gu Haiping was not in the study, but playing with Xiaoyu in the living room, and took back his clothes.

She changed her shoes quietly, and when Xiaoyu saw her mother coming back, she hugged her mother's leg and complained: "Mom, Dad said that Xiaoyu is a bad guy, and Mom said that Xiao Yu is a bad guy?"

"Xiaoyu is a good boy, of course not a bad guy!" Shandan squatted down and kissed Xiaoyu's full forehead and patted Xiaoyu's little face, "Mom is going to make prawns for Xiaoyu to eat, and Xiaoyu plays by herself, okay?" Xiaoyu nodded vigorously with her big eyes with long eyelashes, and ran into the study by herself.

Shandan walked into the kitchen and began to prepare dinner.

Gu Haiping followed behind him: "Don't worry, let's rest for a while, right?" with a flattering face.

"I'm not tired, the shrimp have to be done in time, it's damned in a while. I'm fine, you can get out. Shandan suppressed her sadness and anger, she didn't want to make noise in front of her children, she hoped to give Xiaoyu a quiet, harmonious, relaxed, happy, and loving growth environment.

Gu Haiping listened to Shandan's expressionless words, withdrew curtly, continued to arrange his clothes, and teased Xiaoyu from time to time.

Shandan was cooking while keeping an eye out for movement outside.

Hearing Gu Haiping whisper to Xiao Yu, "Xiao Yu should be good today! Mom is not happy today, Xiao Yu don't make Mom angry." ”

Xiaoyu's immature voice came: "Why is Mom unhappy? Did Dad make Mom angry?"

I didn't hear Gu Haiping's answer.

Looking at Gu Haiping's trembling and sincere expression, Shandan felt very uncomfortable, she couldn't bear to let him be so uneasy and so cautious.

Isn't the relationship between two people about loving each other and being considerate of each other?

Now that he has realized that he has not done a good job, he is trying his best to show that he can't be unforgiving, forget it. She also knew that nothing substantial had happened to them, but it might have been Gu Haiping's curiosity or confusion for a while. It would be nice to just tell him not to do anything like this in the future.

Shandan cooked, Gu Haiping helped bring it out of the kitchen, and actively hugged Xiaoyu to wash his hands and eat. These are usually things that are usually done by Shandan, and she spares no effort to do them well.

Shandan looked at Gu Haiping's cautious and flickering eyes, and said softly: "You don't have to be like this, you know that you haven't done a good job, just do it well in the future." Also, you will wash the bowl for dinner every day. ”

"Okay, okay. In the future, you cook and I'll wash the dishes!" Gu Haiping said ecstatically. He thought that Shandan would have a hard time with him about this! He knew that he had committed Shandan's taboo, and that he had touched her minefield.

Because Shandan has made it clear before that any mistake can be forgiven, but there must be no emotional problems, otherwise she will never give in.

Seeing that Shandan seemed to forgive him, a restless heart finally let go.

"Scared the hell out of me! I thought you were really angry. Gu Haiping looked at Shandan's face that was no longer angry and relaxed, patted his chest and said.

"You can do it yourself, I won't say anything, you just ask your heart beforehand. Don't say that I won't give you a chance and face, you should understand my temper and character. Everyone's back road is left by themselves, not by others. Shandan didn't look up, and she said it calmly. But her heartache is not something Gu Haiping can understand.

Xiaoyu looked at the strange expressions and conversations of her father and mother, she couldn't understand what they were saying, it just wasn't what she usually looked like. She already knows how to read words and feelings, and Dad just said that Mom is unhappy.

Xiaoyu stared at her mother with wide eyes, and then at her father, and saw that her father was motioning for her to kiss her mother.

So Xiaoyu put her oily mouth on her mother's face and kissed it: "Mom, don't be upset, Xiaoyu loves you!"

One sentence almost brought Shandan's tears out again. She kissed Xiaoyu and said, "Mom is not unhappy, Xiaoyu is good! Mom loves Xiaoyu too! Come, are the prawns delicious? Eat more, Xiaoyu will grow up quickly, and Mom will rest assured." ”

Gu Haiping's chopsticks stopped in mid-air, and when he heard Shandan's last sentence, his mind froze! "Don't worry"? Could it be that this matter has not passed at all? Does she want to settle accounts after the autumn? Or did she give up from now on? -- gave up their lifelong agreement?

Shandan didn't look at Gu Haiping anymore, and not making noise didn't mean that she didn't mind or care. She cares very much, she can't stand him except for her to tell other women what is in her heart, and she can't tolerate him and other women to hide secrets from her.

Doesn't this mean that he has broken his original promise and promise?

However, she also knows that she must tolerate this qiē, she hopes that he will not go too far, not touch her bottom line, and she is willing to give him the opportunity and time to dissolve the mustard in her heart.