The days of being tortured by my aunt have finally passed, and in the past four days, I have hardly listened to a single class, and I am holding my stomach and thinking about my thoughts in every class, and I will run to the bathroom cubicle after class, and change sanitary napkins in fear. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

I have almost no contact with Lin Hao, because as soon as I see him, the sweetness of the confession will immediately appear in his head, and compared to now, when I think about him about to leave, I will feel a chill to the bone.

It is worth mentioning that I still dream of the continuous apologies every day, I panicked at the beginning, and then slowly calmed down, and finally I found that the "I'm sorry" in the dream did contain apologies.

So I wasn't scared anymore, I wasn't scared to wake up, I just found the sound annoying.

I slept a little poorly last night, because in the middle of the night I was always woken up by the noise in the hall, and I listened to it in a daze, and then fell asleep again, and so on, I think it must be Lemon catching the house rats, right? Although I have never seen a rat in this house until now.

Today is the weekend, and my aunt is still a little weak, lying in bed, planning to wait until noon to get up.

Originally, Lin Hao would also cook breakfast on weekends, but in the last week or two, he always went out early to play on weekends, and after asking a few of his friends who played basketball, he found out that he was going to find someone to play.

Maybe he didn't want to face me, that's why he was so cold to me.

When I learned the situation, the tacit understanding between the two of us came again, consciously separating the time between going to and from school, and eating without saying a word. Maybe he had guessed that I knew something he wanted to hide from somewhere, so he no longer pretended to be cold, but avoided me as much as possible, smoking in his room every day, and occasionally entering the house, I could smell the thick smell of smoke.

Teasing Lemon in bed, thinking about what's on her mind, playing with your phone, and then going back to sleep in a daze, a morning passed.

Surprisingly, I didn't hear the door open when Lin Hao came back.

No matter how much he avoided me, before lunch and dinner, he would always send a text message when he didn't come home, and now it was twelve o'clock, there was no text message, and there was no sound from Lin Hao in the house.

Pushed away the lemon lying on my stomach, put on slippers and walked out of the bedroom, the hall was still the same as usual, only a little cleaner, maybe the lazy Lin Hao finally remembered that it was not good for me to do hygiene alone, so I did a good job of hygiene before going out to play.

Lin Hao's bedroom door is closed, usually when he goes out, the door is always open, maybe he didn't go out at all, but just like me, he was lying on the bed and didn't want to get up, and he was so lazy that he didn't even want to cook when it was close to lunchtime.

Could it be that you are sick?

I was a little worried about him, but I didn't want to go into his room and face him.

Then I'll try to cook it myself.

Although I'm clumsy, I've watched Lin Hao cook a lot during this time, and I'm confident that I can make a decent lunch, at least the kind I can eat.

But as soon as I walked into the kitchen, I found that the kitchen was clean as if it had not been used, the dishes and chopsticks were neatly stacked in the corner, the induction cooker, the pot, and the rice cooker disappeared without a trace.

Standing in the kitchen, watching all this in a daze, I thought, maybe this is Lin Hao's plan to leave next week, so he has already packed up the things that should be taken away, for fear that he will not be able to tidy it up by then.

Self-comfort is useless, and the panic in my heart breaks through the ground little by little.

Breathing seemed to be stagnating, my chest was uncomfortable, my body began to become weak, my feet were so soft that I could barely support the weight of my body, so I could only use my hands to support the wall and move away from the kitchen little by little.

I want to go to his bedroom.

Maybe I'm just too sensitive, he's just cleaning up in advance, he's just sleeping in the room, maybe he's just going to play basketball and close the door......

I usually walked a distance of more than ten seconds, but I walked for a few minutes, and when I staggered in front of Lin Hao's bedroom, I felt that my body was already cold and had no body temperature.

He can go, but I just hope he can stay for a week longer, I want to celebrate my birthday early next weekend, ask a few classmates to cook a hot pot at home, confess to him that I already know everything, and then tell him that this is not only my early birthday, but also his farewell party.

I can't accept him leaving silently like this, yes, I did estranged myself from him during this time, I did feel cold when I saw him, but I still like him, I still can't bear him to go, as long as he is in this house, as long as he can see him every day, as long as he can eat his cooking, even if it is just for me another week......

Open this door and I'll know if he's gone after all.

Maybe it's just my imagination, he's just sleeping in it.

The wooden door, which was originally lightweight, seemed to weigh a thousand pounds in my hand at this time, and it almost took all my strength to push it open.

It was dim in the end.

The curtains of the windows had been drawn so that no light could let in, there was no quilt on the bed, only a straw mat was laid out in an orderly manner, and the tiled floor was mopped with barely visible dust.

His head was already a mess of porridge, and he walked into the room with his hands on the wall and opened the closet.

Except for the neatly folded hangers, there was not a single item of clothing in sight in the closet.

Looking around the bedroom, it was empty as if no one had ever lived in it.

Lin Hao is gone...... He's gone...... He doesn't want me anymore......

Tears welled up in my eyes, the only strength in my body was gone, my feet were weak, and I fell to the ground weakly.

Keep your eyes open as you look at everything in this room, and let the tears run down your face and fall on the hem of your clothes.

My heart hurts, it hurts......

His brain was blank, and his eyes were wide open, trying to find Lin Hao's figure in this empty room.

No...... There is no ...... here either. Forced to walk to the balcony, there is no ...... here either

My whole body was numb, the organs in my body seemed to have lost their proper function, and the strong feeling of suffocation made me gasp for air, but it was as if I hadn't inhaled a little air, and my brain began to dizzy in the lack of oxygen.

He really doesn't want me anymore......

As soon as a thought came to my mind, I felt a wave of dizziness, and my balance suddenly disappeared, and I fell straight to the ground.

Lin Hao, don't leave me alone......

I like you so much, don't ......

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I'm going to report to the school tomorrow.,Freshman reports.,The update after school may be slowed down.,After all, the transformation essay has to be written by hiding from roommates.,I'll buy a bed curtain as soon as possible.,When the time comes, it should be a lot more convenient to code words on the bed.,Feel sorry for yourself.。

Sorry.