After being reborn, Ann knew that he had barely thought about it.

Her death, as well as Shen Yanru's death.

Especially the latter, for An Zhizhi, it is a forbidden area that almost dare not touch.

Although it may be because of the deaths of the two of them that she has the opportunity to return here and embark on a completely different but different path than before, An Zhizhi does not dare to say that she will be able to change everything, and she is even more reluctant to think deeply about whether she and Shen Yanru can escape the fateful decision when that day comes.

Of course, just because you don't want to think about it doesn't mean you haven't thought about it at all.

It's just that at the beginning, for An Zhixiao, everything now seems to be stolen, and it is already very good, and he doesn't dare to force it anymore. As for what will happen more than ten years later, it is even more impossible to take into account.

Even she once thought that even if it was still only ten years, if she could be with Shen Yanru, she would have no regrets.

Later, there were more and more things in my hands, and I was reluctant to let go of each of them. For An Zhizhi, the only thing she can do is to seize the moment. On the contrary, I didn't dare to think about it more and more, and when the time came, I didn't want to face it.

There are even times when An Zhi will feel in a trance that maybe ...... It didn't happen at all, it was just a false dream that I had had. And what you have now is the truth.

After all, although the memory is still deep, but those years of emperor, panic and loneliness, where can they be compared to half a point now?

When little by little they are replaced by everything they are experiencing now, who can say that those memories that have faded away are what really happened?

But today, when she saw Shen Yanru standing on the stage, when she heard Shen Yanru spit out her name, when everything seemed to coincide with before, but it seemed different everywhere, An Zhizhi suddenly woke up.

Not a dream.

It wasn't a dream, it was all something she had experienced herself, in those memories.

No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't track Shen Yanru's footsteps, so she could only stand at a low place and look up, out of reach.

That kind of deep pain and despair, at this moment, re-enveloped An Zhizhi's body, how could all this be a dream? How can dreams make people so painful, so sad, so powerless.

For a moment, her mind was a little confused, and she couldn't even tell which time and space she was in at the moment.

So it wasn't until he walked on the podium, stood beside Shen Yanru, felt her breath, heard her voice, and made sure that the person in front of him was alive and not an illusion, that An Zhizhi finally affirmed that he was still living in the present.

She is still by Shen Yanru's side, thank God.

Ann's tears rolled out.

For this moment, the two are still together, and for the near future, death may come.

If she hadn't been sensible, she might not have been able to control herself at all. Fortunately, Shen Yanru was by her side, her breath wrapped around her, her voice was gentle and calm, she said, "Don't cry." ”

Don't cry, tears are the weakest thing and are nothing but hurting those who care about you.

When Shen Yanru wiped away her tears, An knew that she had already calmed down her mood at the beginning. She didn't forget that she was still on the podium at the moment, this was a day that she and Shen Yanru were looking forward to, and she had to deal with it with the most perfect attitude.

Seeing that Shen Yanru had appeased An Zhizhi, the host was greatly relieved. She was really a little worried about that just now, for fear that An would accidentally say something that shouldn't be said.

"Although I have heard many times that Mr. Shen has a good relationship with Zhizhi, but now that I see it with my own eyes, it is still better than I thought." The host smiled and joked, "Fortunately, the person who knows about the award is Mr. Shen." ”

There is a lot of fun in these words, and I want to say that if it weren't for Shen Yanru, maybe others wouldn't be able to appease and understand so well.

However, An Zhike does not accept such ridicule. Although the host has no malicious intent, there is still a sense of treating her as an ignorant child who has never seen the world. She is now a diva, and her status in the music world is not low, even if her image is not reliable and stable, it can't be this style of "crying when you don't see your parents".

So An Zhizhi immediately smiled and said, "I can't say that, if it weren't for Mr. Shen as the guest of honor, I wouldn't have cried." ”

"Well, it's all my fault." Shen Yanru laughed at herself helplessly.

Such a witty reaction also made the audience at the scene laugh good-naturedly, covering up the past with An Zhi's previous gaffe.

Then it was time for the normal awarding process.

When An Zhizhi received the trophy from Shen Yanru's hand, he couldn't help but feel a little uneasy.

The obsession from the previous life to this life, she has finally completed it now.

At this moment, An Zhizhi felt that the whole person seemed to be relaxed. It was as if something that had been pressing on her shoulders had finally disappeared, and her whole body suddenly lightened.

Even if there were other things pressing on him, An Zhizhi couldn't help but smile at Shen Yanru.

Next is Ahn Know's acceptance speech.

In fact, Zhou Yu prepared a very thorough speech for her in advance, and An Zhizhi also memorized it. However, at this moment, when she was really standing on the stage, perhaps because of the trance generated by that moment just now, her heart could not settle down for the time being, and An knew that she suddenly didn't want to say those clichés.

She wanted to say something from her heart.

For the Jiji camp in the previous life, he was busy, but in the end he seemed to have gained nothing.

"Actually......" she thought for a moment, holding the microphone, "I'm just an ordinary person." If there are no accidents, maybe like most people in this world, they will grow up, go to school, work, get married, have children, and spend their lives ordinary. That's why I'm here today because of someone who changed my life. ”

"She chose me out of thousands of people, brought me into this circle, and made me who I am now."

"On this path, she is my guide and senior, and she is also the goal and direction I strive for."

Speaking of this, An Zhi smiled, "I think everyone should have guessed that this person is Teacher Shen." Six years ago, when I was just an ordinary junior high school student, it was like a dream to be able to sing on the same stage with a music diva like Mr. Shen. She opened a door for me to another way. ”

"Now I want to say to Mr. Shen, I like music, and I am deeply fascinated by all the scenery on this road. I'm glad I was chosen by her and lived up to her expectations to finally get this trophy. ”

"I would like to dedicate this trophy to Ms. Shen, without her, I would not be where I am today. It was the luckiest thing in my life to be able to meet Mr. Shen. I will continue to work hard and follow her example to explore and move forward on the road of music. ”

"Thank you!"

After finishing speaking, he turned his head and realized that Shen Yanru had not left, but had always stood aside and looked at him.

Her face couldn't help but blush.

What she just said was the result of her careful consideration of every word. Although it sounds a little sensational, there are many more sensational acceptance speeches in the circle, and they are not particularly sensual.

But An Zhizhi, who said this, and Shen Yanru, who listened to these words, were very clear about the content and meaning that were hidden between the lines and were not directly spoken.

Although An Zhizhi may not have replied to Shen Yanru's words on the podium last year, and also made a vague confession in front of the public, and these heartfelt words were indeed meant to be said to Shen Yanru, but at this moment, Shen Yanru was stared at, and An Zhizhi was still like having done something bad and was discovered, and he was weak and shy, and he didn't even dare to raise his head for a while.

Fortunately, at this time, she has gone into the shadows, and there is no longer her figure on the big screen, so that even such an embarrassing performance will be seen by everyone.

And Shen Yanru quickly stepped forward, held her hand, and led her off the stage.

She clung tightly.

The two of them have been together for a long time, no matter how much Shen Yanru hides them, some small habits will still be known by An Xiao.

For example, at this moment, although Shen Yanru still looked serious and his steps were steady, he didn't seem to be affected at all. But Ann knows that she knows that she is afraid that she has used all her strength to suppress herself and not lose her temper.

That's because I heard what I said before.

This realization made Ann know very happy.

She soon found out that Shen Yanru was not going back to her seat when she was pulling her way. The two of them walked through the curtain and turned into the inconspicuous fire staircase in the corner. An Zhi was a little surprised, in her previous life and so many years of experience in participating in the Golden Melody Awards in this life, she had never discovered the existence of this staircase!

The lights in the stairs were dim, and Shen Yanru grabbed An Zhizhi's wrist and walked up in a hurry.

The award ceremony of the Golden Melody Awards was held in the lobby on the first floor of the hotel. On the second floor is the banquet hall, where the dinner party will be held later. Further up is the hotel room, which is used for a temporary rest for the guests attending the award ceremony.

When he reached the third floor, Shen Yanru led An Zhizhi out of the fire staircase, opened a door casually, and pushed people in.

Before An knew how to react, the person had already been pressed on the door panel by Shen Yanru, and her kiss fell the next moment.

The kiss was urgent and searing, with an inexplicable ferocity. Shen Yanru even forgot to pay attention to the dresses and hairstyles of the two people, and her movements were a little out of control.

An knew that he felt like he had opened the valve of gas, and as soon as he was touched by Shen Yanru's fire, it exploded.