75 075 Self-inflicted

Old Madam Xue originally planned to take advantage of Xue Muqing's rest to let Dr. Meng come over to see Master Xue, and let Xue Muqing wait on the side by the way, and then take the opportunity to ask Dr. Meng to take a look at Xue Muqing.

However, it still didn't work out.

Su Yu had already expected it, but there was no surprise, and when she turned around, she asked Old Madam Xue to find Dr. Meng to get a few medicinal diet recipes - in fact, Mama Yao, who was in charge of her meal, already had it, and Su Yu did this more, but the purpose was to let Old Madam Xue know what she had done.

Su Yu didn't want to see Xue Muqing himself, so he only ordered someone to send him to the study every day, but Xue Muqing probably really avoided medical treatment as Mrs. Xue said, although in order not to refute Su Yu's face, although the maid couldn't enter the study, but the things were accepted, but Su Yu asked Yanshu afterwards, and Xue Muqing didn't seem to have touched those foods.

Of course, Xue Muqing didn't come over to say anything about Su Yu because of this-probably, he knew what Su Yu did, just to make some trouble for him.

It is estimated that Xue Muqing is almost angry with himself, and Su Yu also wants to see with his own eyes Xue Muqing's angry but helpless appearance.

Yanshu was not there this time, but the subordinates guarding the door did not stop her again, before Su Yu entered, he deliberately went around to the corner of the wall, and saw that there was no trace of the hosta flower there, so he took something from the maid's hand and went to the study.

Xue Muqing was originally standing in front of the case, I don't know what he was thinking, he came back to his senses when he heard the sound of the door opening, and saw the things in Su Yu's hand, so he hurriedly came over and took it, and then put it aside, pulled Su Yu's hand and saw the red mark pressed out by the food table, rubbed it for her again and said: "Just tell them what you want to do, why bother doing these rough jobs yourself." ”

Su Yu withdrew his hand uncomfortably - he didn't let outsiders into this study, and he didn't go out himself, if she didn't come, where could there be a good show?

Su Yu bypassed him, pushed over the food table that had been deliberately put aside by Xue Muqing before, and opened the lid of the soup cup: "Thinking that you came in and stayed in the study all day, I was afraid that I would be tired, so I specially made you some food to help you replenish your vitality." ”

Xue Muqing glanced at the things in his eyes and opened his eyes: "Ah Yu doesn't need to, I don't have much appetite." ”

Su Yu ignored his refusal and served him a bowl of soup: "I will cook it for you with my own hands, bring it to you with my own hands, and serve it to you with my own handsβ€”β€”"

"You really don't want to?" Su Yu tilted his head: "Or are you not worried about me, afraid that I will poison you in the soup?" ”

"It's nothing," Xue Muqing took a few steps back: "Ah Yu, you can put it first, and I'll use it when it's cool." ”

"Ah Yu......" Xue Muqing hesitated a little: "Ah Yu, if you are fine...... Let's go back first...... I promise you, I'll drink it later. ”

"The weather is getting colder, it's better to drink it while it's hot," Su Yu shook his head, refusing to miss Xue Muqing's embarrassment: "Or do you think I'm here and hinder you?" ”

"That's it," Su Yu put down the things in his hand, "I know that you are not happy to see me." ”

"How so!" Xue Muqing hurriedly said, his throat moving slightly: "Seeing you, I'm overjoyed, it's too late-"

He glanced at the soup cup on the desk: "It's just that if you want to come and see me...... You can come at any time...... Need not...... Don't do much. ”

"So, you just think I'm troublesome," Su Yu pretended to be sad: "Then I'll go." ”

"Ahh Xue Muqing hurriedly pulled her back: "Don't think about it, I didn't mean that." ”

Su Yu glanced at him, and then looked at the soup bowl: "Then why don't you drink the soup I gave you?" ”

Xue Muqing's face was slightly red: "Ah Yu, do you know what kind of soup you sent?" ”

"Of course I know," Su Yu's face was as usual: "I ordered someone to get it, I won't know?" ”

"You know you're still ......" Xue Muqing's face was very uncomfortable: "Ah Yu, do you know what you're doing?" ”

Without waiting for Su Yu to answer, Xue Muqing continued: "Actually, I know...... You do this...... It's not because you care about me...... Rather, it's the same as before...... I think it makes me feel embarrassed...... You just want to see me laugh, I know that. ”

Su Yu's face was a little unbearable, and then he was a little annoyed and angry when he was seen through his heart, and some broken jars simply confessed: "Yes, I just didn't have a good heart, I sent you all kinds of medicinal food, so I either cared about how your body was, or I knew that your body was not good, and deliberately humiliated you!" ”

"I know," Xue Muqing's eyes drooped: "Ah Yu, do you know what you look like like this?" ”

Su Yu turned his head to look at him, didn't speak and waited for him to follow.

Xue Muqing refused to say it, but Su Yu wanted to know, and asked him for a while before Xue Muqing said: "You are like this, like a villain when he was in power." ”

Su Yu was stunned and couldn't help but be angry: "Yes, how about I am a villain?" I just want to see you laugh, I just came to laugh at you on purpose, what's the matter? ”

"It's really difficult for you, and it's not the first day that you know that I'm a villain," Su Yu's face was indignant: "Just like that, you won't want to leave, and I don't know if you're embarrassing me or yourself." ”

Su Yu thought about it, and then he was a little sad and angry: "Do you think I am willing to be this villain?" If he hadn't married him at the beginning, Su Yu believed that he could also be a smooth and gentle person, instead of making himself hateful like now, especially Xue Muqing, who was obviously the culprit who made her become like this, but in the end he was embarrassed to accuse her of being a villain in vain.

"It's okay, I'm not a gentleman," Xue Muqing shook his head lightly: "Ah Yu, no matter what kind of appearance or temperament you have, as long as you are still willing to see me, I am willing." ”

"A, don't be angry," Xue Muqing reached out and took the soup bowl that Su Yu had put aside earlier: "Since you want me to drink it, then I will listen to you." ”

After a pause, he added, "Don't say it's just food supplements...... Even if you do bring me a bowl of β–‘β–‘, as long as you bring it, I will drink it. ”

Su Yu was still angry, hearing him say this, remembering that he had indeed had such a thought, he couldn't help but feel a little weak, seeing that he finished drinking and gave him a serving, Xue Muqing silently let her mess around, Su Yu felt that it was almost over, so he stopped, Su Yu refused to let him go: "How about it, no matter how you make up for it, you still feel that you can't do anything, how does it feel?" ”

Xue Muqing looked a little aggrieved, glanced at Su Yu, angry and funny: "This has to be drunk for many years without half an effect, so that you may have such a mood." ”

Xue Muqing shook his head: "There is nothing wrong with my body, where does the feeling of powerlessness come from?" ”

"You can deceive yourself," Su Yu only thought he was reckless: "Since you think that too few times are not effective, then I will send it to you every day from now on." "Not for a while, sooner or later he will have to experience this frustration.

Xue Muqing looked at her: "Aren't you afraid of being self-defeating?" ”

Su Yu was stunned: "You don't scare me." She felt that he was right, what if she wanted to humiliate him but cured his problem by mistake, Su Yu thought about it in her heart, and in the future, she would remove some useful medicinal materials and leave it in shape.

Xue Muqing stared at her for a long time, sighed and said, "Ah Yu, you better don't do these things." ”

"Although I know that you have bad intentions, but if you keep doing this...... Xue Muqing bowed his head: "I can't guarantee that I won't misunderstand anything." ”

Su Yu glared at him: "What misunderstanding?" ”

Xue Muqing said softly: "I'm afraid I'll misunderstand you, but you really want me to get better...... I would have misunderstood that you were planning to retract the agreement you made with me...... I would be mistaken for ...... You're actually trying to have sex with me. ”

Su Yu's skin is not as thick as Xue Muqing's, hearing him say this, he couldn't help but feel a little hot, and then thought that Xue Muqing's physical condition was not to be afraid at all, and it was just a verbal advantage, so he was naturally not to be outdone: "Maybe you didn't misunderstand." ”

Seeing Xue Muqing looking at her, Su Yu was reluctant to show her timidity, and said stubbornly: "Maybe I really hope for you." Anyway, it's just talking, anyway, she knows that Xue Muqing has no chance to "get better".

Seeing Xue Muqing's ridicule and disbelief, Su Yu simply took a turn of heart, reached out and grabbed Xue Muqing's placket, forcing Xue Muqing to lower his head, Su Yu followed Xue Muqing's appearance and put his lips to him, Xue Muqing was taken aback by her demeanor, and instead of catering to her, he took a few steps back, but retreated to the bookshelf.

Xue Muqing finally "escaped", panting slightly, and his voice was dry: "What do you want to do?" ”

Seeing his appearance of being afraid to avoid it, Su Yu was even more sure that he was not a threat to himself, thinking that he was scared like that by him last time, and now he finally has a chance to win back a city, where is Su Yu willing to let him go, pushing him and letting his back against the bookshelf.

Su Yu wanted to get close to him, Xue Muqing seemed to be very uneasy, his hand took out a book from the shelf, blocked in front of him, separated the two of them, Xue Muqing licked his lips: "Ah Yu, don't mess around." ”

Su Yu felt funny, and now that he and her role seemed to be reversed from the situation when he was drunk that day, Su Yu choked him with his words: "What you said, husband and wife are righteous, are you planning to push me away?" ”

Xue Muqing couldn't hear her provoke him, his eyes became dark, he stared at Su Yu, and his voice was hoarse: "Ah Yu, are you sure this is what you want?" ”

Su Yu nodded indifferently: "You and I are husband and wife, we can't really live without a round house for the rest of our lives, sooner or later there will be a day-"

Xue Muqing finally reached out and grabbed Su Yu's shoulders, and the position of the two was reversed, changing Su Yu's back against the bookshelf, Su Yu was not afraid in his heart, but he just felt that the bookshelf behind him was panicked.

Sensing Su Su's dissatisfaction, Xue Muqing led her inside, it turned out that there was a small bed in the innermost part of the study, Xue Muqing pulled Su Su to sit down, turned his head sideways and kissed her, Su Su when he was going to scare himself again, not to be outdone, Xue Muqing did not make any unnecessary moves, his hands were against the back of Su Su's head in a regular manner, Su Su's body was gradually lowered, the lips and tongues of the two were separated, Xue Muqing's eyes, there were too many things, Su Mu for a moment, almost doubted whether Xue Muqing was hiding something.

However, suspicion is only a momentary thing, no matter what, Su Yu didn't plan to stop, Xue Muqing seemed to be too, seeing that Xue Muqing was about to get close again, he suddenly heard Yan Shu's knock on the door outside: "Young Master, the carriage and horses are ready-"

Xue Muqing ignored it, as if he was planning to continue, and Yan Shu said again: "Young master, are you still inside?" ”

It seemed that he had asked others, knowing that Xue Muqing had never left, and Yanshu's voice continued to sound: "Young Master, if you don't leave, I'm afraid it's too late." ”

Xue Muqing was a little deflated, and reluctantly licked Su Yu's lower lip, then got up and said softly: "If you don't know that Yanshu is a loyal person-"

Su Yu also came back to her senses, she was almost able to laugh at Xue Muqing, but she was interrupted again at the end, and she couldn't help but be a little unhappy: "Oh, loyal? ”

Su Yu couldn't help but think about it - did Xue Muqing expect such a play, afraid that he would lose face in front of Su Yu, so he asked Yanshu to interrupt at a specific moment early in the morning to prevent Su Yu from having a chance.

"I almost forgot about this," Xue Muqing was a little annoyed: "I'm going out today, I may have to come back after a while, I was going to tell someone to talk to you, but you suddenly came to see me, I was happy for a while but forgot,"

He couldn't help but peck lightly on Su Xuan's lips: "Ah Xuan...... You wait for me to come back......"

Su Yu felt inexplicable, what to do when he came back?

Xue Muqing helped her sort out her clothes, and asked Su Yu to help him see if there was anything wrong, and then got up: "Ah Yu, I'll send you out." ”

Su Yu tilted his head to look at him: "Is there anything in your study that I can't look at or touch?" ”

Xue Muqing was stunned, thought about it and shook his head: "No." ”

"Then you can go yourself," Su Yu said softly, "I'm going to look for any books I haven't read." ”

Xue Muqing hesitated a little: "Tell me what book you want to find, and I'll help you find it." ”

"No, I'll find it myself," Su Yu thought for a while: "You said you wanted to bring me some new books that year, but you never saw it." ”

Xue Muqing's face softened: "You still remember this incident." ”

He pulled Su Yu up and took her over, Su Yu pushed him: "You go yourself, I'll look for it slowly-I'm still waiting for you outside." ”

Finally persuaded Xue Muqing to leave, Su Yu stood in the study, and his eyes became cold.

What she's looking for isn't books.

Finally found what he was looking for in Xue Muqing's study, Su Yu took a look, and put the things back in their place for the time being, then went out of the door of the study, hesitated outside the study, and did not go directly back to his small courtyard, but went to Mrs. Xue.

Over the past few days, she has been laying the groundwork long enough, and it is time to test Old Madam Xue again.

Qin Wulang's child was full of moon, Su Yu invited Mrs. Xue to go with him, and when he came back, he deliberately came back in a carriage with Mrs. Xue, but his face was full of sorrow.

Old Madam Xue couldn't help but ask her what was wrong.

Su Yu sighed: "The little nephew of the Qin family looks very cute. ”

Old Madam Xue nodded, but she still didn't understand why Su Yu didn't see joy on her face.

Su Yu thought of Miao Miao in her previous life, and thought of the two children who had nothing to do with her, and couldn't help but have a sour nose: "I want a child too." ”

Old Madam Xue was stunned, her face was a little uncomfortable, she lowered her head and was silent all the way, and only spoke after a long time: "Or...... In some time, let's find a child among our tribe to pass by. ”

Old Madam Xue comforted: "Anyway, you are still young, and you will succeed a younger one...... I'd better be closer to youβ€”"

Su Yu shook his head: "I mean, I want to have a child of my own." ”

"I know, I shouldn't have this kind of thought," Su Yu ignored Old Madam Xue's embarrassed face and cried: "These days, Old Madam, the doctor you found for him, he hasn't seen it once, and he hasn't used the medicinal food I gave him once-"

"I don't know what Xue Muqing means," Su Yu cried to himself: "Even if he has a ...... body If anything is wrong, the doctor should be treated well, no matter what, it should not be such an indifferent attitude. ”

"You all say that Xue Muqing is sincere to me, but I can't see his sincerity," Su Yu cried: "We are husband and wife, this kind of thing should be discussed and undertaken together, but where does Xue Muqing put me like this?" He could not give birth, but he refused to be reconciledβ€”he refused to be reconciled, and he refused to be healed......"

"My body is fine, and it's not me who can't give birth, but I'm worried about his body, but he never cares about it, just blindly evades and prevaricates," Su Yu looked up at Mrs. Xue, with tears in her eyes: "I don't know what I did wrong, Xue Muqing wants to treat me like this, where does he seem to have affection for me...... In fact, you hate me, otherwise why would you want me to bear these ......?"

"The child who passed by, no matter how you say it, is not your own, who knows if it will be born?" Su Yu leaned towards Old Madam Xue and grabbed her arm: "Old Madam, tell me...... What did I do wrong, Xue Muqing wanted to do this to me? ”

Old Madam Xue was startled by Su Zhen and was stunned for a moment, before she patted Su Zhen on the back in hindsight: "Ah Shen, you didn't do anything wrong...... This matter is indeed Qing'er, he is wrong, go back and talk about him. ”

Su Yu was still just crying, and Mrs. Xue was a little at a loss: "Ah Yu, don't be sad, I will definitely help you persuade him when I go back - even if I can't persuade him not to continue dragging you like this, at least I must persuade him to let the doctor take a look, and he can't be so willful...... Don't cry...... How do you ...... I feel very uncomfortable, especially sorry for you. ”