125 hugs

It rained for a long time, and after the second half of the wedding feast, I stood in front of the huge floor-to-ceiling windows, quietly looking out at the gray time, as if wrapped in mist, vaguely exuding a little heavy breath.

Then, the sky cleared up until a rainbow appeared not far away, and a bright spot suddenly appeared in the middle of the lawn, which was still very dazzling even if the sun was not so abundant towards the evening.

I pushed open the door and walked out, and found the place where the light had just been, which should be where the bride and groom had stood when they took their vows, and there was a ring on the dirt in the middle of the grass. The diamond on it is not big, but it is very shiny, and the point of light I just saw should be this ring. I picked it up, originally thought that Song Qing and they accidentally dropped it, but if the ring fell off, it was impossible not to find it, and when the fingertip touched the inside of the ring, I found that it was engraved inside.

y&s

If it weren't for the countless times I had written the combination of these two letters in my journal, I wouldn't have guessed the meaning. Of course, even if I guess so, it may not really be what I think. < Le and Lin Jing chased them out, and I was like a fugitive or a thief who was obsessed with money. And in fact, I just want to take the ring and go to Yu Tian, whether it's self-inflicted or misunderstood, I want to ask him clearly. The day I knew him, even if he really wanted to be with Cheng Jiajia, he wouldn't deliberately let me see them go to the café, and he wouldn't give me a word. < le shouted, "Help me find Yu Tian." ”

Then I got into a taxi that had been waiting outside the resort for a long time.

At that time, I was at a loss, N City is not big, but I am actually the first time to come here, and I don't know how to find Yu Tian, who I haven't contacted for a long time. Yu Tian's car has been parked in the underground garage of the apartment, so he may have come by long-distance bus, I asked the driver to take me to the bus station, Yu Tian went to look for le yesterday, so if he comes, he must be back there. I was nervous all the way until the car stopped outside the coach station, and I hurriedly gave the driver the money and ran in, holding the ring in my hand all the time.

When I arrived at the platform, I found the bus from N city back to Beijing, it was just the departure time, I searched for a long time in it to find the bus, which was already full of people, and the car was about to start.

I shouted below, and the driver just shouted at me that there was no place for me and was ready to drive.

Just as I was giving up and preparing to leave, I saw Yu Tian inside, he was sitting by the window, his face turned sideways, and when he saw me, he suddenly frowned and turned his face away. I just remembered to raise the ring on my hand, but the windows were closed, and the surrounding environment was noisy, so he might not be able to hear me. I shouted his name and ran after him.

In fact, there are a lot of such scenes in the movie, chasing and chasing and falling to the ground, and then the other person will run down in frustration, and then the two hug.

But in fact, I didn't fall to the ground, and the car never stopped.

It was already 6 o'clock in the afternoon, and the people at the station told me that it was the last train back to Beijing today, and I didn't have enough money to take a taxi to catch up, and my mobile phone just ran out of battery.

As soon as I walked out of the station, I sat on the steps outside, and it was cloudy again, as if it was going to rain at any moment. I kept thinking about Yu Tian, and finally took out the ring and held it tightly in the palm of my hand.

Darkness was a quick process, and the rainstorm came at the same time, but in the winter, I was wearing only a bridesmaid dress. I hid under the eaves of the house, the city was lit up in the distance, and the speckled neon lights blurred my vision, and for a moment, I felt as if I had seen the rest of the day.

So, I couldn't help crying.

While crying, I shouted Yu Tian's name until I felt a hand pressing my head hard, and I was pressed into an embrace that was not warm, uncomfortable, and hard. Fortunately, it was my familiar smell, and I squinted, "Yu Tian, you're finally back." ”

Yu Tian looked down at me, then took off his coat and wrapped it around me, put his arm around my shoulders and got into the taxi next to me.

He directly reported the name of the resort, and I heard the name of another hotel with the driver.

Yu Tian turned his face to look at me with a puzzled expression.

I said to the driver, "Listen to me. ”

Yu Tian didn't say anything.

Ten minutes later, the car stopped in front of the hotel, and I kept holding Yu Tian's hand, as if I was afraid that he would run away. I hesitated when I opened the house, if Yu Tian is really going to marry Cheng Jiajia, then what am I doing now.

Fortunately, Yu Tian didn't say anything, and he didn't show anything abnormal, because I didn't bring my ID card, so he could only open one room. After entering the room, my first action was to hug Yu Tian, just outside, this action is really embarrassing, but I really want to hug Yu Tian. I don't know how long it's been since I've hugged him, and I'm not sure if I'm still qualified to hug him in the future.

Yu Tian was hugged by me for a while, but with a gentle sigh, he pushed my shoulders away and stared at the word bridesmaid hanging on my chest for a while.

"You're a bridesmaid?"

I looked at Yu Tian, and then nodded quickly.

Yu Tian smiled, just for a moment, and his expression dimmed again.

"Yu Tian, what's wrong with you?" I could tell he wasn't looking good, and I could feel that he was much thinner than before when I hugged him twice.

"It's okay, you go take a shower first."

I stood still, even though my skirt had just been soaked with a little rain, and I was really chilling all over.

"Go ahead, I'm not leaving."

"Really?"

"I don't lie to you."

I thought about it, but I still didn't want to, and I kept my hands around his waist.

Yu Tian sighed, "What about the mobile phone?" ”

I let go of my hand, opened my pouch and handed him my phone.

"Out of power?"

"Hmm."

Yu Tian asked, "Why are you still so confused?" ”

I was about to retort, but suddenly I remembered something, "You just called me?" ”

Yu Tian didn't speak, which was a tacit acquiescence. He used the phone in the guest room to call for a charger, charged my phone, and then handed me all the cash and mobile phone documents he had on him.

"Don't worry about me leaving now? Go ahead, I'll wash it later. ”

I looked at Yu Tian's wet appearance, and finally compromised.

My clothes were already wet, so I went out and changed into a hotel bathrobe and went to the shower for the rest of the day. I sat on the edge of the bed, turned on my phone, and there were a few missed calls that were asked, "Sixi, where are you?" ”

I hesitated for a moment, not knowing whether to say that I was with Yu Tian, after all, our current situation is easy to misunderstand, but in the end, I confessed. < le seemed to be a little relieved when he heard it, but soon, his tone became serious again, "Si Xi, I have something to tell you, you have to be mentally prepared, it's about Yu Tian." ”

"Okay."

Actually, he will not marry Cheng Jiajia, the two of them have nothing to do with each other, and the child is not Yu Tian, but her and her previous boyfriend. The reason why Yu Tian wants to be separated from you is because he was diagnosed with kidney disease two years ago. When I came to my house yesterday, I saw that his face was very bad, and I didn't tell you for fear that you would be worried, and then I contacted one of our former classmates and found out about his illness. He has been receiving treatment for the past two years, but because his condition has not improved, he will hide it from you, his current condition is very bad, and you may be the only way to persuade him to actively accept treatment. < Le didn't say much, but I could already imagine the seriousness of Yu Tian's condition, and what he meant in the end, Yu Tian had given up now?

As soon as he hung up the phone, Yu Tian had already come out of the bathroom, and he was wiping his wet hair with a towel.

I walked over with a smile and took the towel from his hand.

"You sit down, I'll wipe it for you."

Yu Tian looked at me and was a little surprised.

"Sit down." I repeated, pressing his bare shoulders from his bathrobe, the residual warmth of the moisture was still on it, much warmer than it had been before.

Yu Tian sat down in front of me, I gently wiped his hair with a towel, and then carefully wiped the water droplets that fell on his face, and looked at his face carefully and seriously by the way.

I swallowed the tears that flowed down my throat with all my might, and suddenly wrapped my arms around Yu Tian's neck and pressed my face against him, "I miss you so much." ”

Yu Tian tried to push me, but this time I had to be more serious, more proactive, and more reluctant to refuse than before. I don't want to give up on what has already been decided.

When I untied his bathrobe, he reacted and pushed me harder, but I hugged him harder, and at the same time ripped off my bathrobe, my body was close together, I kissed him desperately, every time it hurt my heart, I don't know if it was his or my tears flowed down, and the spread of the mouth became a pool of bitterness.

"That's enough." Yu Tian turned his face sideways and whispered.

"Not enough."

I pushed him hard, the expression on Yu Tian's face was very distorted, I knew what it was, but my heart relaxed a little, I reached out and turned off the lamp, and the room that was originally just dim completely melted into the darkness.

I bit Yu Tian's lip and said, "I'm going to have a baby with you." ”

I heard a low voice from Yu Tian's throat, he was still stopping me, and I didn't have much experience in doing x, if he didn't agree to me, it would be impossible for me to succeed, so I had to kiss him awkwardly, from the cheek to the neck, a little by little. My hand touched the hottest part of his body.

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