Yu Tian pushed me a few more times, but his current weak resistance was really insignificant to me, who was determined to win.

I continued to gnaw on him, from my collarbone to my chest, and I was a little embarrassed when I touched those two points, my cheeks burned quickly, and then I heard Yu Tian whisper, "Silly." ”

I looked up and looked at him, not wanting to give in at all.

Yu Tian lowered his eyes and looked at me, his gaze was a little confused, "Do you know how to have a child?" ”

obviously looks very rational, but it is also quietly dyed with some ** colors. I gently bumped him with my elbow to punish him for his disdain, and continued with the movements that I didn't have a good hand on. When I clearly felt the change in him, I raised my head again, looking at him suspiciously and wanting to ask for help, but Yu Tian still looked at me like that, and from his hot gaze, I saw my own small shadow.

Spelled.

I hooked his neck, lifted my body slightly, found that point, and sat down hard.

Hiss - Yu Tian and I spoke at the same time, obviously the expression on his face was more painful than mine, and although I was a little painful, I also had a sense of satisfaction after succeeding, and I lazily lay in his arms, never wanting to move again.

Yu Tian rubbed his forehead and looked at me helplessly, the corners of his eyes were obviously wet, "This is the end?" ”

I raised my eyes and muttered, "I'm tired." ”

Yu Tian squinted his eyes and supported me to move a few times, while I opened my mouth and looked at his rapidly rolling Adam's apple in a daze.

There was a great, destructive sense of fullness that came from somewhere in my body directly to my heart and brain.

Yu Tian smiled and turned over to change his position.

I swallowed my saliva and looked at him with wide eyes, I guess that he looked like a nymphomaniac.

"It's too late to regret it now," he said. ”

Towards the end, Yu Tian wanted to withdraw, but I suddenly lifted my body and reached out to wrap my arms around his waist. Yu Tian frowned. I knew what he was thinking, and casually said, "I'm safe." Even if Yu Tian didn't believe it, he didn't have time to make the next moves.

I exhaled hard, and it was finally over.

I curled up my feet, wrapped my hands around his waist, and felt his collarbone with my cheek. Yu Tian suppressed and whispered, "Don't move." ”

"Then you're not hiding from me?"

"Si Xi ......"

"Are we reconciled?"

Yu Tian didn't speak, pulled away my hand and turned his back to lie down to me, I looked at him quietly, tears flowed all night.

When I woke up the next day, Yu Tian was still there. But he was still facing away from me, and I reached over and touched his face.

Yu Tian woke up, he moved, but he refused to turn around.

The warm air in the room was very high, I lifted the quilt a little, Yu Tian probably felt it, then turned around and stared at me, and then put the quilt back on, but Yu Guang saw the traces on my body, he rubbed his eyebrows and said, "Get up, I'll send you back." ”

"No, you don't."

"Obedient." Yu Tian persuaded again.

I lifted the quilt and sat up directly, Yu Tian turned his face sideways to not look at me, and I walked around to him again.

"I'll accompany you to the hospital."

Yu Tianleng paused, then looked up at me, "You know?" ”

I pursed my lips, hid all the worries in my heart, and deliberately pretended to be very open, "Yes, otherwise how could I have let you go once yesterday." ”

Yu Tian was a little angry, "Don't talk nonsense. ”

"I'm not talking nonsense, I know about you and Cheng Jiajia, and I also know about your illness. Can you not hide it from me in the future, have you ever thought that I never thought of giving up on you, if one day I knew what happened to you...... Have you thought about it? ”

I couldn't say anything else, and Yu Tian always frowned at me. It was a long time before he reached out and took me into his arms. Sighing softly, "What am I going to do?" ”

"No matter what, we're all in this together."

I reached out and took out the ring that I had tucked under the pillow and handed it to Yu Tian.

"Okay."

Yu Tian took my finger and put the ring on my ring finger with his own hands. "Actually, I'm betting that you'll see the ring, and if you see it, will you come to me."

After getting a satisfactory answer, I was finally in a better mood, I leaned my head and kissed Yu Tian's face, he was stunned, kissed me directly, and the action became active.

We lay in the hotel for a while longer and didn't leave until the afternoon. The sun was very abundant at this time, and I squinted my eyes, and Yu Tian put his arm around my shoulders to help me cover the light. I was wearing the clothes he bought before, and it looked a little dirty, but the people around me were handsome at all times, and I don't know if the combination between me and Yu Tian would be curious by passers-by.

And I thought about it, and admired intently the bridge of his nose, the skin that was almost transparent in the sun, and the boy whose memory was a little dark was gone.

"You're so handsome."

Yu Tian moved his gaze to my face, "So what?" ”

I reached out and grabbed a handful of his chest, and said very scoundrelly, "I won't let you go until you're well." ”

"Okay."

Yu Tian replied like this, I don't know if it was comfort or perfunctory, but his eyes were a little lonely, which made me feel distressed.

We went back to the resort together, and when I got to the door, I turned on my phone, which I had deliberately turned off, and there were a lot of text messages and phone calls in an instant. I called back and asked them to meet at the cafeteria in the resort, but Junzi and Le didn't say anything, Lin actually smiled restlessly when the monkey saw us, and looked at me and Yu Tian with a very knowing look, as well as the ring on my finger.

In fact, I haven't had such an opportunity for a long time, we got together, I can enjoy Yu Tian's meticulous care, and finally be able to take care of him as well as he did for me, I chose the food that Yu Tian could eat, and then everything was ready, if it wasn't for Lin Jing's expression was too exaggerated, I guess I would have fed Yu Tian with my own hands.

Yu Tian always looked at me gently, and finally held my hand under everyone's gaze.

"When my illness is cured, I will marry Sixi."

I was a little surprised, I hadn't discussed this matter with me for a few days, but as he thought, it was impossible for me to refuse, and even regarded it as an unexpected surprise. < le smiled, patted Yu Tian on the shoulder, and turned his face to say to them, "I'll tell you later." ”

I really haven't been so happy and satisfied for too long.

We left the resort two days later and returned to his classmate's hospital for the rest of the day, where he was in much better spirits, but the results were still not optimistic.

A month, two months at most, if there is no suitable kidney source, that kind of result is unimaginable for none of us. And the kidney donation is not as simple as we think, not the direct blood relatives match the chance is very small, even if matched, ** donation requirements are many. Everyone we knew went for a test, and none of them matched. Dr. Chen, a classmate of < Le, said, "What about your brother? ”

Brother? I thought about it for a long time, and finally determined that Yu Tian did have a cousin. However, Yu Tian disagreed, "I don't want him to take risks." ”

"What's the risk? Is your life so worthless? Besides, their family owes you in the first place. “

"Don't talk about it." < went to Dr. Chen together, but he was tight-lipped about Yu Tian's affairs, "Since he doesn't want to say it, I won't tell you." In fact, Yu Tian's situation is much better now, at least he has the sense of survival again, but it is still a little worse. ”

"Still a little close?"

"It is impossible to donate an organ in his body without any harm to the body, he is used to helping others."

"I understand, I'll find a way to persuade him."

"That's good."

In the next few days, I have been with Yu Tian, the so-called treatment is actually just a continuation of life, his face is getting worse and worse, the condition is getting worse and worse, only a little more than a week back in the hospital, he can hardly get out of bed, a few days ago, he will hug me, and occasionally hide in the quilt with me at night to kiss.

I lowered my head and looked at Yu Tian, whose face was like ashes, and the sparkle in his eyes gradually faded.

Yu Tian's cousin still came to the hospital, and even if Yu Tian disagreed, he went for an examination, but unfortunately the result did not match Yu Tian.

It seems that the last bit of hope has been lost.

Yu Tian was not disappointed, maybe he had experienced too many disappointments, and one day, he suddenly told me that he had no regrets about being with me in the last period. After listening to him say that, I suddenly burst into tears, I haven't cried so hard for a long time, I cried while holding his quilt hard, my palms were red, and Yu Tian helplessly wanted to comfort me.

In the end, my earth-shattering cry attracted all the doctors and nurses on duty.

I sat down on the ground as if I had been drained of my soul. I shook my head at them and said I was fine.

After they left, I lifted the quilt and lay down next to him, I leaned over and put my arms around his neck, he looked so fragile that I didn't dare to hold him too hard.

I sniffed and wiped the tears away with the back of my hand before burying my face in his arms.

"Yu Tian, I can't promise you if you ...... I can't guarantee that I'll be able to live a good life if that's the case. ”

After saying that, I raised my head and kissed him lightly on his dry lips, "I'm still useless like that, am I?" ”

We hugged each other and slept together, and the next morning I woke up early, and the warm air in the hospital was not so sufficient, so Yu Tian's body was always cold and cold, and many times I had to put my hand on his heart, and feel his weak heartbeat to rest assured.

But this time, I touched it for a long time before I called out his name.

Doctors and nurses arrived quickly, and then Yu Tian was pushed into the emergency room, and Lin Jing and they also rushed over. The surgery didn't take long, but my eyes suddenly went blank before the red light went out.

When I woke up again, I was lying in the hospital room myself, and Junko was by my side.

I turned my face sideways, "What about them?" What about Yu Tian? How is Yu Tian? ”

Junzi helped me cover the quilt, "Yu Tian is fine, but he is still in the intensive care unit." ”

"I'll go see him." I sat up jerkily, and I felt like the world was spinning again.

"You lie down first."

The expression on Junko's face was complicated, and she sighed and said, "Sixi, you're pregnant." ”

"I'm pregnant?"

"Yes." Junko looked at me, "What are you going to do?" ”

"I'll tell Yu Tian."

"But if he ......"

"There are no ifs. When Yu Tian left the ring there that day, he made a bet with himself, and I also bet that with this child, Yu Tian would be fine. ”

Actually, I was just comforting myself with this sentence, but it seemed that I really felt a lot better, I drank a glass of water, and then tidied myself up in the mirror and asked Junzi to accompany me to see Yu Tian.

Yu Tian was lying in the intensive care unit with an oxygen mask on his face.

I took a deep breath, feeling like I was choking, and pushed the door open and walked in.

Yu Tian was still asleep, and I took his hand and put it on my stomach.

"You're not kidding, I won't, now I'm going to give you a baby."

As if sensing it, his eyelids moved, and he slowly opened his eyes, only to find the oxygen mask when he wanted to speak. He breathed heavily, and a white mist rose from the oxygen mask, blurry, and I seemed to see the corners of his mouth rise slightly.

"You're not going to let me raise my own children, are you? I'm afraid I won't be able to teach well. ”

Yu Tian nodded, the amplitude was very small, I still saw it.

After that day, Yu Tian has been living in the intensive care unit, even if the oxygen mask is removed, he is still connected to many large and small instruments, and I can't see the symbols and numbers on it, every fluctuation is enough for me to be terrified for a long time.

Yu Tian had a long mouth, and his voice was very low, and I leaned over to hear him say, "Be obedient, take care of yourself, and I won't give up." ”

"Okay."

Miracles may be real, and a week after Yu Tian's last heart failure, Dr. Chan came with a consent form for surgery.

He squatted next to Yu Tian, "Let your wife sign it, wait for your operation, and find a suitable kidney source." But you have to behave, and I'm not responsible if you scare her to death when the time comes. ”

Yu Tian tried to read the words on the paper, but Dr. Chen handed me the consent form for surgery.

I looked closely, and there was a list of potentially dangerous situations that could arise.

"Why didn't you tell us in advance?"

"You'll find out later. The main knife is my teacher, don't be afraid, don't believe you ask him. ”

I turned my face, and sure enough, Yu Tian nodded at me. I took the pen and signed my name.

Once again, I stayed outside the door of the operating room, this time I didn't let myself be so unlucky, and the whole operation lasted more than four hours. Yu Tian's face was paler than before when he was pushed out, but both the surgeon and Dr. Chen said that the operation was successful, and he was hospitalized for a month for observation, and he could be discharged if there was no rejection.

Of course, I have always been by Yu Tian's side this month, watching his body recover little by little every day, his face gradually improved, and his spirit improved a lot, and he even asked Lin Jing to bring a computer, and also checked a lot of wedding information to show me.

"When I'm discharged from the hospital, we'll get married."

I was a little embarrassed, "I didn't promise you." ”

Yu Tian smiled, he hadn't laughed like this for a long time, and he looked confident, "If you have a big belly, you won't look good in a wedding dress, anyway, I don't care, I've seen you look ugly." ”

"You!"

Fortunately, we really got married a month later, and the pomp and circumstance of the wedding was not very big, because the time was too urgent, just in the church, but the wedding dress was prepared by Yu Tian a long time ago, and it was only when he told me the apartment password that I went in and found that the new password of the apartment was actually my birthday, but the sun, moon and year were swapped, and Yu Tian had a little more reason to laugh at my stupidity.

The wedding day was a good sunny day, Yu Tian recovered quickly after the operation, and there was no rejection at all, Si Datong also came back from Japan in advance, insisted on ordering himself a set of tuxedos and led me by the hand into the church.

At that time, I was really nervous, at the end of the red carpet, Yu Tian smiled, turned his face to look at me, under the sun, I believe it was the best smile I have ever seen.

***

It's been three years since I returned to T City again, and the sunshine and street scene have not changed much, and I can't even find much difference from more than ten years ago.

I leaned on Yu Tian's shoulder, "How many years have we known each other?" ”

"Thirteen years."

"You're old."

Yu Tian pinched my face, and the two little ones in the crib immediately protested, and he had to lean down again to comfort the two of them.

I have known Yu Tian for thirteen years, and it seems that when I close my eyes, he is still the boy standing under the basket, and when I laugh, he still has two rows of neat teeth, and I still have short hair, cover his mouth and say don't move, I'm going to catch the car thief.

Maybe because I have experienced too much before, after getting married, Yu Tian and I extended the honeymoon schedule that was originally only one week indefinitely, we have been to many places in the past three years, the only thing that remains unchanged is that this time we are really always by each other's side, even if we miss too much, as long as we believe that we will be together in the future, it should be the best.

We are going to stay in the hotel at night, the apartment for the rest of the day has not been lived in for a long time, and now I am afraid that it will take a long time to clean. When I got into the taxi, I said a different address.

"How ......"

I smiled and hugged my daughter, "Go back to your house." ”

Yu Tian didn't speak.

"Are you going to bully me?"

“……”

"I've discussed it with Xiaosa."

Xiaosa is Yu Tian's cousin, to be exact, he is Yu Tian's biological brother. It was also after Yu Tian's recovery from surgery three years ago that I learned about Yu Tian's life experience.

Yu Tian didn't say anything more, and then followed my meaning.

That day, I sat with Yu Tian's relatives for the first time, and I was a little cramped, but Yu Tian was not uncomfortable in front of them, but his face was not good-looking from beginning to end, and several times I wanted to say something but Yu Tian's mother stopped me.

After dinner, Yu Tian's parents and I looked at the two little ones who were already asleep in the crib.

"Their names are Yu Huan and Yu Xiao."

One is a son and the other is a daughter.

Like all the elders, Yu Tian's mother also turned out the old photo album, there are not many photos of Yu Tian on it, but if you look closely, he still looks very cute when he was a child.

Maybe because I just returned to China, the two little guys still have a time difference, and when it was time to go to sleep, my spirits suddenly improved, Yu Tian and Tong Xiaosa went out, I couldn't cope with it alone, but fortunately Yu Tian's mother helped me take care of it, but when the child fell asleep, she also fell asleep on the edge of the table.

Yu Tian came in at this time, and when he saw her back frowning, he sighed deeply, and still took off his coat and draped it on her body.

"Going out for a walk?"

"Hmm."

I nodded and put my hand in Yu Tian's palm.

It was already past twelve o'clock, and the night market in the snack street was still very lively, and we held hands and walked through the crowd.

When I was about to get to the crowded place, Yu Tian suddenly pulled me aside and bent over.

"Come up."

"Huh?"

"Carry you."

I hesitated for a long time, and finally Yu Tianyi pulled me, I didn't stand firm, but obediently walked behind him and let him carry me. I turned my cheek and kissed her.

"Yu Tian, do you know everything?"

"Huh?"

"Your mother's business, that's when the operation was in the first place......"

"yes, I know."

"You can't forgive them yet?"

Yu Tian asked, "What do you say?" ”

"I guess you've forgiven them."

"I've grown so big, I've never tried to call Mom and Dad, maybe I can't adapt to it."

"I'll be with you."

"Okay?"

"Retractor."

I stretched out my little finger and hooked it with Yu Tian.

"How long will you stay with you?"

"One life, two lives, three lives...... Life after life. ”

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