146. Is it Qin Yang

This secret exploded like a bomb in He's mother's heart, together with the words He Jin yelled at He's father back then, He's mother also heard it for the first time, she couldn't imagine that her well-behaved and obedient son would have such a violent side, just like running away from home after being thrown off his helmet, which made people uneasy.

“…… I also want to find a better girl, to be together plainly, to start a family early, and make you happy, but why is it so difficult......" This sentence once again floated in He Mu's mind, and she suddenly understood why He Jin went to drink, why he was so miserable, because he didn't like women at all!

She was so anxious that she stood up immediately and wanted to knock on He Jin's door!

"Parsley!" Father He grabbed her and clasped her hand stiffly, "What are you going to do, didn't you promise me to be calm?" ”

He Mu said excitedly: "I'm going to pull him up and ask him well!" ”

Father He was also very excited, but probably afraid of arguing with He Jin, he tried his best to suppress his voice: "What do you want to ask, the matter has passed, you also saw what he looked like just now, do you have to talk to him at such a time?" ”

He Mu trembled, yes, it's been three years since the incident, He Jin broke off the relationship with that person, returned to them, and obediently went on a blind date, he couldn't find fault with what he had done in the past three years, what could she ask? !

But why is this happening, why are both of them like this, and is their He family cursed!

He Mu covered her face in collapse and cried with a whimper: "What kind of sin have I created, why did I ...... like this?"

Father He hugged her tightly, sighed deeply, and his eyes reddened.

If He Jin found out that he likes men, she might have asked him to change it like crazy, but it has been three years since the incident, He Jin is not unchangeable, he also wants to change! What he has done in the past three years is the best proof of this, but he can't change it, and this is the source of his pain.

He Mu leaned on He Father's arms and cried breathlessly, He Jin's approach was more powerful than the shock given to He Mu by direct confrontation, and it also showed that the reality could not be reversed, this feeling of death was too desperate.

"You say, do we He Jin still remember that man?" He Mu asked suddenly.

Father He lowered his eyes and said with a worried face: "I just asked him about this a few days ago, and he didn't seem to want to talk to me about this person at first, and then he said a few words. ”

He Mu asked nervously, "What did he say?" ”

Father He raised his eyes to look at Mother He and said, "He said that person was very good to him." ”

He Mu choked, tears welled up again, and she shook her head unwillingly and murmured: "Even if he can't change it, I can't let him be with a man and be poked in the backbone for a lifetime......"

Father He frowned: "Even if he will not be happy with a woman for the rest of his life, you have to force him like this?" ”

He Mu: "Then what can I do?" We're doing this for his good! ”

Father He: "Is this really for his good, or is it just for you that good?" I also told you just now, what did He Jin say to me when he quarreled with me three years ago, he said that we didn't understand him at all, and we never cared about what he wanted and didn't want, this is the truth, after so many years, have you asked him what he likes? If it weren't for the fact that you were sick at the time, and you have this attitude, he wouldn't have planned to come back at all! ”

He Mu interrupted him with red eyes, and said excitedly: "Then do you agree with him to find a man to live!" ”

Father He was stunned with his mouth open, he was obviously against it, this kind of unethical relationship was unacceptable to people of his generation, but he didn't seem to realize that he was already on his son's side and was helping his son speak......

Father He was stunned for a long time, and said softly: "Biqin, we are all people who have entered the coffin on one leg, we can't control He Jin for the rest of our lives, and we can't accompany him for the rest of his life," Father He wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and said, "I just want him to ...... Choose your own happiness. ”

He Mu's lips twitched twice, and suddenly she lost her strength, and only silent sobs remained in the entire living room.

He Jin didn't know what his parents were saying outside, he lay groggy all morning, hungover and indulgence, there were wounds on his lower body, and sure enough, he had a fever again. Near noon, he vaguely heard his mother telling him to eat lunch, He Jin had more than enough strength to do it, and his body was so sore that he couldn't get up at all.

Mother He concealed her affection, pushed the door in, and was about to count him, when she saw her son's face, she hurriedly put her hand on his forehead, and said in a panic: "Why is it so hot!" You've got a fever! ”

He Mu wanted to pull He Jin up to go to the hospital to hang the saline, He Jin thought of the marks on his body, afraid that he would be seen by the doctor when he went to the hospital, and refused in a hoarse voice: "No, I won't go, just take some medicine." ”

Looking at such a fragile son, Mother He was worried for a while, and she couldn't harden her heart anymore, and her doubts, prejudices, and all negative feelings about "her son may be gay" were suppressed at this moment.

"That mother will find you some antipyretics, hey, you kid ......" He Mu went to get the thermometer with red eyes, measured the temperature, fed him antipyretics, and saw that He Jin was sweating, and He Mu went to stir a hot towel to wipe He Jin.

Unexpectedly, as soon as He Mu came over, He Jin was so frightened that he shrank straight into the quilt, with a fever, and his mind was a little confused, and he said in horror: "Don't, don't touch me!" ”

Mother He was stunned, she couldn't think that He Jin was afraid of being seen before she resisted her, she lacked understanding of "homosexuality", and only thought that He Jin subconsciously didn't like to be touched by women.

"Mom, I'll ...... it myself" He Jin reacted, and snatched the towel from He Mu's hand guiltily and embarrassedly.

This sentence further verified He Mu's conjecture, and her heart was broken...... yes, it's not a seven- or eight-year-old kid after all.

“…… Mom will make you some porridge. He Mu walked out with rare thoughtfulness, and as soon as she walked out of the room, her eyes were moist again.

He Jin buttoned his pajamas tightly, ate some porridge at noon, couldn't sleep in the afternoon, repeatedly recalled what happened last night, and completely drank the fragments, only remembering that they seemed to have a few conversations, and that person's voice seemed to be very similar to Qin Yang...... But "I hope that person is Qin Yang" is just his luck psychology, what if it is not?

Thinking of what happened to He Lin, He Jin suddenly felt cold all over his body, and he couldn't care about the pain, so he sat up from the bed all of a sudden, he had wounds on his body, and there was blood......

He Jin flipped through the text message interface in the bracelet, and the unfamiliar number didn't send a message except for "have a good rest".

typed three words, "Who are you", He Jin hesitated for a full minute before gritting his teeth and sending out.

didn't wait for a reply, He Jin went online again to search for the hotel where Qin Yang stayed in Q City last night, but he couldn't find it, too, the information of the hotel where the star stayed was confidential, otherwise some fans would have come to block it!

He Jin was about to call Guò to inquire about his professional relationship, when the bracelet suddenly vibrate.

Strange number: "...... You tell me? ”

He Jin: "......"

Qin Yang was so angry that he was about to grit his teeth, he did it so many times last night, and he was fed the sobering medicine, this guy didn't even know who the person who slept with him was! Did he think he was being taken by another man? Are you teasing me!?

He Jin is still figuring out the meaning of this sentence "What do you say", the other party will ask this sentence rhetorically, he must think that he knows him, is it really Qin Yang?

But he didn't dare to ask the other party directly if it was Qin Yang, if not, wouldn't it expose the relationship between him and the big star?

He Jin thought for a moment and hit the other party's initials: "QY? ”

When Qin Yang received this text message, the muscles on his face were finally no longer tense, but he still had a gloomy face, and he couldn't wait to make a phone call directly to ask He Jin if he was last night.

"Mr. Qin! It's time to go into the studio, get ready! Not far away, there was a greeting from the staff, Qin Yang exited the interface, took off the bracelet and put it in his pocket.

He Jin didn't wait for a reply, he repeatedly opened and closed the bracelet, and he was anxious all afternoon.

It wasn't until the evening that He Jin retreated a little bit, got up and went to the living room to have dinner with his parents, the bracelet suddenly vibrate, he stiffened, ate two mouthfuls of food, and then pretended to read the text message calmly.

Strange number: "Just busy at work." ”

He Jin's heart was hot, although the other party did not admit it positively, but he did not deny it either, so he could basically confirm it.

The heart that had been nervous for a long time was miraculously cured because of the other party's simple "itinerary report", but after confirming the truth, He Jin became more and more worried - how did Qin Yang know that he was in the bar? And take him back to the hotel to do that kind of thing? Hasn't he forgotten himself?

He Jin's heart was beating wildly, and he hurriedly took two mouthfuls of food, then got up and said, "Parents, I'm done eating, I'll go back to the room first." ”

"If you're not feeling well, rest early." Father He gave Mother He a look, Mother He stopped talking, she had been observing He Jin since just now, and she wanted to talk to him.

He Jin cautiously closed the door, supported his still sore waist to lie on the bed, and opened the bracelet.

Staring at the latest news, what kind of sadness and joy in his heart, there were originally a lot of things he wanted to say to Qin Yang, but suddenly he couldn't say a word......

He Jin sighed deeply, as if he had made up his mind, deleted all the text messages from the unfamiliar number, and then dragged the number into the blacklist with a ruthless heart.

Yes, since you have broken up, why continue to entangle? Breaking the thread will only make both of them deeply tormented.

Especially Qin Yang, his current career is developing so well, he shouldn't come to himself again...... They won't come to fruition.

Because he was too cruel to himself, He Jin's whole heart cramped in an instant, as if he had drunk a bottle of concentrated sulfuric acid, and when he destroyed the remaining "roots" in his body, he also corroded his internal organs.

……

After enduring it for a while, He Jin only felt that his eyes were black and it was difficult to breathe, he shook his hand and lifted the number from the blacklist, and sent a text message tremblingly: "Sue me if you are Qin Yang!" ”

After a few seconds, the bracelet vibrated and the unfamiliar number replied: "Yes." ”

He Jin stared at that word and cried.