Many times, we can't fully understand a person's feelings because we never have the opportunity to stand in his place and experience what he has been through.

Those lives that seem to be together, but go on separately, are like two parallel lines, meeting because of an unexpected turn.

So after that, will they run towards their respective futures again?

In the face of this empty and unknown fear, I deeply felt powerless.

When I pushed Lin Yue's shoulder with my hand, he turned his face to look at me, then pointed to the little star in the photo, and said with a smile, "She looks like you?" ”

"Well, we used to be in one class."

I began to struggle with how to describe my relationship with Xiaoxing. Ever the best friend? At the same table? Girlfriends? Still slept with my boyfriend and almost gave her a son's rival in love.

Originally, I could have hated her unscrupulously, but when I knew that her life and death were unknown, that hatred seemed to be diluted a lot, and the friendship that had been lost for a long time could not be recovered. Some feelings, faded is faded, since she told me that she always knew that Yu Tian was my boyfriend and wanted to be with him, many things were doomed to be irreparable.

Lin Yue didn't ask me about Xiaoxing again, maybe he was just surprised to see a person who looked so similar to me, and he was always indifferent to things that had nothing to do with him.

I sat with Lin Yue for a while, and when I fed him, he stretched out a hand to pinch my little finger, and then smiled and said, "It's fun." ”

"Huh?"

Lin Yue didn't answer me, and continued to pinch my fingers for self-amusement, he hasn't kissed me again these days, just occasionally doing some small movements that are not intimate, probably brushing up on the sense of existence. And I was pinched by him like that, and I couldn't even ignore his existence, probably people are like this, no matter what kind of physical contact, it will always bring some different feelings.

The nurse's sister, who had brought soup to Lin Yue halfway, came again to bring him medicine and asked him about his physical condition by the way. Lin Yue took the medicine and put it in his mouth, while I took the cup and handed it to his mouth.

Lin Yue raised his head, his Adam's apple rolling. There's a little more sexy and fresh hormonal vibes in the air. The nurse's sister cast an admiring look at him.

And Lin Yue turned her face sideways and smiled softly and said to her, "Thank you." ”

I began to think, is Lin Yue doing this to everyone? I don't seem to have seen him with a cold face to anyone, except me.

There is also Su Lu, Lin Yue was also very good to Su Lu last time, although there are some reasons why he is angry with me. Regarding Su Lu's matter, I didn't ask Lin Yue, if I could, I really hope that this person doesn't exist at all, and since I separated from Yu Tian, it seems that Su Lu has also evaporated from my life, which should be considered a good thing.

So the bad thing is that after I left Lin Yue's hospital room, I met Yu Tian, who was with Google. I passed by pretending not to see him, and so did I.

Instead, Google called my name directly, and I had to turn my head to say hello to him, ignoring Yu Tian.

Of course, Yu Tian ignored me.

But after I got out of the hospital, he caught up with me again and grabbed me by the arm.

"Where are you going?"

"Loosen."

"Uncomfortable? How did you get to the hospital? Or an aunt ......"

"Loosen."

"I'll see you off when I'm free in the afternoon."

I glared at Yu Tian, how could he act like nothing. After pulling my hand out hard, I shouted, "Don't follow me. ”

Yu Tian really didn't catch up, so I stopped a car on the side of the road and asked the taxi driver to go around a few times before telling him that I was going to the village.

The taxi driver was reluctant to go at first, so I had to add money to him, and because of the bad road, I was delayed for some time, and when I arrived in the village, it was already night, just like the last time.

The difference is that last time Yu Tian was by my side, and this time it was just me, I told the driver to let him wait for me at the entrance of the village, and I came out soon.

Actually, I just want to confirm whether Xiaoxing and Xiaoan are the same person. Although I've known Xiaoxing for a long time, I haven't been to her house, and I don't have the contact information of her family, which is probably the only way I know what happened to her.

Although this village is not far from the city, but because of the traffic is still relatively backward, at night, almost pitch black, I found Grandma An's house in the dark according to my memory, her door was closed very tightly as last time, I thought about it, or went to the house next door to her.

When I knocked on the door at this time, the other party was also very dissatisfied, especially when I took out the photos to show her.

She looked at the picture, then at my face, and with a ghostly expression, she shouted, "What the hell! ”

Intuition is a really scary thing, and I seem to get some kind of answer, but I'm not entirely sure. The second time I knocked on the door, I explained directly what I was here for. The woman who opened the door looked at me, probably thinking that I didn't look like a bad person, so she called me into the house.

And what I heard later was the same as I had guessed before, Xiao Xing and Xiao An were indeed the same person. It is not certain based on photos from a few years ago. But she remembered our school, which was a very good school in the city, and she said that Grandma Ann was telling people everywhere that her granddaughter went to a key school.

There is also a scar on Xiao An's chin, which was injured by a fall when he was a child. And I remember that Xiaoxing did have such a scar in the same position.

And she never said that she didn't like the scar, only told me that her grandmother was very distressed when she fell and took her to the doctor.

Maybe because it was all speculation before, I still felt more angry and unforgiving about Xiaoxing, and when the facts were in front of my eyes and told me that Xiaoxing was no longer there four years ago, I couldn't even grasp the last trace of luck.

For a moment, I was so sad that tears had fallen from my eyes.

Probably I never intended to hold a grudge against Xiaoxing for the rest of my life, after all, we have experienced a lot together, shared a lot, and I have always thought that one day we can see through something and then regain what we lost.

Before leaving, I wanted to ask her for the contact information of Xiaoxing's family.

Whatever the form, it's been four years, and I think we really deserve to meet.

But Grandma Ann's neighbor told me she didn't, and I asked Grandma Ann if she would have one. The result is still the same. She also told me another thing, in fact, Xiaoxing is not Grandma An's biological granddaughter, she was abducted by human traffickers, but the original buyer regretted not wanting the girl, and Xiaoxing was left at the entrance of the village. It was Grandma An who kindly adopted her, and went to look for Xiaoxing's family everywhere, and after finding it, Xiaoxing's family not only picked up Xiaoxing, but also moved and changed all the contact information, probably because she was afraid that Grandma An would be reluctant to let Xiaoxing go to her again.

Or maybe they suspect that Grandma Ann has something to do with human traffickers.

Later, when Xiaoxing grew up a little, he found the village by himself and found Grandma An.

I remembered that at that time, Xiaoxing asked me to help her lie every weekend that the school was adding classes, and it turned out that this was the reason. Xiaoxing had a car accident, and Grandma An only found out a few months later.

A young boy came to see her with something that Xiaoxing had prepared for Grandma An, but he didn't say anything about Xiaoxing. Later, I was also asked by others before I was accidentally heard by Grandma An.

Later, the boy often came to see Grandma An.

However, I asked her, isn't that boy Yu Tian?

She said no.

If it was Yu Tian, everyone in the village should know him. Why, the person who replaced Xiaoxing to take care of Grandma An was another person.

I was thinking about it when my phone rang.

I answered the phone, and it was the same driver I was looking for earlier. He was very anxious on the phone and said that he had something to leave at home, and he refused to wait for me no matter what I said. I had to say goodbye to Grandma Ann's neighbor and run out of the village, but the car was no longer there.

I stood there and suddenly felt helpless, how do I get back? The whole village doesn't seem to have a decent means of transportation.

At this moment, a van drove not far away, and I ran over to stop it. What I didn't expect was that the car stopped a few meters away from me, and several people jumped out of the car, and they walked towards me after saying a few words to each other.

I feel as if things are different from what I thought, and I have been robbed? I've had this kind of thing happen to me a few years ago, but it's all gangsters, and it's in the city, and they don't dare to do anything.

But now, I was just about to run when I was caught, although it was not very far from the village, but the houses inside were not densely populated, and the place was very empty, no matter how loud I shouted, the people inside might not be able to hear.

Moreover, the people who grabbed me directly tied my hands, feet, and mouth with strips of cloth, and my eyes were also blindfolded.

I was stuffed into the car, and out of instinctive fear of the darkness, I didn't even dare to make a sound, and then I felt the car start, where were they going to take me?