Yu Tian Fanwai: Many Years Ago (4)
Summer nights are actually very noisy, and they will always scream, and there are a group of people sitting on the street. Si Xi lay on Yu Tian's back, almost falling asleep.
In a trance, she felt as if she had seen this person. She thought desperately for a long time, and then she asked tentatively, "Your name is Yu Tian, right?" ”
"Huh?" Yu Tian lowered his head and walked forward without hurry, and there was an inexplicable joy the moment he heard her call out his name, but, "How do you know?" ”
He pretended not to know her.
"Oh." Si Xi remembered the quarrel with the boys in the class before, and afterwards someone posted in the school forum post bar that Si Xi, who was in the third year of junior high school, had a crush on Yu Tian in the second year of high school.
It seems to be in a uproar, why doesn't he know her?
She pressed her hot cheek against his back, "I'm tired to see your badge." ”
After speaking, she seemed to be really asleep, and the sound of shallow breathing came into Yu Tian's ears, he lowered his head and saw the badge he hung around his neck, she didn't lie to him, probably because he saw the badge and knew his name.
There was some disappointment again.
Just now, if he hadn't stopped her there, she wouldn't have been pushed to the ground by the car thief and broke her leg.
She asked him to take her home, and he just said yes.
She said she couldn't walk, and he said otherwise I'll carry you, so she agreed. But when carrying her, Yu Tian still felt very uncomfortable, he had never been so close to a girl, she was the first. But she let herself carry her, isn't she afraid? Or any other person, she would be like this.
Yu Tian closed her mouth vigorously and shook her head, fortunately, it was herself who was by her side just now, how could she be so bold?
Si Xi fell asleep, and Yu Tian had to look for her house little by little according to the address she just said.
It's not that no one is pointing, at this time, the middle-aged women sitting on the side of the road with half of the watermelon in their arms will always make a smack sound, and then their eyes will follow them, and finally let out another cold snort.
"Girls now."
"I don't know where I'm going to be taken."
Hearing this, Yu Tiantian subconsciously sped up the tape, he turned his head to look at Si Xi, she was still asleep, her mouth was very tight, and her brows were too, as if she had dreamed of something unhappy, she grabbed her collar, and after a long time, she actually called Dad.
As if he had been woken up by himself, Si Xi suddenly raised his head, and his mouth accidentally rubbed against Yu Tian's face, who was turning his head to look at her.
She didn't seem to notice at all
Only Yu Tian turned his head nervously, but saw a boy standing under the street lamp, wearing the same school uniform as him, and his fingers were clenched very tightly.
He walked over step by step and stared at Si Xi on Yu Tian's back.
"What's wrong with her?" Very soft tone.
Yu Tian frowned, why is Lin Yue here, is he waiting for her here?
wanted to pretend that he didn't hear the detour, but Si Xi had to stop because he woke up suddenly. She rubbed her eyes, then saw Lin Yue in front of her, who had no expression, and then stopped, and found a comfortable position on Yu Tian's back again, "Don't pay attention to him." ”
"......" Yu Tian hesitated.
"Forget it." Si Xi still opened his eyes, "You let me down." ”
"Oh."
Yu Tian let go of his hand and watched Si Xi leave his body, holding on to the wall, and slowly moving forward. It seemed like a century had passed, and he couldn't look away until her figure was completely swallowed up by the night.
Yu Tian raised his head and lowered it again, as if the street lights had turned gray, why couldn't she shine farther, I don't know if she could go home by herself, maybe she should hold on a little.
But it lacks some courage.
When he raised his head again, he saw that Lin Yue also turned around and walked in the same direction as Si Xi, he walked very fast, maybe he would catch up with her soon.
At the turning place, Lin Yue turned his face sideways, his gaze intertwined with Yu Tian, his mouth moved, and he didn't say anything in the end.
Only Lin Yue knew that he was in a bad mood when he saw Si Xi being carried home by other boys. Because he hated her, he didn't allow anyone else to like her. It's best if the whole world stays away from her.
I hate her and don't want to see her happy.
After Lin Yue's figure also disappeared, Yu turned around and ran towards the school as if he remembered something. But it was still late, he bent over and stood where Si Xi had just fallen, the door to the school had been closed, and the bicycle she had deliberately placed here just now was gone, but there was still a small clip on the ground. Yu Tian bared his teeth and laughed.
This is what she just said she was going to use to deal with car thieves?
Yu Tian wanted to pick it up, but his fingers were clamped, and he frowned and broke the clip.
Lin Yue has already looked at the love letter Si Xi gave him, so, will they be together? Then he will carry her on his back, he will hold her, he will kiss her. We will do a lot of things together that I dare not think of or have never experienced.
Yu Tian felt that he was not in a good mood, maybe because his hand was clipped, and he didn't want to think about it so much. It's just a school, and he and Si Xi don't seem to know each other.
Why did he keep thinking about her?
***
Si Xi walked very slowly in front, and Lin Yue followed behind her, and also deliberately slowed down.
She turned her head to look at him, "Uncle Lin asked you to come to me?" ”
Lin Yue lowered his head and continued to walk, as if he hadn't heard what she said, watching her stare at him dejectedly, he felt better.
Lin Yue asked, "What did you do?" ”
Si Xi continued to walk and said casually, "Dating, can't you see it?" ”
"Oh."
When they came home one after another, Si Xi's mother and Lin Yue's father were sitting in the living room, but she didn't say a word, and even endured the pain in her feet and walked quickly, she locked herself in the room and locked the door by the way.
Lin Yue, who followed the door, only frowned and went back to his room.
Si Xi sat in the corner of the wall, burying his head between his hands. It's been a year, and from the first time she saw Si Datong hugging a strange woman, she told herself that it was good to treat it as if she hadn't seen it.
But in the end, they divorced. Maybe they all think that her character should be very strong, but when she saw that the boy who was only half a year younger than herself was called Si Datong's father, she still felt sad. The former neighbor was a woman who talked a lot, and she stood next to Si Xi with her hands around her chest, "I really don't know how many brothers and sisters your father has given birth to you outside." ”
Like the bloody plot in the movie, she slowly squatted down and cried quietly. Although Si Datong was still very good to her and offered to take her away, Si Xi always felt that he had finally been abandoned. Mom is also married to someone else, and there is an uncle who doesn't like her, a very unfamiliar and polite uncle, in fact, she doesn't like it either, but she forces herself to accept it, as if there is nothing to lose, the last little bit, is it possible to grasp it with hard work?
Many emotions were mixed together and collided in the body, suffocating the throat, and finally turned into a choked voice after a sound that no one cared about.
Why, people's feelings can't last longer, don't you feel tired if you like many individuals?
Why, you can't use it for a lifetime, you have to love someone well.
Love once, it's enough.
***
The next morning, when Si Xi woke up, she found that her face was wet, she leaned against the corner and fell asleep, the originally injured ankle seemed to hurt more obviously, and she tried to stand up, but it seemed that it was difficult to do it. A little harder, I fell again.
It hurts, more than before.
She called out to her mother, waited for a long time but didn't answer, slowly stood up against the wall, and walked into the living room only to find that there was no one at home, they always went to work very early, and Lin Yue would also go to school early for self-study.
She was alone, just like the day before, and maybe no one would notice if she slept until noon and didn't go to school. Maybe one day, she disappears into this world, and no one will find out.
Forget it, she took out her phone, "Hey, Xiaoxing, help me ask for leave." ”
"Well, it's not like I don't want to go. Broken foot, what about you? Are you okay, if you take the exam, let's work together next time. ”
"Just wanted to tell you that I care about you."
"Well, my mom called me to dinner, I'll go to school tomorrow, see you tomorrow."
That's probably it, like a lonely individual in this world, if no one cares about her trapped in the room, then she can find someone to care.
By the way, there are people who care about themselves.
When he walked to the room, Si Xi saw a bottle of medicinal wine on the table, the packaging was very new, it should be newly bought. Placed in such an obvious place, is it for her?