I was left on the grass by the river by the group of people driving the van, and it was so completely dark that I couldn't see their faces even if the strips of cloth around my eyes were torn off. They threatened me with knives, and then I heard the sound of my clothes tearing, and one of them was holding a phone and shooting at me, and the flash was so shaking that I couldn't open my eyes. I kept biting my lip and gradually tasted the blood.

Then they let go of me, maybe they didn't dare to move anymore, a few people discussed something and then walked towards me again, after seeing one of them take off his pants, I cried and moved backwards, until I touched the trunk of the tree, I stood up against the trunk of the tree, and ran desperately towards the river before the group of people reacted, I fell into the river, when I was submerged I really felt like I was going to die, my hands and feet were bound, and I felt my body sinking in the cold water.

I'm probably going to die.

When I gave up and closed my eyes, many people's faces appeared in my mind, my mother's, Si Datong's, Yu Tian's, and even Xiaoxing's.

I didn't expect that I would only think of Xiaoxing's face in this situation, she was still the same as when she was nineteen, holding my hand, and tears began to fall. She talked to me a lot, but I couldn't hear clearly. I looked at her with a frown, and she pushed me away hard.

She said I'm sorry, she said Si Xi, wake up quickly and don't sleep.

I opened my eyes and began to wreak at the strips of cloth that were tied to my hands, but luckily they weren't very tight. By the time I got back to shore, the group was gone.

I found shredded clothes, wallets, and phones were taken away. I wanted to cry with a pile of rags, but I didn't dare to cry, I was afraid that they would come back. Later, I picked up a mobile phone by the river, probably accidentally dropped by one of them. I hid behind the grass with my phone, my mind went blank, and it wasn't until Yu Tian's voice reached my ears that I realized that I had inadvertently broadcast his number.

I don't remember anyone's number other than him.

I asked in a whisper, "Yu Tian, is that you?" ”

My voice was hoarse, I was afraid that he wouldn't recognize me, so I started crying again, very quietly, biting my lip, "Yu Tian, I'm ...... in the village"

"Sixi? What happened to you? You wait for me, I come to you. Where are you now, don't be afraid I'll come soon. ”

"I didn't know, there's a river behind ......"

I still want to say something, but I can't hear Yu Tian's voice anymore, and the phone automatically shuts down because it is out of power.

When Yu Tian arrived, it was already a few hours later, and I had been hiding behind the grass, I did not dare to go out, I did not dare to make a sound, I was afraid that the group of people would come back and that someone else would pass by.

After a long time, I finally saw a little light in the distance, and the car was getting closer and closer, and I buried my head lower. Until I heard Yu Tian's voice again.

"Sixi, where are you?"

Yu Tian ran out of the car and shouted my name. I didn't dare to stand up, so I could only hold my torn clothes and shout his name. When Yu Tian saw me, his eyes were bloodshot. I was picked up by him, and I finally dared to cry loudly, and hugged him tightly while crying.

"Yu Tian, don't go."

"I'll take you home."

I couldn't see his face, but I knew he must have cried, his hand holding me was shaking, and I was holding my head down and pressing my face against his chest, I didn't dare look at him.

Yu Tian took off his clothes and put them on top of me, and then carried me into the car. He kept reassuring me that it was okay and he told me not to be afraid.

I fell asleep in Yu Tian's arms, and I dreamed of Xiaoxing again, this time she was wearing the same school uniform as me, and we walked side by side, and when she turned around at the intersection, I wanted to catch up but she waved at me.

"It's time for you to go back."

"Little Star ......"

"Let's go home."

"What about you?"

"I'm going back too, don't forget me in the future."

"Hmm."

When I woke up again, we had already returned to Yu Tian's house, and he carried me to the bathroom, and I sat on the side. He filled the tub with water and tested the temperature with his hands before coming back to me.

I was shaking when he started to undress me, and I clutched the clothes on my body to prevent him from touching them. Then I saw a big tear fall from Yu Tiantong's red eyes.

I still let go of my hand, Yu Tian hugged me, carefully took off my clothes, and put me in the bathtub. His brow furrowed when he looked at me, and I realized in the light that I had a lot of bruises on my body, and some places were broken and a little bloodshot.

I looked at Yu Tian and wanted to say something, but I couldn't say a word.

Yu Tian didn't ask me again what was going on, and he forced himself to laugh, although it was ugly. He asked me what I wanted to eat, and said that after I moved away, he watched the Korean dramas I left at home every day, and he also said that Lin actually had trouble in the company.

As he spoke, he closed his eyes and hugged me very hard, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have watched you go alone." ”

After taking a shower, Yu Tian helped me clean my body and took another piece of his clothes for me to change into. He carried me and put me in the bed we had slept in, and he kept smiling, with a hint of bitterness.

After helping me cover the quilt, he kissed me on the forehead and turned to walk out.

And I suddenly felt scared. I called his name, and Yu Tian looked back at me after a moment's pause, "Then I'll wait for you to fall asleep before leaving." ”

I nodded, but I couldn't sleep anyway, and I had to open my eyes almost every few seconds to make sure that Yu Tian was still with me before I could close my eyes in peace. Then open again, close again, and repeat.

Finally, I sat up from the bed and hugged Yu Tian.

He looked down at me, his eyes were complicated, painful, distressed, and angry.

"Yu Tian, can you sleep with me."

"Hmm."

Yu Tian touched my hair, he took off his clothes and lay next to me, I shrunk into his arms, and then looked up and kissed him naturally. He kissed me very lightly and carefully, as if he was afraid that he would hurt me.

And I closed my eyes and just wanted to hold on to him.

And then we happened again. He was visibly restrained when he hugged me, and I lay on his shoulder, and the devil whispered in his ear that it was okay.

This is the second time between us and the second time for me. He was very careful to squeeze in little by little, but I still felt pain, and my body felt like it was stretched open. I frowned and hugged his neck hard. But it seems that only with this kind of pain can I be sure that he is still by my side.

Yu Tian withdrew, we separated a little, and he touched my cheek with his finger, "It's better not to." ”

My tears began to fall again, and my shoulders began to shake.

Yu Tian hugged me again, I took the initiative to kiss him, and my tears were all rubbed on his mouth.

We kissed for a long time, the body softened little by little, and finally did it, he moved softer than before, holding me very gently, I gradually got used to it, and closed my eyes and hugged him again. I could feel him in my body, and it was a wonderful thing, the closest we were there.

We did this many times until we both fell asleep exhausted, and I heard Yu Tian calling my name all the time before going to bed.

He said, shall we get married?

When I woke up, I saw Yu Tian's face, he was very close to me, his eyes were closed, his brows were furrowed, he was probably sleeping soundly, maybe because he was too tired.

I carefully removed the hand he had placed on my shoulder and stepped out of bed.

I found in the closet the dress that Yu Tian had given me and was discarded by him, and it turned out that he had picked it up again. I went into the bathroom with my clothes, took a shower, and changed my clothes.

When I went out, Yu Tian had already woken up, and he was preparing breakfast in the kitchen, and asked me with a smile, "How did you find this dress?" Hungry or not? What do you want to eat? ”

I shook my head, no expression on my face.

Yu Tian began to get nervous again, and he took my hand, "Sixi, don't think about yesterday." I'd better wait for you to go to the police. ”

"No, you don't." I pushed his hand away.

"Si Xi......" Yu Tian lowered his head, raised it again, and looked at me with a gentle smile, "Then you still want to eat something, right?" ”

"I'm not hungry."

I knew that my tone was cold, and Yu Tian must have heard it, but he was still as gentle as before.

I didn't answer him, just went straight back to the living room, took a hundred yuan from Yu Tian's wallet on the coffee table, and walked out the door.

"What's wrong?" Yu Tian chased it out.

"I'll borrow it from you."

Yu Tian grabbed my wrist, "Where are you going?" ”

"Loosen."

"I'll go with you after breakfast."

"It's time for me to go back. I want to go home. I raised my head and looked at Yu Tian and said word by word.

"Then I'll send you." Yu Tian said, ready to get the car keys.

"No need, my boyfriend is still waiting for me. I don't want him to get me wrong. ”