This mental struggle made me seem unnatural, so I kept staring at the osmanthus tree in the yard, and after a moment I fell into a state of distraction, and did not think about it again. And Qin Miao also held the teacup I gave her and lost her mind for a while, as if there was no one more leisurely than us in this world, and there was no one more sad than us......

"What are you thinking? River Bridge. ”

I suddenly came back to my senses, and then looked at Qin Miao, she was wearing a pure white coat, but her skin was whiter and smoother than the color of the coat. There is a great love hidden in her character, so such a woman is actually attractive, but it is a pity that Qiao Ye was too young back then, and regarded the attachment to Su Han in his heart as a kind of fearless love, thus ignoring Qin Miao around him, which led to such a dilemma today. But as far as a bystander is concerned, of course, Qin Miao is more suitable for him, but when he found out this, Qin Miao had already lost his fertility.

I smiled at Qin Miao, and didn't tell her what I thought, but just asked her: "Actually, I really want to know, if you really choose to withdraw from Jiangjian Group and divorce Qiao Ye, how will you live in the future?" ”

Qin Miao looked dazed, then shook his head at me and said, "Don't you dare to think about it...... There seems to be little hope for anything other than money...... But in this life, isn't the saddest thing to be alone and spend a lifetime alone? ”

I persuaded, "You'll have your next relationship and your next marriage." ”

"I don't have much hope for any of that."

I replied, "Then don't get a divorce." ”

Qin Miao was in a trance for a moment, and she asked me, "What, what did you say?" ”

"I said, then don't divorce Qiao Ye, he won't leave you...... After you left that day, he tore up the divorce agreement you left behind in front of me. I think he is actually a very assertive man, and he has no idea of divorcing you at all. ”

Tears swirled in Qin Miao's eyes several times, but they didn't fall, and she said to me in a low voice: "But you know better than me that it's just sympathy, not a lifetime of love." ”

"Not necessarily...... So, until you figure it out, you'd better not make a choice that you'll regret. ”

Qin Miao finally choked up, this performance proved that she listened to my words, and she said to me: "Jiang Qiao, you are really good, but I misunderstood you before, thinking that you tricked Qiao Ye to find Su Han...... In fact, among the friends around you, you are the one who wants us to be good the most! ”

I patted her lightly on the shoulder and replied softly: "There is life behind love, of course I hope that Qiao Ye is a person who can grasp life, not a master of love between two women." What's more, as I just said, he may not really have no love for you in his heart, and in the past two years, you should be able to feel his heart more or less. ”

Qin Miao nodded, and said to me again after a while: "When you say these words, does it also prove that you are not a staunch lover, you care about a more comprehensive life?" And now the golden autumn who wants to marry you is me back then? ”

On such an evening when even dogs are too lazy to evolve, I really don't want to answer similar questions. So, I changed the topic very alertly and said to Qin Miao: "Don't talk about these troubles...... I'll ask you to go and have a beer, you shouldn't refuse, right? ”

This evening, I took Qin Miao to a snack street in Lane 24, where we drank beer and ate skewers until late at night, and we talked a lot about life. When I finally got drunk, I couldn't wait to recognize a brother and sister on the spot, and I couldn't remember the extreme thing that I didn't understand when I went to Jiangjian Group with a kitchen knife to find her because of some grievances that I didn't understand.

It seems that there are no eternal enemies in this world, and there is no position that must be adhered to, everything is just based on preferences and good and evil.

Qin Miao seems to have untied some knots in her heart, and also reserved a glimmer of possibility for her and Qiao Ye to continue this marriage, and I don't regret that I seem to have ruined the possibility of Su Han and Qiao Ye getting back together again. Because I said that everything is only based on preference and good and evil......

……

The days when a person lives alone, even if he is restrained, it seems a little drunk and dreamy. So, the next day, I was drunk and slept until noon. But when I got up, I suddenly didn't know what I should do...... After sitting alone for a while, I remembered to call Qiao Ye and ask if the land he bought at Shangqiao Forest Farm could be used by me first.

After the phone rang seven or eight times, Qiao Ye answered, and I opened my mouth to ask him, "Are you still in Shanghai?" ”

"Hmm."

"In the hospital?"

"Hmm."

"What are you doing?"

"I didn't do anything, just lay in the hospital bed, and waited to see my son."

I sighed: "Su Han's side will take at least five or six days, and you don't care about work?" ”

Qiao Ye replied a little hoarsely: "With my dad on top, it's okay." ”

I smiled a little sarcastically, and then said, "Your dad is really working with you now!" It's quite a "real" person! ”

Qiao Ye was silent...... It seems that I feel very uncomfortable by what I say, and I don't mean to stimulate him, I just can't accept that his parents are too realistic to present the selfishness and greed in human nature in front of us.

After a while, Qiao Ye changed the subject and said to me, "You didn't call me to squeeze me, did you...... If there's anything, let's talk about it. ”

I let go of the unhappiness in my heart, and finally told him about my business: "I met with Qin Miao yesterday, and she talked to me about the land that your group photographed on the side of Shangqiao Farm...... I just want to tell you, if you don't plan to develop it in the past few years, rent it to me to make a flower garden first...... By the way, how big is your land? ”

"I don't remember exactly, but I knew there was such a piece of land."

"Give me 10 acres of land."

"What do you want to do with so much land in a flower garden?"

"Didn't I tell you before, I still have to do the landscape together, some commonly used greening trees, I want to plant my own to increase the profit space...... Therefore, if you do it with the trees, it is better to have a larger land. ”

Qiao Ye smiled and replied: "The first time I think you Jiangqiao has such great ambitions, the opening is 10 acres of land...... After a pause, he said again: "You go to the management department of our group to talk, let them give you a reasonable rent offer, if you want to be short of funds, you can not rush to give this rent first." Or in the future, we will have cooperation in landscape engineering, which will be deducted from the project money for you. ”

Qiao Ye still topped me in his career as always. Since he took over Jiangjian Group, I have indeed gained a lot of convenience in my career. But this is not a shortcut he gave me, because doing business is like this, and the resources around you often determine your height. In the same way, you are also someone else's resource, because once I do this project, I will also return it to Qiao Ye for convenience.

……

After ending the call with Qiao Ye, I rushed to Jiangjian Group non-stop, and then found the person in charge of the management department to talk to him about the matter. Because of Qiao Ye, I did it very smoothly, and I got things done in just one afternoon. Then, the person in charge and I went to the upper bridge farm to look at the field. A good piece of land indeed! I heard that Jiangjian Group bought it and planned to wait a few years to build a high-end villa complex, so the surrounding environment is very good, although the traffic is not much developed, but there is no problem in entering some large trucks.

When I returned to the city again, it was already evening, and after eating only one bowl of instant noodles, I began to make a flower and tree supply plan with the "Tulip Hotel". At this point, I really have the confidence to talk about it...... I was busy late at night, and I didn't rest, I drafted the articles of association for the company I was about to set up, and named it "Dream Park...... I hope that all the dreams can be continued.

Early the next morning, I came to the "Tulip Hotel" with my own supply plan, and I was greeted by Manager Li from the marketing department.

I explained to her my supply advantages, and she couldn't believe that I had set up my own design team in such a short period of time and started my own planting base on the upper bridge farm. But I did all of this, and with a slightly lower price than the current supplier, she finally accepted my supply plan and said that she would establish a relationship as soon as we had the capacity to supply there.

When I was about to leave, Manager Li suddenly stopped me, and she asked me: "Xiao Jiang, before you came, Chairman Yang had just arrived at the hotel, and he was resting in the guest room at this time, didn't she tell you?" ”

I was a little surprised, and subconsciously asked, "She's coming?" ”

Manager Li nodded, and replied patiently: "Well, maybe I was afraid of disturbing you, so I didn't rush to contact you." Speaking of this, she smiled kindly and said, "I think you should go and invite her to dinner, and then talk to her about all the things you have done recently, she will be happy for you, and you mother and son also need this kind of communication." ”

I nodded, although the relationship between myself and Yang Jin has improved, but because I don't live together, it doesn't look like a mother and son after all, and there is not much emotional communication. Therefore, since she came to Nanjing, I still have the obligation to invite her to dinner, and then send her a decent gift, not to move her, but to tell her that I understand her hardships back then.

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When I came out of the hotel, I didn't linger and immediately got into my car, but at the moment when I was about to start, I saw Xiao Ai coming out of the hotel with his luggage...... It seemed that she was going to leave Nanjing and start her next journey.

I don't know if I didn't meet her in the elevator, it's a pity, but I'm glad I should be glad I did. But looking at her alone, but full of bags, I still feel very sorry for her...... I wondered, when I desperately wanted to give myself a home stability, did she also yearn for the warmth of home? But now it all seemed too far away from her. I want to try to understand her, because there is nostalgia in my heart, and there is also a helplessness and responsibility that is greater than nostalgia, so she chose to stay in the Tulip Hotel, but avoided me, this kind of restraint is actually the hardest......

Yes, I have to see her like this in order to be loved by her in vain...... I should let go of some arrogant prejudices so that when we have the opportunity to face each other again, we will not be carried away by certain emotions and unwilling to choose to face them.

But what is the reason for this spiritual transformation? I'm sure it wasn't an epiphany...... Perhaps, just watching her walk alone in the twilight wind, it is really too lonely and pitiful, she has no home, no lover, just running around for something she doesn't like!