Chapter 492: Yuan Zhen who loves you
In the dusk, when the sun was not enough, the wind blew the new leaves "rustling", and there seemed to be a smell of her lingering in the air. And Ji Xiaowei and Yao Yu stood on both sides of me, one left and one right.
Ji Xiaowei opened his mouth and asked me first, "What about Xiao Ai?" ”
I didn't look up, I just looked at the lines of the bricks on the ground and replied, "She's gone." ”
"How long have you been walking?"
"I don't know."
I didn't mean to be perfunctory when I answered this. I've been sad since Xiao Ai left, and I didn't care about the passage of time at all. I just instinctively remember that as soon as it gets dark, I will go to the airport and I will definitely catch the flight at 9 o'clock, but it is still dusk. And when I think of the way she left, I suddenly feel that a long time has passed, and suddenly it feels as if it happened in the last second.
I don't want to figure out why Ji Xiaowei went and returned, and even took Yao Yu with him. I don't think anything has anything to do with me anymore. It's like that beautiful early autumn when it's broken. I really don't want to think of her in a long white dress and her unreasonable smile.
All I remember is that she barbarized into my life and left in a ruthless way, and I was passive all along......
I stood up from the ground like a machine, and walked to the open space where the electric car was parked without squinting, but my legs and feet were weak. I am like a piece of paper floating in the wind, and I will go wherever the wind blows me......
I don't know when, Yao Yu, who has not spoken, caught up with me in a few steps, she grabbed the clothes behind me and made me stumble, although I was a little numb, I could still feel that she was emotional, and it was still a particularly strong emotion.
I looked back at her with a negative voice, and there was nothing to say, if she had something to say, she would say it herself.
Yao Yu looked at me with a complicated expression, and only said to me after a long time: "Jiang Qiao, I'm here to save you...... Do you know how much I envy you now? …… No matter how heartbreaking the process may be for you, at least you have one outcome that you can change, and I ......"
Speaking of this, Yao Yu couldn't cry anymore, and I, who didn't know anything, looked at her at a loss......
At this time, Ji Xiaowei walked over, his expression was also full of pain, and he said to me instead of Yao Yu: "More than a year ago, Yuan Zhen once sent a letter to Yao Yu, but he didn't know that the house had been sold by Yao Yu to pay off his debts. In order to avoid the creditor, Yao Yu once changed his phone number, so the new owner of the house cleaned up the mailbox and found the letter, but he was not able to contact Yao Yu...... It wasn't until the media interviewed Dream Tree later that I learned that Yao Yu was also one of the shareholders of Dream Tree, and then I had the opportunity to ask someone to return the letter to Yao Yu...... I think the reason why Yuan Zhen contacted Yao Yu by writing a letter, firstly, because he didn't want to expose himself, and secondly, it was also related to Yao Yu's change of contact information, he couldn't contact Yao Yu, so he could only rely on his memory of that house to write a letter to Yao Yu...... Therefore, the truth about him and Xiao Ai's departure has been sealed in the dust for more than a year...... Perhaps, this is fate...... If this letter had been discovered earlier, perhaps it would not have been the current tragic situation...... But you're in luck! …… The reason why I came back was because I received a call from Yao Yu halfway...... Originally, she was just asking me to verify some things, and she didn't plan to tell you about them...... But my sister is helpless now, and I feel that you must be responsible for her, so I brought Yao Yu to you along with this letter...... It's a pity that I still couldn't get to the ...... before my sister left. Just called her and she's already turned off! ”
After Ji Xiaowei finished speaking, he took out an open letter from his pocket with a heavy expression, and Yuan Zhen wrote 3 exclamation marks on the envelope in a row, asking Yao Yu to open it himself. That's why it attracted the attention of the new homeowner, and it was preserved to this day until it was handed over to Yao Yu.
I took out the letter that was still very new from the already old envelope, and then held it in my hand and looked at it, for the first time in my life, I saw Yuan Zhen's handwriting, and it was also a sad beginning, the content of the letter was as follows:
"Taro, I think it takes a lot of courage to write this letter to you, when I have the idea of writing to you, until now I really pick up the pen, it has been 3 days. During these 3 days, I thought a lot, mostly about every detail from the moment we met and started to get along...... I came to the conclusion that you are the best girl in the world. Actually, that's how I used to see you, and now I'm more sure...... I have come this way, I have your shadow at every step, and even your breath in my blood, it turns out that we have been so close for a long time...... Can you believe it? The night before I left with my sister, I was ready to spend the rest of my life with you. At first, I thought that this idea appeared only out of sympathy for you...... However, during these days abroad, I have completely figured out that I am not a savior, how can I live with a person for the rest of my life because I sympathize with her? …… If you're willing to wait for me, give me another year. Now, there's really no way for me to walk away. Because my junior sister is already pregnant with Jiangqiao's child, there is no one else around her, I have to take care of her, and when she gives birth to a child and everything is stable, I will go to you immediately...... As for the reason why I took my junior sister away, I will explain it to you clearly when we meet...... Taro, I owe you too much in the first half of my life, and I will definitely make up for you in the remaining half of my life. I also want to tell you that I have bought a small estate in a town in Ireland, and I think you will definitely go there with me and take care of that estate, because it is your dream! So, from the moment I picked up the pen, I was already looking forward to spending every morning and dusk with you there, drinking beer, singing, knitting sweaters, raising a dog, and laughing at life. …… In the end, if there is something that can't be done, go to Xiaowei, he is his own brother, there is nothing to be embarrassed about - Yuan Zhen who loves you! ”
After reading this letter, my heart seems to have overturned the five-flavor bottle, and there is no more convincing evidence than this letter, Xiao Ai has conceived a child for me. The child she didn't keep turned out to be me and hers...... She was really wronged, she and Yuan Zhen had no marital relationship. As Yuan Zhen said, he will explain everything to Yao Yu. And I only need Xiao Ai to explain now.
No, it doesn't matter if there is an explanation or not, I'm going to go back to her, marry her, and go to all this, I don't want all this anymore......
I was so excited that I stiffened, and Yao Yu pulled the letter out of my hand twice before pulling the letter away. She broke down again and cried, then grabbed me by the collar and yelled, "It's all you bastard, if you didn't provoke Xiao Ai, how could there be so many things...... How could Yuan Zhen die alone in the United States? …… You give me back the rest of my life that he owes me, and I'm going to Ireland with him, where we'll have beer and sing...... It's something that makes you die of happiness just thinking about it...... You give him back to me, you give him back to me......"
In the huge emotional impact, I felt dizzy, and let Yao Yu ravage me again and again...... At this moment, I really hope that there is such a way back, let me go back to the past, I will kill the person who set fire to the piano shop, and then stop all this from happening, and also return Yao Yu to a living Yuan Zhen......
However, there is no turning back in this world. Yuan Zhen died, and Xiao Ai's children and I were not able to save ...... I felt the pain of Qiao Ye and Qin Miao, even more than them, because the child and her are everything to me, but I can't grasp it!
I woke up suddenly, pushed Yao Yu away, and then ran like crazy to the place where I parked, I wanted to stop Xiao Ai at the airport before she left.
Yes, I am much luckier than Yao Yu, because I still have a chance to redeem it. But the more this is the case, the more anxious I become, I am afraid that when I arrive at the airport, all she will give me is her back, not even her back!
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I became not calm enough, and I forgot that Yang Qu might still be at the airport at the moment, and if I called her to help stop Xiao Ai, there would still be a glimmer of hope. But when I remembered it, I had already driven the Mercedes-Benz of Jinqiu all the way to the airport.
I didn't have time to catch my breath, and I ran frantically towards the ticket gate of the international flight, I ran back and forth no less than ten times, but I couldn't find Xiao Ai's shadow. I went to the help desk again and asked for help, hoping that they would help me play a missing person message......
I went crazy, like a headless fly, and then ran to the area of the domestic flight, standing in the crowd and shouting Xiao Ai's name, hoping to get a response from her, and praying that God would still reserve a chance for me to see her.
My heart was on her. I don't want to go to Shenzhen, I don't want to recognize my relatives who are related to me by blood but have ignored me for decades. I don't want to mention the matter of marrying Jin Qiu again......
At this moment, I have thought about all the possible consequences, and I am not afraid to live my future in a lump at all. I'm just afraid that Xiao Ai will live alone in despair for the rest of his life with self-righteous fulfillment......
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I'm about to run out of oxygen, and everyone who walks past me, I can't see their appearance clearly, but I still instinctively shout Xiao Ai's name. I hated myself for not keeping her, why did I have to have the truth to dare to be so desperate as I am now? …… I really hurt myself!
At that moment, I was slapped on the back and I turned around like an electric shock......
However, the person standing behind me was Yang Qu, who was looking at me with a neurotic expression, and I sat down on the ground, and in an instant I fell into despair...... Because, Yang Qu symbolizes Shenzhen, which is everything I don't want to face.
At the moment, she still has an e-ticket on her phone that she bought in advance for me. Her appearance brought me back to the reality of having to face and have to make a choice...... However, my heart has already flown to Xiao Ai...... She grieves, I grieve, she despairs, I am even more desperate!