Chapter 57: I Want to Be Myself

I hesitated for a long time before I answered Mi Cai's phone, and my voice seemed to be lowered as usual and asked, "Are you off work?" ”

"Well, haven't you gotten off work yet?"

"I'm ready to leave work, too."

"Oh, where is your company? I'm going to pick you up, and I'm going to help you move your home today, and I'm going to have a thing on my mind. ”

I smiled and said, "The reason why you are so enthusiastic about helping me move is because I am afraid that I will continue to mess with you, right?" ”

"It's a good word to mess around! …… I just asked you where the company is, and you haven't answered me. ”

I was stunned for a moment before replying: "I'll go to Zhuomei to find you, the rice noodles downstairs in Zhuomei are good, and I invite you today to thank you for working so hard for me to move." ”

"Okay, then come here, I'll wait for you at the door of the rice noodle shop."

I answered Mi Cai, and then the two hung up the phone one after another, and I temporarily collected my mood and left the company with my backpack.

……

Coming to the north gate of Jumei's shopping center, Mi Cai has been standing at the door of the rice noodle store waiting for me, today she does not apply powder, but still so beautiful and moving, this is the peak of shopping, wave after wave of people, almost all subconsciously will look at her, attracted by her beauty, after all, this year without makeup at all natural beauties are really too rare.

But I am a man who does not appreciate her beauty, from the first day we met I felt that her beauty had nothing to do with me, I always cared if she would let me stay in that house, but in the end I moved out.

If it is far-fetched, I moved out of that room is also a compromise of reality, although I have lived in that house for more than two years, and Mi Cai has not been in a month, but because her name is on the real estate certificate, the last person to move out is still me, completely has nothing to do with the length of time, the depth of feelings, it is a compromise under the pressure of reality.

Maybe I'm really a very idealistic person, so I will use the length of time I have lived in the house as the standard.,Impose the identity of the tenant on Mi Cai.,And I don't think there's anything wrong with doing this.,It's right.,And now it seems that the tenant is exactly me.,I'm not even a tenant.,At least Mi Cai, a person with a real estate certificate.,Never agreed to me to rent that house.。

When I came to Mi Cai, both of them looked at each other in silence, as if we didn't have a topic to communicate without-for-tat.

I finally asked her, "How long have you been waiting?" ”

"Soon, let's go, there's almost no place in it." Mi Cai said and looked behind her.

I nodded, and walked to the rice noodle shop before Mi Cai, and for the first time I was very gentlemanly to help her open the glass door, Mi Cai looked at me with some surprise, but still said "thank you" very politely and walked into the store.

Mi Cai found an empty seat to sit down, and I went to order, waited in line for a while, asked for two bowls of rice noodles and some other snacks, and then sat down opposite Mi Cai with a small ticket and a waiting menu.

We have been eating rice noodles at this rice noodle shop for two days in a row, and I can't help but be bored and ask Mi Cai, who is sitting opposite: "The reason why you like to eat rice noodles is because your name is Mi Cai?" ”

Mi Cai glanced at me but didn't answer, just picked up the teacup in front of him and took a sip of water, obviously unwilling to answer my boring question.

I smiled and didn't care, anyway, I was used to her uncaring attitude towards me, even though on rare occasions we were like ordinary friends.

After a while, the ordered things were delivered by the waiter, Mi Cai only needed a rice noodle, and all the other snacks were pushed to me.

I pushed the chicken leg and dried tofu in front of her and said, "You'll have to help me move later, you need to eat more." ”

"I'm only responsible for driving, and besides, how good are you? The last time you moved out, I saw you drag and drag you alone, and you moved out in one go. ”

I remembered the scene when I ran away because I had no money to pay back Mi Cai, and smiled wryly, and said, "I just found an excuse to let you eat more, and then borrowed your mouth to ruin your beauty, and look at what you look like after you become fat!" ”

"You're really sinister! But I'm sorry to tell you, I can't get fat! ”

Looking at Mi Cai's slightly proud look when she said that she was not fat, I smiled from the bottom of my heart, although she is indifferent many times, but she still has a childlike side, and her innocent appearance in front of me inadvertently shows that she has no guard against me, maybe all the contradictions and unhappiness between us are really just because of that room.

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After eating, Mi Cai and I went to Robben's, my things are really not much, I asked her to wait for me downstairs, but she went up with me, and helped me carry a few lighter bags as much as she could, in fact, she also has the same duplicity as most women, just in the rice noodle shop she told me: only responsible for driving, not responsible for moving.

But such duplicity only proves that she is a kind woman, so Ban Dad only met her twice and quickly judged that she was a good girl.

When I came to the new house, I simply cleaned the room, and Mi Cai helped me make the bed at the same time, which made me very upset, and remembered that soon after the first meeting, I rudely threw her quilt and blanket downstairs, although it was to vent, but the behavior of the two was slightly compared, and I was dwarfed.

After packing up, I went to the drink shop downstairs to buy two cups of hot juice, gave one of them to Mi Cai, and moved a chair for her to sit down and rest, which made her wonder if I was going to use sugar-coated cannonballs on her again, and then reversed myself, and cheekily asked to move back to that room again, in fact she misunderstood, I just blamed myself for being rude to her, and now hiding it from her.

Mi Cai only drank half of the juice, she put the juice on the coffee table and said to me with relief: "Your business is done, I should go." ”

"Oh, slow down your way."

"Hmm." Mi Cai answered, and had already picked up his handbag.

I helped her open the door and said to her: "In the future, if you live over there, if there is anything you can't handle by yourself, call me at any time, I will be on call." ”

Mi Cai nodded, turned around and walked outside the house, I said to her again: "If you want to eat home-cooked food, come to my side, I will cook it for you, anyway, this place is close to your company." ”

"Got it." Mi Cai didn't look back, but her tone was not so indifferent, I understood that she knew, not to deal with me, maybe one night she would really come to my place for a dinner I made myself, with porridge, rice, and a few simple home-cooked dishes.

Mi Cai has gone farther and farther, looking at her back, I have mixed feelings again, maybe Mi Zhongde will soon carry out his power plot, if I still hide it, even if I sue Mi Cai later, there is not much time left for her to deal with it.

Mi Cai has entered the elevator and disappeared from my sight, but the words of the board father asked me to treat her well suddenly flashed in my mind, making me suffer again, in this uninterrupted torment, I finally have a feeling that I have had enough, I gritted my teeth and said to myself: I want to be myself, to be the scum in the eyes of others, but there is a bottom line, there is a stick to myself-

It seems that the title of each of my books is sorry for the content of the book, and it is also a topic that has been discussed a lot by everyone, but is there a way to do this, who doesn't want to set a literary title, pretending to be forced, just like what "May the Wind Cut the Dust" You all love to discuss the title of the book, if the book asks you to name it, what do you name? Let's discuss it in the book review section.