I took Mi Cai's hand and went around a wall to the back of the house, where her car was still parked as before, and I said to her, "Give me the guitar." ”

She looked at me and said, "You let go of your hand first." ”

I let go of her hand, but she was still a little dizzy, so I held her car, and she took out the guitar I had given her and handed it to me, I opened the passenger door, first she sat in the car, and then gently plucked the strings of the guitar, and there were some gentle sounds in my ears, which made me a little more drunk, but I was still thinking about the gift I was going to give her later.

Mi Cai sat in the car with me and asked, "Where are you going?" ”

"The square we often go to"

"I don't want to miss anything!"

"Caring for me is a beginning, or maybe it's an end sooner, okay? The people in the square are about to disperse! ”

Mi Cai started the car, but opened all the windows, when driving into the bustling street, the brightness of the city, this time with a soft posture refracted into the car, my imprisoned soul, as if beating in the body, I have never been so eager to express myself as now, and even have some very subtle pleasure in my heart.

After a few blocks, we came to the square where we used to play, but tonight the wind was cooler than usual, and there were always some fallen leaves in the air, one after the other, and finally hovering and falling to the ground.

I stood my guitar at my feet and looked around the square, because it was dark and there was not much excitement here, except for some couples who still refused to leave, sitting on the benches, hugging each other and whispering!

I patted myself on the forehead to sober myself up, and then interrupted those who were indulging in happiness and said aloud, "Everyone."

Those who were still stranded in the square in the middle of the night turned their eyes to me and Mi Cai standing in the center of the square, I held Mi Cai's hand again, and gasped: "I fell in love with this woman next to me, and now we have broken up, but I remember that I haven't officially given her a bouquet of flowers, so while there is still a chance, I want to make up for this regret I used to be a bar singer, and every penny I earned at that time was hard-won, and now I still want to figure out this way to earn money for a bouquet of flowers, Then give her a song "IfYouWantMe" for everyone, for yourself, and for her! ”

Plucking the strings of the guitar, I closed my eyes, and the love was brewed quickly, this song "IfYouWantMe" is a song that has moved me for too long, but I sing very little, because this song contains too many longings, and I am a person who likes to suppress longings with speculation.

"Areyoureallyhere, oramIdreaming?(Or am I dreaming)WhenIgetreallylonely(When I feel very lonely)Andthedistancecausesonlysilence(Distance only makes me more lonely)WhenotherssayIlie? (When everyone else says I'm lying) Iwonderifyoucouldeverdespiseme (Will you look down on me just as much) Ifyouletmebefree (If you set me free) Ifyouwantme (If you want me) Sadnessfoundme (Just satisfy me)"

This is one of the few times I interpret a song in a calm way, so I don't have to be as divided as my heart breaks, quietly immersed in my own song, experiencing the soul of this song, and then my eyes are a little hot, I have been in the loneliness of distance, I can't do anything for too long, I long for the woman I love, will give me a hug that can satisfy a qiē

I dragged out the last note for a long time, and then applause rang out on all sides, and at last someone came to me, and threw the first ten dollars into my prepared hat, then the second ten dollars, then the third five dollars, and the fourth coins, and finally the lovers dispersed and returned to their original places, and no one wanted to delay their precious happiness on this autumn evening.

I bent down and picked up the hat from the ground, but there were too few people in the square at this time, and I only managed to scrape together 62 yuan, but I wanted to buy her a large bouquet of beautiful champagne roses for her! I tucked my collar and looked at KFC not far away, which was still in business, and thought: maybe I can go there and get the money I need to buy flowers.

At this time, Mi Cai, who was beside me, took out a hundred yuan from his wallet and put it in my hat, and said to me: "I am also an audience, you sing very well!" ”

Maybe I'm still indulging in the love of that song, and my nose is a little sour, just looking at her

She looked at me and whispered to me, "It's time for me to go, thank you for the song!" ”

The moment she turned around, I squeezed her hand again, almost choked up, and said, "Don't go, I haven't given you flowers yet, I said I'll give you a gift in return for using your guitar." ”

"This guitar is yours and you don't need anything in return."

"Then why are you giving me this hundred dollars?"

"I think you should buy this bouquet, but don't you give it to me to the woman you should give it to the most!"

At this moment, my breathing seemed to be blocked, I felt a sharp pain in convulsions, instinctively held her hand tighter, choked and said: "Actually, I really can't forget you after breaking up, these days, I can't even feel my own existence, everything I do, it seems that I can't understand it I don't want to see myself like this, and I don't want to see you lost and return to me, let's go and repair the broken city together, although I once doubted, But you must be the woman of that city, Ifyouwantme (if you want me), Sadnessfoundme (just satisfy me), as the song goes, okay? I love you, Micai I love you! ”

Time seemed to stand still at this moment, but the wind was still blowing, and the moonlight fell on our bodies with some coldness, and she cried, crying loudly, crying like a child who had been wronged for a long time, but she never lay on my shoulder, just cried in my sight and then cramped my nerves!

A gust of wind blew, the yellowed leaves swirled in the air, seemed to fly, but they were falling, and suddenly, the banknotes in the hats, like the leaves, were blown up in the air by the wind, and finally fell with the leaves in the fountain pool next to me, floating on the water waves I looked at in amazement!

This song "IfYouWantMe" is strongly recommended to everyone, one of the three songs that have been listened to on a loop for a long time!