Mi Cai put down her suitcase, looked at the instant noodles on the table and asked, "Will you eat one at noon?" ”

"Eating instant noodles saves trouble." After speaking, he looked at her suitcase and asked, "Are you here to collect luggage?" ”

"Well, come get some clothes for tomorrow afternoon's plane."

The already bad mood was made worse by Mi Cai's answer, so that he was reluctant to speak anymore and picked up the already soaked noodles and ate them.

Mi Cai looked at me, didn't say anything more, and dragged her suitcase to her room.

Seeing her disappear from my sight, I suddenly didn't want to eat instant noodles anymore, so I found a coat to put on myself, and planned to go downstairs and buy a pack of cigarettes at the convenience store.

……

Outside, the sun sprinkled warm light on the ground without hesitation, and although the wind was a little cold, it blew the white clouds in the blue sky, which seemed to comfort my messy soul.

I bought a pack of cigarettes, sat on the electric wooden horse in front of the convenience store and smoked it, I didn't want to think about anything in my heart, but once again I experienced the erosion of getting by.

I was a little annoyed with myself, so I pulled a few coins out of my pocket and stuffed them into the electric Trojan, and my body shook with the Trojan.

A few minutes passed, the Trojan stopped shaking, I tossed another coin, and the cycle went on and on, not bothering to pay attention to the mocking or incomprehensible gazes of passers-by.

He lit a cigarette for himself while shaking, and then habitually took out the film on the cigarette case, covering it in front of his eyes and looking at the sky.

I seemed to see the outline of the city again, and my heart was full of surprise, and I was more eager to see the woman in the city, but I could not see her face except for her long hair hanging down her shoulders...... My heart became more and more anxious, for fear that after losing this fleeting opportunity, I would never see the city and the women in it again.

I hated to get up from the wooden horse, but suddenly the illusion was shattered by a voice in my ears.

The city in the sky gradually disappeared, but Mi Cai's face became clearer and clearer, and she shook her hand in front of me again and asked, "Zhaoyang, what are you doing?" ”

"Ride on a wooden horse and play!" As I spoke, I shoved another coin into the slot, and the Trojan horse shook, singing a nursery rhyme.

"Won't it be overloaded?"

"No, I often sit and play!"

"Oh...... Then you can play with me for a while. ”

I pointed to the electric Trojan next to me and said, "Go sit there, I've got a couple of coins!" ”

Micai put down her suitcase and climbed onto another electric trojan, and I threw a coin at her and said, "You just stuff it into that slot." ”

Micai nodded, then stuffed the coin inside, and the Trojan horse sang and shook.

I didn't pay any attention to Mi Cai next to me, and continued to smoke, swaying to the rhythm of the rhythm, thinking about my own thoughts.

"Zhaoyang...... Zhaoyang, can you give me another coin? After a long time, Mi Cai said to me again.

I nodded, and threw another coin to her, and also wanted to throw one into my Trojan horse, but gave up, because I knew that Mi Cai would still ask me, and I only had two coins left in my hand......

Sure enough, a few minutes later, Mi Cai asked me for coins again, and this time I threw both coins directly to her, and she said "thank you" to me and started playing again.

At this time, a strange phenomenon happened.,The original mocking eyes have all turned into a kind smile.,I don't understand this kind of change.,Then I looked at the Mi Cai next to me.,I understand,A man playing such a Trojan horse is called neurosis.,And a beautiful woman playing.,It's called innocence.。

Look, there is so much inequality between us, why should I, with my humble soul, desire her to accommodate me? So if she loves to go to the United States, she will go to the United States, and I don't have to be disappointed because of this.

"Zhaoyang, what are you thinking?" Mi Cai asked me.

"Play with you, leave me alone."

Mi Cai got off the wooden horse, walked up to me again, and said to me, "I'll invite you to dinner, you didn't eat the instant noodles just now." ”

"I'll just come down and buy a pack of cigarettes and go back to eat."

"Wouldn't it be better if I invited you to dinner? Your bucket of noodles is soaked! ”

"I really don't need to, aren't you going to the United States tomorrow, hurry back and recuperate!"

Mi Cai finally stopped forcing me, but took out her mobile phone, took a picture of me sitting on the wooden horse smoking, and then lifted her box and said to me: "Then I'm leaving!" ”

"Delete the photo you just took!" I said with a displeased face.

"Who cares about you...... You're stealing my picture! ”

I tried to jump off the wooden horse, but I stumbled and stumbled, and Mi Cai had already dragged her suitcase to her car, and then disappeared from my sight with the traffic......

I couldn't scold the word "" anymore, just looked at the direction she left in a daze.

I was a little melancholy: the next time I saw her again, it would be a long time to wait!

I was a little bleak: perhaps the beginning of her life in the United States would have caught her in the Azuran offensive, because in this fast-paced world, a month can change a lot......

……

I went back to my lodgings, ate the bucket of soaked noodles, and then went back to bed and fell asleep.

I had a nightmare that Mi Cai had returned from the United States, but she invited me to her wedding with her wedding ring.

I woke up from the dream, wiped the sweat on my forehead, only to find that I was tormented by this dream, and hurriedly poured a glass of boiled water, and while drinking, I relieved the suppressed feeling that I was almost out of breath.

After drinking a glass of boiled water, I looked out the window, but the sky was already dark, and the row of street lamps in the distance flirted with the stupid and dull earth with a frivolous light that had not changed for several years, but the warmth rendered by the lights of thousands of homes in the distance made all living beings ignore the teasing of the street lamps on the earth, so the street lamps became more unscrupulous, and the earth slowly learned to be obedient, but who understands the helplessness and pain under the obedience?

I patted my face to sober myself up and hurriedly put on my clothes, because it was time for me to go to the bar at the moment.

Driving on the road with heavy traffic, I felt that this city that was about to run out of Micai was so empty, as if her laughter, her crying, her happiness, and her pain made the city charming......

At this moment, I kind of understand that it is not that the city is not charming enough, but that it has become everything I have in the city!

……

In the bar, CC and I found a corner, smoking a cigarette and chatting.

CC looked around the bar and said to me, "Zhaoyang, the attendance rate of our bar today is nearly 70%, which is much better than I imagined!" ”

I nodded, and it was true that the bar was doing much better than we had expected at the beginning, but it still needed to be promoted, and the 70% attendance rate could only be used as a basis for the operation.

CC flicked the cigarette ash from his hand and said to me, "Mi'er is going to the United States tomorrow, you know?" ”

"Yes, she went to my place today to get some clothes."

CC smiled and said, "I'm very reluctant, right?" ”

I stiffened my mouth and said, "No." ”

"I heard that someone wants to invite Mi'er back to Xuzhou for the New Year!"

“CC…… Your uncle's! Don't be so weird, okay? What someone, except for me, who can catch up with Xuzhou! ”

After I complained, CC gloated and said, "But Mi'er and Weiran went to the United States......"

"Believe it or not, I'll strangle you!" I finished glaring at CC.

But I didn't want my move to make CC shake his head and sigh, and said, "Zhaoyang, do you know how Mi Cai feels about you?"

My heartbeat suddenly increased, and I looked at CC in a daze, I believe that CC asked me so, then Mi Cai must have told her about her feelings for me.

I want to know the truth, but I refuse to reveal it, because the truth may well mean pain.