There weren't many pages left in the diary, and it seemed that the final ending was not far off.

"Thursday, May 24, 1990 was fine, and in the past few months, I have watched Xiaomei get bigger and bigger.

Xu Yao and his parents still haven't talked about it, and I'm used to it. So when his figure appeared lonely outside the courtyard gate, I greeted him with a smile.

I said to Xiaomei, look at Dad, how much you throw, Xiaomei will be beautiful when she grows up.

Xu Yao smiled, she must be very beautiful, and her mother will be very beautiful.

When the fourth master passed by the front of the courtyard, he called out to me, Su Can, looking at the child. I smiled softly, yes, Fourth Master, have you just come back from the field?

I discussed with Su Lan and Xu Yao, and unanimously said that we took an orphan and sent it back when we found our parents.

Xu Yao followed me back to the house.

He said to me, Su Can, let's get out of here, get out of this place, and live in a place where no one knows us. What do you think? I raised my eyes to look at him.

He said, I'll solve Xiaomei's hukou, let's go to the west, where the population is sparse and no one knows us. Over the years, I have saved some money myself, which is enough for us to live for a while. When the time comes, I'll go out and find a job, and you take care of the children at home, and we'll always survive.

He had everything planned.

I said, okay. I'll follow you, the cape of the sky, everywhere.

At dinner, I told Su Lan about our elopement.

Su Lan's face darkened significantly, and I disagreed. She put down the dishes and chopsticks.

I looked at her face cautiously.

She said, Hu Xuyao, have you ever thought about how naïve your approach is.

Xu Yao's face was very calm, he always looked at Su Lan with this kind of face, and he said, This is the only way I can think of that can make our lives better.

Su Lan stood up, how weak my sister's body is, besides, Xiaomei is still so small.

The two of them had a big fight over it, insisting on each other's opinions.

I don't know how to persuade them, they are all people I love. ”

"Monday, May 28, 1990 is sunny, and today is the Dragon Boat Festival. I don't think I'll ever forget today.

The atmosphere between Xu Yao and Su Lan has been at a stalemate over the matter of us leaving these days. But today is the Dragon Boat Festival.

I pulled both of them together in the morning, pointed to the reed leaves sent by the four nights and said, don't you stiffen anymore, can't you let me hold the child alone and make zongzi.

Xu Yao said, what are you talking about?

Su Lan was also busy saying, Sister, how can I let you do it alone.

I saw that both of them were starting to do it, and I couldn't be happier. I teased Xiaomei who was sitting on the bed, and I asked Xiaomei if she wanted to eat zongzi. Xiaomei giggled and smiled at me, her eyes narrowed, and her white skin seemed to shine in the sun. I said, Xiaomei, you are really my angel.

Xu Yao and Su Lan are very quiet, and I guess they are still angry with each other.

I saw Xu Yao's side face, his sideburns hair hanging down long to cover his ears, and I suddenly realized that he seemed to have not paid attention to his image for a long time for me.

When I met him, he always wore a suit and leather shoes, leather shoes and ties, and a very formal look.

Now, he's wearing a clean white shirt, jeans and sneakers.

I thought, I can't let him down, I'm going to go with him.

Su Lan turned around and saw me looking at Xu Yao and smiled, she said, Sister, Xiaomei is about to fall.

I looked, and sure enough, Xiaomei crawled to the side of the bed, so dangerous.

When I was eating zongzi in the evening, I told Xu Yao that I had decided, I must go with you.

Xu Yao's face showed a look of surprise. But Su Lan's face was obviously unbearable, and said, sister, you have to think about it carefully.

I said, I've thought it through.

Su Lan said, Hu Xuyao is so naïve, do you also play with him?!

I said, yes, I accompany him, whether he is naïve or mature, I accompany him.

Xu Yao shook my hand tightly.

When dinner was almost over, I went to another room to make milk powder for Xiaomei, and I think she would be very hungry when she saw us eating.

When I came to the door again, I was about to lift the curtain when I heard Su Lan's voice, Hu Xuyao, don't take my sister away, my sister has been weak since she was a child, and she can't help this kind of bump.

Xu Yao's voice is not angry, I will take care of her, I must take her away!

I heard Su Lan's sobs, and I thought I should go in and comfort her, but even if I did, what should I say, say I'm sorry, I can't listen to you? How could I be so cruel.

When I hesitated, I heard Su Lan's voice. Hu Xuyao, do you know that I like you! ”

Wang Xixi was surprised when she saw this, but she suddenly realized, no wonder my aunt kept saying when she had a fever and dreamed during the day, sister, I'm sorry for this kind of thing.

This sentence was like a thunderbolt in the sky, and it happened to slash at me, and I stood there unable to move.

Su Lan said, I have liked you for a long time, and I like you no less than my sister, so I have always refused to call you brother-in-law.

I didn't hear Xu Yao speak, Su Lan sobbed louder, I knew that she was trying to endure it, according to her temperament, she was going to finish speaking.

She said, but you like each other, you love each other so much, what can I do, I can only hide this love in my heart. I think it would be nice to see you every day. You are all people I love, and I don't care if you are happy.

My head came back to my senses at this time, no wonder, no wonder she always refused to call Xu Yao's brother-in-law, no wonder she reacted so much when I asked her to call.

It turned out that she also liked Xu Yao.

The door curtain was suddenly opened, it was Xu Yao.

He was obviously surprised to see me standing outside the door. He asked, did you just hear it all? I nodded mechanically.

His eyes looked deep in the night, Su Can, I like you, I only like you.

The movement at the door obviously alarmed Su Lan, she walked out, there were still tears on her face, she was not too surprised to see me.

She said, I knew that there would be such a day, sister, I'm sorry, I can't control my feelings. But I am sincere, and I wish you well.

She turned around, took a few steps, and suddenly turned her head and said, "You can go if you want, and leave me alone."

But how could I not think about her?

Xiaomei's crying interrupted me, and I remembered the bottle in my hand, and the water was just not hot.

I said, I'm going to nurse Xiaomei. That was my first reaction when I learned about it.

I walked past them, Xiaomei's face was full of tears, and I was distressed for a while, and I was busy breastfeeding her.

Hug her and say, did we scare you? Xiaomei doesn't cry, Xiaomei's mother is sad when she cries, and her mother wants to cry when she is sad.

But without thinking about it, tears fell down the sentence and fell silently on my fingers holding the bottle. "