Chapter 184: The Real World
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Chapter 184: The Real World
What is the reason that Li Juan came up with it? She thought that the reason why she thought of Wang Jujun when she was solving her own needs was because of that time in the field, Wang Jujun inadvertently stirred that nerve.
That time, when Li Juan pulled Wang Jujun to stand up and work on the field, she didn't control the strength well, and the force was too great, causing Wang Jujun to stand unsteadily after being pulled up, and threw herself into her arms, and her hands were hugged to her waist. Under the effect of inertia, her hands naturally wrapped around Wang Jujun's neck, and she dared to swear to the sky that it was really inertia, and it was never her intention.
Li Juan clearly remembers the scene at that time, the two of them stood there facing each other, like a couple about to kiss. What is particularly coincidental is that Wang Jujun's thing happened to reach his private parts, and the numb, itchy feeling made his heart think. My man has not come back since he went out, and he has not lived a married life for a long time, and he was suddenly treated by a man like this, as a young daughter-in-law who kept an empty house alone, it was normal for the body to react. And when he was sick and needed someone to take care of him the most, it was not his man who did his best to take care of himself by his side, but Wang Jujun, and he was grateful, so he would think of Wang Jujun when he solved that need.
Although in solving their own needs and having good things for themselves. The first person who came to mind was not his own man, but Wang Jujun, a little man who had always been deliberately defined as a big boy. Such a thing made Li Juan feel sorry for the wood and ashamed of him. But heaven and earth can be seen, and the relationship between her and Wang Jujun is really innocent. There is no substantial, behavioral betrayal, and she will guarantee that all this is just a thought, and will never break the line!
There is no doubt that all guarantees Li Juan will do it! But all guarantees must have a premise, that is, she is a wooden wife, so that she can use all her energy to maintain the chastity that she should have as a wife!
Perseverance is strong, but it's also vulnerable! All Li Juan's assurances and insistence on the betrayal of the wood in front of the thin divorce letter seemed so pale and powerless.
I work hard and do my best to take care of everything at home and outside the home. One person supported the life of the whole family, suffering and tiredness were intertwined, and he never showed a trace of unhappiness, blocking his man and annoying him, but he didn't expect that in exchange for being ruthlessly betrayed, a divorce certificate announced not only a broken marriage, but also blocked the way forward in Li Juan's life. vetoed her years of dedication to maintaining the family.
I have to say that the divorce was a heavy blow to Li Juan, and the betrayal and abandonment of the wood made Li Juan very painful. Like falling into the abyss, and even lost the direction of her life for a while, she was at a loss, and she didn't know who she should rely on in the future? How to spend the rest of her life, she even thought about leaving this world......
The human world is complicated, as a woman. Especially for a divorced rural woman, if she wants to continue to survive in the world, it is tantamount to an ant climbing into a hot pot. After completing the divorce procedures with Mu, Li Juan locked herself in the dormitory and cried bitterly until she fell asleep from crying. Only then did it subside, and when she woke up, Li Juan secretly swore that she would never get married in this life, but as soon as she made the vow, Wang Jujun's figure appeared in her mind again, and she especially wanted to see Wang Jujun, so she threw herself into Wang Jujun's arms and cried......
I have to say that the appearance of Wang Jujun in Li Juan's mind gave her great motivation and made her re-understand the human world. If the betrayal and abandonment of wood made Li Juan feel the complexity of the world, Wang Jujun's gentleness and thoughtfulness, simplicity and loveliness made her feel the simplicity of the world.
The world is seen as complex and simple. The reason why some people think that the world is complicated is only because of the problems she encounters or her own cognition is complicated!
This world is actually very simple, but the human heart is very complicated. The original intention of people is very simple, but with the passage of time and the growth of age, people learn the word "benefit", and it is the distribution of "benefit" that makes people very complicated. There is a pile of apples on the table, and people don't care how many apples there are, but how many of them are in their hands. There is a mess in the unit, and people don't care how much they do, but how much they do.
The relationship between people is very simple, and because of the complexity of the distribution of interests, there is deceit and intrigue. The complicated earthly world is actually very simple, because of the complexity of human emotions, there is a book and a sword, and there is a detachment and dispersion.
The simplicity of life is a few lines in the long scroll of life, with a sparse and clear indifference; It is a thin moon in the artistic conception of life, with a cool and cool tranquility.
The complexity of life is the ink splashed on the rice paper of life, rendering the city and the world; It is the babbling huqin that plays in the depths of life, and it can't shake away the noise and confusion.
There is great beauty in heaven and earth, which can be obtained in simplicity; There is great fatigue in life, hidden in complicated places. There is often great interest in life, and it must be that life is very simple; Life is always happy, and it must be that the soul is pure and uncomplicated.
People are happy when they are simple, but there are very few happy people; When it is complicated, it is painful, but the people who are in pain are bustling. This reflects the reality that it is not easy for more people to live a simple life, but it is very simple to live a complex life.
This world is full of adjustment and distribution of interests every day. People are controlled and manipulated by various complex emotions every day. Is Li Juan at fault on the issue of marriage? No! Then why was she abandoned by wood? Because the benefits she brought to Wood were far lower than Wood's inner expectations, although she was excellent in all aspects, all the excellence was not worth mentioning in front of the interests.
Human beings are subjective and perceptual animals. Subjectivity and emotion are the least elusive and controllable. At a glance, it seems very simple. A hundred-year-old well, deep and clear, you can see to the end, but this ancient well itself is not simple. A person like Wang Jujun is this hundred-year-old well, and you can see through him at a glance. It's not that he's too simple, not deep enough, it's that he's too pure. A person with a pure soul is originally a kind of profundity that shakes people's hearts. Such simplicity makes people admire and worship. It is his simplicity and purity that make all those who have come into contact with him have a nameless love for him, so that an excellent woman like Li Juan can hardly forget him when she thinks about men and women.
The fog cover of people like wood looks complex and deep. In fact, this depth is the depth of the city, not the depth of the soul. This complexity is a sinister intertwining of human nature, not a superposition of graceful wisdom. There are very few people in the world who are as pure as Wang Jujun, but people as complex as wood are very common. If you really want to use a scale to illustrate the proportion between them, then people as pure as Wang Jujun account for only one in a billion.
Life, in the end, is so simple that there are only two words: life and death, but due to the ups and downs of fate, and because of the warmth and coldness of the world, the simple process has become ups and downs and complicated.
Simplicity is the beautiful gesture that life leaves to this world; And complexity is a bleak dream that life can never salvage. As children, we were simple and happy. A compliment, a small toy, and a sweet candy are enough to make us happy. And when we grow up, we feel unhappy day by day, always feel that the world around us is so complex that people are overwhelmed, and every day we are entangled by all kinds of complex emotions, I can't guess it, I can't tell it, and I gradually affect my emotional changes, and I unconsciously fall into confusion and fatigue.
The temptation of interests, the thirst for fame and fortune, and the expansion of selfish desires constitute the deceit, intrigue, speculation and misunderstanding between people, which always hurt people too often, and make people worry about putting on a layer of hypocrisy and painting a thick protective color on themselves from time to time, and face everything with a posture of pretending to be a city and the world, so as to forget the true self and lose the true color of the self and find it difficult to recover.
Mu abandoned Li Juan to chase what he longed for, nothing more than hoping that he would live happily! Is he at fault? No! He just didn't figure out what happiness was!
Is the happiness of life positioned by the amount of fame, fortune, materialism, and status gains and losses? No! The happiness of life should be whether the mood you feel in your heart is really happy and relaxed. Between Li Juan and General Manager Zhao, Mu Tou chose to abandon Li Juan and throw himself into the arms of General Manager Zhao, because General Manager Zhao can give him the fame, fortune, material, and status he wants, but will he really be happy after getting all this?
Buddhism: The highest state of Zen is actually a "light" word. The indifferent one is indifferent and simple. Treat the world with a simple vision, grasp it with an indifferent attitude, maybe the world is in your experience, there will be more beauty and happiness, so what is the joy of gaining?
Everything in the world and the world seem to be complex and complex, but in fact, they all follow a simple law of nature and order, which is independent in tolerance and integrated in independence. If we treat it too much with a complex mentality, we can't actually change the way and law it originally exists, but on the contrary, we will make ourselves painful and tired.
Mu Tou abandoned Li Juan and threw himself into the arms of General Manager Zhao, just because he followed the most common law in the world, such as fame, fortune, materiality, and status, and made such a choice, and he was not wrong! If Li Juan is obsessed with his choice, pain and tiredness will naturally become a law that she can't escape! (To be continued......)