When the three women and one man of Haimei knew how strong the wish he had made for them, and how they felt their infinite happiness because of having such a great father, as they got older and older, they felt more strongly about this happiness, which was probably the only attachment and gratitude to their father in their lives, when they found that they had this strong feeling from their father's heartEven if some unpleasant things encountered in their whole life suddenly recall their parents, their heart full of boredom will become more cheerful, as if sometimes the source of all their boredom comes from their parents, but everything is their boredom and will end because of their parents. The pen & fun & www.biquge.info has not thought of his children in his life without a stick or a slap in the face, in everything he treats his children with an absolute majesty that only a father can have, but with a kind of gentleness that only a father can have. This method of his has been tried and tested in his life, and only once was the strongest disobedience he felt in his life, and that time was when his eldest daughter decided not to go to school again through his own decision, and he persuaded his daughter the strongest in his life, but this persuasion did not have any effect until the end, and he did not break the strong stubbornness and determination in the inner world of his eldest daughter when she chose to give up his studies at that time. He painstakingly spent the whole winter vacation in her school, but in the end it didn't work at all, and finally watched his daughter give up the great future that he could see in his eyes, and it wasn't until that moment that he felt the helplessness from his inner world.

Hai Mei never thought that because his daughter's poor grades in school because of his daughter's poor grades in school, he took the initiative to give up his studies, no matter what the final grades of his children were, he instead worked hard to let them continue to study in school, his character seems to be born more cheerful than his brothers and even his father's ghosts, when he was at home, his image of a loving father was completely vividly reflected by it, but for outside things, As long as it involves the interests of the whole family inherited from his great-grandfather, his other side of the strong tactics of fighting for every inch of land will also be punished to the fullest, and in terms of the absolute fight for profit, his harsh character and behavior are completely comparable to that of the younger son. In this respect, Haimei and Tao have become the two most demanding professional households in this generation in the village.

I don't know why, until later, the five-star resistance in the entire stockade of Shibanpo still left such an unwritten inheritance of property development, and their right to fight for their property eventually came from renting and selling, a feudal concept that had been broken after the founding of New China and the implementation of the agrarian revolution in the fifties of the twentieth century. Speaking of the source of this matter, or from Rong's stepmother Xu in the 80s of the twentieth century in China's land contracting and distribution of production to households, in the land contracting of the misinterpretation of political policies, and finally formed a long time in the village of the old concept of life, Xu, who has not been to school for a day, where will consider what government policy and why not policy, when she heard that the land needs to be contracted to the household, to her inner world to understand that the government has changed the land back into their hands, Therefore, when the production team responded to the government's call to contract the land to the households, she quickly passed the name of the master who was already in the village, and soon grasped the initiative in the entire production team, and soon it had rented and sold such a reason to win the land belonging to his own name, which caused the entire village to be in the old generation of the next few decades of asset distribution, but at the same time, it also brought them decades of old and backward ideas for the distribution of property. This kind of hive and concept has been until most of the young people of the new generation have almost walked out of the village through the inheritance of reading, and they have completely broken this old trend with a strong ancestral vein established by Rong's stepmother through the transformation of their own thoughts in school. But later, as the younger generation in the village came out, their inner world was gradually broadened by the colorful world they faced, and they gradually sent the ideas that they had been tempered and forged in the outside world to the village in time. The most direct way of expression is to use a person's greatest strength to establish the greatest authority that should be able to obtain for oneself, and the authority that people who have a basis for working in the national government and who are alienated from them is their privilege and position in the political system, and of course, the establishment of this position and authority is also the most direct and effective. The main reason is that the whole village has not departed from the deep-rooted roots of the oldest philosophical systems from the oldest in China; Those who do not have political status and authority, they use their greatest material wealth to transform into a wide range of real estate that people can see with the naked eye and can be directly converted into emotion and admiration in the hearts of others, and the further expression of real estate is how much living area the house they own can have and how many VIPs and visitors can be accommodated, but then these things gradually become a kind of idle objects and furnishings limited in people's inner world. With the opening of the door to the closure of the fruit species, Karl? This car, George? Stephenson's trains, the Wright brothers' planes, and Foster's tanks followed the war, and it was because of this that the entire slate slope finally remembered that his neighbors had barely kept up with the pace of modernization. I don't know when the pair of white pigeons that were digging rooting stones in the middle of the hall in Zhang's old house and expelling the pair of white smoke and soaring into the sky, the fortune teller who used to be the captain's descendant to calculate the rain that could not be developed for fifty years in the Wu family gate did not know when it was completely broken, from the younger generation after generation through their efforts and the opening of more and more advanced educational institutions, the children of the Wu surname and other miscellaneous families in the village also enjoyed different degrees of school education with the development of the times. From the very beginning, the village has been rich and strong in the rise of the government, setting an atmosphere and example for the whole village to study and be admitted to university. In many other houses, people have many evaluations of Shibanpo, saying that almost most of their entire village has been invested in schools, and those who come out of the village by college students will have no change in their houses for ten or twenty years or even more in a row, and only a few families have no such burden as students, and their families will renew their houses in a few years. A few years later, there was a greater change within the scope of his own family, but some people who are still studying have not changed and improved so quickly, and almost all of the families with a scholar in the family can completely empty their family's economy, and the entire village has or has owed a large amount of foreign debts to other people or banks except for his eldest son Hong, and they have become a new generation of people who have been overdrawn in money since the founding of New China. He also became the earliest generation of people in New China who worked for banks all year round. In this era that has been people's Chen Zhiwei's democratic period, they still received distant stories and slaves and later feudal dynasty peasants still received different degrees of exploitation, but this exploitation was indeed forcibly limited by the state within a certain range, and the state forcibly limited this exploitation from the world of money to the range they could bear, within the range they could exchange for a year, and so on, as if the entire human society no matter what era they developed to. Whether it is the slave society written in ancient times or the slaves and peasants of the later feudal society, or the ordinary people today, they all live in a process of toiling for life by pulling money to make up for it. The common people at the grassroots level, not only did they not develop towards the so-called socialism or the so-called communist ideals, but they were not as good as the ancient feudalism and Western capitalism, and most of them were burdened with increasing liabilities every year in the process of increasing the credit limit given to them by the banks, and this situation was later most directly reflected and proved in Jun, although he and his wife had been married for decades. However, he has never applied to the government for any relevant certificate of marriage. More than 20 years later, because his wife was already eligible for migration, her hukou was destroyed by the government under certain circumstances. Without any proof of hukou, it has become a politically unregistered black market population in China, and has been coerced by the Chinese government to brand itself as a black market population. At the beginning, because the loan procedures were not so complicated, as long as there was a certificate to prove that he was the head of the family, he could go directly to the bank to apply for a loan certificate, and Jun also obtained his own good interests in this situation. However, the bank's policy suddenly changed, as long as the person who wants to go to the bank for a loan needs to show the relevant certificates of both husband and wife on the one hand, and on the other hand, both husband and wife must be present to handle the loan information. Just when Jun lost his original ability to lend under the change of bank policy, when he did not get a better result after the efforts of the other party, he found that his life suddenly seemed to be missing something, and he suddenly felt that his life seemed to be more brilliant in that moment, and people suddenly became cheap at this time. After getting used to living a life of fear and indebtedness all day long, he felt that the life after being carefree was not so wonderful and rich, he chased money all his life, and when he was twenty years old, he toiled for money, and when he was almost fifty years old, after reaching the age of his father in their original minds, he found that he was still working for the world of money. Although he also saw that when he was in his twenties, when he first walked into society independently, the salary he received for the first time was not known to be many times less than the money he got after he reached the age of fifty, but in the ups and downs of his entire life for decades, when his salary was enhanced, and at the same time, the prices of the whole society also unconsciously and slowly kept up, so until he came through the ups and downs of the past few decades, He still found that the material things he owned, except for his house, which had cost hundreds of thousands of yuan before, and finally lived in the countryside for 100,000 yuan. What he can never imagine is that the money he has earned in his life that he has earned in his life has become a passing cloud of its vitality like his past years, and money has become an olive branch for the whole country and society to run out to them, but in the end, the price that must be paid is for those people who do not know how money works, ten years ago they were working hard for the money world they wanted to have, but ten years later, Twenty or even thirty or forty years later, when they return home and look at their entire journey, they find themselves still toiling for their ideal world of money. When everyone in the world who understands life and money thinks that they are doing what they like to do most in their lifetime, under the rendering of these decades of peaches and ups and downs, and under the continuous creation of their own value, they have already become a veritable rich man, just like when Bo reached the age of fifty before he wholeheartedly created for himself the living environment he wanted to have many years ago, in the absence of a few years, Although he was dragging his own body, which was gradually becoming more and more, he still created a large two-story house for himself and his son, and all things were almost so small, and all the world of money, no matter how powerful it became, always seemed so small compared to the whole world in their minds, but lost the sense of the loudness that made the world belong to me when there was nothing. All people seem to be doing the same thing, on the one hand, they are happy in a place where everyone can see, and on the other hand, they are alone in a group of people who are weaker than themselves, the weaker people are, the more difficult it is for them to get self-detachment from such a state, and most of the harm in their inner world is that they are always just so insignificant in front of people who are stronger than themselves, so they always try to strengthen themselves in such a situation, The best situation is that all the people who have been hurt differently in their inner world are trampled under their feet together, and then become a king who is one level higher than anyone else, but in this life, from the day when they can barely understand things, the moment before the life that is about to collapse is completely broken, they will be traumatized to different degrees by different people to different degrees, and the blows they suffer in their hearts do not know how many times stronger than the blows they have suffered in their bodies. Scientific research in the twenty-first century has shown that the damage to the human psyche is also to the physical body and causes severe pain to the psyche. The more people suffer from this pain, the more they need to be able to become stronger than everyone else.

It wasn't until later that Wu Yuan found out that although most of their maternal uncle had lived online, he thought that his inner world would become stronger after experiencing the ups and downs of the outside world, but it wasn't until his eldest brother Bin actually came into contact with their maternal uncle Mu that he found that his soul was still seriously traumatized and hit by the outside world in which he lived to a certain extent. What he never thought of was that his emotions could change unexpectedly under any circumstance, and each time he received different degrees of damage, his mind may not find out until the end that most of the pain in this world is actually the mediocrity of the human world, until the end of his life, he did not forget to release from his body the murderous aura that can completely knock down others and even make them admire, In fact, he never thought that when he had such a strong desire in his inner world, he and the people in this world he wanted to surpass should never think about any kind of difference, because ninety percent of the people in the whole world have the same mentality as him, and when he wants to completely suppress more people under his feet, that part of the whole world will also treat him with the same mentality as him, and they also hope that one day they can defeat everyone else. Let him look at themselves with their true eyes, they have a strong mentality in their inner world to think about the whole world and declare that they are definitely not the weak in their eyes, the people of the whole world have a psychology that will be stronger than others, when a person has such a mentality, it also proves from another angle that he has already thought about the whole world issued a declaration of war, the only thing this declaration of war wants to prove is that one day they will become stronger than everyone else in the world, Just like the image locked by Jin Yong in his martial arts novels, many people in this world want to be the first in the world, and then can be used in front of others as a capital to show off, but in that real world, what many people want to do is that they can have more money, in their inner world, money can satisfy their vitality, they are like children, they are completely not separated from the life values that as long as they can have money, they can go to everything they want to have in their livesIn their minds, they feel that money is the most precious thing in the world, and almost their entire adult life is in the pursuit and acquisition of money. When a person lives in the world of money all his life, they understand in their inner world that money can be exchanged for all the material and spiritual things they want in their life, at least in exchange for what they want most, but when a person directly gives up such a link of money to pursue everything they want in the whole life, they are in the perspective of the pursuit of their own money values to make the most resolute opposition, they think that such things are unrealistic, But in fact, their lives are all under their own values, and they do not thoroughly criticize and blame others for the whole money value.

Regarding Wu Yuan's differences with others in terms of personality and life values, it was not until he had passed away for many years that Bin suddenly recalled him, and he suddenly understood that the real reason why his brother Wu Yuan finally embarked on a road of no return was not that he really broke away from the real world related to him, but that he saw through such a relationship between money in the real world. To some extent, his second brother is not with serious negative emotions as others say, but because he has a deeper understanding of the world of money in the times. In terms of the level of knowledge of economics, even he, who majored in economics in college, was a little ashamed. He found that his second brother Wu Yuan's economic strength was a little dilapidated in the eyes of others, but if he wanted to reach the level of economic life in a certain time, it was not a big deal with his ability to understand economics more deeply than him, he just didn't want to live in the kind of person who only lived in the world of Jingqian. In Wu Yuan's own language, he spent so much time writing in his life on money, and the purpose of finding money was just to live the life he wanted, and many people who had seen it in their lives and inner world had or were planning a lot, but they could only live in the world of money and couldn't get out of it. His goal is actually very simple, that is, he wants to use his life's energy to concentrate on doing the most important thing he wants to do well. Just when his second brother devoted all his time to what he felt was the most important thing in his life, his life suddenly began to become mysterious in his whole family circle, and in the whole circle of other people he knew, they were declaring that he was too idealistic, and when he tried to explain more about his life path, there was no beacon to express what he really thought in his inner world in confused language. Almost all of them are messed up in the time of language, more often than not, it is "one stone stirs up a thousand waves", and then all of them gave him a too idealistic linguistic conclusion, almost all of them turned their heads to persuade him to enter the society and tend to communicate with people, and their mother, Xiu's second uncle's eldest daughter, Mei, even gave him the idea that he should listen to the great love in this world once, and then he can know what is the real feeling in this world. In order to further prove the great role of love in life in front of him, she even gave Tang Sheng's love experience that had been buried in her heart for ten years and the favorite in her heart one by one, and gave her nephew, who had a little problem with his brain and only lived in books all day long, he just wanted to let him understand the happiness of this real world, and he wanted to tell him how skinny the real society was under that happy ideal society. However, Bin finally came to the conclusion that within the scope of his own perception, in fact, his aunt did not know what kind of life could be called an ideal world in the end, and what kind of life could be called a real world. He found that almost all the people it swallowed would always confuse people's ideal world with the real world they lived in, and he found that they didn't actually know what kind of life was called the ideal world in their lives, and what kind of lettuce was called the real world, and he guessed that maybe they had never stopped to seriously think about such a thing in their lives. She sent him another QQ message, which read:

"You were going to call Uncle Yang for dinner last night, it was my favorite, and I told you the story I told him. I accepted his pursuit when I didn't understand the relationship between men and women, because the college entrance examination was about to begin, and many girls said that only such a relationship was iron, because I had known him for many years, and he and his girlfriend and many other people had gone to my house to play, so I could trust him. ”

"Hehe, when my soul was still very stupid, it was directly wiped out by the things in the book. This is probably the negative impact of my years of studying! When things can develop to this point, there is probably something about him that you have always trusted very much," Wu Yuan replied.

"Because of the school's protection of me at that time," she replied with Wu Yuan, she continued, "I won the first place in the county in the national examination, and no one dared to pursue me." But he was transferred to another school at the time, no one knew him, and many people fought with him! Because my younger brother died, I didn't want to study anymore, so I went out to work. He came out to meet me during the summer and winter vacations, he was very afraid that I would change my mind, and hoped that I could get a marriage certificate with him when he was studying, he was very calm and rational, and I believed him. It's just that I've never had children, and gradually I'm very annoyed...... He said he could adopt one, and he didn't care if I could have one or not. We have such relatives in Shaziling, and everyone usually talks about discrimination with a face. And he's so nice to me!! How can I bear to let others look down on him? Love, too, is fulfillment!! So I'm going to fulfill him! How can such a good person not even have his own descendants? I'm determined to leave him!! ”

"You have forever left an indelible trace of affection in his heart," Wu Yuan interrupted, she ignored it, and continued to tell her own story.

"He went to your aunt's house, and told her, and told your cousin, and asked all those who knew me and him at the same time to persuade me to go back, for he had not told anyone so far. He knows better than anyone what my soul is suffering!! ”

"If it were me," he had interrupted, "the description of a poem, and everything would become a permanent and fixed history." Probably because it won't be thrown away, so the mind has already turned into the distance. ”

"I'm still the only girl he's ever pursued!" He continued, "He's on good terms, and it's always been girls who pursue him. He asked our fellow villager Yang Jinmei to come and talk to me, this woman introduced her sister-in-law to him, lied to me here, and lied to him on his side. ”

"The beauties in my pen are all drawn from the streets. The endless shadows of those books have already confused my soul, where can I remember when and where it is! ”

"The sister-in-law fell in love with him at first sight and pursued him fiercely, so I begged him to marry him....... It is because I love him that I want to fulfill him!! But now he and I don't like this person named Yang Jinmei. This is his child's aunt! That's why I said you, it's too simple, you don't understand what real feelings are! What I asked him for yesterday, I can just call him, and I don't have to invite him to dinner. Well, it seems that I really have to admit this, hehe! But I still asked two heavyweights to drink with him. It's called people!! ”

"He's also the love of your heart?"

"Read my words all over again!"

"Forget it, I'll listen to it!"

"Goodbye now friends! You know it's okay, don't go out and tell anyone. I won't even say anything about your second grandmother. I don't like to explain to people, I don't even talk about my mom! I do my own thing!! It doesn't matter what others think of me!! I am a very strong person at heart. ”

“……。”

"I never shied away from my responsibilities, the problem is that I'm not tactful either. People always have their own characteristics! ”

"Come on, I got it! Hehe, it's a feature again! ”

"I just want to live this life and I don't want to owe anyone anything. Really, there are things you can't understand. ”

"You're still teaching me by example, don't you think?"

"Yes, you're a talent, you can't be depressed!! I'll tell you everything my mom doesn't talk about, I just hope you're mature! ”

"Hehe, yes. But it's not an opportunity for me, hehe! ”

"Dream less, do more!"

"Hmmm! Be. Be a little more mature again! Well, I want to erase my rashness again! ”

“……”

"I opened my heart and loved another person, and this QQ is to commemorate him."

"Hehe, I'm not interested, I've seen too much."

"Beautiful things are mostly memorable, you just really fall in love, and no one will have an opinion. Then I'll write my thoughts! ”

"Well, that damn love again!"

"Then why haven't I heard of it? Love is the most worthy of praise in the world! Fanatical to love once, maybe you can only love once in your life! Then you can live well. ”

"Hey! Life is another "One Hundred Years of Solitude"! ”

"I've seen it since junior high school!"

"It's just going down the back road of repeating the next generation from generation to generation. And why bother? ”

"That's it, that's why there is a book heirloom!"

"However, you have added another copy of "Love in the Time of Cholera", when do people need to be unbiased and arrogant!"

"When a person's body and soul are in balance, it's all right! Moaning without disease! ”

It wasn't until later that Bin discovered that his second brother not only did not enter the right track of their lives as persuaded by others, but he later found that her personality was becoming more and more withdrawn. In his own words, a person writes that the true desire to be pursued in his inner world will never be wiped out by the whole world, and he will definitely be able to walk on such a road with more complete hardships in his inner world, and under the strong blow of the whole world to him, he has not extinguished the dream that has been bred in his mind for many years, and finally let him understand it thoroughly: he found that the person who knows him in the world is still himself, If even he has already given up on the dream he wants to pursue in the face of a few words from others, then there is no chance of success. In his inner world, no matter how powerful the world denied him, he believed that as long as it took him a lifetime to complete, he would still go on even if he failed a thousand times or ten thousand times in the end. In Bin's opinion, the most unconvincing thing in his second brother's inner world is that a person can spend a lifetime doing something that he can't succeed in, and he thinks that even if he is allowed to die, he will not believe that such a thing will befall him. In his inner world, he has always adhered to the unchanging belief that as long as a person does not stop his efforts in this life, anyone can go to his own achievements. Of course, if you succeed, it may not be, but if you succeed, it will definitely happen. In addition to being a fool, he is convinced that people in this world will have their own achievements in their lives, and the difference is only the difference between the achievements of people in the world. When he has his own beliefs and persistence, those persuasions to him and more or less blows to him in his inner world slowly Xiao Wang He no longer exists, only he best understands what he wants to achieve and obtain in this world, and only will he know what will be his ultimate pursuit and destination in this world. He understands that no one in this world can take responsibility for what he wants to obtain, and for him, the true practitioner of his dream, he can only make all the opposing voices a bump in the road of his life, and it is a step for him to realize his dream world. He believes that as long as people are doing what they want to do best, his brain will suddenly become smarter than everyone around him at that moment, so on the road of dreams, he will only believe that his sixth sense caters to the truest thoughts in his inner world, and he believes that all his actions will also make him smarter under his strong desire. It is precisely because of this that from the moment he understands such a truth, he already believes in his own inner world, and as for what others want to say, let them say it for themselves. Only when people can resonate with their own inner circles can they more thoroughly accept the opinions of others.

What people didn't expect was that when Wu Yuan's eldest daughter turned everything it wanted to do into reality, when most of the illusions in his inner world were lost, even he didn't know when he suddenly began to become calm, when a person was able to see some certain certain facts clearly under his own eyes, and let go of many illusions that he had taken very seriously before but felt unnecessary later, His soul seemed to become clear and cheerful at that moment, and he could feel that the burden of progress on his body was reduced by half at that moment, but what he couldn't understand was that he could completely feel that what was actively declining in his inner world would be the father's love that he had been very valued for so many years, but he also understood that there was no way to do it, there was no unbroken feast in the world, and he dreamed that everything he wanted to get would eventually come true sometime. However, it will also dissipate and fade over time. He felt that although he hadn't read a book for a few years, he couldn't understand how many big truths there were, and he didn't understand what the avenue of life was, but he could still understand that people have passed down from generation to generation, and it was inevitable that they would marry and start their own families. But that's what happened to him all the way. When he reached a certain age, he suddenly discovered that in many cases, the thoughts of those younger brothers and nephews could penetrate at a glance. The reason why there was so much consideration in his psychology before, he found that this net was all because his inner world had not yet fully reached this step, that is, the virgin texture in his inner world had not been opened and developed, but the development trend of the whole thing was inevitable, once his inner world began to touch such a territory, his kind of knowing how to let go, leaving his inner world in the family affection that could not be separated suddenly touched, Knowing this time, he found that he suddenly began to mature again, so that he could never figure out when people need to become the most mature in this world, but at that time, man-made has entered the loess, but what he didn't expect was that there are only human beings in this world who are difficult to explore in a lifetime, and human life will have its true meaning in this world, otherwise why should people live in this world?

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