Chapter 44: Gray Space
"Sister Susu, are you awake, are you feeling better?"
A familiar voice came, and I opened my eyes. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 infoI was so tired in my dream, but now I wake up and feel much more relaxed.
"Little kid, why am I here?" Looking around, the environment was unfamiliar, but it was certain that I was in the hospital.
I remember walking in the heavy rain and crying all the time, how am I in the hospital now? What happened?
Alas, my head hurts so much that I can't remember.
"You passed out on the side of the road, it was Mr. Gu who sent you to the hospital. He said he was in a hurry, and then he left, and he told me to take good care of you, so I asked for leave to take care of you. The child said as he walked out the door, "I'll call the doctor when you wake up, and I have to call Mr. Gu." ”
The child ran away in a puff of smoke, and I saw that he was not wearing a police uniform, a white shirt and a jacket of denim, and he looked simple and refreshing.
Mr. Gu? Gu Liansheng sent me? How did he find me? Didn't I want him to find me? I dreamed that Gu Liansheng held my hand and cried all the time, crying all the time. Alas, the headache is all painful and hallucinating......
"If the fever has subsided, drink plenty of boiled water, pay attention to rest, and don't catch a cold. I said that you are not in good health, why do you want to go to the rain? "Dr. White Coat looked at me, made a medical record, and asked me when it was ready.
I ...... "Can I say that because my beloved man was in my best friend's bed, I got angry and went to the rain?" If I said that, what would the doctor think? Will you call me infatuated, or stupid? It must be stupid!!
I had no choice but to remain silent, and when I saw that I was silent, the doctor left, and after a while, another nurse came, helped me change the fluid, and told me that I didn't have to lose this bottle today, and I would talk about it tomorrow.
God, what do you mean to talk about tomorrow? Will you continue to lose tomorrow, how long will you lose!! How long the hell have I been here?!
"Little kid, how long have I been living here? When can I go home? Where is this? I moved my right hand and sat up in the most comfortable position for myself, and the child handed me the pillow and tucked it under my back.
"Uh--two nights and one day! It's going to be two days and two nights in no time. The child looked up at the window, and it was getting dark. I also looked at it, and my heart was very sad, why?
"Mr. Gu found you in the opposite direction of the orphanage, when you fainted in the heavy rain. He drove you to the hospital, and then he asked someone to find me and ask me to help take care of you, and he went back first, saying that he was in a hurry. ”
Is it? Did Gu Liansheng find me?
I can't tell what I feel in my heart, is it joy or sadness, sadness or sadness? Of course he had a car faster than me, but I forgot.
Can you escape? After all, it has to be faced!
Interesting? Not interesting at all!
What's so in a hurry? Is it because of the illusionary thing? Why do you feel a tingling sensation in your heart again? It's so uncomfortable, it's really uncomfortable, alas! I'm trapped by love after all!!
"When I arrived...... Sister Susu, do you know? Mr. Gu cried very sadly, you know? It was the first time I saw a big man crying, and oh, I was scared. When Mr. Gu saw me coming, he hurriedly left after explaining it. The child's expression of surprise, as the so-called boy has tears and does not flick, it may be like this. It's just that the child's expression is too exaggerated!!
Cry? Will Gu Liansheng cry?
Hehe, he wants to deceive others with tears again. Heh, I know him too well.
"By the way, Sister Susu, I'll buy you something to eat. I called Mr. Gu and he said he would be coming soon. The child ran away again.
"Eh-" I haven't spoken yet, the child has disappeared, could it be that the police have practiced Ling Bo Weibu? Running so fast? I smiled, and suddenly the smile froze at the corner of my lips, and he meant...... Gu Liansheng will be here soon? I......
To see, or not to see? Although I am still reluctant, what about the hurt in my heart? Who is merciful? Forget it, it's still gone! I really want to go home at the moment, I want to go home, I want to go home, I don't want to see that nasty Gu Liansheng!!
I got up, alas, this damn needle, you're in my way!! My hand reached over and a voice suddenly came, and I was startled.
"Hey, what are you doing?" A nurse hurriedly ran over and held my hand, and my body trembled a little as she yelled at her loud voice, and when I looked up, a chubby nurse with an angry face was staring at me with her big eyes.
The look in his eyes is indeed a little scary, "I'm going to come down, why does she care so much, ah!" Don't be so violent! She's a woman! "I'm crying out in my heart, what kind of angel is this!?" was so violent, he directly pressed me to the bed and shouted: "Don't move, Mr. Gu said, you are not allowed to run around without his permission, and you are not allowed to leave the hospital without permission, otherwise he will ignore me."
Am I mistaken? This angel who is too fat to fly will be shy, etc...... Why did Mr. Gu ignore her? Could it be that Gu Liansheng used his beautiful man trick again? No way? Can this be believed? Well, I'm not one of those who was gently deceived by him!
I felt a little sad in my heart, and I also wanted to know what Gu Liansheng said to this fat angel who couldn't fly, and made her listen to Gu Liansheng's words like this, was there a mistake? That's an exaggeration, isn't it!!
I looked at the nurse who was smiling shyly and lowered her head, stuck my head over, and asked, "What did Gu Liansheng tell you?"
"Huh?" She looked at me and almost hit me in the head, I quickly got out of the way, seeing that she was so tough and hard that it would only be me, and it was very possible to be hit by her and have a concussion.
"I said what Gu Liansheng told you, why didn't you let me run around." I raised my voice, it seems that I am not the only woman who loves to dream!
"His original name was Gu Liansheng?" The fat nurse sat down next to me, and the bed shook, "Where does his family live?" Do you have a girlfriend? What type of girl does he like? He ......, "I looked at the nymphomaniac nurse and didn't seem to be able to ask anything, forget it, it doesn't matter."
When the child comes, I will ask him to help me get out of the hospital, and I will go home.
This fat angel who can't fly has been sitting here, drooling all the time, it seems that I can't go, and I'm still worried about whether this weak bed can carry the weight of the two of us, I think it's really a little hanging.
I leaned on the bed and thought about what kind of small shop I wanted to open when I went home, earn a little money, and stay away from Gu Liansheng.
In fact, I really can't bear him, but what can I do? How can I let go of such a man who likes to cheat on me?
It's just that what I didn't expect was that I had a crush on Zheng Xiaoyang back then, and I reunited with Zheng Xiaoyang many years later, but I finally slept with Zheng Xiaoyang's last buddy, Gu Liansheng, but in the end, I was deceived by Gu Liansheng again and again, is this retribution? Is it reincarnation? It's because I took possession of my boyfriend who was originally my best friend Mengmeng, and now Gu Liansheng has slept with my best friend again......
It's a ridiculous world.
It would be nice if I didn't reunite with Zheng Xiaoyang, but if I didn't reunite with Zheng Xiaoyang, I wouldn't know what Zheng Xiaoyang was like, and I wouldn't know what it's like to fall in love with a man.
It turns out that I am just an illusion about Zheng Xiaoyang, and I really like Gu Liansheng, I love and hate it, although we don't have much time in contact, but he will always suddenly appear next to me when I am about to forget him as a person, is it a coincidence, is it fate?
I was thinking about it like this, and I didn't raise my head until I heard the sound at the door, and the fat nurse ran to the door like a wind, how ......
"Brother Pissa, are you back?" The fat nurse ran over and stood shyly beside Gu Liansheng, who ignored her and walked over directly. Pity my brother? Isn't that what I called Gu Liansheng before? It's too far away from now.
The fat nurse followed behind Gu Liansheng and said, "Brother Liansheng, I take good care of your sister, she didn't run, hehe......" The fat nurse looked at Gu Liansheng with a look, and she was almost gushing saliva.
What, Gu Liansheng said I was his sister? That's how he lied to this fat nurse?
Gu Liansheng still ignored her, sat where the fat nurse had just sit, looked at me with red circles in her eyes, stretched out her hand, opened her mouth, and called me bitterly: "Su girl......"
"Get out!!" I opened his hand and yelled.
I said that I would not be deceived by Gu Liansheng again, he sent me to the hospital just because of the guilt in his heart, how can I be nostalgic and how can I forget?
"Hey, how can you treat my poor brother like this!!" The fat nurse rushed over, crossed over her waist, glaring, looking like my man, you can try it.
"Su girl......" Gu Liansheng called me again, bursting into tears.
"Gu Liansheng, your trick will only deceive women who don't know you, such as her......" I pointed to the angry nurse next to me and continued: "I won't fall for you again, never!!"
I said seriously, raised a wry smile, raised my face to look at him, Gu Liansheng, who has always paid attention to his external image, has a scruffy beard at the moment, without the gentle and handsome image he used to have.
"No, I ......" The dry lips moved, and Gu Liansheng hurriedly replied.
"Gu Liansheng, I don't want to see you again!" I looked at the fat nurse, pursed my lips, and said, "Beauty, Gu Liansheng is a liar, he has already deceived me, I don't want you to be deceived again."
I looked at her and gave her a mocking smile, her eyes widened even more as she looked at me, and asked, "You must be lying to me!" Who are you again? ”
"The woman he used to be, no, it should be the woman he used to be in bed!!" I looked at Gu Liansheng and said seriously, the fat nurse looked at me and looked at Gu Liansheng with a look of disbelief.
"Gu Liansheng, if you don't explain it to this woman, aren't you deceived?" I smiled and looked at him, I had decided to leave anyway, there was no point in saying anything, and I might never have the opportunity to say it again in my life.
"Brother Piansheng, you ......" The fat nurse opened her mouth and wanted to ask something, Gu Liansheng suddenly stood up and said, "Su girl is my woman, there is nothing for you here, please go out first."
What do you call your woman? Gu Liansheng, I'm just one of your women!!
"Huh?" The nurse looked incredulous, I looked at them, isn't that fun?
"Get out!!" Gu Liansheng yelled, the nurse's body trembled, and she ran out crying with her face in her hands.
"Gu Liansheng, you can also go, I said, I don't want to see you again in my life!!" I stopped smiling and faced him with my most indifferent face. Then I lay down, turned my back, closed my eyes, and didn't let him see that I was secretly crying.
Gu Liansheng, do you know how uncomfortable I am? I didn't feel so uncomfortable when I knew that Zheng Xiaoyang didn't love me at all. Gu Liansheng, do you know that I love you very much? I know I love you very much, but you don't love me at all, what should I do? What do you want me to do?
"Su girl, didn't I say that you should wait for me at home?" Gu Liansheng sat down beside me, still in such a gentle voice, the gentle voice that captured my soul.
I buried my face in the pillow.
What does it mean to wait for him to come back, is he blaming me for not going to him, not seeing him in the same bed with Phantom? Gu Liansheng, is it all my fault? I just cried quietly, Gu Liansheng, what do you want me to say? What the hell should I say?
"Su girl, come, I'll hug ......" Gu Liansheng picked me up as he spoke, cautiously, and a little rough, and I was hugged in Gu Liansheng's arms before I could react. I struggled, and although I was nostalgic for this embrace, it became someone else's. I wouldn't share the same man's arms with another woman, even if that woman was my best friend. I can't do it, never will!!
"Gu Liansheng, you let go ......" I didn't finish speaking when Gu Liansheng's lips gagged my mouth, I struggled, although my head still hurt, but my head was very clear, I knew that I couldn't be deceived by his gentleness anymore, once or twice, there would be no third time......
I'm struggling, it hurts, it hurts, my whole body hurts, Gu Liansheng, please let me go, okay?
The kiss, still the kiss, suffocated, I couldn't refuse, slowly I was about to be indulged......
"Mr. Gu, you let her go, what are you doing?" The child suddenly appeared and pushed Gu Liansheng and me away.
I can't speak at this moment, kid, you disturbed me and Gu Liansheng's entanglement, uh, I should thank him for saving me! What the hell is wrong with me? Was he deceived by Gu Liansheng's gentleness again?
"What are you doing?" Gu Liansheng roared, I looked at him, my face was a little red just now, Gu Liansheng, will you blush too?
"I don't allow you to bully Sister Susu, don't you see that Sister Susu is still on a drip?" The child straightened up and yelled back.
"Huh?" I looked and didn't notice just now, the place where the needle in my hand was already swollen.
I squeezed my hand, I'm afraid of pain, I'm afraid of pain, Gu Liansheng, I'm going to beat you to death, oops......
I looked at him hatefully, and the sudden pain cleared my head again, and I was almost deceived by Gu Liansheng's gentleness just now! How stupid am I!!
"I'll go to the doctor." The child ran away again, and I was speechless in pain. I want to cry, I want to cry, it hurts, it's all Gu Liansheng's harm, I want to hurt at night, I want to hurt during the day, Gu Liansheng, do you still have a conscience?!
Belch?
What the hell was I thinking?
raised his head and said, "Gu Liansheng, do you want me to say it a second time?" I don't want to see you again, there are little kids here to take care of me, I'm fine, fine!! ”
"Su girl, I didn't mean it, I ......" Gu Liansheng hurriedly replied, but I interrupted him and asked: "Could it be that I drank too much wine again, Gu Liansheng, your reason is too!" Still want to use it? "I smiled, laughing at the moment must be worse than crying.
"I ......" Before Gu Liansheng could answer, he was blocked between me and him by the child who ran over, "Get out of the way, get out of the way, the doctor is here, I said did you hear it?" The child shouted loudly, took my hand out, and the doctor came over, the same doctor who asked me why I was in the rain.
Gu Liansheng saw the doctor coming, and stood next to him with an "oh" sound, asking the doctor to help me deal with the wound, I lowered my head, looked at my poor swollen right hand, bit my lip, and grinned in pain.
"Just now, the chubby nurse reacted to me, saying that you guys are very noisy here, what's the matter?" The doctor pulled out the needle to treat the wound and asked, "Huh? I raised my head, but he turned his face to Gu Liansheng and said, "Mr. Gu, your girlfriend is fine, she can be discharged from the hospital, you see ......"
I looked at the doctor, shouldn't the doctor tell me when I was discharged? Why did he still ask Gu Liansheng's opinion? What do you call your girlfriend, I have nothing to do with Gu Liansheng, okay?
"I have nothing to do with him, he has something to do with Phantom." I told the doctor this, the doctor was stunned for a moment, and I looked at Gu Liansheng again.
He shook for a moment, opened his mouth to say something, hesitated for a moment and finally said nothing, but his face suddenly became sad.
"Gu Liansheng, if you have anything to say, just say it! Yes? I'm used to lying anyway. I laughed again, Gu Liansheng, what's the point?
"Phantom...... Ms. Lai...... She ......, "Gu Liansheng said intermittently, hearing Gu Liansheng mention the illusion, my heart felt like it had been pierced by something sharp. Suddenly I panicked again, what's wrong with me? Why do I feel this way when I hear Gu Liansheng mention the illusion? A wave of sadness welled up in my heart.
"Gu Liansheng, illusory...... What happened to her? I asked tentatively.
"Phantom...... ...... dead" Gu Liansheng closed his eyes, his face full of sadness.
"Huh?" I opened my mouth wide, Gu Liansheng wouldn't be lying to me again! He just lied to me a lot.
But the sadness on his face??
Could it be that the illusion is real...... He's dead?
My heart was filled with infinite sadness, and though I didn't like illusions that much anymore, I never wanted her to die, but now...... Wasn't she all right that night? How could it be......
I burst into tears, speechless, choked up, and asked, "What...... Time? ”
"Yesterday afternoon...... Su girl, when I went back to find Miss Li, I found that she was dead, and when she died, she was still the same as you saw when you left. I actually wanted to ask her to help me explain it to you, but ......" Gu Liansheng raised his face and looked at the ceiling, and I looked at the tears in the corners of his eyes.
What to explain? It doesn't matter anymore.
But my beloved, my best friend, is dead.
"Phantom ......," I shouted, and ran out.
Outside, it was late at night. It was pitch black, and it was still raining heavily, and it was still the same heavy rain as that night.
Phantom, I hope you live like you did when it rained that night, even if you like Gu Liansheng, even if you follow the man I love the most, even if I hate you, I never thought of wanting you to die.
Really, Phantom, you're playing hide and seek with me!
Phantom, I'm afraid of the dark, I'm afraid of pain, I'm afraid of being alone, Phantom, don't avoid me, you come out, okay......
We're going to sing together; We also want to do charity together; We're going to go shopping together; We also have to fight for the color of a skirt for a long time; We have a lot to come; There are a lot of friendships......
Phantom, I'm coming for you, you come out, okay?
Didn't you say that we are friends who will never be separated? A lifelong friend?
Phantom, where have you been?
I'm coming to you, I'm coming to you, you're coming out, okay?
The rain, the rain, fell on me, and I ran to the place where I could see Phantom dancing and laughing and singing......
However, it will never be reached......