Chapter 103: Living Humblely
Since then, Du Feng has become more and more addicted, and occasionally when I go to him, he will sit on the sofa with a dull gaze and not say a word. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info
Sometimes, people from the film company come to him to do behind the scenes, and he is also perfunctory.
I advise him to go out for a walk, first scatter his mind, the road to the sky, and don't get stuck in reality, because you are a person with a future.
He agreed, gave me the key to the house, and asked me to go to his house regularly to help take care of the flowers and plants. Two days later he flew to Europe.
Chen Fei came to me more and more frequently, this chick didn't know what stimulated her, she always liked to talk to me about life and philosophy of life.
She also asked me if I was happy with her, and I thought about it for a while, if she was happy, she would definitely have to be happy for a long time; If it's too fake to be unhappy, why do I see her every day if I'm unhappy?
So I said, "Don't give advice."
"Oh, then I know, hehe, just happy! Do you admit to dying? Really. ”
I said again, "Don't give advice." ”
This girl actually pinched the flesh on my back, and she was ruthless, and she came suddenly, I couldn't help screaming, and everyone on the street thought something was wrong and looked back.
She also knew that something was going on, and she looked like a thief, and pulled me to quickly flee the scene.
At that time, I couldn't stand He Fei's indiscriminate bombardment of draft calls, so I accelerated the writing of books criticizing Huang Dongfang, and Chen Fei often bought vegetables and cooked at my house. Unexpectedly, this pampered child still has a hand, and the dishes he makes are full of color and fragrance.
I asked her who she had learned from.
She said self-taught.
I said I used to underestimate you.
She said that you are too conceited, and you will suffer in the future.
As soon as Yuan Zheng returned to Beijing, he tried his best to arrange various dinners and asked Chen Fei and Xu Lu to be together. Of course, in order to connect Xu Lu, I will call Lu Zelian.
came and went, it was always Xu Lu's unrequited love game alone, and Lu Zehuan was still cold and perfunctory to Xu Lu.
At a party, I pulled him aside and asked, "Son, do you like it or not, give Miss Xu Lu a happy word, don't delay others." ”
He seemed very distressed and said, "I don't know, I've been very busy with work lately, and I haven't thought about falling in love." ”
"Aren't you a love saint, why do you twitter crookedly as soon as you arrive, mother-in-law, mother-in-law, how did you do it."
"Hey, I don't know what's wrong with me, maybe I need time."
"Well, you have to remember that not every girl is willing to wait for a man she is not sure about her youth for."
He nodded thoughtfully.
Yuan Zheng will also call his friends, so there will be a chance to meet Bai Zongze.
Once at a dinner, Bai Zongze didn't know if he was drinking too much or what, so he grabbed me, pulled me to the sofa in the private room, and said that he had something to tell me.
I sat precariously thinking that he was going to talk to me about some international economics issue. As a result, he said, "Brother, I haven't served anyone before. I'm convinced of you now. ”
"Why do you obey me, you are a top student at Yale University, and you are a bull head wherever you go. In the past, I hurt you with lip service, don't take it to heart. ”
"No, brother, I really convince you, I have never seen Fei Fei treat a person like this, she really likes you. I don't have any wishes in my life, everything I do is what my parents arranged for me to do, I don't like it, I admire you for doing what you like to do. ”
"I have a specialization in the art industry."
"You know, I only have one wish, that is, I want Fei Fei to be happy forever, and I don't want any bullshit family company. Every time I see her so happy with you, it's like eating honey, no, sweeter than eating honey. Do you know how lucky you are? Can you promise me that you will only be good to Fei Fei in the future......"
"Don't don't, stop first, what are you talking about, Chen Fei and I are not what you imagined, we are just ordinary friends, really. I already have one person in my heart, and I can't fit two people at the same time......"
"Listen to me first, ah." He straightened his posture and swore solemnly, "I know a little bit about your affairs, what is Fu Wenxin, right?" I used to listen to Yuan Zheng's nagging every day, and my ears were calloused. Aren't they all married? Why are you still pretending to be someone else, there is a big watermelon next to it, but you are staring at that little sesame seed, what do you say is the matter with you? ”
"It's not about big watermelons and small sesame seeds, you don't understand."
"I don't understand? There is only one thing I understand, and that is that I can give up everything for love, even life! ”
"What are you going to do, Xiaobai! For whom did you lay down your life? Yuan Zheng appeared at the door.
"It's okay, talk to Xiaoyu about life, then I'll go first."
After Bai Zongze got up to leave, Yuan Zheng came in and didn't drink less.
He sat down slowly and said slowly, "I've heard everything about Fu Wenxin. You see, in the end we all lost. It's just that I lost worse than you, I lost so much that I was a bankrupt, and my four years of hard work were worthless! ”
"What does it mean to lose?"
"All my efforts are all because of your ...... in the end" When he said the word "you", he pointed at me viciously with his finger, and then softened again, saying, "No, because the second generation of officials is in the soup." Hey, sometimes it's really destiny to think about it. I, Yuan Zheng, are calling for wind and rain, what I want, but I just can't get Wenxin. The Buddha said that all the laws are born by fate, there is no self-nature, and fate is also the law of karma, it seems that I Yuan Zheng and Wenxin really have no fate in this life. ”
"You're drunk, what the hell is going on. You ****** believe in Buddhism too. Everyone likes and dislikes, don't force it, let's look down on worldly things. ”
He thumped the couch and was angry: "Do you know where your problem is? You are just too narcissistic, conceited, sometimes narcissistic so annoying, anything is light in your eyes, even if it is a sincere thing! ”
I didn't answer.
After a while, Yuan Zheng said again: "I regret it! Regret that I am not you! If I were you, I would ...... I don't ......****** all the brand-name stuff on me, including panties, I just have to be with her. But you, Zeng Xiaoyu, fate favored you so much, but you squandered it wantonly and failed such a good ...... Girl! You******...... Injustice...... Big head! ”
"Hey! Are you all ****** guilty of being cheap today? I've ****** become philosophers, and I look like an aunt who likes to talk to others, and they're all coming at me. ”
My tone was tough, Yuan Zheng's alcohol woke up a little, he rubbed his tired face and said, "Hey, I'm sorry, I'm drunk, I talk a little too much, Brother Xiaoyu forgive me." ”
"We've known each other for so many years, and you're still so polite, but I don't know what I've been doing before. For you and Yang Chenjun, I have always regarded you as my brothers, I just don't know how to express or even express my feelings. ”
I continued: "And those brothers and sisters in my hometown, including Chen Fei, Xu Lu, and even Xiaobai, my third aunt's former subordinate Tang Tingting, I treat them with my heart, and I really hope that you will be happy, your appearance in my life is fate, I cherish it very much." I do not know...... I...... I may have accidentally done something to hurt you, but I Zeng Xiaoyu can touch my conscience and say that I didn't mean to. I wouldn't deliberately hurt my friends......"
Yuan Zheng suddenly came over and grabbed my shoulder: "Good brother, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that to you." Sorry ......"
He admits his mistakes in front of me like a child who has done something wrong.
It occurred to me that the person in front of me was also a boy, staggering through this society, learning how to adapt.
The writer Salinger said that an immature man always dies heroically for some noble cause, and a mature man always lives humbly for some noble cause.
Perhaps, it's time for us to learn how to live a humble life.