After "Ratman" became famous, He Tielong, one of the leading actors, naturally became popular, and even a first-line director asked him to film. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Although it is not a big role, not long after graduating from film school, he was able to show his face in the director's movies, which in his words, those actresses have been made every day The unspoken rules are so bad that they can't get a train below.

At this time, he no longer felt that he was a bitter child in the North Drifter, but a lucky person who was favored by fate.

After Du Feng returned to China, I went to his house to look for him. His house has not yet been renovated, some soft furnishings have not yet been completed, and it is surrounded by waste materials from renovation and building materials, and the smell of concrete is permeated all around.

We sat on the sofa in the middle of the living room, drinking Tieguanyin and chatting.

There was no joy on his face, only fatigue.

I guess it's because of the rush.

He said: "The movie was well received, but I had a bad premonition. ”

"Where?"

"Private."

"To be honest, I have this hunch because there was a precedent before. However, the audience supports you and hopes that you will always make your own movies and stay away from the world. ”

"Hey, sometimes we often look into the distance, but we can't see the fetters under our feet, and we are prone to falling. It was also reckless to insist on doing movies at the beginning, and I didn't weigh the pros and cons, just because movies were a dream for me from afar. ”

"In fact, we have been murdering the forerunners who look into the distance, and reality has polished the people who look into the distance, making them slowly bow their heads and look at their feet, and finally they don't even have the courage to look into the distance."

"Yes, the spine is bent. Chinese culture is always naturalizing and taming people. Our four masterpieces are based on the naturalization of the protagonist, either naturalizing power or naturalizing metaphysical things. There will be no resistance to reality and visits to the world on the other side, let alone criticism of reality. Sometimes I feel really tired, making movies like walking on thin ice, thinking all day long that if I guess the minds of others, where will I still have the mind to create freely. ”

"I fully understand that the person who writes has the exact same dilemma as the director. After watching "Ratman", I may never forget the flickering light and shadow of the movie, the pathos of reality and the desperation of the characters, this is a work that can stay, different from those bells and whistles and bad movies. ”

"I'm really relieved to have the support of an audience like you, I don't know how long I can last."

Du Feng rarely smoked, and that night I saw a pile of cigarette butts under his feet.

Because "Ratman" was exhibited abroad without review, violating procedures, Du Feng was punished at the cost of not being able to shoot and produce films in Chinese mainland for five years.

This is undoubtedly a fatal blow to a rising film star.

As soon as we heard the news, He Tielong and I went straight to his house. He was dressed in his pajamas and looked haggard.

"You've got the news, I'm fine, expected."

He Tielong was a little excited: "Why do they say that whoever they ban will be blocked?" Who gives them power! ”

"Xiao He, don't be too sharp, play your play well."

"Director Du, to be honest, I learned a lot from you, your persistence, your passion, and my sharpness all learned from you, how can I change it!" He Tielong became more and more excited, and he cried when he said it.

"Hey." Du Feng sighed, "Persistence will also pay a price, I thought the same way when you were your age, recently I have been thinking about some problems, the more I think about it, the more my stomach hurts, sometimes I want to let go of everything, find a clean place, and watch for a lifetime." ”

We drank a lot that night, drank a lot, talked a lot, and I remember scolding a lot of mothers. Because we haven't scolded our mother for a long time, it's so cool to scold.

The next door knocked on the door and asked why your house was still being renovated at night.

He Tielong and I returned home diagonally the next morning. Chen Fei was already waiting at the door of his house.

"What are you all doing with the smell of alcohol?"

"I drank at Du Feng's house last night."

"I'll go to bed first, you guys take your time...... Talk slowly. He Tielong dragged his heavy body into the house.

I said to Chen Fei: "I have a headache and want to sleep, if you don't have anything to do with me, let's wait until I wake up, if I haven't slept enough, I don't want to do anything." ”

"I knew that Director Du's matter would make you sad, and we all thought about this situation in advance, but we still made up our minds. Someone has to do something. ”

"Thank you for your willingness to invest in Du Feng's films, there are not many people who make movies with their hearts now."

"Actually, there's one more thing I want to tell you." Chen Fei's expression is completely different from the past, without the arrogance and arrogance of the past, but it is a little touching.

She must have had something to do, so she forced herself to fall asleep and motioned for her to sit on the rooftop of the roof.

"What's the matter, Miss Chen can't solve anything she encounters? Is Xiaobai going to get engaged to you? ”

"! People are here to tell you something serious, I just want to tell you alone, you have to keep it secret. ”

"You say, I'll keep it a secret."

"You swear."

"I swear, if I leak Miss Chen's secret, I will be raped by ten ugly girls like flowers for seven days and seven nights, vomiting blood and dying."

"Wow, you can make such a poisonous oath, then I believe you."

"Okay, then you say." I made a deaf face.

"I ...... What would you do if you told you that my time was running out? ”

I shuddered and looked at her in horror, not knowing what to say.

After a few seconds, she suddenly laughed: "Haha, I scared you!" Looks like I succeeded. Yeah！ ”

I thought that Fu Wenxin used to make this kind of joke with me in the past, taking pleasure in scaring me, and a long-lost warmth rose in my heart.

"Haha, you really think it's a Korean drama, it's not fun if you don't die, look at your expression just now, I'm happy."

"Girl, if you don't play like this, the wine is scared of you, and you still ......"

"No, in fact, I really have a secret, I read your book, I like your hometown Qiaobian Zhen, can you take me to see it."

"Hey, what kind of secret is this, such a small request, my brother agreed."

"Okay, okay, when?" Chen Fei is like a child.

"As soon as next spring, it is the most beautiful season in my hometown, the rape flowers there must surprise you, and the air there can really wash your lungs."

"Well, it's beautiful just thinking about it!"

"That's it, outstanding people, otherwise how can I raise a talented person like me."

"I'm dizzy, I almost vomited from what I ate last night."

"Hehe, let's be honest."

"What if I fall in love with your hometown and want to make a home there?"

"Yes, I still have a vacant homestead at home, for you. You can build a few houses and raise flowers. How about I go back to being your neighbor when I'm old? ”

She looked at me, her expression became beautiful again, as if she had something to say but couldn't say to me.

I really don't know what kind of medicine is sold in this girl's gourd.

After a long time, she said quietly, "I hope that one day, you will keep your promise and don't deceive me, okay?" ”

I nodded solemnly.