Du Feng returned to China after five or six years of studying abroad, preparing to direct his first film after a few years of silence since "Ratman". Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

This is a commercial film in ancient costumes, and he showed me the script beforehand and asked me if I wanted to take this drama.

I can't give advice, because seeing his irrepressible excitement, I know that he has actually decided to take over the show.

He said he wasn't very satisfied with the script and asked me to take it and change it.

Look at his vicissitudes of life and ask him what he has experienced abroad.

He sighed and told me that he used to be too naïve and didn't want to be changed by the world, but now, he is mature and knows what kind of things to do at what age, and people have to pay the price for naivety.

After all these years, the sharp tenacity on Du Feng's body is gone, and his spirit seems to have been sucked away or consumed by something.

After I came out of his house, I felt depressed, and that feeling was like seeing a delicate flower wither, and a dense forest being shoveled down by a bulldozer, which was the burning of the harp and the boiling of cranes in this era, which happened all the time.

At the movie opening banquet, I saw that familiar person - Chen Fei.

Except to be thinner - not against conscience - she is still beautiful.

Even in the cast group, her temperament looks fresh and refined, which is not something that can be achieved by women who rely on plastic surgery and cosmetics.

Bai Zongze, who is standing beside her, is calling for friends, and her natural sissy has amused many people.

The moment Chen Fei and I made eye contact, as if they were burned by each other's eyes, they immediately looked away, and pretended to talk to the people around them as if nothing happened.

I don't know why, at this moment, I see her as an enemy, waiting for an opportunity to take revenge.

At the end of the banquet, most of the guests were slightly drunk, the lights were dimmed, and ambiguous music sounded, it was what'sagirltodo.

In the dim light, I saw Du Feng being surrounded by several women into the private room through the gap in the crowd, and his face was satisfied and intoxicated, and before, this kind of thing would not happen to him at all.

In addition to the shock, there is a deep sense of powerlessness.

Wishful thinking to bemoan for the change of the other or for self-abandonment seems to be a suspicion of a moral, but, I him. Damn, I really feel sad, extremely sad.

Looking at the intoxication in front of him, suddenly, there is a desire to take all the champagne, red wine, and food in front of him. The damn urge to overturn the ground burned all these lights.

This color. The hypocritical rotten world of lust and gluttony makes me feel tightness and nausea in my chest.

I drank two glasses of spirits, looked up, and in my blurred eyes, I saw Chen Fei talking with a lady at the bar not far away.

Here I am, close to her, but she is so quiet, so undisturbed, is our warmth and friendship all these years worthless to her?

The sprout of revenge has finally broken ground.

On the dance floor, a sexy girl with yellow hair is writhing alone.

I walked over, without any process, and directly took her hand and asked, "Alone?" ”

She looked me up and down, "Is that you?" Director Du introduced you just now, and you are one of the screenwriters of this movie. ”

"Yes."

"Talented, I like it."

"How much do you like it?"

She giggled, "I like to go to heaven." ”

"What's the name?"

"Just call me Lan'er."

I couldn't help but say something, and held Lan'er in my arms. Hands roamed over her waist and buttocks.

She didn't refuse, and leaned on my shoulder with her eyes closed and enjoyed.

With the beat of the music, he hugged her and slowly twisted to Chen Fei's side.

I want her to see that without her, there are still women around me and I don't need her at all!

In front of Chen Fei, I was entangled with Lan'er, and I kissed her earlobe and neck. She was emotional.

After that, I deliberately said it very loudly, and I wanted Chen Fei to hear every word I said clearly. I said to Lan'er, "Come home with me." ”

She seductively put her index finger to my chin and asked, "Okay, what do you have to do at home?" ”

"It's a lot more fun, you'll know when you go."

After speaking, I took her hand and passed by Chen Fei.

"Stop!" Chen Fei walked over.

Finally, she finally spoke. At that moment, I felt the urge to cry in my heart.

"Who are you? I don't know you. "I tilted my head back and didn't look at her.

"Why do this to yourself? I know you're not that kind of person. ”

"Who are you? What kind of person do you know about me, and why do you care about me? ”

Lan'er looked at Chen Fei in surprise: "This woman is insane." ”

"It's nothing to do with you!" Chen Fei said to Lan'er viciously, and turned to me again, "Xiaoyu, please don't belittle yourself like this, I really feel distressed to see you like this." ”

The tears in the corners of Chen Fei's eyes were as beautiful as crystal under the shimmer of light, such beauty made me feel even more sickly pleasure of revenge and success.

So, I became more and more frustrated: "You don't care what I do, don't get in the way, get out of the way!" ”

I pushed Chen Fei away, maybe too angry and too hard, Chen Fei stumbled and fell out, falling to the floor.

She burst into tears.

The crowd of onlookers let out an "oh", and several people immediately stepped forward to support Chen Fei.

Bai Zongze suddenly popped up: "Zeng Xiaoyu, you bastard!" ”

As I spoke, his fist was already slamming into my head.

Lan'er screamed and ran away.

I dodged Bai Zongze's fist, and then, with my elbow, I swung vigorously at Bai Zongze's back, who had lost his balance, and he fell forward and gnawed on the mud.

He got up and touched his teeth, which were stained with blood on his hands.

"Little eunuch, ten of you are not my opponent."

His face flushed, and he roared and rushed at me again, being stopped by two security guards in suits.

The other two security guards locked my hands.

At this point, as if I had tons of TNT in my body, I broke free of the two security guards and angrily yelled at their faces, "Get out!" I'll go myself! ”

They let me go.

When he turned around, he saw Chen Fei's sad face and Bai Zongze's bloody face, as well as the frightened and surprised faces of everyone around him.

I felt like a heinous terrorist waiting to be judged.

I don't know what I did just now, I just want to leave this place of right and wrong, so I turned around and ran......

Throwing away the gown and bow tie that had bound me and made me unhappy all the time, I sprinted desperately and ran to the overpass near Jianguomen, panting and lying on the railing.

The lights of the CBD that never sleep, illuminating the sky pink, but not shining into my cold heart.

Back then, F4, Mei Ge and Fu Wenxin often sang in this place, singing about our joys and dreams, as if the whole world in Beijing was listening to the unique voice of each of us.

Now, here I am, wailing like a lone wolf.

I thought that even if I died here, no one would grieve, and my body would be like an ant, blown by the wind into the dark corners of the city, slowly rotting and turning into nothing.

Eventually, no one in the world knew I existed.