Time has diluted a lot of unhappiness, dealing with Wen Xin's resentment, hatred for Yuan Zheng, regret for the other party's laughter, and love for Chen Fei. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

The reason why it is called "unhappiness" is because they have seen suffering, and the variety of encounters in Beijing can only be regarded as "unhappiness" compared to what they have encountered.

In the face of suffering, I am not hypocritical, nor will I fall, I continue to work with compassion, chase my dreams, forget the shadows they left in my life one by one, and remember more the happiness they gave me.

When I was a child, I was often trembled by those hardships, and they were so rooted in my soul that I couldn't afford to slacken them.

In a mining disaster, dozens of lives disappeared in an instant, we stupidly looked at the rows of corpses covered with white cloths, and our relatives cried heartbreakingly, and after crying and taking away a wad of banknotes, all this was like nothing had happened, and calm was restored.

Life is so cheap and so tenacious, there was a woman named Rong Da Niang in the town at that time, who couldn't read big words, was thin but tough, and worked harder than anyone else.

I have seen her faint on the ground from exhaustion and carried back by the people, but before the soil doctor arrived, she got up and poured water from a few wells and went back to the field.

She gave birth to three sons, all three of whom died in accidents, and her husband was later killed in a landslide while building a road. She is still alive and tenaciously alone.

During the busy farming season, Aunt Rong walked along the dirt road with two large bundles of wheat stalks, and the volume of the wheat stalks was not in harmony with her body.

Her weak body was crushed and deformed, sweat soaked her clothes and pants, she was unwilling to stop to rest, even if she stayed for 5 seconds, I could even hear her teeth squeak.

When I was a child, I played the game of flies and ants, a small ant can pull a whole fly, what is the difference between Aunt Rong and that ant.

Aunt Rong does not know the outside world, her vitality is endowed by the land and sunshine, and her dignity comes from labor.

One day, she went to the market and was stopped by a magic stick, who said that your father has been suffering from blood and light recently, and I am afraid that I will not be able to save my life if I don't get it.

Aunt Rong was terrified because his father was the only living relative.

That night, Aunt Rong cried and wanted to hang herself, which made the people in the village watch the excitement. I don't know how much money she gave to the god stick, she didn't even discuss it with his father, and directly took the money to the god stick

The Divine Stick gave her a talisman to stick to the door.

Her father came home and asked a question, and when he asked why, he knew that he had been fooled.

It turned out that Aunt Rong gave half of her life savings to the god stick. The god stick speaks with a foreign accent and has long been missing.

Seeing her crying out heartbreakingly, everyone was wiping their tears.

A kind woman who fights like crazy on the land, just to live. When being alive becomes her only motivation, death is actually not far away.

After seeing her tragedy, people left silently. More people are glad that this kind of didn't happen to them.

Aunt Rong was greatly injured because of this incident, and her physical strength has not recovered since.

Later, we saw her slumped on the mud ridge on the land, and the wind blew her hair up, not knowing whether she was thinking or wandering.

Soon after, a scam completely destroyed her.

Aunt Rong raised more than 20 white rabbits for two years, and they were big and fat.

In the county town, a middle-aged woman buys all the rabbits. She was glad to meet a big buyer, the next day was her father's birthday, she pinched the money to the clothing store to buy a dress for his father, opened it and saw that it was a scrap newspaper in her hand.

She was found by a driver, hanging from a tree on the side of the road on her way back from the county seat. It was an old banyan tree that was hundreds of years old, and she hanged herself by putting a rope on her back basket and putting it on its trunk.

She survived the death of her husband and son, and in the end, she was finally slaughtered by a liar.

Although I was still young at that time, I always felt that she and I had a constant connection that was more metaphysical than blood relationship.

As a media person, I can't give up the opportunity to seek fairness and justice for them, and whenever there is a case of disadvantaged groups defending their rights, the magazine will always resist the pressure and send reporters to investigate, and articles that cannot be published in New Speech will be posted on the Internet, so that more people can know their needs.

Our efforts have not been in vain, and New Speech has been named one of the top 10 "Most Public Value" magazines of the year for two consecutive years.

President Feng trusted me even more, and the magazine consulted me on many major decisions. The shadow of "unhappiness" gradually moved away from me.

When I was writing essays in elementary school, I often started with time flies and time flies, pretending to be an old and cunning. Sub-mentality.

When we are really getting old, we find that time is really him. it, I can't catch it at all.

Geng Hao and I were lucky, and within a year, we got the number and bought a car.

Although he was successfully promoted to a senior engineer in the mining group, his health deteriorated, and he went to the hospital with a cold and fever at every turn.

We often stewed supplements and went to the hospital to see him, one by two around him and persuaded him not to work too hard, the body is the most important, and people have a fart to earn more money when they hang up.

He said that we are not Yin Zi, we are now celebrity chefs, and we can make money while sitting, if we don't work hard, how can we take root in Beijing in the future.

At that time, Yin Deji became famous, and the hotel wanted to keep him, made him his own gold signboard, gave him shares, and gave him a high-end residence of more than 200 square meters in the prime location of the East Third Ring Road.

This guy has become the most ambitious person in F4, and once he has a will, there are more banknotes and women, and there is naturally less time. However, he didn't have true feelings for the women around him, and his heart still stayed with Brother Mei.

He persuaded Brother Mei many times not to fall in love with Geng Hao, Geng Hao, a painter, no matter what, it is better to follow his brother to enjoy the glory and wealth.

Of course, he didn't say it explicitly, but gave Mei Ge all kinds of luxury goods.

On Brother Mei's birthday, he gave Brother Mei a gold necklace worth tens of thousands of yuan in front of us, and after giving it away, he said: "Not everyone is willing and able to give these things." ”

At that time, Yin Deji's afterglow glanced at Geng Hao. Geng Hao didn't care, he just drank alcohol.

Brother Mei's face was very ugly.

In addition to sending money to his parents, Yin Deji invested some spare money in real estate.

I have repeatedly advised him to cooperate with others, to know the roots, not to trust others.

He laughed and said that I am still a literati, too suspicious, I have friends on any road, make friends by myself, just talk about the word "righteousness", otherwise there will be no Yin Zi today.

I repeatedly warned him to be careful, now the real estate seems to be hot, but in fact, the interior is empty, maybe something will happen one day, and there will be no return.

Lu Zejun and Brother Mei agreed with my statement and advised him to be careful of encountering unladylike people, in this big Beijing, there are more people stealing chickens and dogs, don't be too simple, easy to be taken advantage of, only our friends will tell you the truth.

Yin Deji didn't care, let me wait and rest assured.

With a car, I often go to Geng Hao's west study to drink tea and chat.

Although Songzhuang is becoming more and more commercialized, it is always far away from the city and quiet.

Every time I said I wanted to go to Geng Hao's place to play, Brother Mei must be happy and shouting to go with me.

Yin Deji rolled his eyes and said, "What's so fun in the poor countryside over there, why don't you go to my house and cook a few dishes for you, and it's cool for a few brothers to eat, drink, brag and brag." ”

Brother Mei said euphemistically: "Haozi's side is a little cleaner, mainly because ...... I want to try the vegetables we grow ourselves. ”

We cultivated a vegetable field outside Geng Hao's painting and planted tomatoes, garlic sprouts, lettuce, leeks, etc., and had to go to the ground to pick them every time we went over.

"What's that, I bought a villa, it's in Changping, I made a real estate with my investment partner, and it will be handed over next year, when we get a big garden, you can plant anything in it. Hmph, Haozi's side can't compare. Yoon Deji swore by it.

We watched Yin Deji spitting and flying, as if the person in front of us was getting stranger and farther and farther away from us.

In Geng Hao's place, Brother Mei is very happy and full of energy, like Mao in the black and white documentary. The new women of the times, the movements are quick, the cooking and housework, all the work.

Lu Zejun, Geng Hao and I were drinking tea and chatting on the side, just waiting for the meal to be served.

Under normal circumstances, Yin Deji excused himself and said that he was too busy to go, and for a while we were so crazy that we almost forgot about Yin Deji's existence.

Xu Lu occasionally attended our meetings, and she knew some entanglements between me and Yuan Zheng and Chen Fei, and kept silent about them.

There is still no conclusion between Lu Zehuan and Xu Lu, I don't know what Lu Zehuan thinks, is it because his secret lover is obstructing him, or for some other reason, it is unknown.

We are all adults, we don't bother about these things anymore, they handle their own affairs, and the most important thing is for everyone to be happy together.

Geng Hao's paintings become more and more abstract, sometimes with a few brushstrokes, it is a painting.

Lu Zehuan looked at the four different things on the canvas, and asked suspiciously: "Haozi, what are you painting?" It's so foolish. Is it a curly dragon or a snake? ”

"It's obviously Tianjin fried twist rolls!" Brother Mei said with great seriousness and certainty.

"It's just a lump of flying." I make a funny judgment.

Geng Hao put his elbow on me: "What are you talking about?" This work of mine is to be four dislike, no matter what he is, what do you think is what it is. ”

Looking at Geng Hao's studio, there are all such abstract paintings, and it is estimated that it takes less than 5 minutes to paint a painting. And the sales are excellent, the art world is so crazy, so good at playing, and the things that you can't understand are the most valuable.

Once, a person who bought a painting sneaked in, picked up a random painting and paid for it and left, as if he was afraid of seeing the light.

When I looked at that person, it was actually Du Feng.

"Director Du!" I stopped him.

"Yo!" He looked back timidly, a little surprised, "Xiaoyu, you also buy paintings?" ”

"This Geng Hao, I'm small, you also like his paintings."

He buried his head, didn't look at me, and his eyes rolled to look around: "I like it, I have to leave beforehand, and I'll talk about it when I have time." ”

Looking at Du Feng's back, I was quite puzzled, since I was buying a painting, why didn't I calm down and enjoy it, I couldn't wait to leave with the painting in a hurry, why?

Geng Hao said indifferently: "These people have heads and faces, and they are busy, how can they be idlers like us." Come, keep drinking tea! ”

However, a strange intuition began to haunt him, and Geng Hao's studio seemed to be hiding an ulterior secret.