There is no better sentence than Dickens's sentence and more suitable for this era of contradictions and embarrassment. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"It's the best of times, it's the worst of times; This is the age of wisdom, this is the age of stupidity; This is the age of faith, this is the age of doubt; This is the season of light, this is the season of darkness; There is a lot of dazzling things in front of people, and there is nothing in front of them; People are going straight to heaven, people are going to hell".

This sentence, no matter what era it is set in, can be justified.

In the midst of the war, there were rich speculators.

In peacetime, there are billions of sentient beings who are so poor that they jingle loudly.

Good or bad, sometimes it's just a matter of angle and amount criteria.

Not sometimes, rationally, it should have been like this all along.

The teenagers who once questioned this era will eventually become "dazzling" by "nothing".

Walking in the liberal arts university, Yuan Zheng and I both have a sense of existence of an old demon in the deep mountains, and every grass and tree in front of us, a person and an object, are all reminding us of the bright, sad, happy, fucking years we have experienced together in the past.

However, at this moment, there are not many ripples in our hearts.

In this corner of the school, we all remember what happened and what appeared.

This kind of memory, like a trickle, can't provoke the turbulent waves of consciousness when I was young.

When they came to the basketball court, several juniors who were playing ball took the initiative to shout: "Dude, come!" Playing? ”

After three or four rounds, Yuan Zheng was so tired that his back hurt, he was panting, and he sat on the lawn next to him, like a dead pig: "Ouch, I can't do it, I can't do it, I can't do it, I'll be tired and burp if I run again." ”

I said, "I don't think you're a sportsman. ”

"How can you have that energy, you're so busy all day long that your ass blooms. You're in good shape. ”

"It's like you, you dedicate all your enthusiasm to work, I will never delay my life for work, work is work after all, it's just a means of making a living, and I can't compete like this."

"I've been thinking about it a lot lately, don't say it, you're really fucking right, I'm going to talk to my old man, I want to get out and do something I want to do, after all, we're not old yet."

"You don't admit it, do you? Get up and move on! ”

The fly restaurants outside the school are still thriving.

Walking into a Sichuan restaurant, the proprietress said that you are finally back, and she personally served tea and poured water.

We used to come to this Sichuan restaurant a lot, and the first time we came to school, it was here that we had dinner with Brother Mei.

Nothing has changed, even the color and aroma of mapo tofu and back pot meat are very consistent with the memory.

Yuan Zheng said that he had stomach cramps when he thought about this dish, and he cooked three bowls of rice.

When he asked for the fourth bowl, everyone in the restaurant turned their heads and stared at him, as if they were running in from this restaurant.

As if nothing had happened, he took over the job and continued his gluttonous performance.

After eating, I was sweating profusely, slumped on the chair and touched my belly contentedly and said, "Cool!" It's been a long time since I've eaten this well. ”

It can be seen that it is because he is in a good mood, and the haze on his face has dissipated.

When I came out, there was a beggar on the side of the street, and I ignored it.

Yuan Zheng took out 10 yuan from his wallet and put it in his bag.

"You have money and can't find a place to spend it, do you? You see that man's limbs and muscles are so developed, and his face is white and pure, go back and put on makeup and come out to beg. ”

"I know that the beggars on this street are fake beggars, but I just can't help it, and when I see people squatting on the side of the street, I always want to give them a little casually."

"It seems that I am old."

"I remember Schopenhauer roughly saying something like this, that in youth we have complete consciousness; And in old age, we are actually only half conscious. The older we get, the more we live with less consciousness. Things pass through our eyes without making any impression, just as a work of art has been seen a hundred times without any effect. As a result of the long-cultivated habit of accepting the same object, the intellect becomes so exhausted that the effect of any event becomes less and less. ”

"Yo, I can't see it, I'm so impressed that I can't imagine you becoming a philosopher."

"Where, where, in the past few years, I have lost these friends of you, and I don't want to live that boring life, after socializing, I read a book at home, I want to be clean, and by the way, I also reflect on my life."

"Yes, habit is a terrible thing that can make us lose our enthusiasm and hope, and become desensitized to reality. However, it is difficult and tiring to insist on being yourself. I'm already feeling tired, and sometimes, we pride ourselves on being the media, and we do our best for justice, but the end result is counterproductive, and maybe no one cares about your efforts. In the eyes of those in power, we are as unbearable as ants, a ban, and all our efforts are in vain. Sometimes, I really want to give up everything in Beijing and find a quiet place to live alone, and let the world disturb me. ”

"You shouldn't have been, you used to criticize me for educating me to maintain a little chivalry and compassion, why are you so good now that you start to give up? Don't, you're my super universe, my spiritual beacon, you can't extinguish it, if it's extinguished, I won't have a direction. He began to talk like he had done before.

After Yin Deji received the sincerity money from the Rough Stone Group, he had the money for his father's treatment, and the house did not have to be sold.

He said that he didn't know how to thank me, so he could only be a cow and a horse in the next life.

I glanced at him: "Make a promise!" ”

This guy actually covered his chest and said worriedly: "This is not good, Meimei is going to be angry and will beat me to death." ”

Yin Laohan's surgery is scheduled for next week, and the doctor made the details very clear, the operation can only prolong the survival time, and how long it can be prolonged, it is inconclusive, because of individual differences, there are always more or less risks in surgery.

Before the operation, Yin Laohan asked Yin Deji to talk to him alone.

Later, I learned that Yin Laohan held Yin Deji's hand and asked him to forgive him for snubbing him all these years.

Yin Laohan said that he never blamed him a little because of his sister's affairs, but felt guilty, Yin Laohan has always borne this matter in his heart, and he felt that it was because of his own negligence that Yin Deji lost his sister.

After so many years, the two masters finally let go of their previous suspicions, hugged each other and cried bitterly.

We watched as Yin Laohan was taken to the operating room, and then there was a long wait.

Brother Mei bought a supper, and Yin Deji said that he was not hungry.

"You still have to take care of Dad, you have no strength, who will take care of you? Come, eat some. Brother Mei said softly.

Yin Deji looked at Brother Mei, nodded gratefully, and took the supper to eat.

"Mom, don't worry, Dad will be fine, I promise you."

When Yin's mother heard Brother Mei say this, the emotions that had been suppressed for many days were released in an instant, and she threw herself into Brother Mei's arms and sobbed to her heart's content.

Brother Mei gently hugged her, like a sensible and good daughter, comforting her sad mother.

Seven hours later, the doctor finally came out and told us: "The operation went well, now the patient needs to rest, you go home and rest first, and we will leave everything here." Please feel free to worry. Come back tomorrow afternoon, and you can see the sick. ”

Yin's mother pounced and knelt in front of the doctor to thank them.

We hurriedly lifted her up.

The doctor also panicked, and hurriedly said: "Auntie, this is what we should do, saving lives and helping the wounded is our profession, you can rest assured now, go home and rest." ”

The next day, Fu Wenxin and Xiaoni also came.

Brother Mei said to Xiao Ni: "Nini, come and see Grandpa." ”

Xiao Ni was very sensible, held Yin Laohan's hand, and said affectionately: "Grandpa, you have to eat and sleep well, and when you are well in the future, I will take you to Beijing, there are many fun places in Beijing, with me, you won't get lost." ”

"Eh, my godgranddaughter, that's good." Yin Laohan looked at this lively and agile new life, and his heart trembled slightly. finally couldn't help it, and two lines of tears burst out of their eyes.

We all know that at this point, rationally speaking, surgery is just a kind of self-consolation for future generations.

For a while, Yin Laohan did recover a lot, and he was able to get out of bed and play balloons with Xiaoni.

A month later, his spirit took a sharp turn as if it had been sucked away by an invisible magnetic field, and later, he ate and vomited.

Yoon Deok-gi watched as death dragged his father away from him little by little, and often ran to the rooftop alone to cry.

At this time, we will not disturb him and let him cry to his heart's content.

One day, Brother Mei said to Yin Deji: "Let's get married, while Dad is still there." (To be continued.) )