Chapter 194: A Smile and a Grudge
Standing on the large terrace of the hospital, you can just look out over the brightly lit train station and the bustling flow of people. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
"When I was fifteen years old, no, I was fourteen years old, and I came out of that place with my uncle, who didn't recognize my relatives when he saw money, and came to Beijing to work his own." Yin Deji waved his hand in the direction of the train station, "At that time, that poor and sour person could be said to be penniless, but as soon as I got out of the train station, I smelled a very strong smell. ”
He paused for a moment, threw the cigarette butt on the ground and stepped on it, and said, "Do you know what the smell is?" It's the smell of success, it's the smell of money and wine. At that time, I told myself, Yin Zi, there must be an opportunity for you to show your ambitions in Beijing, you must work hard, and don't let down your youth. So, I worked hard and worked hard, no matter what setbacks and pains I encountered, I carried them by myself, and swallowed any grievances by myself. I think one day, I will stop nodding to those who are on high and bow, I will live with dignity, I will prove to those who look down on me that I am more capable than them. ”
"The dignity you are talking about has a lot to do with money."
"In the beginning, I admit, yes. I think money is important. My uncle treated me like a slave, exploiting me at will, calling back and forth, and never saying a good word. Later, his business collapsed, and he came to me to borrow money, nodding his head and looking like a lost dog. I was so angry and funny, I said, thank you for cultivating me before. He heard the meaning, so he knelt down for me, saying that he had done a funeral in the past, and he was sorry for his nephew. I took out a few bundles of money and threw them to him, and he quickly knelt on the ground and picked them up with a smile, which was really uncomfortable. I didn't feel a little proud, and my heart was very bitter. I think this money will make people not human. ”
"And then?"
Later, I watched a lot, but I enjoyed the feeling of being foiled and admired by the people around me, knowing that it was done with money, but people are cheap, and as soon as I enjoyed the feeling of dominating the world, I was a little unstoppable. After experiencing the ups and downs of these days, I have seen through some things, what car, house, money, are all things outside the body, and only by sharing joys, sorrows, sorrows and sorrows with relatives and friends is a solid life. ”
At the end, he said in dismay, "I'm going to sell the house and treat my father." ”
"What you're saying tonight is more philosophical than what you've said in years before."
He chuckled.
I said, "Remember when you were a kid in F4 and you split oranges?" When encountering an even number of petals, everyone is happy, and everyone shares it fairly. When encountering an odd number of petals, you will generally take the initiative to give up your rights and interests, share one less petal, and sometimes simply don't eat it, just stupidly and stupidly watching us eat. At the time, we thought you didn't want to eat. Haha, actually, your kid is so hungry that his saliva has been running for three feet. ”
"I'm good to you, sincerely. God arranged for the four of us to come together, there may be a reason, maybe the four of us were brothers in the previous life, and the king of Hades couldn't bear to break up when he arranged to be reincarnated, so he pointed to Qiaobian Town and said, let these four babies go here, they will still be good buddies in the next life. ”
At this moment, the honor and disgrace of the past disappeared in an instant, and I thought it was time to put aside my paranoia and so-called self-esteem to help the former prince of the black cauldron.
In the evening, I took the phone, looked up his name in the address book, made several determinations to dial, and finally gave up.
The closest time was when I had already dialed his phone, and at the moment of connection, I hung up again.
When I was a child, I often wrote that so-and-so was anxious like an ant on a hot pot, and this time I finally experienced this feeling of impatience and unstoppable.
Sitting on the sofa and watching TV, the TV showed an advertisement for a health care product, "He is good and I am good." ”
A young woman with dissatisfied desires and a middle-aged man with a lot of pressure form a kind of social metaphor, physiological instinct is alienated by modern life, and people can only return to nature and instinct with the help of medicine.
After taking the medicine, the young woman who was dissatisfied with her desire showed an indescribable happiness on her face, "He is good and I am good." ”
In an age when the bed is all the rage in the national media, if a kid asks me to explain to him, "He's good, I'm good," I worry that I might have to exhaust my wisdom and language.
Where's the shyness? Turn off the TV, I thought.
Perhaps, this world is originally made up of all kinds of ** patchwork, the so-called detachment and vulgarity, just the size of the ability to suppress **.
I didn't hesitate any longer and sent him a text message: "If you are free tomorrow, come out and talk." ”
Yuan Zheng replied in seconds: "Time, place? ”
I replied: "The observation deck at the top of the old mountain of Shijingshan, two o'clock in the afternoon." ”
That's where we first broke up, and I punched his nosebleed and bleed it all over the ground.
He didn't fight back.
"Okay, see you soon."
For so many years, I have never deleted his contact information, and sometimes, I can't figure out whether I am resentful or angry with him.
The weather is clear, the wind is westerly, and there is no haze.
In the 50s of the last century, some people had already anticipated the congestion and noisy in Beijing now, and suggested that a national administrative center should be planned on this side of Shijingshan to relieve the pressure on the city center.
For various reasons, this programme was not implemented.
Until the Olympics, after the relocation of Shougang, the atmosphere of life here became stronger and stronger.
In the past, I often went to the mountain bike trails in Laoshan with Yuan Zheng to practice cycling skills, and once I accidentally fell, and a large piece of skin was wiped off my thigh, and blood flowed.
This guy panicked, took off his clothes and wrapped them around my legs, he didn't have a mobile phone with him at the time, he ran to the bottom of the mountain to call someone to help on a hot day, in fact, it wasn't much of a deal.
He told me that he used to deliberately match me and Chen Fei, not because he wanted to get Fu Wenxin, but because he felt that we were a couple.
"Here we are."
"Here we are." He gasped and sat down on the steps of the observation deck.
"How are you doing?"
"It's still like that, it's not good, it's not bad. What about you? ”
"Yes, it's not good, it's not bad."
"For the previous thing, I still owe you and Geng Hao an apology, I'm sorry."
"I'm not here to ask for your apology."
"Still won't you forgive me?"
"Let's not talk about this matter today, I have another thing to ask for, it has nothing to do with the previous things, you can help, you can't help directly, don't force it."
"It's Yoon De-ki's business, right?"
I looked at him in amazement.
"When I went to your third aunt's place to eat Malatang, Zhang Bing and Tang Tingting roughly told me what happened."
"Now that you know, I won't say more, whether you can help or not, you can just say a good word."
"Even if you don't meet with me today, I'll help. I had already asked my assistant to inspect the project in this villa area, which has great potential in terms of feng shui and transportation. The Rough Stone Group will take over, and I can give Yin Deji dividends in advance, and I will call him the first 1 million sincerity money in the evening, and tell him to let his father receive treatment, and if there is any difficulty, come to me directly. ”
"Thank you."
"No thanks. It's just my business. ”
He said this, maybe he just didn't want me to think too much.
"Then you get busy first."
"It's not busy, the afternoon meetings and meetings are postponed." Yuan Zheng hesitated for a moment and tried to say, "Well, go back to the University of Liberal Arts to play basketball and play strings, are you interested?" ”
I smiled.
He smiled too. (To be continued.) )