I often wake up from dreams as if I am isolated on a planet with thin air. In the dream www.biquge.info I was in the narrow alley of the University of Liberal Arts, Fu Wenxin was besieged by that group of hooligans, and I wanted to save her, but I was powerless.

Sometimes I dream that she is with Yuan Zheng, or that old dream, I chase after me, sweating profusely, but they are getting farther and farther away from me.

Sometimes I fell headlong from the top of the tallest building in Beijing, and the smog-covered earth rushed to my face, and my body trembled in mid-air and woke up.

When I opened my eyes, I felt relieved, as if I had been cured of a terminal illness.

After all these years, university life is still vivid, and there are still so many things in Beijing that I can't let go of. When people go, their hearts are still broken.

Missing is the most addictive drug.

Now, I am lying at home in Qiaobian Town, alone recalling the original intention and beauty of the year. Sometimes I dream of Liu Yun, who is still the way she was when she was a child, with two upturned ponytails, waving to me by the Yihe River.

When I returned to the town from Beijing, the only thing that made me feel comfortable was the appearance of Liu Yun. Song Jingang has a deep affection for her, and everyone can see it.

I don't have a deep impression of Song Jingang, when he was a child, he always had a sticky snot a few feet long, and when he was hungry and thirsty, he took a sharp sip and tasted his inventory with enjoyment.

Because he is familiar with repeating grades, he is a head taller than his classmates, and he often grabs candy and toys from his classmates. However, it does not violate the river water with the F4 well water, and there is no festival.

Until the fat man Zhang Bing used the White Rabbit toffee to buy him to take revenge, and in the end the revenge was not avenged, so he put himself in it and was beaten up by us.

In the town, except for F4, no one dared to touch Song Jingang, because his father Song Tianming would scare crying children. There are two people in the town who can scare crying children with their names, one is Song Tianming, and the other is Ba Da Lu.

After the eight large pieces of face were burned, they lived in isolation, and later moved to the mountains to play their own games.

Song Tianming's scary appearance is first of all, with a beard and a fierce face, which is the same as the mandrill on the graphic version of the 87 edition of "Strange Tales from Liao Zhai".

At the beginning, F4 nested in my house pestering my dad to talk about "Strange Tales from Liaozhai", every time we met a mandrill, we asked what the mandrill looked like, he said that the fangs were 20 cm, his face was full of red hair, and his nails and palms were long.

We still didn't have a specific concept, so we went to ask Uncle Zhou next to us. Uncle Zhou thought about it and said, mandrills, just like the Song Tianming in the pig killing farm.

We immediately felt that this concept was clear and smart, and Song Tianming was a mandrill hidden in the town, and we were so convinced that we couldn't avoid it.

And because he kills pigs on the pig farm, it seems to us that since the butcher often kills pigs, it must be okay to kill people. As long as the child sees him, he runs away, he always pretends to be a fierce beast hunting to scare the child, and he enjoys scaring the child away, looking up and laughing.

I've seen him a few times, and his face looks like he has been in the potholes of World War III, and his eyes are so fucking frightening.

There are many legends about Song Tianming in the town. It is said that pigs, cows, donkeys, and so on, dragged and made a fuss, and as soon as they were driven to his hands, they all obediently lay down and died. It is said that he is murderous and can suppress animals.

The broken boulder on his chest and the like are all pediatrics, and there is a legend that he can swallow the broken glass slag and pull it out again, and it is peeing from the front.

These bizarre rumors are almost hilarious when you think about them now, but they gave us a lot of talk and entertainment at the time. We often imagine him as a monster, go to the door of the pig killing farm to provoke him and then run away, so as to obtain the compensatory satisfaction of being chased by a monster and successfully escaping, which is quite exciting.

Since the red shoes of my daughter appeared in my house, my life is no longer quiet, and when I go out to buy something, there is always someone pointing behind me.

I had a clear conscience and naturally didn't take these things to heart, but when I thought of the safety of the little girl, I was anxious.

The truth was covered tightly, and every clue was interrupted. Will this sin always be buried under the heavy purple soil? I'm a little skeptical.

Liu Yun often came to see me and brought me delicious food, and occasionally I went with her to the fields and mountains to relax, and went to the fields to help my family pick lemons. Sometimes Song Jingang is also there, he doesn't like to talk, he doesn't pay much attention to me, and he will twist his head away angrily when he sees Liu Yun wiping my sweat for me.

Liu Yun's parents treated me like their own sons, they said that they watched me grow up since I was a child, your family is a cultural person, you have no culture, don't laugh at us.

I said, you are too polite, Liu Yun is so sensible is the result of your hard education.

Liu Yun's mother's name is Nie Yuqing, in fact, she is a very cultured person, a long time ago her family was a famous family in the town, she was full of poetry and books since she was a child, and she wrote a delicate and elegant calligraphy.

During the special period, her family was characterized as a landlord, all her property was confiscated, and a family was broken and destroyed.

Later, she married Liu Yun's father, and with Liu Yun, her life slowly improved.

We worked for a while and rested for a while, and we didn't feel tired at all.

Drinking the sweet white fungus soup made by Aunt Nie, sitting in the field, the breeze brought the fragrance of lemons all over the mountain and the rich fragrance of wild flowers, and I felt that I was in a paradise.

Sitting on the weeds, Aunt Nie told us the stories of the past. When she was a child, the buttons of the clothes made at home were all pure silver, and the elders gave silver to the doll for the New Year's money, and our eyes were straight.

Until she was a few years old, her home was copied, her grandfather's collection of calligraphy and paintings was burned, and there was a calligraphy and painting that was the authentic work of Mr. Su Dongpo, and the old man wanted to reach out to the fire and take it out.

The Red Guards said that you, an old dog, are reluctant to cling to the "four olds" and are the enemy of our class.

The group of people broke his hand, and the old man was so angry that he vomited blood and died violently, and now there are still blood stains on the wall of the old house, which is a commemoration and indictment of that tragic era.

She also said that we should cherish the hard-won life in front of us, and that peace and stability are more important than anything else.

When the story was finished, we fell silent, only to hear the whining of pine needles in the distance, like a man crying.

Liu Yun asked, "Mom, haven't all the painful years passed?" You see we are breathing fresh air now, and we have what we want to eat, how nice it is. ”

"Well, so your generation is really happy, and you have to learn to be grateful." Aunt Nie asked me, "Xiaoyu, you can't enjoy such good air in Beijing." ”

I took a deep breath, my chest was filled with the pure soul of the mountains, my spirit and body seemed to be detached, and I said, "It's good that the air in Beijing can keep up with one-ten-thousandth of what is here." ”

Liu Yun played with her braids and said: "Who told you not to come back early, how good it is here, breathe fresh air, drink sweet mountain springs, life is easy, and everyone has to live a few more years." ”

"People, I always want to go out and see if I haven't gone out, and after I go out, I find that it's like that outside, and there is nothing nostalgic."

"Will you go back to Beijing?" Liu Yun asked.

I hesitated for a moment and didn't answer her right away.

"Maybe not." It took me a moment before I replied in a slurch.

"Maybe?" I could see a trace of disappointment on Liu Yun's face.

She patted Song Jingang and said, "Help me carry that box of lemons to the car." ”

Liu Yun's father, Uncle Liu, said, "I'll help you." ”

They got up and left.

Aunt Nie said to me: "I know everything about Xiao Wenwen's shoes, you must be careful, this town is not as clean as you think." ”

"I know, thank you Aunt Nie for reminding me."

"Your family is also a famous family in the town, your family used to be a squire, and some people in your father's generation were jealous of your family, these people are narrow-minded."

"Who should I be wary of?" I asked, confused.

Aunt Nie didn't speak, just looked up at the sky with slightly melancholy eyes and said, "Be careful of people in the dark, the good and evil in the world are sometimes entangled, and it is difficult to see clearly, Xiaoyu." There is always a siege outside the truth, and we need to be patient. ”

"I understand, thank you Aunt Nie for reminding me."

"Silly boy, don't thank me, if you hadn't bravely gone down to the river to rescue, there would be no Yunyun, and there would be no our family today. If you have any difficulties, you can come to Yunyun and us at any time, you're welcome, everyone is a family. ”

I lowered my voice and asked, "Does Song Jingang have an opinion about me?" ”

"Hahaha......" Aunt Song laughed out loud, "You young people, you love to come and go, I don't care, what Yunyun does to you, the blind can see it, the sensible child King Kong can't see the clues?" ”

"So what should I do?" I was a little flustered.

"No wonder so many girls like you, look at your stupid appearance, girls may really eat you. I don't know if you ask me about this, and no one has an answer. Follow your heart, lad. ”

"Oh." I nodded thoughtfully.