The vicinity of the university area is full of life, but in fact, it is chaos. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

International students from three schools and nine streams, college students, tourists from all kinds of sightseeing, barbecue sellers, baked cakes, cake cutters, insurance sellers, leaflets, and women standing on the street...... All kinds of people crowded the originally small streets.

Motor vehicles, electric vehicles, tricycles, and bicycles basically do not follow the routine.

The streets are full of small advertisements and psoriasis, the roads that are constantly being renovated 365 days a year, the sound of crackling electric drills and electric hammers all day long, and the sky-high school district houses in the center of the universe, all the deformed and strange products, everything is here.

That area of colleges and universities is like Beijing's smelly stomach, everything has been chewed up and thrown there and cannot be digested, and the feeling of being dirty and swelling is rising.

Zhongguancun, China's largest distribution center for scammers selling electronic products, is filled with the smell of turbid air with heavy metals and cheap plastic foam, and is actually named "China's Silicon Valley", which I always think is a great irony to make real Silicon Valley people laugh off their big teeth.

After Beijing's successful bid for the Olympic Games, it is said that it will be rectified, and rectification will come and go, and chaos will be everywhere, and there will be no change.

The German philosopher Immanuel Kant said in the Critique of Practical Reason: "There are two things, the deeper and more persistent I think about them, the more the wonder and awe they evoke in my soul will change and grow with each passing day, and these are the stars above my head and the moral law in my heart." ”

After arriving in Beijing, I often looked up in the silent night, and I could only see the underwear and underwear of the girls' dormitory fluttering like colorful flags in the messy wind, and there was no starlight to accompany me.

As soon as you leave the school gate, there is a mess everywhere, and few people can have the idea of looking up at the stars in this extremely harsh environment.

The sun is sinking in the west, the dim street lamps obscure the vision, and the artificial light is like a pot lid hanging over the city, locking the view, and the limitation of the line of sight limits the imagination to the reinforced concrete, and the heart is cramped.

The people who came and went on the street had blank eyes, and there was no deep other side in their eyes.

I remember that in the past, as long as it wasn't a rainy day in the town, when I looked up, the sky was like a dome and full of stars. The breeze in the mountains and wilderness is so free.

I think this is the alienation of people by modern civilization.

The so-called feeling of looking up at the starry sky is too hypocritical. To put it simply, it is to leave firewood, rice, oil, and salt for a while, and to think about supernatural things such as God, freedom, and souls.

It is very important for me to connect to the universe and travel and temporarily abandon the distractions of the world. I don't know why Kant got rid of theology and wanted to look up at the stars, at the school poetry recital, a friend stood on a high podium, trembling, almost about to fall, he said: they are all worldly "traitors", they are the totems that mortals look up tom.

Kant, like many great German scholars, lived a life of poverty, but lived a life of self, peace, freedom, and justice. Although he was poor, he never owed a penny. He once said, "When anyone knocks on my door, I can always say with calm and cheerfulness: 'Please come in.'" For I am sure that it is not my creditor who stands outside the door." ”

The person who can say this sentence must be impeccable in his behavior and heart, and that kind of life is beyond the reach of modern people.

That night, Fu Wenxin and I were in the corner of the library discussing the starry sky, and she asked me if I still remembered the time I looked up at the starry sky on the Swallow Tower after the college entrance examination.

I said that of course I couldn't forget, but unfortunately I didn't meet the female ghost, otherwise I would have submitted her on the spot. After saying that, I laughed lewdly.

She called me a badass.

The value of the ivory tower may be that it can temporarily retain a little idealism and play with the last madness of the student days. Wait until a few years later, until you enter the social melting pot, the pores of the soul will be molested from beginning to end, and then you can only close your eyes and enjoy the pain and pleasure of being ravaged.

Fu Wenxin and I have always maintained a delicate relationship, talking about everything together, talking about movies, novels, and school gossip. We are careful not to touch the boundaries, as if two children who are not worldly involved in playing together do not involve the clutter of the adult world.

We would go to the school cinema every week to see a movie.

The strange thing about the movie theater at the University of Liberal Arts is its location on the third floor of the cafeteria, and whenever the movie starts as we pass through the first and second floors of the cafeteria to the third floor, we often see some strange people - couples sitting in a dark corner feeding mouth-to-mouth, especially disgusting.

Movies are generally played in two pairs, the first is a domestic film, and the last is an American blockbuster finale. The reason for this arrangement is because there was once such a situation, when the American blockbuster was released and then the domestic film was released, everyone was gone, so that the master who showed the movie watched it by himself, without the slightest passion.

That night, there was a youth film on the screen, the plot was vulgar, about a bunch of gangsters chasing a goddess, and finally the goddess married a pig. The director thinks that the current audience is easy to deceive, all day long without disease**, worship money, tear up, fight, bubble girl, drink, abortion, that is called youth, and the last snot mourns youth with tears, which is really fucking hypocritical. We also gave a negative score because we thought the goddess would marry a pig.

Seeing that no one was staring at the screen around, a pair hugged each other and gnawed together, and made a sizzling sound. The two of us were sitting in a precarious position, with the illusion of being in a prostitution den.

There is an American movie called "God Bless America", an extreme uncle and a cute Lori can't get used to all the superficiality, vulgarity and corruption in the entertainment era, and meet to kill people and play together. The two were watching a movie in the movie theater, and met a few strange people who made loud noises and played with their mobile phones, bang, and killed 4 people in a row in the movie theater, and then the uncle calmly said to the surviving girl: "Thank you for not making noise when you played the movie, thank you for turning off your mobile phone." "That shot was quite sour.

I whispered to Wen Xin: "Bear with me, when they put down a movie, their attention will be pulled back." ”

"Why don't you execute them, like the uncle in "God Bless America." Fu Wenxin said.

"Okay." I made the shape of a gun with my hand, fired a few shots at the couples, and at the end blew the "barrel", and she was amused.

Luckily, a movie of Americans fighting aliens was then played, and the sound was so damn good, that it immediately drew the attention of these people back to the cinema.

When encountering a thrilling place, Fu Wenxin couldn't help but be nervous, and as soon as she was nervous, she involuntarily leaned towards me, and the faint fragrance on her body floated around, and suddenly I was a little nervous, like a small fire.

It's not that I didn't want to hug her, this hug, maybe our fate will change in the future, just like in Dick's novel "The Planning Group", my fate seems to be planned by a mysterious organization, if I hug her, my memory will be washed away, and my life will be restarted.

Lust to lust, countless opportunities have slipped through my fingers, and it is extremely difficult to put them into practice, and I admit that I am deeply trapped in the web of cowardice, and I cannot extricate myself.

As soon as I got out of the movie theater, I turned on my mobile phone, and suddenly two missed calls from unfamiliar numbers popped up.

Fu Wenxin said jokingly: "The business is busy." ”

"In addition to talking to my parents, my mobile phone is basically used as an electronic watch."

"Reply to people, don't let people wait, is it inconvenient for you to be next to me?"

"I guess it's an insurance seller or an intermediary from a pheasant university abroad."

"You have a ghost in your heart, and you don't dare to reply to that person in front of me."

"Who's that?"

"You know who it is." Fu Wenxin was a little unhappy.

"I don't have a ghost in my heart, I'll go back, who is afraid of whom." To prove my innocence, I picked up my phone and unplugged the number.

A cool girl's voice: "Zeng Xiaoyu! ”

"Who are you?" I asked.

"You haven't accompanied me yet, and you want to run away like this?"

immediately thought of the unruly girl he met at Yuan Zheng's birthday banquet - Yuan Zheng's cousin Chen Fei, and shuddered in an instant.

I don't know what kind of medicine is sold in this girl's gourd, but I guess it may be that Yuan Zheng asked her to call and play a prank.

I asked, "What do you need me to do?" ”

She said, "Give you two ways to go, go shopping with me, or pay for my dress." ”

"How much does a dress cost?"

"200,000."

"You have to pay 200,000 yuan for some salad dressing, you are robbing, miss."

She smiled very seriously: "This dress is custom-made, 400,000 yuan, and you will be given a 5% discount, what else do you want?" ”

I said, "Girl, it seems that I can't go through the two roads you give, I don't care what you want, I can't give it to you here, I can compensate you for the dry cleaning cost of the dress, you give me an account, and I will send you the money." Also, our world is not very different, don't judge others by your worldview, you may be idle all day long, idle, I don't have the time to talk to you here. ”

He scolded "bastard" on the phone and hung up.

Fu Wenxin listened to the black lines on his face, thinking that I had offended some way: "What happened to you, tell me the truth." ”

I said disdainfully: "A neurotic, don't worry." ”

Some people say that life is like a play, life is actually more complicated than a play, and the play can guess the ending, but we can't guess what will happen and who we will meet in the next second. Life is much more exciting than drama.

I don't know this girl named Chen Fei, and I have no interest in knowing. A very unreasonable gentleman, just because of his good looks and prominent family background, can see no one, and he really can't arouse my interest.

A woman who can see through it without any soul adventure is like a high-end crystal bottle, she may be able to conquer the fat and spiritually lacking men in the rich circle, but she has no attraction to me.

But fate - I don't really believe in these two words - always makes people applaud.

The next day, I was playing on the basketball court, sweating profusely, and Yuan was taking a woman to the sidelines to watch the game. played more attentively on the court, and didn't pay attention to who the woman was, presumably his new girlfriend again.

After the game, I walked over to greet Yuan Zheng in sweat, and said to him ****: "How about it, brother is fierce on the court." ”

"There are two brushes, a little worse than me", Yuan Zheng pushed the woman behind him to me, "My cousin Chen Fei, you saw it last time, she wanted to visit our kennel today." ”

I'm strange, Yuan Zheng doesn't open which pot to mention, knowing that I am incompatible with this unruly girl, and deliberately let us meet in a narrow way.

When the enemy meets, he is very red-eyed. I said coldly, "Welcome." ”

She gave me a colder look, silent.

Yuan Zheng played a round next to him: "Yo, because the two of you are still messing around about the dress, I said what are you all tossing about, as for it?" ”

Back in the dormitory, Monk Yang went out to find immortals. I washed my face in the bathroom and came out, and saw Chen Fei sitting on Yuan Zheng's seat looking around.

This is where Yuan Zheng is looking for a draw, and as soon as I come out, he yells at his friend to ask him to go out for a while, and let me stay with her cousin for a while. Lao Tzu didn't even realize that this guy was already like a dog scalded by boiling water, and slipped out with his tail between his legs with lightning speed. When he was about to leave, he left a sentence: "You guys have a good chat!" ”

At that time, I really wanted to chase him out and get him back and smoke him, which is what it is in Beijing dialect.