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According to Freud's theory, all overage virgins are quasi-psychoactive, but the severity of the disease varies. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoI don't admit I'm sick, maybe I'm just a little clean.

Yuan Zheng said, addiction is disease, you are still sick.

So, on the night I spent with Hui, should I give in and let her treat my 26-year-old maggot-like illness? Ever since I got into her car, I haven't stopped thinking about it.

I've imagined my first time with my lover countless times, on the beach or in a soft bed...... Maybe I've been in fairy tales for too long to face this cruel reality, this woman is not Fu Wenxin, not Fang Xiao, but a beautiful young woman I have just met for less than three hours.

Hui's eyes were misty, and she was on me, like a soft cloud wrapping around me.

The nectar was accompanied by the smell of alcohol, which rippled on my tongue.

Moist swampy and full of life.

Just like the woods in the town by the bridge after the rain, the flowers and chicks are wet, and the fragrance of the earth and flowers is rippling around.

I walked barefoot, on the leaf-covered path, and my feet itched and I couldn't stop.

Just as Hui was about to make the next move, Fu Wenxin's face flashed through his mind. I suddenly twitched, trying to push the Hui off my body.

However, Yu Yue's face appeared, and he said, "She is talking to the second generation of the official ****, and you are still widow......ed for her in Beijing" Thinking of his words, I immediately suppressed my impulse.

Sensing the abnormality, Hui asked gently, "What's wrong?" ”

"It's fine, just a little nervous."

"Don't be nervous, just listen to me."

In his mind, he was thinking of Fu Wenxin and the second generation of the official in bed, and thinking of the bits and pieces of being with him in the past, looking at this charming young woman on his body, the complicated situation came to his heart. The magma that has been accumulating for a long time has finally exploded.

Suddenly, like a vengeful hungry wolf, I rolled over and crushed Hui under me. Eating frantically, she closed her eyes and shuddered with a chick-like sound in her mouth.

For the first time in my life, I explored the mysterious and deep culvert.

Or rather, I was more like a lost macaque who stumbled into a deep cave and anxiously searched for an exit.

Nothing was as I imagined, and in less than a minute, everything fell silent.

She caressed my back as if to comfort me.

I don't know if it's the effect of alcohol or if it's mentally disgusting for what I've done.

I jumped out of bed, rushed into the bathroom, and threw myself on the toilet and vomited.

I began to cry like a child who had been robbed of a toy by someone else, and I cried in a way that I couldn't even dream of.

It was only at this moment and this second that I finally realized that I had completely lost Fu Wenxin.

Hui was behind my back, gently hugged me, kissed my forehead, and comforted me: "It's okay, it's good, it's okay." ”

I collapsed into her arms, my mind blank, like weightlessly floating in the middle of the universe, without any idea.

It didn't take long for the dream to start.

I dreamed that when I was a child, in Qiaobian Town, there was an uncle, there was an F4 face, and I was in a trance, and they shook in front of my eyes, leaving not a word.

I dreamed of Yoon De-gi's sister, still the way she was when she was a child, in a deep cave, carrying me on her back. I said in the back: We are all looking for you, don't go, your parents and brother are looking forward to your coming home. She didn't care what I said, she just walked on. No matter how much I chase her, the distance between me and her will never change. Suddenly she turned around, and a faceless face appeared in front of me. I ran out of the cave as hard as I could.

When I dreamed of Fu Wenxin, she just smiled at me and didn't say anything. I panicked because I didn't know if it was a cold mockery or a warm smile.

The last scene is Yu Yue, we are standing on the swallow tower, he kicked me down, I struggled in the air and woke up.

Hui was wearing white plaid pajamas and leaned over in front of me: "What's wrong, have a nightmare?" ”

I nodded.

"Hurry up and have breakfast."

She threw me a purple pajama and I wrapped myself up.

Not wanting her to look at my body, I deliberately avoided her.

She said mischievously: "You saw everything last night, and you are still so shy." ”

"I'm not going to let you down last night."

"Disappointed? No, as a man's first time, you're amazing. ”

She spun around and threw herself into my arms.

Hui told me her story.

Her first love began in high school, when the boy was in a poor family and was blocked by her parents from the beginning. They can only date secretly, and later her mother finds out, and her mother forces her to cut her off with the boy with death.

Later, the boy was admitted to university, but the family had no money and could only provide for one to study, so he gave the opportunity to his younger brother. I went to work in a cement factory to support my family.

There was an accident at a cement factory, and the stone collapsed, and three workers were buried underneath.

Two workers were seriously injured and the other died, and it was the boy who died.

The two workers survived precisely because the boy pounced on them at the last moment, cushioning the impact of the stones with his body.

Later, Hui never fell in love, and had a cold war with his parents for ten years.

She studied international trade, started a jewelry business after graduation, and met her husband at work three years ago. After getting married, both of them were busy with their careers, their relationship gradually faded, and they divorced half a year ago.

She asked me about my experience, and I told her that the only experience I had was with her, and there was no substantial progress in the previous Fu Wenxin, Fang Xiao, Liang Rongyue, etc.

She said with emotion and a little teasingly: "I didn't expect me to be so lucky to take away your virginity just a few hours after we met." ”

"This is fate, just like the brother who came with me last night said, others have long been wives, do I have to be widowed for the rest of my life?"

She smiled when she heard the statement of "widowhood" and asked, "What brother are you?" ”

"The one who was with me last night, Yu Yue."

"It seems that you were really drunk last night, and you were alone the whole time."

"Hey, forget it, don't talk about him. This man is my nightmare. ”

We talked while eating breakfast, and before breakfast was finished, we got entangled again.

For the next few days, we were so selfless, sweaty, and tired of life in that villa that we forgot about the outside world.

Hui led me to a completely strange world, where milk and honey flowed, and everything was so new and new to me.

Every morning when we open our eyes, our lazy bodies stick together like magnets, and there is no end to everything.

She said softly under me, "You little 1 1 worm, you have been holding back for too long. ”

I clamped her hands fiercely and said, "What do you say, it's been more than 20 years!" ”

She broke free of me, rolled over and rode up......

I know it's not really love because I never believe in love at first sight. The so-called love at first sight is just an excuse to desire the opposite sex.

However, I always feel very comfortable with Hui, and it is not just from the comfort of the flesh. Maybe we are both separated from our loved ones for various reasons, and in a way, we are both losers in love.

And Hui, as my first woman, taught me a lot of things, even Yu Yue or Yuan Zheng can't teach them, which are some of the most detailed, vivid and specific little secrets about women.

From then on, I didn't miss her in my dreams anymore, everything was gone that night, I wasn't clean anymore, I wanted to live my life, maybe selfish and dirty, but that was what she forced me to choose, and I would selfishly comfort myself like this.

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