Hui drove me home, and she kissed me on the forehead as we parted. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

I'm still not used to having such intimacy with the opposite sex, it doesn't feel natural.

Hui said that he was going to Africa to deal with some work matters, so that I could take care of myself and contact me when I came back.

Liking or loving is just a habit. Watching Hui go away, I felt a little lost in my heart.

Back at home, Yu Yue was lying on the sofa smoking.

"Get out on the balcony and smoke, knowing I hate the smell of smoke."

"It's back! Have fun these days! Haha, do you regret that you have delayed your youth for so many years, you should have thrown away your outdated thoughts and asked the willow as soon as possible, right? ”

"Get out on the balcony and smoke!"

After Yu Yue took out his cigarette, he asked with a hippie smile: "How about it, that young woman's legs are enough to play for a year, you have been cool these days." ”

"I don't want to talk about it here, change the subject." I squeezed him away and lay on the couch by myself.

"Don't you see your life is good now? Do you think it's worth your previous efforts? After so many years, you can't let go of that person in your heart, you think this is ****** pure bullshit love, but in the end it is all empty! ”

"Then let me ask you a question, have you ever fallen in love with a woman so far, from the bottom of your heart, instead of letting the second child feel that kind of love."

"Do you think I'm the kind of person who doesn't come home all day long? I am also an emotional creature, Lao Tzu has traveled all these years, from the worldly point of view I have achieved nothing, but I have met all kinds of women of all kinds of styles, even if I die in their gentle township, I am still a winner in life! ”

"Pick up girls, pick up girls, why rise to the height of life, shameless!"

"I didn't say I'm not a pickled girl, I just want to say I'm not a beast."

"It's about the same as the beast."

"By the way, how are you and Huang Dongfang's case? Are you sure you will win the case? ”

"I don't know yet, but the lawyer said that he was sure of winning the case."

"If Huang Dongfang hadn't had such a big battle with you, I wouldn't have been able to find you, and I'll go to the scene to escort you when you go to trial, how about it?"

"No, I don't."

"Okay, I'll let you end your bitter virgin private life, my historical mission is complete, haha, go, I'll invite you to drink in the evening."

That night in the Sichuan restaurant, I insisted on not drinking, Yu Yue drank bottle after bottle, got drunk and crawled on my shoulder lewdly and said, "Xiaoyu, do you know? Pandora's box has been opened! ”

"Don't be a god, what Pandora's box."

"Pandora, the first woman on earth made of clay by Hephaestus, the god of fire or Zeus in Greek mythology, was given to mankind as punishment for Prometheus' creation of man and theft of fire. The gods join in to make her even more seductive. Pandora opens the box and unleashes all the evils of the world—greed, nothingness, slander, jealousy, pain, and so on......" he said vividly.

"Don't tell me Greek mythology, I know."

"Inside the box are the devil and lust."

"Don't talk nonsense, what exactly are you trying to say ******?"

"Ever since you got into Hui's car that night, this box has been opened, and human desire is like Pandora's box, except that this box can't be closed. You will be destined to commit peach blossoms in the future, and you are destined to experience it in Hongchen. ”

"Don't be so literary and artistic, two big men."

"Your character, I know best, don't make the mistakes I made, don't fall into feelings, don't be dragged down by women. One more thing, bring a condom and don't make someone's belly bigger. Two of the greatest undertakings that mankind has ever done so far: the Reformation and the Industrial Revolution, and the invention of the condom. So you know, when the second child is impulsive, he also has to think about the future. ”

"I can close my magic box, and you don't have to worry about things in the future, Mother Yu."

"You're still a kid, can I not worry about it?"

"Get out!" I gave him a middle finger up.

When the guy got drunk, I carried him home, threw him on the couch and went to sleep.

When I woke up the next day, there was no one on the sofa or in the toilet, and I was wondering when I caught a glimpse of a note on the table.

The handwriting is unkempt, and Yu Yue's handwriting is correct: "Xiaoyu, goodbye, travel in all directions, the heart of the wave will not change, there will be a period later, the box has been opened, so do it yourself!" ”

In this way, Yu Yue, who was like a ghost, completely disappeared from my life.

Later, Hui and I went to many places, camping with backpacks, and going fishing in small boats, and she gave me the illusion of a couple, but we both knew each other.

When we were glued, she told me that she was always careful when she was happy, afraid that she would sink too deep.

She said you're 40 years old, and there are girls going around you, and I'm a loser no matter what.

I told her why she should care about the future and live in the moment, is that okay?

She nodded, silently staring into the distance and not speaking again.

She would discuss with me what I had written, and she would point out that she disagreed with me, and we often discussed an issue late into the night.

We talk about history and the present, and parents have nothing to say.

I asked her if you hated your parents for treating you like this.

She said she didn't hate me now, they just loved me in their own way.

I said it's scary to think about it, parents can decide the fate of their children, do you think this way is right?

She said that a generation has a generation's values, and now, I don't criticize anyone, and I have learned to accept fate calmly.

Hui is an experienced woman, that is a kind of survival wisdom unique to independent women in society, her vision is sharp, and she said to me that even if I am with Fu Wenxin in the future, the two of you may not be able to live happily.

I asked, "Why?" ”

She said: "The two of you are too similar, for a short time I feel that each other is soul mates, and after being together for a long time, the shortcomings are similar, and the mistakes made will be similar. When two people quarrel and don't give in to each other, it's like an evenly matched tug-of-war, stalemate until the end, one party is tired and lets go, and the other party will fall and bleed. ”

"Such details of life, perhaps only those who have come here can really experience it."

"You're still young, and you need to go through a lot of things to grow up."

"I don't want to grow up, I don't like adulthood, why should people live so humble."

"Not everyone can be so idealistic, the real society has its own rules, you will understand it slowly. The reason why I like you now is because of your simplicity and seriousness. ”

It was a serious, formal conversation, and years later I still remember Hui's tone that night, thinking of a sister who told me about the dangers of the world, and she wanted to protect me.

Subconsciously, she was like a combination of Fu Wenxin and Fang Xiao, satisfying all my delusions about the lost years.

I know that this is a manifestation of selfishness, Hui is Hui, a unique and irreplaceable beautiful woman, but I am haunted by memories, and I can only use reality to fill in the original regrets.

In Hui's eyes, I saw reluctance and helplessness. We weren't destined to be together, and she was right, two people who were too much alike to be together and could easily hurt each other. In fact, I am so similar to her.