It was an ordinary morning, and before six o'clock the sun was already pouring in through the window, abominably disturbing sleep. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

On the road of the East Third Ring Road, cars are like rows of rats advancing and retreating, and everything in Beijing has to be rushed early.

Yuan Zheng and I were frightened when we got up, and we immediately removed three-quarters of the way because there were two super luxurious breakfasts on the table, with delicate omelettes, fragrant soy milk, fresh salads, and fragrant ham.

Usually we basically don't eat breakfast, and we always rush out to work while nibbling on bread.

Can this stubble not scare me?

Yuan Zheng stared at the regular breakfast and asked me, "Did you pick up a conch girl yesterday and go home?" ”

I stared at the regular breakfast and shook my head.

At this time, Yang Chenjun poked his head out of the kitchen and said, "Get up!" Eat it, I've eaten it. ”

Yuan Zheng and I were eating and thinking, why did this kid become a conch girl today.

When he came out of the kitchen, Yuan Zheng asked, "Junjun, you haven't been stimulated by anything, have you?" ”

He smiled and said, "No, usually the two brothers care about me so much, what's wrong with making a loving breakfast for you?" ”

"Oh, okay, don't say it, this omelette is really standard, hundreds of times better than what my nanny aunt did when I was a child." Yuan Zheng praised while eating.

But I could see the clue from Yang Chenjun's subtle changes in facial expression, he must be hiding something.

He behaved strangely that day, and it was not a parting of life and death, when Yuan Zheng and I left, he asked to hug us one by one, saying that you two good buddies are really the fate of several lifetimes, and I was about to cry.

I comforted and said, "Junjun, are you okay kid?" Did you have something at work? ”

Yuan Zheng touched his forehead, patted him on the shoulder and said, "Are you sick, or are you afraid to speak if you encounter any difficulties?" Because of that slut? Did she cheat on you again? Don't chirp, tell us. ”

"Really, it has nothing to do with her, why do I hide something from you? There are several colors of my panties, and both brothers are clear. ”

I said categorically, "Is it because of your girlfriend?" Tell me! Otherwise, we won't go! ”

Seeing that he couldn't hide it, Yang Chenjun lowered his head, and tears welled up instantly: "She got along with his boss a long time ago, but I don't know ...... now"

Yuan Zheng was furious: "I told you when you two got back together, that slut can't believe it!" You just don't believe me, ******! Where does that slut work, I'll go to her company now to stink this ****. ”

"Yuan Zheng, please don't do this!" Yang Chenjun was like an angry child, holding back aggrievedly and not letting himself cry.

Yuan Zheng sighed.

I patted Yang Chenjun on the shoulder and said, "The past is over, some people just don't have fate and can't come together, you first ask for a leave to go out and have fun, relax, and rest for a few days." ”

Yang Chenjun nodded.

We were afraid that he wouldn't be able to think about it, so Yuan Zheng called Chen Fei and Bai Zongze to come over and accompany him. Yang Chenjun insisted not to, saying that others couldn't let go and wanted to be quiet.

We let him be.

Just like that, Yuan Zheng and I went downstairs.

Downstairs, looking back at our residence, Yang Chenjun was leaning on the floor-to-ceiling window to see us off, through the glass I saw his eyes full of sadness and reluctance, and the silence that had never existed permeated him.

He is like the light of Daoqiyi, passing through the hustle and bustle of the years.

At the time, no one thought that this would be a farewell.

When we came back, he was gone, everything in the house was neatly organized and spotless, and at first we thought he was out for a walk and didn't ask much.

Two weeks have passed, and the kid hasn't come back. I called him, but his phone was always down.

Yuan Zheng and I panicked and rummaged through the table in his room to see if we could find any clues.

On his desk was a white envelope with a few delicate block letters: To my two best brothers, Zeng Xiaoyu and Yuan Zheng.

Yuan Zheng and I were shocked, thinking that there was nothing wrong with it, so we opened the envelope and spread out the letterhead:

Xiao Yu, Yuan Zheng:

I was gone when you read this letter, so don't panic, don't look for me.

I don't know where to start, I grew up in the countryside of Guizhou, my family conditions are not good, my parents love me, never let me go hungry, when I was a child, I was fat and fat, which is completely different from now.

That year, when I was 12 years old, my father was overworked on the construction site in order to make up for my junior high school tuition, and he lay in bed vomiting blood. Reluctant to spend money to go to the hospital, he called a local doctor. The doctor prescribed a prescription saying that a few stewed dog meat in Chinese medicine would cure my father's illness.

I have a black dog called Black Tiger at home, and the Black Tiger has been in my house since I was born, and it has grown up with me. Every morning before the sun rises, it will cross the mountains and mountains to take me to school, and in the afternoon it will come back to pick me up after school. Sometimes when I didn't get out of school, it would sit on the road next to the school and wait for me, and when it saw me come out, it would happily come over and lick my face.

No matter how windy or rainy, it is like this, and it has never broken its promise. It's my best friend, and I only feel happy when I'm with it.

It was supposed to die in my house, and when it was gone, I would bury it in the back of the house and erect a monument. But everything was not as expected.

That day it seemed to know that its owner was going to end its life, curled up in my arms and whined, I hugged it and cried, my eyes were so swollen that I couldn't open them, it **** my tears while wagging its tail, as if to comfort me not to be sad.

I was pinned to the ground by my mom and a few adults, struggling and howling desperately, and scratching my mom all over the body. The black tiger didn't resist when he was led to the back of the house, but reluctantly looked back at me as he walked. Suddenly, my whole internal organs seemed to be shattered, and I stopped crying and fighting, and sat on the ground in a daze, letting the tears flow down my face.

My mother thought I was stupid, and anxiously shook me and shouted what happened to you, baby. I sat like a chicken, and my soul flew.

The moment the smell of dog meat wafted out of the kitchen with the bitter smell of Chinese medicine, my heart died. The skin of the black tiger was sold to me to pay for my tuition.

I went on a hunger strike for six days and finally fainted and was taken to the hospital. After being rescued, my mother bought me beef noodles, and when I saw the meat in the bowl, all that flashed in my mind was the image of a black tiger, and nausea and grief came to me, and I knocked over the beef noodles on my mother with a wave of my hand.

My mom felt indebted to me, she didn't get angry and cleaned it up without saying a word.

Since then, I have never eaten meat again, and when I smell meat, I think of the black tiger and my childhood best friend. The local doctor's home remedies did not cure my father's illness, and my father was later sent to a hospital in Guiyang to be cured.

I grew up withdrawn and had no friends. When I went to college, I was lucky enough to meet the two of you, and your sincerity made me slowly open up myself.

Then, I met my girlfriend again, and no, she wasn't my girlfriend. When I was with the woman, I mistakenly thought that I had met love, and I even let myself go and started eating meat. But it all turned out to be a game, a hoax. I was devastated and it was you who brought me out step by step. I thought that my sincerity could be exchanged for her change, and I gave her everything in order to get back together with her, but as a result, I still lost.

Life is that I lie to you, you lie to me, I eat you, you eat me. Society is like a business circle, people are businessmen, buying and selling souls in this world, and some even clearly mark the price.

I thank you for always being kind to me, I can't bear you. But from the moment I died of the black tiger, I have always wanted to leave this business circle, I have been thinking about it for ten years, and the harm she did to me has strengthened my determination, and the decisions I made were mature rather than impulsive.

The only thing I can't worry about is my parents, some time ago my mother told me that they bought the new rural insurance, and they will have to receive a lot of pension insurance every month in the future. The last stone in my heart fell.

My brother, Xiaoyu, you are a simple-hearted person who pursues justice, you are fighting for your ideals and paying attention to the suffering of our world, I sincerely admire you. The world will hurt you in the future, please forgive those who hurt you, they are more pathetic and pitiful than you.

My brother, Yuan Zheng, you are a good-hearted old man, kind in heart, doing your own thing, cold on the outside and hot on the inside. You have a lot of friends around you who love you, and you've experienced it just not wanting to admit it. If you have the chance, please go home more often and talk to your parents, they love you very much.

Brothers, goodbye, I will live a lonely life in the future, loneliness is not bad, get rid of the quagmire of reality, loneliness may be another realm of life.

The Buddha said: All hair is fate! The human mind climbs to the realm of everything. For example, the eye knows the color and sees it, and even the body knows the climbing and touches the environment.

My parents, my black tiger, her, and you can meet in this life, all because of fate. My parents were able to buy the new rural insurance, which is also fate.

To have a Buddha in our hearts is to have a relationship with the Buddha, and I hope that with this merit, we and all sentient beings will become Buddhas.

After reading the letter, Yuan Zheng and I looked at each other for a while, and fell into an incomparably long silence. What exactly is this new rural insurance?