I was the first to wake up, and the morning sun shone in obliquely, shining warmly all over my body. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info I opened the curtains, and Yang Chenjun was lazily rubbed his eyes and moaned in the sun.

Yuan Zheng actually lay in the bath with his whole body and clothes and fell asleep, I think this fortune teller is big, and he is in danger of drowning at any time when he is drunk in the bath.

I hurriedly went over and pulled him out of the bath, fearing that he would catch a cold, so I scraped off all his wet clothes and threw him on the bed naked.

I listened carefully and was frightened, he was shouting "Wenxin girl".

It's been a long time since I've had such a presumptuous hangover, my head seems to be stuffed with a weighing weight of dozens of tons, my head is splitting, my head is top-heavy, I sit on the sofa for a while, and then I fall into a deep sleep.

When I woke up, I didn't know what time it was, and I heard Yuan Zheng, a slut, screaming on the bed: "Damn, who raped me last night." Help me! ”

Afterwards, Yuan Zheng said: "I can see that you are a coward, do you have a chastity lock under your ******, I suspect that you are incompetent." ”

"Whatever you want, I'm just going to stick to my ideas."

"Stick to the idea of making a pussy? For example, smile at that party, do you plan to idle your little brother forever in the future? ”

"I don't know, you shut up and let me be quiet."

Yuan Zheng was helpless.

The other party laughed at him the night before he graduated from school, and Fu Wenxin's departure made me discouraged.

Late at night, I sat in the dormitory, silently watching everything in front of me, thinking of the past when we ate hot pot and drank wine and bragged in the dormitory.

Coming to the corridor, one or two classmates dragged their heavy luggage downstairs. I thought of four years ago, when we also dragged our luggage into this dormitory building, and in the blink of an eye, four years came to naught, and all that was left was memory.

Thinking that Fu Wenxin wanted to be with a second-generation official she didn't understand, a nameless fire ignited in her heart, and she couldn't help but punch the desk, the glass glass was poured, and the crystal clear glass slag that rolled on the ground splashed all over the ground, just like my friendship with her, which was vulnerable and finally shattered.

At that time, Yuan Zheng happened to go back to the dormitory to get his guitar and asked me: "Yo, what is upset, is the small universe about to explode?" ”

"It's fine."

"Nothing? Let's quarrel with Miss Wenxin. I saw it all just now. ”

"You're ****** boring or not, voyeur."

"Whoever peeps on you, you stand there in broad daylight and howl at a beautiful woman, no one can look at it."

"What happens to her has nothing to do with me, I'm going to break it tonight."

"Good buddy, that's how it should be!"

picked up the phone, opened the address book, flipped to Fang Xiao's name, hesitated for a moment, and finally dialed her number.

"What are you doing?" Her languid voice came from there.

"I'm in the dorm, what about you?"

"All the same, just packed up and took a shower, I'm going to New York the day after tomorrow."

"Are you alone?" I asked.

"Well, the roommates are gone."

"I'll go find you," I asked, after a pause, "is that okay?" ”

"Well," her voice was a little low, "stay here with me at night." ”

"Hmm."

I am no longer timid, nor hesitant, nor do I have the chagrin and guilt of ending my virgin body. Before leaving, Yuan Zheng took out a sleeve and stuffed it in my pocket and said, "Imported from France, take your time and enjoy it with Fang Beauty." ”

After thinking about it, he stuffed two more condoms into my pocket, and said with a wicked smile: "The first time, it is inevitable that a few will be scrapped, bring more insurance, go ahead, my good man." ”

The graduate student dormitory is located on the south side of the school, and because of the holidays, the whole building is surprisingly quiet, with only three or four windows still lit.

When I came to Fang Xiao's dormitory, the door was ajar, I knocked softly, and the door opened gently.

I don't know if I climbed the stairs or I was nervous, my heart was beating faster, and my forehead was sweating slightly.

She wore light makeup, wore transparent light and low-cut pajamas, her long hair was draped over her shoulders, her slender and white arms could faintly see the green tendons, and her body exuded a faint fragrance.

Looking at her, I froze, and she said, "Are you stupid? Come on in. ”

That night, she was so beautiful, it was the most beautiful moment in my mind, like a perfect goddess. I only saw a soft light, as if rippling on her, a little dazzling.

I stared at her and involuntarily said, "You're so beautiful." ”

She bowed her head shyly.

Thinking of what was about to happen next, I instantly felt that this was the work of burning the harp and cooking the crane, and I shouldn't have ruined such beauty.

I want her beauty to remain in my heart forever, unstained and demonic, until the end of her life.

I cupped her face as if admiring a rare treasure, her cheeks flushed and she smiled shyly. I didn't speak, but picked up a strand of fine hair in front of her forehead, kissed her lightly on the center of her eyebrows, and said, "You're beautiful, I'm sorry." ”

Then, turned around and left.

Back in the dormitory, Yuan Zheng pinched the time: "Eh, you're not right, second shot?" ”

I pulled out the sleeve from my pocket and threw it on his table.

"It's ****** be a deserter again, coward."

I nodded: "I can't do it." ”

"The universe's first super coward is born!"

Years later, I still don't regret my eunuch behavior that night.

I did a great thing, just as Christopher Columbus discovered the New World, I hid this New World and let it flourish on its own, so that it would not provoke the outside world.

That is to let a woman live in the most tender position in the depths of my soul, forever, neither a lover nor a friend, that kind of ambiguous feelings, not everyone can experience in this short life.

If I had entered Fang Xiao's dormitory, I might have been refreshed, but all my imagination and inspiration for women would have been exhausted that night, and I would not have been able to forgive the thoughtlessness of being driven by desire that night for a long time to come.

I don't want to live so metaphysically, so obscenely, so devoid of aura.

Fang Xiao left, she didn't ask me to see her off, she just left like that and flew to New York on the other side of the ocean.

That night, I wanted to cry, but I couldn't.

In the season of farewell, everything is rapidly withering away from me, and I don't have half a second of reverie.

I have lost too much, the memories of the twenty days, Fu Wenxin, Fang Xiao, and "Tide" have all been taken away by God one by one.

I walked feebly through the empty streets of Beijing, and at twelve o'clock in the evening, the city faded away from the hustle and bustle and slowly fell asleep.

Night, while bringing darkness, also brings tranquility.