【Belated Blessing】

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"Ah Wei! I am back! ”

Early in the morning, Xiao Nei returned to the dormitory and said radiantly.

Ah Wei hasn't gotten up yet.

Awakened by Xiao Nei's voice, rubbing his loose eyes, he asked, "What equipment did you get last night?" ”

"I didn't hit anything, so I exploded and drew Fang Tian, it's worthless."

Kouchi Road.

Although his mouth was casual, his excitement was overflowing.

At this point, even a small achievement would bring him great comfort.

This is especially precious for those who have been defeated repeatedly.

If a person keeps lowering his goals in love, it means that he is anxious to get an affirmation, even if it is the cheapest.

If he can't even fulfill this wish, he can only despair.

The same is true in the game.

Since it is a small piece of equipment, it can also give him a great satisfaction.

Of course, he knew that this satisfaction was only temporary, demanding.

"Xiao Nei, we have so many Coke bottles saved, let's send them to the garbage station today." Ah Wei said.

"Oh." Kouchi took a sip of Coke and hiccuped.

Perhaps it was the Coke bottle in Xiao Nei's hand that reminded Ah Wei that he remembered the empty bottles in the corner of the bedroom.

They often save up the bottles they drank after graduation and sell them to garbage recycling stations to earn a few dollars in pocket money.

"I've drunk so much, time flies!" Xiao Nei thought secretly.

Most of these drinks were drunk by him.

It was a foot high.

You can also earn ten or eight yuan by selling it at the garbage station.

More money and less money are trivial things, and the most important thing is that this is a "wealth" obtained by Xiao Nei with his own accumulation; This may be an affirmation of his earning ability to earn money if he has not found a job.

It's insignificant, but it's better than nothing.

At noon, after the two delivered the empty bottles, they actually bought two more bottles of drinks to drink.

This almost unconscious cycle sustains their boring life as "waiting for Godot".

No!

Maybe it can't be said to be boring, Ah Wei still knows how to adjust his life, especially to enrich Xiao Nei's blank emotional life.

"Xiao Nei, come and see, I found another good movie!"

Ah Wei fiddled with his laptop and said excitedly to Xiao Nei.

"What movie?" Xiao Nei also leaned over, and he could even see the glint of expectation in his large, godless eyes.

"The latest action movie "Fuse"." Ah Wei said.

……

Watching movies has become an important spice for the rest of their campus life.

For Xiao Nei, watching the lives of the people in the movie is far easier than living by himself.

However, this easy life will not last long.

Reality has to force Xiao Uchi to think about how to find a job to make a living.

So, he decided to leave the campus early tomorrow morning.

Although he had no sense of direction, his anxiety could no longer make him feel at ease through his last school life.

The most important thing is that he did not have a reasonable reason to stay in school.

Ah Qi, who is in the same department, stayed in school because he was admitted to graduate school;

Ah Wei stayed in school because it was not yet time to go to work.

And he stayed in school for an ethereal hope.

This argument may be too thin to be convincing.

Because with the departure of girls in the same grade, the probability of this hope is almost zero.

If a graduate and a school girl are to fall in love, this hope may be even more absurd.

Therefore, despite the extreme unwillingness and extreme regret; Xiao Nei had no choice but to leave the school.

This afternoon, Xiao Nei took advantage of Ah Wei's outing, packed his luggage alone, and prepared to entrust it to the school's post office to send home.

Every pen, a book, a cup, and a guitar are packed...... Xiao Nei's heart couldn't help but be touched.

Because these insignificant things have attached his fears and yearnings.

Especially the guitar, which he had been studying on his own seriously for three months, and finally learned a lot of tunes in a decent way.

So, I think that all girls like boys to play love songs on the grass to her.

But it turned out later: the reality is not so simple.

A love song may not be as good as a word with a conquering evil.

And this is precisely the weakness of Xiaonai.

And those professional books.

Most of my classmates sold them as scrap.

But Konai couldn't accept it.

He will never bury what he owns.

Even if it's a book that may not be useful in society.

It's like he treats love.

But the reality is often peculiar.

The more you don't care about something, the easier it is to get it.

Those boys who talk and laugh and sell books are often masters of picking up girls.

Xiao Uchi seems to be aware of the relevance.

I just can't understand it.

He didn't dare to think about it anymore, so he mechanically packed up everything and sent it straight to the post office.

His hands trembled as he wrote the address on the package with a pen.

This may be an exaggeration.

But he once imagined this scene as "returning home".

But the result is the current depression and depression.

If you think of the scene of the big bags when you first entered the school, this kind of sadness is even more unbearable.

He almost used his willpower to get all the packages ready and handed them to the post office.

Only then did I feel that I was in a bit of a trance, and I paced back to the dormitory and fell asleep.

It's another day.

On the second day, Xiao Nei got up early in the morning.

Ah Wei has not returned to the dormitory.

Xiao Nei ran to the breakfast restaurant he frequented most and ate a bowl of noodles, ready to go back to the dormitory for a final farewell.

But as soon as he stepped out of the hotel, he was stopped by the boss.

"Hey! You haven't paid yet. The boss shouted.

"Oh!" Konai hurriedly returned to the store and handed over the breakfast money to the boss.

"I'm sorry, I just forgot." ”

The boss looked at him with that meaningful look and said no more.

Xiao Nei had to walk out of the breakfast shop with a red face.

"Alas! Not even the last good impression is gone. Xiao Nei sighed.

He was a regular customer of this breakfast shop, and in the past, the landlady was polite to him, talking and laughing.

But now, she seems to be doubting his personality and getting to know him again.

But none of this matters anymore.

Love is almost hopeless, so why not be misunderstood once by someone who doesn't matter?

Xiao Uchi laughed to himself.

But then again, this is the first time that I forgot about it in such a trance that I even forgot about it.

This never happened before the love blow.

The magic of love is so great, not to mention the proof of this little thing.

Back in the dormitory, Ah Wei has not returned.

This is exactly what Kouchi wants.

They seem to have formed a tacit understanding, that is, they never ask each other: "When are you leaving?" ”

Naturally, if you want to leave, you will not notify the other party again.

Ah Wei may also be nostalgic for school.

Although he got a job.

Leaving school - perhaps the melancholy they share. (To be continued.) )