That girl, in order to politely refuse Xiao Nei's pursuit, once clearly told Xiao Nei that she didn't want to fall in love during college. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

And now that the facts are in front of us, the truth under the excuse is also revealed.

Konai felt that it was a shame.

Originally, I still had the hope of coming out to distract my heart, to dispel the haze that shrouded my heart.

Unexpectedly, he met the girl he had pursued in the past, and Xiao Nei's heart sank to the bottom again.

He felt like he didn't even have the time to dodge the damage.

It's a shame that Ah Wei just said that he was disappointed in love because the time had not come.

Now he no longer dares to hope for love; I never thought that on the huge campus, I could still encounter the former "love" in the gymnasium, and the deep emotional scars in my heart were stabbed again.

The mood of returning to campus has vanished.

"Ah Wei, you go back first, I'll go to the Internet café to surf the Internet." Xiao Nei said gloomily.

Looking at Xiao Nei's gloomy expression, Ah Wei couldn't say anything more.

patted Xiao Nei on the shoulder and comforted, "Okay." You go and relax. ”

The reason why Ah Wei was able to become Xiaonei's confidant was precisely because of his tacit understanding.

He wouldn't ask Xiao Nei in surprise like other classmates: "It's all graduated!" What are you still doing here? ”

Only he understood the true meaning of Xiao Nei's stay here.

Here is the afterglow of his beautiful dreams;

There are remnant dreams that he continues to pursue.

Even if it is a dried carp;

But it's not about the grand picture.

As long as there is a breath left, Xiao Nei also has to breathe hard to feel it.

That's the kind of guy he is—Ah Wei understands.

After saying goodbye to Ah Wei, Xiao Nei paced to the Internet café in the corner of the campus alone.

In the graduation season, Internet cafes have lost their former popularity.

But it's also lively.

Some of the younger students are burying their heads in the Internet.

It's almost to a degree.,The first thing in the small interior is to go to the toilet.。

Unintentionally fiddling with that job, Xiao Nei inadvertently laughed at himself:

It is also the most masculine thing given to men by God, why is there always no lack of "nectar" in others; And he is alone.

No matter how you burn yourself, you always hang on the scene.

How can this be?

Even if it's a tyrannical thing.

However, there is only one thing in Konai, which can barely replace this torment of love and desire.

That's online games.

It seems that only the hard work in the virtual game can divert his surging male hormones.

Instant noodles, Coke, swinging in front of the computer, Xiao Nei started his online life again.

QQ went online, and his heart throbbed reflexively.

At this moment, his heartbeat has been integrated with the "tick" sound of QQ information.

However, things did not go as he hoped.

The QQ interface was silently presented in front of his eyes.

Even if it is the QQ of a certain unrequited girl who has lost contact for a long time, he still hopes for her to beat again.

No matter how slim this hope is, he can't restrain himself from looking forward to it the first time he lands on QQ.

"Sea Love"

A romantic screen name, and also an alumnus Yao of Xiaonei.

How many days and nights have made him fascinated by the chats on the Internet; Tossing and turning in a fugue in the bed.

However, she left him after all.

Although she has given Xiao Nei endless space for reverie, she is as warm as the wind blows the catkins.

This may be the closest thing to love in Konai's emotional experience.

This seems to be judging from her feelings at the moment when she rejected Xiao Nei's love and separated from Xiao Nei.

It was like the despair and depression of parting with my mother.

In the past, his suspicion of the boy who knew Yao was like the pathos of someone trying to take his mother away.

No!

Xiao Nei would never believe that love would be related to maternal love.

The subtle connection between love and motherly love was only a flash in the pan in his heart, fleeting.

Therefore, at that time, he would only pay attention to Yao with all his heart, but he did not take his mother's care to heart, and sometimes even showed a kind of impatient anger.

Thinking back on these, Xiao Nei was sad again.

At this moment, even a strange girl's additional information can be injected into his heart like a shot in the arm at this moment, making him temporarily active.

It's just because he once added a strange girl's QQ in an Internet café.

Talking about a campus twilight love with a girl in the lower grades may be his last hope.

If you look at him as a boy who sees things differently, it may be a superficial view.

His ability to love seems to have come to an end before he graduates.

It's like he rarely thinks about his life after graduation.

A person who does not dare to face reality, can rely on fantasy.

But if illusions are unexpectedly shattered again and again, lust will be like a bird with no branches to rely on in a barren field.

It seems that there is no hope for love on QQ.

Xiao Nei subconsciously opened the interface of "World of Legends".

Controlling the mage in the game, Xiao Nei began a long journey.

Once the realistic goal is shattered, the goal in the game becomes extremely important.

Xiao Nei seems to be unable to distinguish between virtual and reality.

This may be what people often say about drunken life and dreams, muddy and muddy.

Glow-in-the-dark glass of wine;

If you want to drink the pipa, urge immediately;

Drunk and lying on the battlefield, Jun Mo smiled;

In ancient times, a few people came back to fight.

Coke is wine, and games are naturally battles.

The goal of Xiaouchi's conquest is to run between several major maps, go deep into the deep caves, challenge the fierce boss, and play a high-level skill book exclusive to the mage.

He had to prove his strength—a man's power to conquer.

This force seems to be created when the baby is separated from the mother.

And in love is the easiest to prove.

……

Before you know it, it's getting late.

Kouchi has fought dozens of rounds in the game, and still hasn't gotten the coveted skill book.

"Looks like it's going to be an all-nighter today."

Xiao Nei thought, almost without much hesitation, and paid twenty yuan, as an afternoon and overnight Internet fee.

This may be his last all-night internet at school.

Because he can't guarantee that he will continue to be interested in the battle in the game tomorrow.

Despite the feeling that he was infinitely addicted to the game before.

Should this be celebrated or sad?

He couldn't come up with a satisfactory answer.

can only be satisfied with the shackles of having wine today and getting drunk today.

……

In the middle of the night, Xiao Nei still tirelessly fought in the depths of a dark "cave".

Occasionally, when he gets tired of playing, he will stop and rest for a while.

Mechanically click on the QQ interface.

Inadvertently, he saw his own brother's QQ.

"Didn't he sleep so late?"

Xiao Nei couldn't help but feel sorry for each other.

Once upon a time, how lively and energetic he and his younger brother were.

But now, he is also a lonely man.

There was also little verbal communication between the two.

For the sake of "love", he has neglected too much.

The love of mother and son, the love of brothers......

The younger brother's introversion and reticent seem to be in the same vein as him.

Xiao Nei doesn't want to think back to those good times in the past, maybe it will only add to the sadness.

Returning to the game, Xiao Nei's energy began to focus on the mage again.

…… (To be continued.) )