"Didn't you go out all day today?" Ah Wei asked Xiao Neidao. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

"Hmm. Where have you been? Xiao Uchi asked weakly.

"I didn't go anywhere, I just walked around the campus." Ah Wei replied casually and began to fiddle with his laptop.

"By the way, how many numbers are there today?" Xiao Uchi said blankly.

"It's the 24th, what's wrong?"

“24。 You're about to go to work, aren't you? The school is also about to enter the new life. Xiao Nei muttered.

"It's still early. There is almost half a month left. Ah Wei said.

"It seems that someone from the school dormitory office came to urge you to move a few days ago, right?" Ah Wei added.

"yes. I might only be able to stay for a week. ”

"It seems that we have to cherish our time at school, and we will never come back." Ah Wei said with emotion.

Xiao Nei no longer spoke, but the melancholy in his heart must be even more than Ah Wei.

There will be no more campus life, which means that the long-awaited campus love no longer exists.

No, perhaps it was never had.

It's just a fantasy.

He and Ah Wei are both single.

But Ah Wei is different, he has at least found another home - work.

And he didn't pursue love as often as Konai, and he was defeated repeatedly.

At least I still have good expectations and longings for love in my heart.

This may be a kind of clinging to the inadequate, or it may be a kind of resting on its laurels.

But for Konai, if there is a choice, he would rather be so.

At least it will give him the motivation to move forward.

However, the convergence of hormones cannot make a man with strong blood calm and calm.

Therefore, he had to look everywhere for a home for love and desire.

He often heard people say, "Where there is no grass at the end of the world, do not hang yourself from a tree." Words of consolation.

However, this can only be a lack of words for him.

Because that's not the problem.

Only the girl chooses him, and there is no possibility for him to choose the girl.

Sometimes, he has completely abandoned the holiness and nobility of love, and can only think of a lower creature; longing for a girl to give him a kiss and give him a hug; Just want to neutralize his male hormones that have nowhere to vent.

He may not be noble, but he is not indecent either.

On the contrary, he was a very kind and gentle man.

There are not a few kind people, but there may not be many people as kind as him.

There are also many people who are silent, but there may not be many people who are so kind that they think that it is a sin for others to talk to them and talk without pandering to each other.

Not to mention speaking rudely to others.

There seems to be a hidden connection between excessive kindness and sexual impulses.

So, when his courtship instinct was severely thwarted, the forbearant soul finally erupted into a roar that symbolized the final struggle.

He began to grow hateful.

Hate the injustice of love and the injustice of society......

However, this anger only stays in the heart.

The natural goodness is still overflowing.

So, even if he is rejected by a girl or an employer, he will return the favor with a polite smile.

Even though he was crying inside.

"Xiao Nei, why don't we go out for a walk, don't stay in the room all the time." Ah Wei's proposal interrupted Xiao Nei's thoughts.

He understands the pain of little lovelessness.

Therefore, he did not often mention that during the interview, he met a girl and exchanged phone calls, hinting at each other's affections.

Although he inadvertently said it once.

"Okay." Xiao Nei struggled to roll over.

washed his face indiscriminately, combed his messy hair casually, and went out with Ah Wei.

Since experiencing the triple blow of love, study, and work, Xiao Nei has no longer cherished even his body, and he no longer pays attention to personal hygiene.

Boulevards, cafeterias, playgrounds, supermarkets, libraries......

Xiao Nei and Ah Wei revisit the places they used to pass every day.

At that time, I was in a hurry when I passed through these places because of studying, surfing the Internet, or eating.

Now, as I slowly and quietly revisit these old places, I feel mixed feelings.

This place used to be where I queued up to go through the admission procedures;

At that time, he stood in the crowd, childlike and innocently waiting for the distribution of new books, only to be ridiculed as old-fashioned by a girl next to him.

That place used to be where my dad passed by with my luggage.

He had just squeezed out of the bus.

is often cold-eyed by the conductor because of his hesitation.

Under this tree, is the place where he once dated XX girl.

That night, he dressed up exquisitely and appeared in front of the girl with a "hi" cry of joy.

It turned out to be a subtle look of disappointment from the girl.

That square was the place where he and the XX girl walked, and at that time he searched his stomach for everything that could be as interesting as possible, but the girl was still cold.

……

Innocence and enthusiasm may be polished little by little.

"Xiao Nei, don't think too much. People are just unintentionally a word, an expression, why take it so seriously? You're too sensitive! ”

The roommates often comfort Xiao Nei like this.

Konai appreciates their concern.

However, they don't understand the meaning of Xiao Nei's sadness; Or I don't understand what those indifferent expressions and words mean to Xiao Nei.

Sensitivity and numbness always seem to be the same.

Without sensitivity, there would be no numbness he has now.

It's hard to find that balance.

Ah Wei may be closer to his heart.

"Xiao Nei, don't be sad, the times just make heroes. It's like the peasant uprising in ancient times, because the times have changed, so they will revolt. It's the same with love, now girls don't like you because the times are like this; When the times change, there will be a lot of girls who like boys like you. ”

"Peasant uprising?" Xiao Nei couldn't help but smile bitterly.

"You really know how to associate it."

Although this is a strange explanation, it may be a kind of hope for Xiao Nei.

Unconsciously. The two walked to the school's gymnasium.

"Xiao Nei, let's go in and play a little ball. It's been a long time since I've been active, and everyone will get moldy! Ah Wei proposed.

"Okay."

Xiao Nei didn't even have the strength to refuse, as long as it wasn't something that stimulated his instincts, it seemed that anything was okay.

The two walked into the gymnasium, picked up a pair of badminton rackets and started playing.

Losing the youthful vigor of the past, Xiao Nei's racket waved like a wicker swaying in the wind.

It's like his heart is fluctuating.

The bruise of love is really huge.

Sometimes it can make a person lose his interests, and even his personal habits.

For Xiao Nei, love makes him taste the same as chewing wax when eating, and separates his body and mind when he exercises......

But what makes him even more painful is that sometimes the hurt of love always comes unexpectedly.

He seemed to see a girl he knew in a corner of the gymnasium, and his expression became even more gloomy;

The hand wielding the racket becomes weaker.

"Xiao Nei, what's wrong with you?" Ah Wei asked with concern.

"Nothing? I don't want to fight today, let's go. Konai put down his racket, turned around and left.

Ah Wei threw down his racket and hurriedly walked out of the gymnasium with Xiao Nei.

"What's wrong? Okay, why don't you fight? Ah Wei asked suspiciously.

"It's okay, I saw a girl I knew before."

For Ah Wei, Xiao Nei has almost nothing to say; Naturally, I don't care about the previous "glorious" love history.

However, he still didn't tell Ah Wei.

That is: there was an extra boy next to the girl, and it seemed very close.

And the girl clearly told him at that time that she would not fall in love during college and would focus on her studies. (To be continued.) )