Chapter 20 Infatuated Words and Moments

"Ito, why are you here at this time?"

And if I am accosted at this time, I will be even bigger afterwards! However, I was watched by the heavens, and there were always people who talked to me at this time. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

What a joke!

"Huh? Moment? I forgot to eat dinner, and I came in when I saw a restaurant outside! I'm so hungry right now that I don't have room to go home and make dinner! "It's not pretended, it's starved.

Although the stomach is not barking, it must be because it doesn't even have the strength to scream.

"Instantly? It's getting late! ”

"I'm waiting for the world to get off work!"

"For what? Although the two of you are close friends, you are not going to wait at this time! Is there something going on? ”

"Hmm...... There are some very important things to say to the world, and I probably cry...... I was supposed to tell her a few days ago, but I didn't have much time, but I forgot about it a few days ago......"

Why? Obviously, the moment in front of me is so natural, but I always feel a strong sense of disobedience, as if I am desperately trying to hide or suppress something.

The machine does not lie, but it will only answer according to the information retrieved by the program!

"Speaking of which, you've been calling me a lot these days! Is there something urgent looking for me? "Putting my own business aside, I focused my attention on the moment. Then I saw that her shoulders shook for a moment as I spoke.

So, I paused and spoke again: "Instantly, no matter what, I hope you don't hide it from me!"

She lowered her head in an instant, and then her unchanging expressionless face slowly collapsed! She looked up in confusion, I had never seen her face so ugly, not ugly, but just as unbearable......

"Now, Ito!"

"What's wrong?"

I watched the moment, silently waiting for her next words.

"I, I'm Ito's girlfriend!"

"Of course!"

"After that, I'll always be Ito's girlfriend, right?"

"As long as you still like me, then you will always be my girlfriend! If I really like you that day, then you will be my lover at that time. Do you remember what I said to you at that time? ”

I felt that something was wrong with the atmosphere, and what I might say next in an instant gave me a bad feeling. I remember the plot after the school festival.,It seems to be the world's pregnancy and going abroad in an instant......

I already know what I want to say in an instant, and although I don't want to know, maybe it won't happen, but! I already know!

"Thank you so much for saying that, Ito. What about me, I'll always like you! Even if you don't like me now, even if you don't like me in the future, but if you agree, what about me...... I'll keep waiting! I'll be waiting forever! So, I'm so glad to hear you say that! ”

After saying this, he said to me, holding back tears that were about to fall, "I'm going to leave here soon." Because of my mother's job transfer, I will go abroad in about ten days! I don't know when I'll be back, but at least Ito won't be seen for a long time! It's hard to look a little like Ito before, but at this time, ......"

It's so reluctant!

Slowly, for a moment, it calmed down. She looked at me and took a gentle sip of the black tea in her hand. It seems that she has given up, and it seems that she has seen it, in short, she suddenly seems to feel that it is not a big deal for her to suddenly go abroad!

And the strange thing is: after looking at the calm expression for a moment, I also calmed down. Yes, going abroad is not a big deal! It was rightfully recognized. However, there is one thing I would love to know. No, you have to know!

"Instant ......"

"Hey, this is the beef noodles you ordered, please use it slowly!"

Just as I was about to ask, a waitress with a dull head came to where I was sitting. She skillfully placed the bowl in front of me and said very polite words to me in a beautiful voice.

Is it polite or rude to do it, but in fact it turns out to be rude?

It's just an analogy. But that's how I feel right now, and although I'm angry at the inappropriate insertion of the world, I can't breathe it out. In the end, I only felt frustration and helplessness!

Just like "once" every time I made up my mind to do something seriously, those guys seemed to see the right moment, and they always jumped out at the critical moment and caused me to fail and give up halfway. Of course I'm not angry with those guys, it's anger, and that kind of thing is far away from me. But it's inevitable to complain to yourself!

"The world?"

"Scared?"

"No, I already knew you were working here. It's just a little surprising! ”

"Surprised? To what? ”

"You're so good for a maid!"

Revenge, I put aside my thoughts for a while and looked at the world for the next time, deliberately teasing her with a subtle smile. Although that's what I'm saying!

"What? You don't think about anything nasty! ”

"Where did you think of it? Am I that kind of man? And, that's really true! ”

"Woo......"

"Huh?"

"You, you, do Ito want to see a naked apron?"

“……”

"Do you really want to see it? In that case...... When two people are alone, it's not impossible to show you, but ...... But don't think about strange things......"

“……”

“……”

"What, what does that mean weird?"

It's really speechless. Even though I know the answer and ask, I'm also drunk!

"Do you still need to ask about that kind of thing? Of course, it's a matter of color! ”

As soon as he finished speaking, the world covered his mouth. It's not because I feel like I've said the wrong thing, but because I'm a little excited just now, and my voice is a little loud. She glanced around and saw that there was no movement, and breathed a sigh of relief as if she was relieved.

"Then that's it, I'll go to work, see you later!"

The world has left. So let's get down to business!

I took a deep breath and adjusted my mood. After being mentally prepared to be able to bear whatever she answered in the next moment, I looked into her eyes and said softly, "Instant, you, do you want to leave?"

"Huh? How is that possible! But...... Isn't that a matter of recourse? For a moment, I was confused, but then I quickly understood part of what I meant.

"Is that so? Then I got ......."

Since that's the case, there's nothing to hesitate about! Whether the child is awkward or immature, it has been decided!

Once, I didn't know what you wanted, so I let you leave like that! Is this lucky for you? Because in this way you have fulfilled your heart's desire, and at the same time you are free from the bondage of the name Makoto Ito; Or is it unfortunate? Because you willingly gave yourself to me, and in this way, I evaded my responsibilities and became a complete scumbag!

But......

-- The past has become history, and the future is too illusory, so I only have the present in my eyes.

"Which one do you like, the former me or the current me?"

While thinking about things, I didn't forget to be distracted and chat with the moment while eating beef.,It's been a long time since I've met such a multitask.,I always feel very nostalgic.。

"I want to say that I like it the same, but Ito, who used to be gentle and considerate, is better. At that time, your smile ......"

"How's it going, Moment?" I looked at the moment with the smile I had ever faced.

"Hey, Moment! Answer me! Instant, instant, ......"

As a result, I was stunned. That stiff expression is a little cute!

"How so...... It's even more fascinating than ever! That kind of warm and warm atmosphere, it feels very comfortable! ”

"Really?" Seeing that it seemed to be a little strange in the moment, I put away my smile and returned to my previous state of single-mindedness.

"Why? Why don't you laugh all of a sudden? ”

"Because you're getting a little weird!"

It feels like I'm a child, and I remember feeling a strange look at me every time I smiled! Could it be that the real body of the owner of the sight is the moment?

No, probably not......

"What about the next booking?"

"I'm going to go home like this, what about it?"

After eating the noodles and paying for the noodles, I chatted for a while and left. From beginning to end, I didn't tell Instant what happened to me these past few days, and Instant didn't ask me anything. Probably she thought that I would tell her when I wanted to say it!

Will you say it to her?

What happened that night, can I tell her......

Impossible! If you do that, something big will happen!

And, now is not the time to think about such a thing. It's ten days away from leaving, so let's finish it before then. Although Sukeyi is very small, but fortunately, I know both my parents in Instant, so there should be some way!

Why stop her from leaving?

"How is that possible! But...... Isn't that something to be done? ”

Is there nothing to be done...... How to listen to it, how unhappy, and ...... Forget it, just achieve my goal, and the rest doesn't matter!

But who exactly do these two strange numbers belong to?

"Huh? Huh? I seem to have forgotten something......"

As I walked home, I felt uneasy and became more and more concerned about the things I had forgotten. The pace of the ground under his feet became faster and faster, from slow walking to fast walking, from sprinting to running, and finally evolved into a wild run.

I saw cars moving backwards, conjoined trees, and invisible shadows beneath my feet. Anyway, it's a shame that my consciousness can keep up with such a speed.

When I got home, I finally knew what was the important thing I had forgotten! That stupid! Really big idiot! Already incurable idiots......

- I hugged her from behind.

She muttered no, no, stop the words that only stimulate male desire. is already so beautiful and cute, but still struggling to say "teasing" words, isn't this a clear "temptation" crime?

"Yanye, it's my ......"

"Eh, Ito-kun......"

"Just call it by name!"

"Hmm...... (Sei-kun)"

It's so icy, so cold! Yan Ye, who gave up the struggle, leaned his body against me, and then I felt more clearly the feeling of holding the ice sculpture.

-- Bitter cold, heart-piercing cold.

To be honest, after transferring my heat to Yanye, I felt a little overwhelmed. Because of the cold on my body, the wound that was pierced in my chest a few days ago became hot, and my current feeling is like two heavens of ice and fire.

Contrary to the pleasure of enjoyment, it is mental and physical suffering!

"Let's go first!"

Letting go of Yan Ye in my arms, I opened the door and let her in. After closing the door, I took off my coat and hung it on the back of the chair. After entering the bathroom and turning on the water heater, I rushed into my room.

"Is it warmer?"

I draped the thick cotton clothes I took out of the room over Yan Ye's body, smiled and asked her.

"Hmm!"

After seeing Yan Ye nodding obediently, I was somewhat relieved. Sitting next to her, I took her into my arms again, so that she could warm up more or less, and I wouldn't feel so uncomfortable.

"I forgot what you said in the morning. Sorry to keep you waiting so long! ”

Breathing in the scent of the fragrant shampoo emanating from Yanye's hair, I spoke softly.

Why forget?

It's such an important thing!

"It's okay! Originally, I decided on my own initiative, as long as Chengjun came back and saw Chengjun. Moreover, now that I am still being held in my arms by Sei-kun, I don't have any expectations for me (who have done bad things......"

Forgive me like that?

Like "at that time", is it so simple to forgive me?

I don't want you to forgive me, I did something so excessive to you, but I was forgiven so easily.

"You're so stupid!"

Why are you so infatuated with me?

"That's good!"

Gently but firmly.

"Fall in love with a guy like me!" What's so good?

"That's good!"

It is satisfaction, peace of mind, and trust! Ito's name is Makoto Ito, and I am the destination she has chosen to entrust her life.

"It's really not worth ......"

"Chengjun is good! It's good to be Chengjun! For the sake of Chengjun, everything is worth it. ”

Breaking free from his arms, Yan Ye looked into my eyes and smiled softly.

"You're not the only girl who likes me, and I've accepted them, though I haven't really liked any of them."

I shattered her dreams because I had to make her realize that I wasn't as good as she thought I was.

"It's okay, I don't mind!"

It's not because I know and mentally prepare, but I really don't care.

"I don't like you even though you've done this to me."

I turned my head, I didn't dare to look at Yan Ye's face at the moment. For me, it's something I can't say, but I have to say it.

"As you feel, for me now, as long as I can stay by your side, (the forgiveness that can be obtained, salvation.) That's enough. I'm not looking forward to it anymore......"

I was kissed, and my mind was focused here. Soft, moist, just a gentle kiss, but just mouth-to-mouth with the opposite sex, it makes my heart skip a beat. I feel a slight heat on my face, am I blushing?

"Chengjun is also shy?" Yan Ye smiled. Her smile was so charming, so beautiful, but it made me so sad.

-- That's enough.

What's wrong with you, Yanye? Did something happen, Yanye? Why is this happening?

"I want to be a girlfriend worthy of Seijun......"

Why? Now the words make me feel strange? In her heart, in her mind, there was only me anymore...... What's wrong with you, it doesn't matter at all! As long as it's for my good, as long as it's for me...... "I'm willing to do anything"......

Isn't this blackening? Why? What's going on?

Why? I haven't seen you for half a day, and it's become like this......

"Na, Yanye, it's me, I'm Makoto Ito!" My voice trembled uncontrollably because of the excitement. Really, I really don't want to see it, I really don't want to see the blackened Guiyan leaves, I won't be able to stand it.

"I know! Chengjun, what's wrong with you, what's wrong? ”

Yan Ye looked worried and looked at me suspiciously.

"Huh?" I can talk normally! So, why......

"I'm fine! Having said that, Yanye went take a bath and warmed up! Don't worry, I won't peep, I'll pick up my mother's for you and put it outside the bathroom later. You will live here tonight, and you will call Xiaoguang in a while, explain the reason to her, and let her feel at ease. "To cover it up, I hurriedly changed the subject. Remembering the night breeze that Yan Ye had been blowing outside the door for a long time, I quickly pushed her into the bathroom.

When I went to the bathroom to prepare hot water just now, I found that the indicator light of the water heater was actually on, and I don't know when it was turned on, but it doesn't matter.

After Yan Ye walked into the bathroom, I immediately went to my mother's bedroom to find a set of relatively tight and warm pajamas and put them on the storage shelves outside the bathroom. Then I went back to the living room on the couch and sat down.

Looking at the large LCD TV screen, I couldn't help but sigh, soothe my tense nerves, and relax my complicated feelings. Other people's TVs smaller than us are practical products,I use them almost every day,I watch them every day,And our house, which is one size bigger, is purely an ornament,To put it bluntly, it's a vase。

I don't watch TV, my mother doesn't watch TV at home, and my friends who come to my house to play don't sit for long and don't have time to watch TV. So, the number of times this TV has made sound is almost a lot of time.

I really don't know what Maii Ito bought it for in the first place?

Placed in that position, doesn't it completely act as a vase? This is not only famous, but also worthy of the name, and it has completely confirmed the position of "vase".

Alas! I can only sigh like this now!