Chapter 22: Fujino Sakura's Heart
Eyes jump, the girl under the cherry blossom tree. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
The girl returned to that place, the place where she first met someone in her memory. The one who has been forgotten and loved the most.
The girl came to the cherry blossom tree where she was standing in order to retrieve what she had lost. By touching the things that impressed her most, she longed for what she could recall.
After coming here, she quickly remembered what happened half a year ago.
In my dream half a year ago, I waited here for three whole months. In order to get forgiveness from the people I hurt, I waited until the flowers withered, and I couldn't hold on anymore.
In a dream half a year ago, after exactly three months, I gave up waiting. After three months, I couldn't take it anymore. As the person passing by said, probably he didn't even know that he was waiting for him there. So, I gave up! No longer waiting, no longer just waiting, I began to look for clues to his departure.
After half a year, I finally found out the news of his departure. Then, I followed his news and went. And then there was nothing......
I can't think of anything after that. I forgot everything, and the information about the person I was looking for was cut off from here, and all the places about that person were blank. The intermittent picture, the link abruptly disagrees!
I have amnesia! Only one person was forgotten!
However, that person is something I don't want to forget, no matter what.
Holding the blood-colored cherry blossom pendant hanging from my chest, I felt extremely lost. Obviously, there is his breath on it, and I always carry it with me, but I can't think of anything.
Why?
I don't understand why I forgot he existed.
It seems to have been forgotten for a short moment, and it seems to have been cleared unconsciously. I always feel that it is affected by some external force.
It's late at night, but I want to go around again. I walked through the woods towards the inner side of the hillside. It wasn't long before I saw a tree, a withered cherry tree the same size as where I was.
Although it is thick and huge, the branches of the cherry trees are no longer visible because they have withered, and they may have fallen and were picked up for firewood. Today's cherry tree has only a few branches left, and it looks so lonely, but so comfortable.
Walking under the cherry tree, I stroked the rough body of the cherry tree, and saw a very shallow mark, which was often left by touch. No one knows how it came about......
I looked back at the other end of the woods, and through the woods, I saw. A cherry tree that is almost identical to it.
I bowed my head! Yes...... Everything is understood!
-- At that time, everything was already clear.
I stopped in front of the cherry blossom tree and stared at the ...... with my head down After a long time, I left, not through the woods again, but down the mountain path that the cherry blossom tree stretched out.
I already knew what happened in my dream half a year ago, and when I saw the conspicuous footprints on the ground, everything was clear. It's just that maybe it's too late, maybe it's time to go home!
- Once, a black-clothed boy under the moon saved a weak and infatuated girl.
- It was just a chance encounter, and it was really a coincidence, but it was also very unfortunate.
-- Heaven has given the girl a chance, and although the timing of this opportunity is so bad, it must not be missed.
――The girl who seized the opportunity met the boy, and when she got to know the boy, she had been hiding and suppressing the other side. After some twists and turns, they both develop a crush on each other, only to encounter an accident at the last minute.
-- The boy left, and the girl waited at the meeting place.
-- I thought so.
But in fact: the boy did not leave, he was not far from the girl, and the boy kept the agreement and stood at the place where he agreed.
Was it a coincidence that kept them apart?
No, it was me, as a girl, who separated them at that time! I got it wrong, even though it was so obvious......
When I got home, I kept dialing a number. It was the only combination of numbers among all the numbers on my phone, and I didn't know whose number it was, but my gut told me that he must know the answer I wanted.
"Dut...... Honk...... Toot ......"
The phone rings three times and no one answers? Nobody answered, and for me, it was already ********, and I didn't care because it had been like this for the past few days. And, I have a hunch that someone will pick it up tonight!
"Don't talk yet, I'll change places!"
The phone went through, just after the third ring. There was a boy's voice on the other end of the line, low and light, so familiar—there was nothing to doubt about him, he was the man I was looking for.
Thinking of this, two tear stains couldn't help but emerge naturally.
The silent tears made me unable to figure out whether I was happy or sad, and I was a little confused because of the excitement, and the only thing I could say was this sentence: "Well, I'll wait for you!"
The night hadn't gone yet, and the time had entered the wee hours of the morning, and I thought time was running out, after all, I didn't want to bother him too long because of my own affairs.
Eyes jump, Fujino Sakura.
It was early in the morning, but I hadn't fallen asleep yet.
Of course I know it's not good for my health and it's bad for my skin, but I just can't sleep. Fiddling with my phone, looking at the short number on my phone, I was thrilled. It was Makoto Ito's number, but he didn't ask for it from himself.
Of course, you can't ask his friends!
Because if I did, my mind would be seen through, which is not what I wanted.
Getting this number is a pure coincidence! I was called to the office to help by chance, I accidentally glanced at the desk next door where no one was there, I accidentally placed the address book, I did something bad by accident, and I got it by accident.
It's just a coincidence!
But I couldn't suppress the excitement in my heart! I've been making phone calls a few times a day for the past few days, but Ito's phone has been unanswered. I hadn't seen him at school for a few days, but today I plucked up the courage to go to the third class and found out that Ito was sick and hadn't been to school for several days.
Worry about that, of course! But I'm more confused than worried! Because if you are sick, you will definitely stay in bed most of the time, and your mobile phone will be within reach. Even if Ito is not there or asleep every time I call, the missed caller ID always leaves a record.
And since I've been calling all the time these days, even if it's a strange call, I'll try to call back to see how it's going! However, there was no response at all!
What does this mean?
Maybe the phone was dropped! It could also be that something happened...... It's not that I don't answer it, but I can't do it at all......
Uneasiness has become the key reason for hesitation. I also know that since this is the case, it is better to call and confirm as soon as possible. But all I did was stare at the number.
"Let's fight!"
It's useless to think about it, just follow the feeling.
"Hey, who is it?"
The phone rang only once and was answered, and a familiar voice immediately came from the other side.
"Hey, talk!"
Because I picked it up so quickly, I couldn't help but be a little overwhelmed.
"Ah, sorry, I was a little surprised!"
"Hmm...... Fujino? ”
Ito's tone was a little uncertain, but he heard my voice at once, and he always felt happy.
"I wish you could call me Sakura!" Because of joy, the result became bold. What to do? So shy! But it also became happier.
Because, say it!
I've been wishing he could call me that since some point! Today, it was finally spoken. Even if you are rejected, even if you feel disappointed because of it, you will be left with one less regret!
So, now we have to rush forward!
"No...... All right? ”
However, if you are well aware, you will inevitably be nervous. After saying that, the world fell silent for a moment, and nothing could be heard until Ito's voice sounded with the sound of "buzzing" tinnitus......
"Yes, Sakura!"
The soft, faint voice woke me up from the world of silence, listening to the constant "buzzing" of tinnitus in my ears, recalling the words I had just heard: "Yes, Sakura!" Suddenly, a stream of heat poured out disobediently.
When I realized this, I quickly wiped away my tears and suppressed my excitement. This is really "joy and sorrow" -- tears that are too great to be suppressed.
I can't let Ito hear it, if it's misunderstood......
"You can cry, Sakura!"
As if it were right in front of me, I felt a gentle gaze that wandered between my eyes, as if Ito was beside me at the moment. Look at me, accompany me, comfort me!
Ah, so happy!
"I'm sorry, Ito! I...... Me...... I'm so happy! So ......"
"I know, Sakura! Alternatively, you can call me Makoto! ”
"Yes, Makoto! Thank you! ”
When I heard Makoto say that, I immediately nodded.
Makoto on the other end of the line fell silent, silently waiting, listening to my joyful cries. Those tears of happiness always feel so embarrassing! But, so happy, so happy!
I don't know how long it took, but after I finally stopped crying, adjusted my excitement, and conveyed to Makoto, "It doesn't matter anymore", Makoto spoke again, "How is Sakura doing?"
"It's okay, basically the same as usual!" I don't know why Makoto suddenly asked this question, but I answered his question honestly. It's just that......
"Is that so? That's good, that's good! ”
Listening to Cheng's voice seemed to be relieved, he paused and continued: "I've had a little trouble these days, I've been lying in bed for a few days, and I haven't been to school. I'm sorry to see that you've made a lot of phone calls that have worried you! ”
At this point, Makoto paused again, and before I could speak, he continued, "But it's okay now, I'll be reporting to school tomorrow morning, so don't worry about me anymore!" In addition, it is already late and lack of sleep is not good for the skin. I'd be sorry if Sakura, who looks so lively and cute, loses her charm due to lack of sleep! When the call is over, remember to go to bed immediately! ”
"Well, I see, I'll do what Makoto says!"
Hearing Makoto say this, I don't have anything more to say, after all, the fundamental purpose of the call has been achieved, and as Makoto said, it's late, it's time to sleep.
"Speaking of which, I didn't even ask Sakura what was the matter with the call? Is there anything you'd like to ask me? ”
"Nope! I, I'm just because I haven't been able to contact Cheng, and I've been worried about you! Now that I've heard your voice, there's no problem at all. ”
I realized that my face was flushing and my heart was racing.
"Sorry! Thank you, Sakura......"
"It's okay, don't take it personally. Well, good night, Makoto, and see you in the morning! ”
"Well, may you have a good dream!"
After hanging up, the world fell silent again, and once again nothing could be heard; Only this time it's no longer because it's too nervous, it's because it's peaceful.
Today, it was great to make a phone call!
It's great to be able to say that!
I'm satisfied to hear your voice......
Thank you, Makoto!
I like you the most.
Look back, Makoto Ito.
"Chengjun ......"
"I'm sorry to wake you up!"
Hanging up the phone, I just walked into the bedroom when I heard Yan Ye's call.
"I'm sorry ......"
"Huh?"
I walked in to take a look, and it turned out that Yan Ye was babbling with his mouth open.
"I just hope you remember me...... I just don't want to forget about you again...... I just like you so much...... I can't live without you, I beg you ......"
"Don't leave me alone anymore......"
"I wouldn't have been able to stand it without you...... Chengjun ......"
"I like you." "I like you the most!"
Maybe it's an auditory hallucination, I heard Fujino just now, and now it's supposed to be called Sakura. I heard Sakura's voice. Probably because I have too much self-awareness!
Sakura's affairs will be put aside for now, so let's focus on the things of Yanye for now! It seems that my worries are not completely in vain, and she really cares about the previous events. Obviously said don't mind, "you must forgive yourself", but is it still so self-reproachful......
Why, Yanye?
You're really stupid!
You're so stupid to fall in love with a boy like me!
It's not just you, it's an instant, it's an otome, it's the same with the world! Thinking of the call just now, maybe there will be two more people in the future...... You who like me are really stupid!
Neither before nor now, I have never really liked you! Even though I say it, you still like me, you still like me!
Owe! Maybe even I had that idea!