When Murong Chenxi and I were having dinner, the housekeeper hurriedly ran over, looking panicked, the housekeeper has always been steady, and he has never seen such a mess of proportion, as if there was something big. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info enter the door.

The housekeeper hurriedly said: "Lord, lord, it's not good・・・・・・・

Murong Chenxi put down the dishes and chopsticks, and asked with a light face, "Why are you so flustered?" The housekeeper said with a sad face: "Lord, someone from the palace said that Concubine Jin Niangniang ・・・・・・ her."

Hearing the word Concubine Jin, Murong Chenxi immediately got up and grabbed his sleeve without waiting for the housekeeper to finish speaking, and asked, "She, what's wrong with her?" Say it. He commanded the butler Kong.

"The people in the palace said that Concubine Jin was dying." The housekeeper was so frightened that he hurriedly replied, and his face couldn't hide his sadness, after all, he was the master's mother.

Murong Chenxi's body softened, and he took a few steps back, his face was shocked and incredulous, "Impossible, impossible, no, no・・・・・" He muttered to himself, his lips trembling, not believing this sudden bad news.

"Butler, are you mistaken?" I asked, don't say it's Murong Chenxi, even I don't believe it. I remember that Concubine Jin was still fine when she left, and she talked to me yesterday, how can people ・・・・・・ impossible, I don't believe it, it came too suddenly.

"Back to the princess, the person who came was sent by the palace, and he said it to the slave in person, there will be no falsehood." The housekeeper was helpless, and he made a low statement, seeing that the master was sad, and wished that what he said was not true.

"How so? She ・・・・・・" Murong Chenxi's voice trembled and hoarse. That handsome face was full of sadness and sadness. My heart was deeply pierced by his grief, and I reached out and touched my face, which was wet.

Suddenly, Murong Chenxi ran away like crazy desperately, and the housekeeper and I followed closely. In the Jinyun Palace, the emperor in front of Concubine Jin's bed sat beside her, holding her hand tightly, and his eyes were reluctant and sad. The pillow man who has followed him for decades left him, and the emperor who is high above is also a human being, and he also has feelings, and like ordinary people, his relatives will be sad and sad when they leave. And at this moment, in front of me, what I saw was not the Emperor of the Northern Desert, but an old man looking at his departed lover without saying a word, and the pain was deeply imprinted in my mind. The side was full of weeping palace maids and eunuchs, their masters were gone, they were sad, and they were saying goodbye to their masters. When the emperor saw me and Murong Chenxi coming, he glanced at Murong Chenxi, who had lost his soul, and did not speak, shook his head and left with the chief eunuch, probably he was also helpless, even if he owned the entire country, even if he held the power of life and death for everyone, but sometimes he couldn't save a person's life.

I watched Concubine Jin lie quietly on the bed, she was lying motionless with her eyes closed, she was so peaceful, I would rather she was asleep than admit that she left us. She couldn't hear anyone crying for her, she couldn't see anyone feeling sorry for her, as if the noise in the room had nothing to do with her. I couldn't calm the sadness in my heart, human life is short, but I never thought it would be so sudden.

Before I could calm down, Murong Chenxi knelt on the ground with a thud and knelt down to Concubine Jin's side step by step. His hands were trembling, gently grabbing his mother's hand and patting himself.

Murong Chenxi, you must not want others to see his sad side, so I took away all the palace maids and eunuchs, and only me and him were left in the room.

"Didn't you always wish I could forgive you? Well, as long as you wake up, I won't hate you anymore. ”

"You wake up, do you hear it, I forgive you, are you okay when you wake up." He cried and shouted to his mother. His mother is gone, and when he left, he didn't stay with him but said so heavy things before, you can imagine how much he blamed and regretted himself.

"It's me who is not good, I am not a good son, Bingxi is right, I am a cold person, can you give me another chance to stop hating you, can you give me a chance to make amends."

"Haven't you always felt guilty about Wanli's death? Now that I forgive you, I beg you, will you wake up? "Do you know that I don't hate you anymore, I don't complain about you anymore. I haven't come to see you all these years, it's not that I hate you so much, but I can't convince myself, in fact, I feel very uncomfortable, and I also want our mother and son to go back to the past. ”・・・・・・

I listened blankly, and my heart was sad. His sadness, his regret, his self-blame, everything is deeply engraved in my heart, so painful. Tears flowed uncontrollably, and even though I tried to wipe them away, they kept flowing. He must be more painful than me, and the one lying on the bed is the mother who gave birth to him and raised him, how can he not be sad?

I sigh, Concubine Jin, your greatest wish is to be forgiven by your son, not everyone can expect that kind of thing to happen, you must not want to, you eat fasting and chanting Buddha just because you feel guilty. You no longer fight for fame and profit, you no longer worry about the shaking of your status in the deep palace, and your only request is to release your old suspicions with your son.

I can understand Murong Chenxi's self-blame and regret, his unforgiveness for himself. I knew that no matter what I said, I couldn't heal the wound in his heart, and I didn't know what to do to ease his sadness. I could only stand silently and watch his sadness, letting him vent. I don't understand, why regrets always happen when you want to make up for it but find out that it's too late, obviously both of you love each other, why let the misunderstanding separate the two most affectionate people more and more, there are always so many irreparable regrets in life. Isn't there room for a little less sadness?

In the Jinyun Palace, I don't understand what's wrong with me? Murong Chenxi was sad, and my heart was inexplicably sad. He knelt in front of Concubine Jin for a long time, and I stood quietly with him. I can't give him any help, all I can do is to be by his side, just like when he fell down the hill with me regardless of his life, just like when I was sad and sad, he didn't care about my coldness and stayed by my side to take care of my emotions and care about me, just like when I was lonely and bored, he always tried to help me solve my worries. If I leave him too, then will he be lonely again in this world, his mother is gone, and he is far away from him when he wants to accept and forgive. Isn't this a little too cruel to him? Finally, his voice was hoarse, and he stopped talking.

Finally, his tears dried up. He just stood in front of Concubine Jin's bed without saying a word, staring at his mother with empty eyes. He stayed until dawn, during which time several of his brothers came over, and said what should be said, and persuaded what should be persuaded, but it was useless, and he could not listen. In the end, they looked at each other and left helplessly,

I sighed that it was not my own after all, and in the end, Murong Chenfeng insisted on staying with me to guard him.

At night, it was very cold, and although there was a stove in the house, I still felt very cold, but Murong Chenxi knelt on the cold ground, kept holding Concubine Jin's hand, and never let go. How did he survive the cold of winter? My heart twitched, the pain in my heart, I haven't been like this when I've grown so big, and this time I clearly understand that these pains are all because of this man kneeling on the ground, he just suffered, frozen, stiff, silently looking at his mother, his face was like ashes, he looked like this I had never seen before, he had always been expressionless and did not show sadness on his face, this moment was full of pain, he was really painful. For me, I can only sit quietly and who can tell me what I can do? The night is not long, nor is it short, but this night is very long, long, and the long night is full of sadness, which makes people breathless. It's like I'm going to die. Finally, the night finally passed, and the sky was slightly brighter. Murong Chenxi still knelt motionless.

After a while, Lu Shang, the chief eunuch outside the door, came in with the eunuch and palace maid, looking at this posture, he must have come to arrange the funeral of Concubine Jin on the order of the emperor.

"The prince, the princess, the seventh prince." Sure enough, Lu Shang led the palace maid and eunuch to greet us, and then explained the reason, and was about to bring Concubine Jin, but was stopped by Murong Chenxi.

"Go out, and no one is allowed to touch her." At this time, Murong Chenxi scolded angrily, looking at Lu Shang and his party with heavy eyes, the palace maid and the eunuch were so frightened that they didn't dare to make a sound, and the chief eunuch was really helpless for a while, there was no way, he didn't dare to contradict Murong Chenxi, and he didn't dare to disobey the emperor's will, so he had to look at me and Murong Chenfeng as if asking for help.