Thirty-three episodes of the Hot Mom Era
Kunyuan asked me. "Are you Gu Ningdai? Because a man has become like this? Are you still you? ”
This guy knows me too well, hits me right and always hits me to the point with unmistakable accuracy.
But I don't admit it: "Your brain is squeezed by the gang, I'm not me." Am I you? I just want to go out and relax. ”
"Then you don't go out early or late, but you go out for a walk at this time!? I'm going to tell you not to get out! ”
"Kunyuan, do you feel that I am an obedient woman?"
He was stunned suddenly, then came back to his senses and shook his head and replied to me, "You're not!" ”
"Is it interesting for you to waste your tongue with me?"
He rushed up to me with a lunge, staring at me with a wide range of eyes. "Gu Ningdai, I know you have a hard mouth, but in this world, apart from your parents, the person who knows you best is me. You can fool others, but you can't fool me! In this world, there are more handsome than Hu Xiaodong, and there are many more prominent people than his family, just relying on you Gu Ningdai to find a man who is ten times better than him is not a problem at all, why did you choose to hang yourself on a tree? Gong Xiaoyi was the same at the beginning, and now Hu Xiaodong is still there! ”
I was transparent in front of Kunyuan, and even the flowing blood was transparent in his eyes.
My strength was so exhausted that I had nowhere to hide even my disguised justifications.
"Kunyuan, have you really loved someone? No matter how well you know me, but you haven't been involved in my emotional world, are you so sure I'm sad? ”
Kun Yuan looked at me calmly. "I really loved it! And loved for many years. I even lurked around her like a spy with the grievances of my youth. His eyes grew red, and he paused to ask me. Do you understand love? For so many years, no matter how sad I am, no matter how fragile my heart is, I have never had such a sad face as you. If the person you love doesn't love you, isn't it a comfort for you to leave silently or to protect silently in another identity? ”
In fact, Kunyuan has always been a cynical playboy in my heart, and I never dared to imagine that such a deep understanding would come out of his mouth.
I almost patted my thigh and opened my mouth to praise him: MD, what you said is so good, tell my mother a few more words!
But the face I saw was more serious than ever, and I couldn't help but get serious with it.
Like, I've never understood anyone. I didn't understand my father's anxiety, I didn't understand my mother's last words, I didn't even understand my daughter who was messing around with me all day, and I didn't understand why she always made a sudden fuss.
Was it because my consciousness was too shallow, or his understanding was too deep, I was suddenly speechless, and my usual gushing rebuttals disappeared in an instant.
In the living room, Xiao Xuan'er suddenly shouted Xiao Ke over, and the still time that belonged to me instantly returned to normal, and I suddenly woke up like a dream and thought about what the Biqu Pavilion www.biquge.info, so I put down the clothes in my hand and turned my face to ask him. "When are you
The beginning of that unforgettable? How come I've never heard you say that? ”
He looked like he had been stepped on by his tail and was anxious to escape, and his words flickered to avoid me: "This, this, this has been a long time." Am I obliged to describe to you every flower and plant in my world? ”
"Huh! Scold! ”。 I snorted stiffly. Was he sent by the monkeys to be funny? I thought to myself.
The moment I closed the door with my heavy suitcase, I felt a pang of apprehension rise in my heart with the muffled sound of the door closing.
Because I always feel that I am not only saying goodbye to him, but also the whole world.
Kun Yuan eagerly interrupted my anxious gaze, his mouth full of impatience. "If you don't go, if you don't go, you never go."
Even though I looked at him pitifully, I was met with the same twisted face.
I stupidly dragged my luggage and stood at the intersection waiting for a taxi.
An Xiaoke looked around anxiously pushing the baby carriage, and asked me from time to time: "Why is it so hot today?" ”
Xiao Xuan'er sitting in the baby carriage looked stunned, and the baby car was too small to be very inconsistent with her fat body shape.
Kun Yuan looked sloppy in flip-flops, and the stubble on his face was not as sexy as he thought he was.
The speeding car rubbed against the blazing ground in an ethereal heat mist.
I wore my sunhat and waited for the taxi to arrive.
Kun Yuan looked anxious, complained about the hot weather for a while, and then sat weakly on my suitcase.
I squinted at him, and stopped talking.
He glared at me with his spare eyes: "If you have a fart, let it go." ”
I said with a light smile. "Thank you."
He was stunned for a few seconds, and then replied to me with a serious but gentle expression. "You."
Time has forced us more and more calmly, but it has never lingered for us.
I feel that this year's heat wave has accelerated my aging, because I will not treat a qiē full of hope as I did in previous years, and I have become more relaxed and know how to stop pressing.
I know how to let go, don't cry or make trouble, learn to hide and learn to leave.
My mom once said, "When you feel like you're not ambitious about it, you really should choose to stay away from the situation!" When you feel that you have failed your ambitions, that kind of powerlessness is indirectly telling you to obey the old. "When my mother said these words, she was full of blood, but this blood is not red
The plane took off with a bang and quickly passed through the clouds, and time was a terrible thing
During this hour-long flight, I had a very ridiculous dream, I dreamed that Hu Xiaodong suddenly appeared at the Hilton in Sanya, but he did not see me, but I saw him at a glance
This kind of dream is different from the bloody movies that I despise every day but watch with relish, at least the protagonist in the movie will have a happy ending.
My mom called me and asked. "Where have you been?"
"Mom, can I tell you more when I get to the hotel? I've just left the airport now, and it's really painful to hold Xiao Xuan'er and then free one hand to hold the mobile phone to talk to you. ”
"Where did you go again? I'll tell you."
"Mom, let's talk about it later, I really don't have the time to listen to your nagging now!"
I hurriedly hung up the phone and stopped a Taxi.
After getting in the car, Xiao Ke asked me, "Is there something wrong with calling you?" ”
"What can it be? In addition to asking me where I went, he asked Xiao Xuan'er how her feet were, then she chatted, then she persuaded me to start a family, and then she kept nagging and complaining. ”
"Be content, at least someone will nag you!"
I glanced at Xiao Ke's sad face and obediently closed my mouth.
We just watched the scenery along the way in silence, each with our own thoughts.
The real emotion is a thousand words, but it is impossible to say a thousand words.
After dinner at the hotel, we each went back to our rooms and locked ourselves in our rooms for the whole night.
I silently turned my phone to silent, gently lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling with empty eyes, time slipped away quietly, the wind outside was blowing, I wanted to cry for a moment, I wanted to cry with my mouth open, I wanted to cry regardless of my image.
I knew that his phone would no longer display his name and would not flash his message, but I still pretended that everything could happen, and I was worried about the heroine's heart.
There have been many similar situations, tears seem to be piled up in the heart rather than in the tear glands, when the heart bears more and more, the tears will be squeezed and released, as for why, maybe there are too many reasons, or maybe you just want to cry!
When my tears were about to take out of my eyes, I turned around and tried to grasp something hard, but when I turned my face and saw an innocent sleeping face, my heart suddenly felt relieved, and even the tears that flowed out were not aggrieved but guilty.
For a single-parent family, I was unaware of how hurtful it would be for a parent to ignore a new relationship and ignore the child.
But my little Xuan'er has never complained, she still does my little follower as before, following behind me, even she pays for what she just called, and the most she says is "Yiqiē for my mother!" ”
My mind flashed Xiao Xuan'er's all kinds of sensible and good, how ashamed I am, I am like an ignorant child in front of the child, she always lets me, in the face of my neglect of her, she is always generous and understanding.
With a heart of guilt to death, I hugged her chubby body and repeated it over and over again in my heart: Mom was wrong, Mom will never let anyone hurt us again, never neglect you because of anyone again, nothing is more precious than you.
When the first light came to me, I was ready for a new dawn.
I have regained hope in my family, and home will always be my harbor.
Love may always need inspiration for solace, like a vampire. But family affection will not, and there is no love that can be more pure than family affection. So pure that I don't need you to pay at all, I just need to go to the end of the road with you and use my life to escort you!!!!!
There is a saying: Only when raising a child can you repay your mother's kindness!
Since I had a daughter, I have learned how much my parents were hurt by my rebellion, and I finally realized that they expected me to be superior, and finally understood that every scolding they gave me was love, and every time they yelled at me, their hearts hurt more than me.
Ever since I had a daughter, I've always put myself in my shoes, thinking about how I would feel if she followed my path, and I would definitely yell at her or fight her. However, I swear to death that I will not let her go my way.
I finally understood that the kind of desire my parents had for me was exactly what I expected from Xiao Xuan'er, and all the moods were the same! No matter how rebellious I used to be, how sad I was for them, I would still be their most precious child!
So I mustered up the courage to call my mom back, and I was ready to listen to her nagging.
"Hey, Mom"
"Woke up?"
"Yes! Woke up. ”
"Where did you go?"
"In Sanya!"
"No matter where you go, you must take care of yourself, knowing that you and Xiao Xuan'er are safe and sound, and your father and I will be relieved of a hundred hearts. In this year, you haven't read the Internet that you are rear-ended in a car, derailed on a train, and crashed on a plane, you know that as soon as your front foot goes out, we will be worried about it."
Strange, did I grow overnight? Why does it feel that my mother's nagging is very pleasant?
I smiled slightly. "You and my dad will put a hundred hearts, and your daughter is stronger than a monkey than a pig, no, stronger than a cow!"
"You can get it, on the other hand, it's about the same, better than pig essence, you are!"
"Can we still have a good chat together? I just thought that you are a good old lady, and I just think I like to chat with you! ”
Hearing my mother's laughter is still so hearty, I secretly laughed here!
I hung up the phone, but the smile disappeared from my face. I found myself trapped in the river of sorrow he had left me, and I was silent in an instant between the same songs, as if I really couldn't hide my loss, and every time the quiet air seemed to prove to me that I was a sad fool.
The hard work of forgetting and the memories that come back from time to time ignited in my heart at the same time, and the kind of loss of reason and madness hit my powerful rational thoughts, and I wanted to put aside my so-called great consciousness and get up and ask him or him, why, did I do something wrong? Or am I a big fool who has all the conditions to make people want to play with and be in the palm of their hands!
What awakened my soul was the waitress, who knocked politely on the door. "Hello, do you need to clean your room?"
I put my phone down instantly. "No, you don't! Thank you! ”
Every time I want to pick up the phone, there's always something that helps me get out of the way, and I guess, it's fate
At breakfast, my daughter mentioned yì to me. "Mommy, I want to remove this thing from my feet!"
Ke glanced at me. "What's the matter with your daughter?"
"Because I don't want you to work so hard!" Xiao Xuan'er replied to us who were confused.
I grinned and rubbed to Xiao Xuan'er's side. "You haven't left for a long time, will you still leave if you take it down? Speaking lightly to you, are you sure to remove it? ”
She nodded indignantly, looking like a small body with great wisdom.
In fact, I am struggling in my heart, and I am struggling with principle and liberation!
After three seconds, Liberation won, and I solemnly decided: "Good!" Go to the hospital after eating! ”