And so it really came to this day.

It was hot outside, and I sat at the dresser trying to put some work on my face.

The clothes in the cloakroom were turned upside down by me.

I said to my mom on the phone, "Mom, you can help me take care of Xiaoxuan'er for a while." ”

My mom said, "Okay, where are you going?" ”

"I'm going to Hu Xiaodong's engagement ceremony."

"Silly boy, isn't Hu Xiaodong's engagement ceremony the engagement ceremony of the two of you?" My mom regretted it when she finished speaking, and she instantly reacted and stopped talking.

I smiled awkwardly on the phone.

In the eyes of others, my other half must be him.

I chose a dress to wear, and I actually made it in Malaysia for my engagement ceremony with him.

Even if it's not my engagement to him, at least he's the main character today.

The dazzling array of extravagant makeup woke me up with a pale face. I hesitated, should I attend with fine makeup? It's still the right thing to do.

It's all to blame for the alcohol at that time, and the promise was too simple.

How cruel is this world, and why do I have to go to his engagement with other women?

I'd love to pick up the phone and ask the perpetrator if he wanted me to show up with a smile or if he was left alone.

I wanted to graciously pick up the phone and call him and pretend to be relaxed and ask him: "Weak consultation, which mask do you want me to wear today?" ”

I wanted to get closer to his heart and ask him gently: Did you really decide to go over and hold her hand?

He broke all my reserves, and he easily won my heart. He taught me to love without hesitation, but he didn't teach me how to forget.

There is no doubt that I was the first to fall into this silent war.

Wearing delicate makeup, wearing a dazzling sexy dress, and holding an expensive handbag, I took a proud step and knocked on Kunyuan's door.

The first second he opened the door and saw me was like a stupid chicken, and the first thing he said was: "Can I trouble you to go to the beauty salon to cover your dark circles first?" ”

Normally I would have to pinch him, but today, I just threw my car keys to him and said, "I'll drive your car today." ”

An Xiaoke sat in the co-pilot and kept looking at me with a slanted face: "Are you sad?"

I was dismissive: "What are you kidding?" Do you see how happy I am, like I'm going to be sad? Do you know why I want to open Kunyuan's hood? ”

"Why?"

"Because I'm so happy, I even want to jump on my seat and do a samba while driving."

is worthy of being one of the four famous enterprises, and even the engagement is like launching an atomic bomb.

I parked elegantly, then got out of the car and grabbed An Xiaoke's arm.

The two of us quickly attracted the attention of all men with their good looks.

An Xiaoke whispered close to my ear and said, "In the eyes of others, you even have a shining ankle ring." ”

I replied to her quietly: "But it seems to you and me that I am only a skin without this appearance. ”

I lifted my skirt and held my delicate and proud face high, and whispered with my belly: "Xiao Ke, you must always be by my side." "Because I'm afraid I'll lose my way without a pillar by my side.

In the distance, Li Yifei gave me a smile full of depth, and I gave her the same smile without humility or arrogance.

My aggressive aura has nothing to do with my family background, let alone my appearance, my aura comes from my refusal to admit defeat in my bones. Even if it's true that I lose, I'm going to win back.

Sui Xiaokai's eyes on the stage have never left Xiao Ke beside me, and the dress Xiao Ke is wearing and the one on my body is from the hands of one person. It was the bridesmaid outfit I originally ordered for her.

She has long hair to her waist, stiletto heels, and is wearing a floor-length gown.

It's just that Hu Xiaodong didn't know that I had carefully planned my wedding with him at night, and even consulted the venue in Bali. Even the white evening suit in the closet was a gift I was going to give him.

In the morning in the cloakroom, Xiao Ke also asked me: "What about the clothes you helped him wash and this dress?" ”

I quickly snatched it from her hand: "No one is allowed to move." ”

Hu Xiaodong and his so-called fiancée stood not far from us, holding a goblet and laughing with relatives and friends, somehow I saw a hint of disguise on his face, his expression that I had figured out tens of thousands of times told me that he was not happy.

I asked, "Xiao Ke, do you feel that he is unhappy?" ”

Xiao Ke followed my gaze, and then said to me: "If you go and hold his hand now, it's still too late." ”

"Why bother making yourself boring."

But I kept asking myself, "Is it because I'm too slow to keep up with you?" ”

The more I speculated, the more I was afraid of missing his life, afraid that he would take someone else's hand and run to the end.

Hu Xiaodong's face became more and more blurred, and my heart became more and more uneasy.

I suddenly came to my senses, threw off Xiao Ke, grabbed my arm, and ran towards Hu Xiaodong.

I didn't care about other people's eyes, let alone other people's feelings, and trotted all the way to Hu Xiaodong's side and took his hand.

"Hu Xiaodong, you can't hold other people's hands. You said you loved me. ”

He whispered, "Can you not disappoint me Gu Ningdai?" ”

I took him by the arm, completely ignoring his fiancée's anger, and said to him, "I am willing to bet the love of my life on you sincerely, do you love me?" If it's a man, just answer! ”

More and more people came around, and some people coaxed: "Answer her!" ”

Hu Xiaodong's face was unspeakable, and he looked at me deeply: "Are you enough?" ”

"Not enough, if you don't answer me, I'll hold your hand all the time."

He burst out laughing: "Love! Of course love! "He's still like that, every time he sees me, he looks spoiled and can't hide it.

An Xiaoke tugged at my arm: "Sister Xiaodai, I'm talking to you, did you hear me?" ”

I came back to my senses: "What did you just say?" ”

She looked at me helplessly: "I said, let's go." ”

I looked at Hu Xiaodong, who was still standing there, and smiled bitterly, he became my dream.

I really want to cross this hurdle and go straight to him, even if it's far away, just like I just imagined

But I know that he doesn't love me, and it's wrong for me to do anything, and if I really don't care about holding his hand, he may not be moved.

If I had ruined his good deeds by showing my heart in public today, he would surely hate me and hate me.

Under such concerns, time keeps staggering, and it really becomes, he is him, and I am me.

My heart is entangled, I am afraid that he will not be happy, and I am even more afraid that one day I will miss the way I came.

But my strong intellect tells me that whether he will open his mind or not is a matter for later, and if he loves me, he will surely come back to me.

The more you grow up, the more terrible the world becomes, and the more you want to love, the more you will be hurt.

I still missed him, and the moment I turned around and left the venue, it was destined to end between me and him.

I still didn't have the courage to run to him and tell him, "I love you!" ”

In this relationship, I acted as a clown.

I sue myself and it's over.

It's shameful to carry a drag oil bottle with me at my age and fantasize about going through a romance every day. It's as if I'm begging for nothing to ask for alms from passers-by.

I have imagined countless times when I was in the auditorium with him, when the heavens and the earth must have merged.

I was the only one who had never imagined such a tragic session. But I had a bloody experience.

I turned around and left the auditorium where he belonged alone.

He wanted to see me sad, and I didn't hesitate to show him enough. I once dedicated the most beautiful smiling face to him, and I didn't care to let him see that he was not beautiful.

Hu Xiaodong stared at my departing back and thought: Gu Ningdai, is it that no one will mess up if you lose it in your heart?

As I walked, I told myself: Don't cry, don't cry. I haven't cried in the eight years since I left Gong Xiaoyi, what is there to be sad about in just a few months.

Sitting in the car, I finally couldn't hold back.

Xiao Ke looked calm but his eyes were red, I leaned on her shoulder and kept saying: "It's all over, he is the second man I fell in love with in my life, I thought he was here to save me from the angel I didn't love, but I didn't expect him to become the demon Xiao Ke who sent me to hell"

"Huh?"

"Tong Yao is right, if a person doesn't love you, no matter how good you are, you can't change his heart. But I just don't understand why he is so close to me that he doesn't love me. Is this game really fun? ”

She wanted to speak, but she stopped.

"I had a dream, and now I wake up, I'm still me. I'm going to sort out my mood and go back to the days when I only had you in my eyes. ”

When I got home, I took off my dress and changed into clothes and started packing.

After we left, Hu Xiaodong put away his fake smile and changed his cold face, turned around and walked onto the stage, and said to all the guests: "I, Hu Xiaodong, have nothing to do with this engagement ceremony. Whoever of you likes stays. Then he turned his face and whispered something to Sui Xiaokai, and the two disappeared into the chaos together.

Behind him, the woman's affair that would have been his fiancée was out of control and shouted angrily. "Hu Xiaodong, you bastard!"

Li Yifei roared angrily at Hu Xiaodong's back: "You want to be angry with me and your father, don't you?" You give me back! ”

Hu Xiaodong's expression was complicated, but he still didn't stop his pace.

Kun Yuan leaned weakly against the door with his hands in his pockets and looked at me: "Where are you going?" ”

My love is still in the ups and downs of each other, and I can't stop the movements in my hands at all: "I plan to take Xiao Xuan'er out for a walk." She's definitely been stuffy at home these past few months. When her feet are healed, there may not be time to take her on a trip, so"

"Can you stop for a while? Can you stop tossing her feet like this? He straightened up and interrupted me.

I turned my face to him and continued to pack.

He is still Kunyuan at the beginning, with a tall body, a handsome face, and a lofty temperament, the only thing that is superfluous is his concern.

Every school I grew up in would always meet him by chance, and even the table would not be anyone else.

When I was in kindergarten, he was the boy in my class who liked to bully me.

When we were in elementary school, the only thing that was thankful was that he didn't allow anyone to bully me, the only thing that didn't change was his hobby, he liked to eat my exercise paper and eraser the most, and he would always look amazing every time he saw me cry.

When I grew up and learned that rubber caused cancer, I was worried and persuaded him to go to gastric lavage.

Since junior high school, his world has been the color of flowers, and colorful girls revolve around him every day, and I don't have the strength to break through the encirclement and kill him directly. But many girls will always like to ask me to hand over love letters to Kunyuan for them. At that time, Kunyuante's frivolous appearance, as long as I handed over the love letter, he always tore it into pieces without blinking his eyelids and waved it out freely. At that time, he no longer liked to eat paper.

Later, I was ostracized by all the girls in the school, so I went to art school.

He went to the police academy.

"Gu Ningdai, if I talk to you, can you still squeak?" Kun Yuan looked confused.

I quickly came back to my senses. "I just took her out for a walk, pushing her in a doll cart instead of letting her crawl on the ground. Besides, isn't there still Xiao Ke! I immediately stopped my movements, straightened my back, and looked at him impatiently.

"No, I'm not worried, I'll go with you." He looked directly at me with that grim face held up.

"If you're going, I'm not going. Whatever you want! "I tried my best to maintain this strange anger.

He really didn't have the patience to accompany me in a stalemate in an indecent atmosphere, so he took the lead in disarming and surrendering: "Didn't I discuss it with you!" Didn't say you had to go. ”

"Hurry up and find someone to marry, my daughter is almost seven years old, and you haven't even married. If you have time to come to my house and disturb my sleep, you might as well use this time to fall in love! "I'm really annoyed by what happened at this time, and although I try to piece together my friendliness as much as I can, I can't get Kun Yuan's stunned face.