I returned the card to Wu Feng, and I said, "I didn't touch the card you asked my dad to bring me." Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info now return to you in person. ”

He said through the wine, "You have to give me a clear share, do you?" ”

"Wu Feng, I just don't like procrastination. Wouldn't it be nice to be neat? If you want to support me, you can choose a quiet place to live and take me here to raise me for the rest of my life. If you want to see me, you can tell me directly that you want to see me, and you don't have to be confined to face. If you procrastinate, it can only mean that you don't love me as much as you imagined. Wu Feng, who really likes a person, will work hard. You don't have to worry about whether I reject you, whether I will be angry, if you really love me, you will put everything aside to protect me. You will come to me through mountains and rivers, and you will come to me against the wind and rain. If you have to be paved by others for all the way, I can only say that you don't love me as much as you imagined. ”

"Therefore, the fact that I have come to you and to you is enough to show that I love you."

"If I hadn't been drunk and said those words to you that day, you wouldn't have been in Paris, you wouldn't have come to me. Wu Feng, I have three years to go, and I'm going to be thirty years old. There are many things that have not changed with age, but some knots have been untied overnight. I can't afford what little youth and extravagant limited affection I have left. For example, last time you and Tingting, I finally figured it out. No matter who is right or wrong, I will choose to live with dignity. If you like someone else, you must tell me, I will respect your choice, but I cannot tolerate your concealment. If you choose to tell me bluntly that you like others, instead of deceiving my persistence, maybe my dignity will not be trampled on to the ground. I'm different from other women, and I live a colorful life without men. Because I hate being cheated on more than being unfaithful. The kind of cuckold that I was kept in the dark and known all over the world was wearing a high green hat on my head, but I was indulging in my own emotional paradise, and I felt that the hat you gave me was very beautiful, and it really looked like a lion jumping a fire ring in the circus. A lot of hurt, and I'd rather accept someone to talk to me face to face, at least with a polite declaration of war, than wait for you to come to the city and find out that the city doesn't belong to me. ”

"Tingting and I are really innocent. I really never thought about anyone else after being with you. ”

"I'm just giving an example, not convicting you of your guilt. What are you panicking about. These words are just a reminder for you. My view of love is still like that, people who like me will find me if they fly over thousands of rivers and mountains, whether I like it or not, whether I want it or not, if he loves me, he will be afraid of me waiting for a long time! ”

"Gu Ningdai, I want to get to know you again, starting with what your name is."

"Wu Feng, if it were the age when you and I first met, I would definitely burst into tears if you said this, but after so many ups and downs, wouldn't it be too naïve to say such a thing? I know that now I am less and less naïve, more and more innocent, and farther and farther away from what you like. But if I still don't grow at all from the experience that the wind and rain have given me, does that mean that I lack heart? ! ”

"Gu Ningdai, you have changed. I like you because you are simple, kind, straightforward, and domineering, and because the dirtiness of the world has not affected your mind. Now you treat everything with a cold attitude. But in my heart, whether it is you now or you used to be, you are the loveliest you. You can question the whole world, but you can't question me. You say I've changed, I've become overwhelmed, I've changed and I don't know how to love you. The best life for me is to have you. Every night when I come home from work, I look forward to you running to the door and throwing myself into my arms to ask for a kiss, do you know how much I like you to drown around me and call me husband? I like you lying on my arm to watch a movie with me, I like you to appear in my sight in pajamas, I like every meal you cook for me, I like you walking out of the bathroom in my T-shirt, I like you to lie next to me and sleep quietly, I like to open my eyes every day to see you, you don't know that there are days when you are there, even the weeds in the courtyard are beautiful. But how did I lose you? How could I be so careless to make you feel hopeless and send you into a panic. You can't understand how much I miss you in the days when you're not with me. Every time before going to bed, I will always subconsciously rub into the position where you sleep, every time I wake up and can't see you, I will always feel heartache, every time I go out, there are always no shoes in the shoe cabinet at the door, and I can't hear your complaints every time I return late. You say I don't come to you, that I don't love you enough. Do you know how many times I've quietly bought a plane ticket and quietly backed down before boarding? I don't know if I should bother, if I should say I love you like I used to. I always think, what if you were happier without me? Why don't I want you to be happier? I am always very conflicted and entangled, and the self-confidence before marriage is lost unconsciously, because after marrying you, I can't stop wanting you, and I don't know what to do with you. You say, "If you don't tell me to look for you, I won't dare to look for you." You say, if you don't let me touch you, I won't dare touch you... But you're going to say, 'I don't love you..."

I stared into his eyes and listened to him quietly. I don't know how to answer, I don't want to live with him, I want to wake up with him, he hugs me behind me when I want to cook, I complain to him when I want to watch a movie together, I want to go for a walk together in the summer night, I want to hide in the bed and read comics together in the winter, I want to walk the dog and bask in the sun with him in the afternoon, even if life will not be so easy to compromise, I still like him in my future. It's just that it's all gone terribly ...

Hu Xiaodong, who had been sitting silently spitting out smoke rings, listened to Wu Feng's words, looked back at me and raised the corners of his mouth, he said: "He has hit this south wall with an iron heart, and he will ask him to clean up his own feelings." And you, the perfect position to get back on your feet is where you fell. I can relate to his feelings, and looking at him is like looking in a mirror. Gu Ningdai, do you know, I'm very struggling at the moment whether to persuade you to continue or persuade you to leave... After all, without a suitable identity, even jealousy needs to be measured..."

"What can persuasion change?"

Hu Xiaodong wanted to speak and stopped, Wu Feng fell asleep on the table...

This night, the darkness is deep, the air is singing for a long time...

I seem to be standing at the ferry of time, or the familiar intersection, time has blown away my broken hair, and I finally see the person I want to see, the person I think about day and night, and never forget. But I didn't want to hug him, I didn't want to say I missed him. In a panic, I began to understand the sentence that I couldn't attack for a long time and couldn't understand it: It's better to miss each other than to see each other...

Money can never measure love, and I hate that Wu Feng and my dad will use money to solve things when they don't agree. I want love to be someone who is willing to spend time with me, everyone's time is valuable, and giving me time is equivalent to giving me my own world. People always like to add various meanings to "love". In fact, the explanation of this word is very simple, that is, there was someone who accompanied me until the end and did not leave...

And you ask me how much I love you, and I say, it's about a hundred encounters, a hundred falls... And I didn't have the courage to say, continue to be together...

In a month's time, my training will be over.

In the days when Wu Feng was here, in addition to helping me take care of Xiao Xuan'er every day, he was walking my dog with me, and I felt very calm by his side, and the turmoil in my heart was getting lighter day by day.

I feel more and more that he is my relative, my buddy, my confidant.

We seemed to be unconsciously back to the track of our first acquaintance, and we didn't notify each other of any precautions, and we quietly boarded the reverse express to the starting point.

On weekends, he would take me and Xiaoxuan'er to the street café, he would accompany me to the ceramics shop in the old building to buy dishes, he would accompany me to the bookstore in Paris to pick up a large stack of books, he would accompany me to go back to cook breakfast after a morning run, and he would have dinner together after a long day, and go back to their respective rooms to sleep.

He likes to quietly buy some outstanding ceramics for me as gifts, he will help me clean the dishes and chopsticks after dinner, he will read stories before Xiao Xuan'er goes to bed, he will coax me to sleep when I have insomnia, he will quietly go back when we are asleep...

Wu Feng's recent circle of friends, in addition to the sunrise when I go for my morning run, is the meal that accompanies me for dinner, and the candid photos of me and Xiao Xuan'er, and then Gu Xiaoben's daily life.

Someone commented that he was a housewife, and he just faintly posted a photo of me reading a book, with a sentence: Love will sprout when she stays longer in your heart and then the love of future will be none of her business (A person will sprout after living in his heart for a long time, and all the likes in the future will be related to you!) ）

He is becoming more and more like a friend, and when I was wronged at school, he would always comfort me with deep meaning: "There is nothing wrong with being happy, anyway, none of us want to leave this world alive." ”

He is also changing, and if I am wronged by him as I used to be, he will definitely make those who bully me even more unhappy.

Now he is a lot less hostile to Hu Xiaodong, he will ask Hu Xiaodong to taste it after cooking dinner, he likes to cook more and more, sometimes I come back from class and don't open the door before I smell the aroma of rice coming from the house.

I'm going to be able to return to China soon, and I plan to create a studio with Xiaoke and build my own clothing brand after I return to China.

The night before leaving Paris, a couple of us had a lot of wine in the room.

We pushed open all the windows and leaned against the balcony wall together, and that night, the three of us drank a lot of wine in disguise, with our own expressions on our faces, and our hearts and minds...

Wu Feng said: "That year, you were sick, I was afraid of it, for me every day may be the end, because I am afraid that God will take you away from me." Many people say that Paris is a romantic country, but others don't know that when I came to Paris to find you, I didn't feel the romance of this country at all, I only felt frightened, afraid that if you were not careful, you would disappear......"

I looked at him, and his eyes were full of melancholy, and I was full of sorrow, and I said, "Aren't you going to wash off that ugly smiling face on your chest?" ”

"No!"

"There are too many memories of Paris, no matter how many you have, you have to leave, and you can't always indulge in memories..."

We looked up at the starry sky, Hu Xiaodong drank sullenly, and when we had nothing to say, he spoke: "The way you are together, even if you look like you, you will make it impossible for others to intervene... If you still love, why not be together, if you don't love, why be together? Wu Feng, if she wants to leave, you will divorce the marriage, it's a big deal to chase it again, it's fair to her, to you, and to me, do you dare to let go of this paper marriage contract and compare it with me? ”

"There's nothing I don't dare, only whether I want to. The red book, how can I be willing to put it? I have no ambitions, I just want her! I thought about it, otherwise let's play fair, but she's not our bargaining chip, so why do we have to use a childish way to win her? Well, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that if I slack off a little bit, you'll win, I'm afraid that you won't love her as much as I do, do you know what time she goes to bed, what time she wakes up, what she likes to eat, what time she goes out for a morning run, what time she reads and codes? She likes to eat watermelon, she likes to cut watermelon, she is half, I am half, and we both sit cross-legged on the carpet and hold the watermelon and eat it. You don't necessarily stand her bad habits, she always likes to hoard watermelon seeds in her mouth and spit them out when she has saved enough. You may not be able to stand her stinky temper, and you may not be able to resist her as a scoundrel. She barely looks at the car when she crosses the street, and I always keep her on my right hand side when I go out with her. She didn't dare to go to the bathroom alone at night, even if I slept soundly, I would wake up and accompany her. The Alaskan dog she raised, except for me and her, only loves Xiaoxuan'er. She has a habit of cleanliness and has to bathe and change her clothes whenever she sweats. So even if I go back late and tired, I will take a shower and change clothes before going to bed, and the clothes I wear must not be worn to the bedroom, she will be crazy, don't smoke in front of her and Xiao Xuan'er, otherwise she will throw away all your cigarettes. I say so much, I don't mean anything else, I just want to say that if one day I really lose her, I just hope that the man who will spend the rest of her life with her, no matter who it is, must carefully collect her beauty and place it properly..."

I quietly reddened my eyes, and once he asked me, what is the most beautiful love story in the world? I now have the answer in my heart, and the most beautiful love story is probably the gossip I talk to him on weekdays...

I still want to eat watermelon with him and quietly tug on the tail of summer, but I'm like this, my heart is in turmoil, and I don't say a word.

Hu Xiaodong looked calm after hearing this.

Wu Feng turned his face and stared at my eyes affectionately, and said, "I don't want anything to go wrong between us, but God loves to joke with us, what can I do?" I've figured it out, if you want to leave, just leave..."

I desperately held back the tears, and for a second, as soon as I blinked, the tears would fall...

Wu Feng, if you hadn't said these words tonight, perhaps, others would really not have a chance...

What do you want me to do? Every time I expect you to be resolute, you are always weak-willed. Whenever I want you to lower your profile, you're always snarky.

Every time I really wanted to hug him, he would always say something out of place to push me away.

On this night, he said a particularly heart-wrenching word, he smiled and cried: "I love you very much, but I can't be shameless for the rest of my life..."

"Wu Feng, this sentence, it should be me. The giving in the relationship is originally mutual. You pay yours, I hurt mine. Don't worry about who's right and who's wrong, it's all about this, just let it go when you're tired. Besides, it's really tiring to love me. We haven't seen the Provencal lavender in Paris yet, let's go and see it tomorrow... I'm tired, go to sleep first, you two continue to drink..."

I held back my tears, and the moment I turned around, the tears fell. He stopped me behind me, and I didn't look back.

He said: "Gu Ningdai, as long as you say that you need me, I won't leave..."

"I want to have a face, too... This time, it's clearly me... But in the end, it's me who is wrong..."I didn't look back and finished my room and closed the door, I leaned against the door, crying silently, and the music in the room played loudest.

The most hateful thing about a man is not how much he is capable of, but that he never knows what his woman wants...

How ridiculous, I saw other women kissing him and accepting the baby in the womb to leave, in exchange for his sentence, it is impossible to be shameless for the rest of my life...

Putting aside all the causes and consequences, compromising all the good things that have happened, I was just about to be grateful, nostalgic and acceptable, but he unexpectedly picked up a knife and stabbed it into my heart.

In this world, language is the most terrifying... In a word, you can keep it, or you can push it away... Sometimes the hurt is insignificant in front of words, and many people choose to use the method of ear comfort to avoid inner peace because of love.

He is a trace of my life that I have escaped from all the stormy waves.

He is the glimmer of stability I have encountered after all the hardships I have experienced.

He is the one who makes me feel grounded in my heart.

He is the person I want to spend the rest of my life together.

But he's also the one who made me unrecoverable...

He and I don't seem to be in a parallel time, and I can't always meet him when I want to hug him...

I still love, but he makes me less obsessed with being together...

I cried and fell asleep, with regret and anxiety... Before going to bed, I saw his WeChat circle of friends update the dynamics———

I still like you, like an old excerpt in the old city, soft-spoken;

I still like you, like a cloud chasing the wind, regardless of what it is;

I still like you, like the wind, I have walked eight thousand miles, regardless of the return date;

I still like you, like a little smoke curling in the cooking, and the snow and rain fall on the tangli pear;

I still like you, like the yellowed bridge in the old story, half deaf and half dumb and lost your voice;

I still like you, like rain falling on the tropics and the polar regions, thousands of miles away;

I still like you, like the old city gate that has been waiting for many years,?? Standing;

I still like you, like waking up from a very warm dream, leaving only a sigh;

I still like you, like a hairpin phoenix put down the last stroke, lovesickness...

Seeing that there is a large blank section at the end, I am curious to pull it all the way to the bottom, and there is such a sentence at the bottom, which makes my mood that has just calmed down instantly burst, this sentence is: My words hurt you, why don't you want to ask you to prove your heart? You and I, take a face to heal a wound, is it worth it? I said it wasn't worth it, so I regretted it, and I regretted it as soon as I said it...